kiss you at sunset

2019 year 3 early month

"Xiao Jin."

Zhou Shiluo woke up suddenly. He had a long and mixed dream. The broken fragments were like shuffled slides, randomly interspersed and played in his brain. The memory of entering and turning away.

He broke free from the endless, hopeless and dark dream, and after realizing that when he woke up, he blurted out Yang Jin's name.

Zhou Shiluo came back to his senses slowly, only to find that the room was dark, only the lamp on the bedside table emitted tiny sporadic light.Before the brain had time to think about where he was, his eyes went dark again, and he had headaches.

He closed his eyes, adjusted his breathing, waited for the headache to ease slightly, and then groped to get up and turn on the light.

The lights were turned on, and everything that came into view was strange.Zhou Shiluo didn't know what happened, he stood there thinking dully, didn't he want to have dinner with Li Xu?

Zhou Shiluo was puzzled, and quietly moved to the door, pricked up his ears to listen, and after confirming that there was no sound, he stretched out his hand to hold the doorknob, and opened the door vigilantly.

A faint smell of rice came over his face, but Zhou Shiluo felt extremely nauseated. He rubbed his stomach subconsciously, resisting the urge to gag, and searched along the scent, and saw Li Xu who was busy in the kitchen.

Zhou Shiluo wanted to call out to Li Xu, but when he opened his mouth, he found that his throat was uncomfortably dry, and he subconsciously coughed twice.

Hearing the sound, Li Xu turned around, stepped forward and poured a small glass of water for him, and said to him with a smile, "You're awake, just in time for dinner."

Zhou Shiluo was not in the mood to eat, and he asked blankly, "Where is this?"

"My house." Li Xu replied.

"Why am I at your house?" Zhou Shiluo was very puzzled.

Li Xu smiled indulgently, and explained: "You fell asleep in the car, and I couldn't wake you up, so I took you home on my own initiative, anyway, it's the same for a meal at home."

Zhou Shiluo frowned slightly. He was obviously not satisfied with this explanation. He knew himself better than anyone else, and he also knew that he was not too tired to fall asleep.

Zhou Shiluo was still thinking about it, when suddenly acid water filled his stomach again, he retched a couple of times, and was about to ask Li Xu if he had any stomach medicine at home, when suddenly a terrible thought popped into his mind.

He thought of Li Xu's identity.

Zhou Shiluo's face turned pale in an instant, and he opened his eyes wide because he couldn't believe it. He stared at Li Xu in front of him, and asked tremblingly, "Did you... add something to the milk tea?"

Before Li Xu could express his opinion, Zhou Shiluo turned around and ran towards the entrance. He frantically turned the doorknob once, twice, three times...

The door didn't move at all.

It was only when he lowered his eyes that Li Xu had added a combination lock inside the door. He turned his head angrily and saw Li Xu still smiling at him.

"Li! Xu!" Zhou Shiluo gritted his teeth and called out to him. He wanted to pretend to be calm, but his voice was trembling.

Li Xu took two steps forward and did not approach. He explained to the person in front of him: "You have been too tired recently. I saw that you were not resting well, so I added a little calming medicine on my own initiative."

"Do you know what you're doing?" Zhou Shiluo's pupils constricted for a moment, and Li Xu's smile made his whole body go numb. At this moment, he seemed to smell a strange smell from this ten-year-old brother in front of him.

Li Xu's smile paused for a moment, he lowered his head, and quickly raised it again, "I won't hurt you."

"Come over for dinner." Seeing Zhou Shiluo not moving, he beckoned to him patiently and promised, "Just have a meal with me, and I'll take you back after eating."

Zhou Shiluo said nothing.

Li Xu took another small step forward, pleading cautiously: "How about half an hour? I'll let you go as soon as the time is up."

Zhou Shiluo was silent for a few seconds. He subconsciously touched his pocket, only to realize that the phone had disappeared.Li Xu was still asking for it, and finally shortened it from half an hour to 10 minutes.

Zhou Shiluo gradually loosened his grip on the doorknob. He moved his feet and resigned himself to walking towards the dining table.

Li Xu made three dishes and one soup. After serving all the dishes, he served Zhou Shiluo a small bowl of chicken soup and reminded him: "It's a bit hot, blow it off before drinking."

Zhou Shiluo glanced at the soup in front of him lightly, the lesson of milk tea has not dissipated, he will not eat with Li Xu, and what he just agreed to is to stay with him for 10 minutes.

Seeing that he was not moving, Li Xu asked him with a smile, "Why don't you eat?"

"Can I eat it?" Zhou Shiluo's tone was frighteningly cold. Seeing that Li Xu on the side didn't understand, he changed the phrase, "Do you think I can still trust you?"

