silent sample

Tang Yuan had just put a mouthful of rice into his mouth when he heard the words stuck in his throat, he coughed, put the back of his hand against it, and looked at Song Yichuan.

...Have you never been in love?

Didn't Song Yichuan say that he had talked with several of them? When we first met, he said that he had more than him, much more.

Compared with his reaction, Song Yichuan was unmoved even though the lie was exposed, he ate as usual, taking his time, and when Tang Yuan looked at him, he looked back calmly.

Tang Yuan also wanted to ask like Yang Lian, did he really never talk about it, or did he lie to him, "Didn't you... say you talked about it many times?"

"I lied to you." Song Yichuan said.

"Hey." Yang Lian was the first to be unhappy, "Why do you even lie to your best friend?"

"He's a liar."

Tang Yuan: "..."

After dinner, Yang Lian wanted to accompany Song Baisheng downstairs for a walk. Song Yichuan said that the two of them walked together, just in time to take Tang Yuan to familiarize himself with the surroundings.

The four of them went out after they were fully dressed, Yang Lian walked ahead with Song Baisheng on his arm, Tang Yuan and Song Yichuan followed behind.

It was the first time in Tang Yuan's life that his family went out for a walk together, and he was a little envious of it, not to mention taking a walk, for so many years their family couldn't even find a photo of a serious tourist, even though he is now familiar with Huang Jun and Tang Yiyu were relieved, but the regrets of the past were irreparable after all.

"Did you often accompany them like this before?" Tang Yuan asked Song Yichuan.

"You mean a walk?"

"Ah."

Song Yichuan shook his head, "I don't go home much, they are used to the two-person world, and they think I'm a light bulb when they accompany them."

Tang Yuan: "..."

Tang Yuan quickly slowed down, Song Yichuan glanced at him with a smile, and then slowed down.

After walking around the neighborhood for a while, Song Yichuan said: "When I was in elementary school, my dad was already so fat. He was even fatter than now. He does business with people, and it is inevitable to have a lot of entertainment. He usually goes home when he is tired. I also like to lie still, and it’s hard to lose weight if I don’t get used to it.”

"He used to pick me up after school, and my classmates laughed when they saw him, saying he was a big fat man, and I was a little fat man. Later, I stopped letting him pick me up. For a while, I didn't like him very much and didn't talk to him. I also asked my mother if she could change to a different father, as other people’s families don’t look like this.”

"You still have this period." Tang Yuan couldn't imagine Song Yichuan's willful appearance, and asked, "Then what happened later?"

"Later, my dad really didn't come, and my mom came to the parent meeting. She is beautiful, and everyone who sees her praises and envies me, which makes me feel very honorable."

Tang Yuan looked at the pair of backs that gradually distanced from them in front of them, and thought of the way he smiled when he saw Song Baisheng in the parking lot today.

"I remember when I went to junior high school, and I slowly adjusted, but my dad didn't. Later, whenever things happened to me, he still used to let my mom come forward, so that I would be embarrassed."

"Did you tell him?"

Song Yichuan shook his head, "He knows, what my mother said, even if she didn't say it, my father could feel the change in my attitude. For a while, I didn't understand, thinking that he was punishing me for being so stubborn, but later I realized that he was got used to."

Tang Yuan looked at him with some uncertainty, "You told me this, wouldn't it be to explain why he didn't come to pick us up today? Hey, no, really, such a small matter, I didn't take it to heart at all .”

"That's not what I want to say." Song Yichuan shook his hand, Tang Yuan hurriedly looked forward, and the distant figures under the streetlights had already become thinner, so that only a few outlines remained, so he let him hold it with confidence. The sleeves hang down to the fingertips.

Tang Yuan found out that Song Yichuan really liked to hold his hand. He had to hold hands outside, at home, and when making love, he had to hold hands. Even if his hands sweated, he couldn't do it. If he broke, he had to grab him again.

"In the past few years, his physical examination indicators have been abnormal every year. My mother is worried about his health. Now his weight loss has become our top priority, so I can't talk about our affairs for the time being."

Tang Yuan didn't expect that Song Yichuan went around so much to explain this to him, "You just want to say this? I didn't ask you to make it public. I don't care about it, really."

"Then can you accept their urging me to get married?" Song Yichuan asked.

"Eh..." Tang Yuan hasn't thought about it yet, mainly because he doesn't have this kind of pressure. In the past few years, he is used to living a day-to-day life. He never thought that one day he would have the qualifications to plan the future with others.

