silent sample

With the last two days left of the holiday, Tang Yuan said he wanted to go back and have a look.

"...Where are you going?" Song Yichuan was a little surprised, thinking that he would also take him to meet his parents.

Tang Yuan smiled, "I'm going back, not going home, my home is long gone, I want to visit my sister."

"Okay, I'll accompany you." Song Yichuan said.

Tang Yuan loves Tang Sirong very much, there is no doubt about it, but he doesn't come back to see her every year, not on special days, because he is afraid of meeting Tang Yiyu or Huang Jun, Tang Yuan doesn't want to see them, especially in front of Tang Sirong.

Not for a year or two, because he had a bad life, he didn’t get ahead, he didn’t get rich, and he didn’t even have a companion around him. The more strange powers he believed in, the more he felt being watched, so He was very afraid of walking in front of Tang Sirong, afraid that he would not be able to conceal himself.

Ever since Tang Sirong apologized to him, Tang Yuan has always been very sensitive to bad things. He occasionally has bad moods, but he never dared to let himself indulge in them, because once he couldn't get out, Tang Sirong let go The guilt that cannot be overwhelmed will multiply back on him.

This is not the original intention of any of them, it is just the fact that so many years of mistakes have accumulated.

The day we came was cloudy, and it was about to rain. After getting out of the high-speed rail station, the two of them took a taxi to the cemetery. Tang Yuan bought a bouquet of Temari flowers, flowers that Tang Sirong had planted before his death, and a box of chocolate cakes. She didn't eat it, and Tang Yuan would bring it to her every time he came.

Some dust and dead leaves fell on the pedestal, Tang Yuan asked Song Yichuan to hold things, and he cleaned it up briefly.

After tidying up, he put down the flowers and cake, got up and looked at the picture of Tang Sirong with a peaceful face on the tombstone for a long time, they are both 25 years old this year, unexpectedly time flies so fast, he will soon be older than she was then.

Tang Yuan called his sister, "I have a boyfriend, and I will bring him to show you today."

"I didn't expect it, and I didn't expect it, but because you desperately hoped that I could find someone before you left, I don't think you should care whether he is a man or a woman." Tang Yuan smiled, "Are you particularly curious now? , how did we two know each other?"

"Student in high school, do you still remember the time when I had a fever and you came back to see me? At that time, I said that someone took good care of me at my classmate's house, and that person was him." Tang Yuan paused for a moment, "I should have told you earlier What you said, I told you before..."

"It was because of your decision that I had the opportunity to meet him, or to put it another way, if I hadn't come to this world first, all of this would have been impossible to talk about... So I used to be narrow-minded, and my life was more complicated than mine. I think it is too broad, and the important people are far more than those two."

Song Yichuan didn't quite understand what he meant by what he said. He just felt that Tang Yuan seemed a little strangely regretful and sad, but before he could say anything, Tang Yuan looked at him in the next second, "I like him very much, but I don't know Does he like me or not?"

"What nonsense." Song Yichuan was standing beside Tang Yuan, next to his shoulders, bumped into him lightly, and turned to hold his hand.

Tang Yuan raised his clasped hands, "See, he took the initiative, so he seems to like it."

Song Yichuan clenched his hands tightly, and said solemnly: "He was joking, I love him very much, and will always take good care of him, don't worry."

"Why are you so serious." The wind was a bit strong, and Tang Yuan's eyes were sore due to the drizzle. He told Tang Sirong to come to see him another day, and stayed for a while. The rain became heavier, and the two of them held umbrellas and went to the steps. go down.

At the same time, someone was going up the stairs and met in the aisle. The umbrella raised slightly, revealing a familiar face underneath. Tang Yuan didn't expect to meet Huang Jun here, and when they saw each other, both of them were stunned.

Tang Yuan didn't intend to speak. Thanks to Song Yichuan, he could bear it very much now. He wanted to wait for Huang Jun to turn around and pretend that he didn't know each other. He hadn't seen each other for too many years. He had nothing to say, and the pleasantries were awkward.

"You..." Unexpectedly, Huang Jun, who was always indifferent, spoke first, "To see her?"

"Yeah." Tang Yuan smiled, "What a coincidence."

Perhaps it was because they were standing too close under the same umbrella, Huang Jun looked at Song Yichuan, "Who is this?"

"Oh." Tang Yuan introduced to her calmly, "My boyfriend."

Huang Jun showed a surprised expression.

"You may be surprised." Tang Yuan said, "But I don't think you will be disappointed."