Li Xu was stunned for two seconds. He understood what Zhou Shiluo meant, and silently lowered his head.

Two seconds later, he sighed and said slowly, "Forget it, don't eat if you don't want to."

Li Xu picked up his chopsticks and took a piece of pork ribs for himself. He took a bite and recalled: "I remember when you were in school, you liked ribs very much. Every time the aunt in the cafeteria gave you less, you would eat them from my bowl. folder."

"By the way, do you remember the first time we met?"

The corners of Li Xu's mouth were always bent, and they didn't bend down because of Zhou Shiluo's indifference.

He also knew in his heart that Zhou Shiluo would never respond to him at all, so that when Zhou Shiluo spoke, he was shocked for a moment.

Zhou Shiluo: "In the alley opposite No. [-] Middle School, you fought with a group of people. Seeing that you couldn't beat them, you pointed at me passing by and told them that this was my boss."

Li Xu nodded quickly, "I didn't expect you to remember."

Zhou Shiluo: "Later, the people were beaten away. I asked you why they fought, and you said it was because you didn't like them."

Li Xu licked his lips and said with emotion: "At that time, I was young and energetic."

Zhou Shiluo still had no expression on his face. He looked at Li Xu, paused and said, "Actually, I would know if you didn't tell me, because those gangsters always harass the girls in the junior high school."

Li Xu was stunned, he didn't remember the reason he said, he raised his head, and heard Zhou Shiluo ask again: "So how did we get to this point?"

Li Xu pursed his lips. He had nothing to hide. If there were no accidents, this might be the last time he saw Zhou Shiluo and the last time he heard Zhou Shiluo's voice.

"What you saw was only part of it," Li Xu put down his chopsticks, recalling, "Actually, I was able to beat them at the time, but then I saw you by accident. You were wearing a white T-shirt that day, obviously very ordinary, but I They were nailed in place like a bewitched demon, which gave them a chance to take advantage of."

Li Xu paused for two seconds and asked back, "Do you know what I was thinking at that time?"

Seeing Zhou Shiluo Ying, he asked himself and answered: "I was thinking...why is this boy so good-looking, I really want to know him."

Zhou Shiluo frowned slightly, finally showing some expression on his always cold face.

"Later, I stayed by your side as I wished." Seeing that Zhou Shiluo didn't react much, Li Xu boldly continued, "At that time, I just wanted to know you, and I didn't think about other things. Later, there was a summer camp, we slept in a tent, and I realized that I had that kind of thoughts on you."

"After that, I have only one birthday wish every year, and that is that Zhou Shiluo will like me too." Li Xu smiled wryly, "I have made it for so many years, but it has not been fulfilled even once."

Li Xu sighed, and seemed to want to seize the only time he had to tell Zhou Shiluo all the words he had hidden in his stomach for many years, "I regret it, if I took the initiative at that time, I didn't get entangled alone, played my temper, and wanted to save face, yes Wouldn't the result be different now?"

Zhou Shiluo didn't know, and knew that this assumption would not be true. He raised his head and looked at the watch hanging on the wall, calculating the time in his mind.

"I regret it very much," Li Xu muttered to himself, "I shouldn't be selfish thinking about how to let you go with me. I should have accompanied you to the capital back then."

But today's remorse and self-blame are no longer helpful.Perhaps feeling that his behavior was too naive, Li Xu buried his face in his palms, hiding the teardrops in the corners of his eyes.

Time passed little by little.

"It's 10 minutes." Zhou Shiluo stood up and looked down at the person in front of him.

"It's so fast." Li Xu wiped away his tears in a panic, looked up at the time, his eyes were red, and his face was full of reluctance, "Then I... take you back?"

"No need." Zhou Shiluo refused very simply.

Li Xu nodded slowly, and said yes, and it took a while to react when he came over and said the password: "The password is your birthday."

Zhou Shiluo was slightly stunned, but soon returned to normal, turned and walked towards the entrance.

As soon as his hand touched the password screen, Li Xu called out to him, "I have an eleven o'clock flight tomorrow, and I will stay here until then. If you want to call the police..."

Although Li Xu said half of what he said, Zhou Shiluo already understood what he meant. Instead of answering, he asked instead: "Where's my cell phone?"

Li Xu looked at him blankly: "It's in the pocket of your cotton coat, and the clothes are on the hanger."

Zhou Shiluo turned his head and picked up his coat, touched his pocket, and then continued to enter the password. After entering the six-digit birthday password, the door opened with a "ding".

Zhou Shiluo pushed open the door, left and rushed to the person in the room saying "I'll do it for myself", and then completely disappeared into Li Xu's world.