"So I care." Song Yichuan said seriously: "You don't need to tell your family members, but I will find time to explain clearly to my parents, or," he paused deliberately, "You don't think it's necessary because ..."

"No, of course not." Tang Yuan immediately refuted him. He said he didn't care because he didn't want to put pressure on Song Yichuan, but he did ignore that his seemingly indifferent attitude was unfair to Song Yichuan to some extent... and so on.

Tang Yuan's mouth was quicker than his brain, and he immediately realized that something was wrong after he finished speaking. When he looked at Song Yichuan's face and caught the trace of a smile that was too late to restrain, he suddenly felt like he was being fooled, "Oh, I found you , It sounds really nice."

"Ok?"

"I said before that it's up to me. If I want to play, I can play with me all the time. Then turn around and start persuading people to be good."

"You said it yourself, and I didn't persuade you." Song Yichuan still had a sullen face at this moment.

Tang Yuan lowered his head, leaned his face closer, and looked into his eyes, "Why did you lie to me before, saying that you talked about it, and there were many more, none of which you said many times."

"To annoy you." Song Yichuan was surprisingly honest this time.

"..."

Song Yichuan turned a corner at the intersection and walked towards the small square in the center of the community. There were many trees around, and the wind eased a lot after entering. "Are you tired? You didn't sleep much last night."

"I'm not tired, that's how far I've gone." It was less than half a circle, why did Song Yichuan bring him in, and there was no stool or anything, just a bare fountain full of dead leaves.

Just thinking about it, Tang Yuan's waist tightened, Song Yichuan put his arms around him, lifted his arm up forcefully, and sent him to sit on the edge of the fountain.

"Damn." Tang Yuan was shocked for a moment, this is really... a unique experience, he quickly supported Song Yichuan's shoulders.

"Okay." Tang Yuan couldn't help but praised his arm strength, and when he sat still, he patted his side with a smile and asked Song Yichuan to sit up too.

Otherwise, this up and down posture is a bit tricky for anyone to see, especially Song Yichuan is standing very close to him, in the middle of his legs.

"Sit down." Song Yichuan looked up at him, "Are you guilty? You know I haven't talked about it."

"Are you not with Xie Yao?"

Song Yichuan couldn't help but sighed, "You're only asking now, are you acquiescing that the two of us have been together?"

Tang Yuan didn't speak, of course he acquiesced, he still wanted to know the reason for their breakup.

"No, I have never been in love, not even once." Song Yichuan said: "Not emotionally, and physically, I only had that one time with you."

"Oh." Tang Yuan suddenly couldn't stand his confession, "Then did you have a good impression of her before?"

"Forget it, we sat together before we were divided into classes. At that time, we had a good relationship. Later, only the two of us went to Class A. Before you, I did have a little affection for her, and I also know that she has affection for me." .”

Tang Yuan felt that he was quite strange. He had clearly accepted Song Yichuan and Xie Yao for a while before, but now he only heard Song Yichuan said that he had a crush on her, and he felt uncomfortable, "Then why didn't we get together?"

Song Yichuan looked at him, "If we didn't make it clear, I would probably quarrel with you again because of this matter. Why don't you say we are together?"

The answer is self-evident.

But what Song Yichuan said was just a possibility, if he really liked Xie Yao that much, or had a crush on her far beyond anything else, he would definitely not have anything to do with Tang Yuan.

"You were too strong at that time, and I didn't have time to think at all. Many times I was thinking, what is it that you treat me like this, so I didn't think wrong, did you mind her?"

Tang Yuan rubbed his nose. There was nothing embarrassing about admitting it. He was indeed jealous of Xie Yao, not only back then, but still now. "I'm not qualified to ask, so it's better not to ask."

"Why are you not qualified?"

Tang Yuan once thought that Song Yichuan did it on purpose, he is such a smart person, but looking at his expression, it seems that he really didn't react, or felt that since Tang Yuan likes to be righteous, he shouldn't hesitate to stand on the issue.

"That's what I'm going to ask you."

"Asked me what?"

"Ask why you lied to me when I said we talked, don't you just mind?"

He has already talked about his girlfriend, so he has the nerve to question others with double standards.

"I really mind." Sure enough, Song Yichuan said, "I always thought you liked me very much."

"I always thought you didn't like me very much."

"I don't like it." Song Yichuan said: "At that time, I was angry at your attitude of doing whatever you wanted, and I turned my face away when I fell asleep. What."

"Then what happened afterwards?" Tang Yuan stroked the wind-blown hair on the top of his head.