Song Yichuan glanced at him. Before saying this, he thought that the woman in front of him might just be an acquaintance of Tang Yuan. At this moment, he probably understood who she was.

"It's getting late, I have to hurry back, let's go first." Tang Yuan walked around Huang Jun, and walked out of the cemetery with Song Yichuan.

Busy on the road all day, it was already late when they got home, Song Yichuan lived near the station, the two decided to sleep there first tonight.

Tang Yuan didn't eat much of the rice he bought on the high-speed rail. He kept his eyes closed all the way, and he could tell he wasn't asleep, but his mood wasn't very high, so after returning, Song Yichuan planned to cook soup with the ingredients in the refrigerator.

When he was busy in the kitchen, Tang Yuan leaned against the countertop to play with a green onion he dropped on the floor. He went to the balcony to wash clothes. Tang Yuan stood by the window, looking at the scenery for a while and then at him. Where, Tang Yuan is going to follow.

Song Yichuan finally couldn't help laughing, he poked Tang Yuan's head away, and kissed on top of his head, "What's wrong?"

"Can it be done?" Tang Yuan asked.

"Huh?" Song Yichuan subconsciously wanted to ask what he was doing, but at this moment the only word in his mind was cooking.

However, when he looked into Tang Yuan's eyes and touched the bright longing, he realized what his actions meant, "Now?"

"Ah."

"You are in a bad mood..."

"No." Tang Yuan said, "It's not that I think about it, but I think about it when I see you."

Tang Yuan stretched out his hand to hug him, and pressed his lips against his ear, "I really want to."

Song Yichuan used great self-control to let him go back to the kitchen and turn off the fire, but before he could step out again, Tang Yuan kissed him.

Song Yichuan woke up in the middle of the night, the bed on the other side was empty, Tang Yuan was not there, he called his name, but no one answered, Song Yichuan got out of bed to look for him.

The balcony door was closed, Tang Yuan stood outside with his elbows on the railing, an unlit cigarette between his fingertips, the wind from the tall building blew up his thin pajamas, Song Yichuan didn't know how long he had been standing outside, he opened the door and went out , took the cigarette from his hand.

Tang Yuan returned to his senses, glanced at him with a smile, and pointed to the distance, "So it's here."

"Ok?"

"The painting you gave me turned out to be the scenery seen from your balcony."

Song Yichuan went in and got him a piece of clothing to put on, "I used to stand here and call you, and I wanted to give it to you the first time I called."

"Why?" Tang Yuan couldn't even remember when Song Yichuan called him for the first time, after the confrontation in the tea room that day?

"Because you are in that direction." Song Yichuan said, "I think maybe one day you will see it and understand my thoughts."

"You think too highly of me." Tang Yuan smiled, so vaguely, he understood with a hammer, "And if I don't come to your house, I can't understand it at all. If I come to your house, it means that we are not married. Need to understand."

"So you see I never mentioned this." Song Yichuan spread his hands.

"Indeed." Tang Yuan felt that it made sense, "What else have you done?"

"Does that count as a birthday present?"

"Ok?"

"annual."

"You prepare a birthday present for me every year?" Tang Yuan was shocked.

"Yes, but everything is the same, come in, I'll bring it to you."

Tang Yuan was freezing cold, Song Yichuan stuffed him under the quilt, he opened the door of the bedroom cabinet, and took out a cardboard box from the storage box at the bottom.

The box was not big, and when it was opened, it turned out to be a stack of framed pictures of glutinous rice balls, which were not exactly the same as the one Tang Yuan received that year. To be precise, each picture was different, such as the number and position of the dumplings. Or size.

There are six pictures in total, neatly arranged, and each inscription represents the long years that they have not met.

"Fuck." Tang Yuan almost got a fist in his eyes, why... why is this person so silent, he said that he occasionally thought of him that day, that's what he thought, "If I don't ask, when do you plan to give I?"

"No more." Song Yichuan said: "The past is the past. It's gone. From now on, just give new ones, and you don't have to give this all the time. It's very monotonous and uninspiring. I have a lot of good things to give you."

"But I like this." Tang Yuan looked at him seriously.

"Then let's give it away together." Song Yichuan smiled helplessly, "Your birthday is coming up again this year, it seems that I have to hurry up."

Tang Yuan fiddled with those paintings, Song Yichuan shook his wrist, "You are in a bad mood today."

When Tang Yuan was just doing it, the more excited he was, the more Song Yichuan could feel his depression. Compared with before, Tang Yuan was much more frank. He communicated with Song Yichuan and was trying to resolve it.

