silent sample

In the next few days, Tang Sirong woke up and fell asleep, sleeping a lot, and soon after waking up, he would lose energy, and the repeated low fever lasted until the fifth day of the new year, the day when Tang Yuan started school, before it was considered to have completely subsided.

She can eat something, her complexion is much better than before, her chest tightness has eased, the doctor removed the oxygen, and there are several major examinations to be done later, Tang Yuan has been staying with the hospital, Huang Jun and Tang Yiyu take turns Later, Tang Yiyu went back to work, so he came relatively infrequently.

Tang Yuan wanted to ask for leave. After she finished the examination, he was eager to know the result. Tang Sirong, who had been ill for a long time, advised him, "The doctor still needs to see the result. Only after seeing it can we make a plan. Have you been here to accompany me all the time? go to school?"

Tang Yuan thought, it's better for him to leave after the plan is finalized, but Tang Sirong obviously doesn't allow it. Something went wrong, so he deliberately dawdled in the morning of the fifth day of the fifth day and didn't go to school until noon.

The first thing I did was to ask Lao Xu for leave, saying that someone in the family was sick and hospitalized, and he needed to visit frequently. After hearing this, Lao Xu agreed, but asked him to come again when he needed it. It was impossible to avoid studying late. This is a precedent. After all, you are in the third year of high school, so you can't delay your studies.

Tang Yuan has lost seven to eight catties after this year. His body is not obvious under the loose clothes, but he can be seen at a glance on his face. The flesh on his cheeks is almost gone. The skin grows close to the bone. Yuan Qian Asking him what's wrong, Tang Yuan said it was a toothache and he couldn't eat.

Qi Xinmeng exclaimed in surprise: "A toothache can still have this effect? ​​Then I will be in pain tomorrow. Losing weight is too painful. My mother thinks that I eat too much every day. You are so straightforward, but you don't want to eat too much." Fat..."

Tang Yuan always felt that this person was a bit short-sighted, and he often missed the point. Yuan Qian asked him if he was okay now. Tang Yuan said yes. After taking anti-inflammatory drugs for a few days, Tang Sirong saw that his face was not good one day. Symmetry, and he's been careful ever since.

When Tang Yuan came, he was taking a lunch break. Song Yichuan came back from dinner and heard Yuan Qian asking him. Tang Yuan said it was because of a toothache.

The tooth does hurt, Song Yichuan can testify, but he is a bit exaggeratedly thin, and he looks very tired, the lines at the end of his eyes are no longer as bold and sharp as before, they hang vainly under the brow bone, looking very lifeless.

"Did you go to the dentist?" Song Yichuan asked.

Tang Yuan shook his head, and couldn't help wanting to lie down on the table. He is severely sleep-deprived now, and he can fall asleep on the spot when speaking classical Chinese in a Chinese class.

"I'll go with you this weekend."

"Let's talk about it again." Tang Yuan finished perfunctory and realized that Song Yichuan hadn't moved. He raised his head and met his gaze.

Tang Yuan buried half of his face in his arms, and slightly raised his eyelids, "You still treat me so well, aren't you afraid?"

"What are you afraid of?" Qi Xinmeng answered naturally.

"I'm afraid I will rely on him." Tang Yuan said.

Song Yichuan glanced at him and turned back.

Back to the dormitory that night, when he was about to go downstairs, Song Yichuan said he wanted to talk to Tang Yuan, and asked Yuan Qian to go up first.

After Yuan Qian left, Tang Yuan asked, "What are you talking about, I don't have time to go to the dentist for now."

"I'll talk about the teeth later." Song Yichuan pushed him to a sheltered corner, "Did you say that on the phone that day because of something?"

"Say what?" A series of events in the past few days, Tang Yuan almost can't remember what he said.

Song Yichuan was very straightforward, he didn't even give him a chance to think back, "Say you want to die."

"I don't want to die." Tang Yuan was more straightforward than him.

Song Yichuan looked at him, trying to get a clue from his expression, Tang Yuan's attitude seemed to be intentional, either he said that on purpose that night, or he deliberately pretended not to remember.

He clenched his voice, "Then you better not think about it."

Tang Yuan saw that he seemed to be angry again, so he quickly smiled, "I just said it casually, you see where I want to die, I wish I could live longer, it hurt too much that day, I am relatively fragile."