"Your name was in the information that was sent over. I specially asked for a resume to see that it was really you." Song Yichuan looked up, "I came to you later."

Out of anger, Tang Yuan complained a little in his heart, "What have you been doing for so many years?"

"Busy with many things, studying, going abroad, working, and occasionally...thinking of you."

Tang Yuan turned his head to look around, and when he wanted to take another look uncertainly, Song Yichuan hooked his neck and pulled him down, then kissed him.

This habitual offender generally has a tacit understanding.

Song Yichuan was willing to admit that he took the initiative at this time, because it was the first time he saw such a deep smile in Tang Yuan's eyes.

He has such a beautiful smile, it's hard not to be moved.

It took another half an hour for Yang Lian and Song Baisheng to come back. As soon as they entered the door, Yang Lian complained about Song Yichuan out of breath, saying that it was rare to come back to accompany them for a walk, and within 10 minutes, she disappeared. I thought I was going somewhere, but it turned out that I was lazy when I came back.

Song Yichuan took the opportunity, "It's too cold."

"Aren't you afraid of the cold? I want you to wear more clothes when you go out." After Yang Lian complained about him, he turned his head and looked at Tang Yuan with a smile, "Xiao Yuan is also cold, the temperature here is a little lower than yours. Go to bed early."

Tang Yuan hurriedly said that it was not cold, the cold was the last thing he was afraid of, and he was afraid of heat.

I didn't expect Yang Lian to have this kind of character. She looks like she's full of aura on the outside, so no one should enter, but as long as she speaks, she's no different from those hard-spoken and soft-hearted nagging mothers. It's hard to imagine growing up in such a harmonious family atmosphere. The older Song Yichuan would have such a diametrically opposite temper.

If it were him, he would probably have been pampered to the point of lawlessness.

Tang Yuan turned off the lights at night, and was swiping his phone before going to bed, when the door opened suddenly, and he sat up in shock.

Song Yichuan didn't say a word and got under his quilt.

"Don't, don't, it's not bad for these few nights, you go back quickly, in case your parents find out..."

"They won't find out." Song Yichuan squeezed closer to him, "If they find out, I'll tell you that I came to chat with you."

"Who is chatting in the bed and hugging him, you let go quickly, you said it yourself, don't make your father faint."

"I'll lie down for a while and leave." Song Yichuan closed his eyes, except for the hand under the quilt wrapped around Tang Yuan's waist, everything looked normal outside.

It was so normal that it was impossible to tell where his hand moved at the end. After a few minutes, Tang Yuan began to sweat. He found that Song Yichuan had learned badly, and learned to keep his face at this time.

After Song Yichuan kissed him, Tang Yuan stroked his back and felt a little unsatisfied. He suddenly thought of something, stood up and asked, "So does your family have obesity genes?"

"I don't know, I haven't tested it." Song Yichuan said: "My father and mother were [-] years old when we fell in love. According to him, I started gaining weight after the relationship. I'm already past my age."

"But it's your first time in love." Tang Yuan reminded.

Song Yichuan: "..."

Tang Yuan: "It's okay, you can follow me to exercise more, anyway, I think you like to move."

The tone of Tang Yuan's words sounded very meaningful to Song Yichuan. In this case, he was conservative in the restraint just now, and he pulled the quilt over Tang Yuan's head.

Tang Yuan hurriedly begged for mercy, "Don't, don't, that's enough, I took a walk today, I'm not fat or fat..."

On New Year's Eve the next day, Tang Yuan woke up early in the morning and received two red envelopes, one for Yang Lian and one for Song Baisheng. Before going to bed, he kept urging Song Yichuan to go back early. Later, he was so tired that he fell asleep in a daze, and woke up in the middle of the night Once, when Song Yichuan was not around, he was completely at ease.

Of course he refused to accept it, and he was no longer a child, but Yang Lian insisted. Song Yichuan said that this is their etiquette. It is the first time to give a red envelope to anyone who comes to the house, regardless of their size, as long as they are not married. Tang Yuan couldn't refuse, so he had to accept it first. Down.

At the New Year’s Eve dinner in the evening, the family watched the Spring Festival Gala while eating. Because of the prohibition of burning and smoking in the city, the taste of the New Year is not very full.

But in this kind of tranquility, Tang Yuan didn't have any emotions to collect and sort out to give a response. His task was just to sit at the table and eat a meal without any burden.

Tang Yuan seldom judges irrational things easily, especially extreme ones, but at the moment he is sitting next to his favorite person, and this is the best New Year's Eve dinner he has ever had.