kiss you at sunset

Zhou Shiluo stood by the side of the road, the biting cold wind hit his face, and his stomach was overwhelmed again.He squatted down slowly and vomited out his stomach.

Li Xu said that he regretted it, but Zhou Shiluo regretted it. He felt that he was more than Li Xu when it came to dealing with feelings.

After vomiting, Zhou Shiluo walked home wearily, and bought four more bottles of beer at a supermarket in a nearby community.As soon as he entered the room, he opened the bottle cap, regardless of the discomfort in his stomach, and poured it into it desperately.

It was his first reckless drink in two years.

After two bottles went down uninterruptedly, the stomach finally began to protest, even more intense than ever, as if a hand was twisting it in a circle, Zhou Shiluo was sweating on his painful forehead.

He curled up on the ground, sobbing softly.

The next day, Zhou Shiluo was awakened by a ringtone. He opened his eyes with difficulty, got up from the ground, and answered the phone.

The head of the department asked him why he was absent from the morning meeting on the other end of the phone. Zhou Shiluo lowered his head guiltily and explained aloud. The hoarse voice startled the head of the department. During the holidays, let him recuperate at home.

Zhou Shiluo drooped his shoulders wearily, and after hanging up the phone, he noticed that there was still a text message on his mobile phone, which was sent by Li Xu half an hour ago, telling him that he had gone to the airport, and sent two words of blessing at the end.

Zhou Shiluo didn't reply, so he directly deleted the message, and by the way, all of Li Xu's contact information.Immediately afterwards, he clicked on the ticketing software and bought a ticket to go back to his hometown at night.

Zhou Shiluo didn't tell anyone when he went back this time. After traveling all day and night, he once again set foot on this familiar yet fearful land.

Zhou Shiluo didn't go back to the countryside, so he stopped the way and took a taxi. He wanted to visit the hotel two years ago, but because he was in a hurry, he didn't even know the name of the hotel.

In the hazy memory, I only remember that the hotel is directly opposite the Chuandian, Zhou Shiluo asked each driver, and asked three along the way, but he didn't know.After all, it has been two years, and the location cannot be found on the gourmet software, and the probability of existence is very small.

Zhou Shiluo was not discouraged, so he cheered up and continued to ask until the fifth car.The driver was an older master. Hearing Zhou Shiluo's description, he thought about it for a moment and asked, "Did it used to be on the street behind the passenger station?"

Zhou Shiluo is not very clear, so he can only explain in detail as much as possible: "He is next door to a barbecue restaurant."

"That's it, come up." The driver lit a cigarette and drove while smoking, "The store you mentioned has long been yellow, and now it has been changed to Guiguo."

"Oh." Zhou Shiluo responded and looked out the car window quietly.

The small county is not big, and you can drive around in ten minutes, and the driver is also fast, and you will arrive in four to five minutes.

After Zhou Shiluo paid, he opened the door and got off the car.

At that moment, all the seemingly distant memories flooded back.Except that the Clay Pot Chuandian was changed to Turtle Pot, the rest of the scene perfectly coincided with that of two years ago.

Zhou Shiluo turned his head and looked at the hotel across the road, his eyes reddened uncontrollably.He stood stupidly for a long time, until the cold and damp air pierced into his skin, Zhou Shiluo sniffed and stepped over.

The hotel has undergone renovation, except for the layout, the store has a new look.There was an uncle at the front desk, when he saw someone coming in, he quickly got up and greeted him, saying that the store returned the room.

Zhou Shiluo was slow in thinking, raised his eyes and looked around, and finally fixed his eyes on the deepest part of the corridor, and asked, "Is the innermost room empty? I want that one."

After getting an affirmative answer, Zhou Shiluo immediately paid the money.The uncle took it happily, opened the drawer, took out the room card and handed it to Zhou Shiluo.

Zhou Shiluo pushed open the door of the room two years ago again. His first reaction was to change the wallpaper and add furniture. In short, there was no trace of two years ago.He couldn't express his mood at the moment, he dragged his body and mechanically walked in, and finally sat down on the bed discouraged.

After a long time, until the numbness in his legs brought him back to his senses.Zhou Shiluo picked up the phone and turned on the screen, found Liu Linsen's number and pressed it.

"What's the matter? To make a long story short, I have a meeting later." Liu Linsen sorted out the materials and squeezed out a sentence in his busy schedule.