But the shadows of the past cannot be cleared up overnight, not to mention that today he met Tang Sirong first, then turned around and met his mother whom he hadn't seen for almost seven years at that place. Can't tell.

"Do you remember Zhu Hua?" Tang Yuan asked suddenly.

"I'm impressed." Song Yichuan couldn't help frowning, "Did he look for you again?"

"Of course not. Did you know that he dropped out of school later?"

Looking at Song Yichuan's expression, Tang Yuan knew that he didn't know, "I did it."

"photo?"

"Yes, I sent the photo he took of me to Lao Xu and explained the situation, but the photo didn't capture Zhu Hua's face, so the evidence was too weak. Later, I asked Yang Qifan to export the video and photos from Zhu Hua's phone. Send him the screenshot, he knows a lot of people."

"Later he gave me my name, and I tried to get in touch one by one, and quickly found someone who was willing to come forward. I sent back the photo during the last month of Zhu Hua's stay at school. Director Li was furious when he received it, and the school quickly dismissed it. A decision was made and he was fired."

"Does Zhu Hua know it's you?" Song Yichuan asked.

"Probably, but I'm already gone. He couldn't find it even if he wanted to. He pretended to be his grandson for a whole year, but he fell short at the last moment. One can imagine how broken he was." Tang Yuan said with a smile, "I am Isn't it quite vengeful?"

"He deserved it."

"My mother told me before that I hold grudges and have a lot of eyes, but if I really do what she said, I should remember them first. In fact, I didn't do anything and ran away. Even when I saw her today and said you were my boyfriend, I didn't dare to have any other thoughts."

"I can use this to retaliate against them. They want to save face the most. I have to wait until after my college entrance examination for divorce. I'm afraid that others will say about them behind their backs. But this is too unfair to you. I don't want to do this. I even had such a Even the thought is an insult to you, especially just now you..."

Song Yichuan understood his thoughts, came over and hugged him, "So you're just sulking yourself?"

"Angry is also a way to digest." Tang Yuan leaned on his shoulder, "The same goes for blowing. If you didn't call me just now, I should be fine if you blow for another hour."

Perhaps the discord between his parents will not have such a big impact on him. The discord between his parents and the death of his sister is the most fatal blow to Tang Yuan, especially when he lived alone for several years. Song Yichuan can understand his thoughts very well. , "It's not good to be angry or blow a wind, is there any other way?"

"Just used it."

"Ok?"

"Hold you, kiss you, make love to you, you give me things, you listen to me..."

Song Yichuan laughed when he heard this.

Tang Yuan turned to look at him, "Do you want me to tell you?"

"What else?"

"A lot, as long as there is everything about you, it's all."

So in the middle of the night that day, after Song Yichuan did the above-mentioned steps again, let alone the wind blowing, Tang Yuan didn't even have the strength to open the balcony door.

A few days after I officially went to work, the incentive subscription quota came down. Since everyone was very active and the total amount exceeded too much, the big boss decisively cut a lot.

Tang Yuan reported 40 before. I don’t know who raised it up. After the cut, he still has [-]. Last year’s salary plus the end of the year he made up to [-] at most, so Song Yichuan said he would come to the remaining [-]. Make up, the reason is still very legitimate, parents have seen it, just [-] and still refuse to accept it.

Tang Yuan wrote him an IOU, and when he was able to buy a house in three or four years, he would buy it between him and Song Yichuan, so that neither of them would have to go back and forth, especially Song Yichuan. If you think about it this way, this investment is indeed necessary. Belonging to the knife's edge.

Later, Tang Yuan got a questionnaire, in which there was an item to fill in relative information, and everyone else filled it up, parents, spouse, children, brothers and sisters, he had no legal relationship, Huang Jun and Tang Yiyu did, but Tang Yuan didn't want to have anything to do with them.

So he handed it in empty.

But this evening Song Yichuan came to pick him up from get off work, and returned his form to him, "Fill it out."

Tang Yuan didn't know, so he took another look and found that there was an extra column at the bottom of the table, which read "closely related family members."

Song Yichuan gave him the pen, Tang Yuan smiled, "Is this okay?"

"Leave it at home." Song Yichuan said: "Write it quickly. After finishing it, I will go to Teacher Sheng and ask him to find a lawyer to sign it, and it will take effect."

It's the first time Tang Yuan heard that this can still work, what kind of effect it is, but if it works at home, it's not impossible.

He put the document on his lap, glanced at him with a smile, and wrote "Song Yichuan" neatly in that column.

-Complete-