Zhou Shiluo was expressionless, and went straight to the point: "If you woke up and found that you were slept by a man, what would you do?"

The other end of the phone was stunned for a few seconds, and then there was an exclamation, first scolding Zhou Shiluo for being sick, and then questioning in disbelief: "Could it be you who made people sleep?"

Zhou Shiluo ignored his doubts and asked again: "What will you do?"

This time, Liu Linsen replied without thinking, "I will definitely kill him."

Zhou Shiluo got the answer, hung up the phone without saying anything and turned off the phone.He fell on the bed, his head was in a mess, he seemed to be hallucinating, and he heard Yang Jin repeating to him in his ear.

——I was cheated by a bastard before.

—He lied to me about my body.

——Brother, I don’t dislike you even if you are old.

——When I earn money in the future, it will be yours, and the salary will be handed over at that time, okay?

——Brother, I’m here to accompany you to celebrate the New Year.

——My mother said that I married a daughter-in-law and forgot my mother.

……

It turned out that Yang Jin talked to him for a long time alone, and Zhou Shiluo couldn't help but two tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

He remembered the time two years ago. Although it was only a rough idea, Yang Jin did not force him in those bits and pieces. Wipe the vomit left on his body for him.

He would also nibble his earlobe, calling his name over and over again, his movements were careful and focused, and he indulged in it, and even followed his desire to actively kiss her.

In fact, Zhou Shiluo was not completely fragmented, but subconsciously he was always unwilling to face up to it, unwilling to admit it, so his brain subconsciously sealed it up to prevent him from discovering it.

Now that he is willing to open his heart, he realizes that he was the one who provoked the lust, but at that time he let Yang Jin bear the consequences alone.

And what did he do when they reunited two years later?Obviously Yang Jin was already far away from him at the beginning, and even blasted him away with sharp words, but he himself leaned forward over and over again, dragged Yang Jin towards him, and finally kicked him away with the word "disgusting".

Only now did he suddenly understand why he couldn't hate Yang Jin when he met again two years later, why he subconsciously wanted to reconcile, why he couldn't help but take care of him.When was he so generous and enthusiastic, and when did he listen to Tan Cui's words and take care of her so-called godson for her.

After all, there is no way to settle the suspicion.

Liu Linsen's words may be the reaction that a normal person should have, but after that accident, Zhou Shiluo did not teach him a lesson because of his temper, but chose to leave quietly, which already explained everything.

He belatedly discovered that he had already been moved, earlier than he expected.

Zhou Shiluo buried his head in the pillow, as long as he thought of Yang Jin's forbearance when he first met and the helpless back when he left, his whole heart hurt like being grabbed.

He closed his eyes sadly and bit his lower lip tightly, trying not to cry out.

Early the next morning, Zhou Shiluo tidied up his emotions and checked out of the room.He only had three days off and had to rush back to the capital at night.Before leaving, he bought fish, fruit and some daily necessities, and planned to visit his grandmother.

Zhou Shiluo hasn't come back for two years, and he can't control buying too much.After getting out of the car, he took plastic bags of different sizes and walked to grandma's house with difficulty.

It was still snowing in the Northeast at the end of March, and a thick layer of ice formed on the ground.Grandma lived on a slope, and the cold wind was blowing head-on like soaked vines. Zhou Shiluo Dong's ears were red. Enduring the pain, he could only lower his head to relieve the impact.

Passing the intersection, I was almost hit by a tricycle approaching laterally.Zhou Shiluo was taken aback, and quickly took a few steps back. The bag containing the apples fell from his hands and fell to the ground. The apples in the bag broke free and rolled to the ground.

"Blind?" The tricycle stopped abruptly, and a man jumped down from it. Although he had nothing nice to say, he still bent down to help Zhou Shiluo pick up the apple.

Zhou Shiluo apologized, and was about to thank him when he noticed the man's slightly uncoordinated right leg. After a closer look, he found that his walking posture was a bit strange.

Zhou Shiluo looked back embarrassingly, and could only continue to apologize.

The man picked up all the apples, and then reluctantly raised his head to look at Zhou Shiluo. The two looked at each other in astonishment, and soon the man returned to normal. He threw the apples to Zhou Shiluo expressionlessly, then jumped on the tricycle, head He drove away without looking back.

Zhou Shiluo's gaze followed that person away, and he soon remembered who it was.

The gangster who always bullied Yang Jin when he was a child, Zhao Fangqi.