Song Yichuan: "..."

Song Yichuan: "In that case, let's go to the dentist on the weekend."

"I have something to do this weekend."

"what's up?"

"Private matters." He replied like this, indicating that he didn't want Song Yichuan to ask again, and Song Yichuan had always been well-bred, and he never did things that broke the casserole and asked the bottom line, but... "Then next week."

"So urgent?" He was not in a hurry, the inflammation had just subsided, so how could it be so easy to relapse.

"I'm afraid that you will seek death if you feel pain."

"..."

Before going to bed that night, Tang Yuan sent a message to Song Yichuan, telling him not to be so nice to him.

[How many times have I said it, I will really have an idea, don't believe it. 】

Song Yichuan must have seen the news when it was sent out. Tang Yuan noticed that there was light on his side, but Song Yichuan didn't reply.

Tang Yuan asked for leave on Saturday night. He would call Tang Sirong for a few minutes every day after school started. A video conference between Tang Yiyu and Huang Jun was arranged tonight.

Tang Yuan asked that he must participate. Whether things were good or bad, the final result could not be hidden from him. Huang Jun and Tang Yiyu agreed.

Based on a comprehensive judgment, doctors on both sides do not recommend further surgery, because the degree of difficulty is high, the prognosis is not ideal, and changes to blood vessels during surgery can easily cause massive bleeding.

And even if the operation is successful, there will be serious complications. Tang Sirong's current physical condition does not allow for both, so it is recommended to treat conservatively.

Huang Jun asked how long conservative treatment can last.

The shortest is one to two months, and the longest is no more than...a year.

This is the answer given by the doctor. For the sake of taking care of her emotions with Huang Jun's colleagues, this year may be the most ideal state.

Tang Yuan asked if there was any other way.

He should have asked other questions that day, and said a lot, but in the end, only one sentence was left after repeated back and forth, is there any other way, is there any other possibility, transfer to city B, go abroad, Are there any abroad?

...If you think about it again, there must be other possibilities, she is still so young...

Tang Yuan didn't go back to the ward that night, he needed time to digest, he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, since Tang Sirong woke up, he hadn't talked to him about her condition.

It wasn't that she was afraid of facing it, she had always been a very optimistic person, what was really afraid of was her cowardly and weak brother who was overly dependent on her, Tang Sirong had been taking care of his emotions.

Tang Yuan sat in the corridor all night until the next morning. After such a long time alone, he still couldn't figure it out. Tang Sirong would know the result, maybe she already knew it. Could Tang Yiyu be able to hold back his words? And she has always been very assertive and cannot be easily coaxed.

When Tang Yuan entered, the nurse was putting on an IV for Tang Sirong. She sat down and drank milk. Tang Yiyu warmed it up for her before leaving. Tang Yuan sat in front of the bed. A little swollen."

"Which side of the wisdom teeth, top or bottom?" She motioned Tang Yuan to approach.

Tang Yuan leaned over, and Tang Sirong lightly touched his right cheek, a little bit, "Tell Mom, let her take you to the dentist."

"Later." Tang Yuan was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, he leaned forward and lay on the hospital bed.

This position was just within reach of Tang Sirong's hand, she stroked Tang Yuan's hair as usual.

It's just that her fingers were very light, she didn't use any strength, she poked it a few times seemingly randomly, and then she stopped.

Just when Tang Yuan thought she had withdrawn her hand, Tang Sirong patted his head twice.

Those two strokes were not heavy, but heavy.

I want to tell him something, and I want to comfort him.

Tang Yuan's heart twitched tightly, and then his nose sore, he turned his head and buried his face in the quilt.

It's a pity that Tang Sirong has always been a serious atmosphere destroyer. She didn't give Tang Yuan time. Seeing that he didn't ask for leave but appeared here on Sunday morning, she asked, "Is it early for you to take a day off on Sunday?"

"Ok?"

"I remember we didn't start having a full day off until May."

Tang Yuan didn't know about this at all. He thought that their half-day off on Sunday afternoon would last until the day before the college entrance examination. "I don't remember it. Did you have a holiday at that time?"

"Let it go, I just didn't come back, and I didn't tell my parents." Tang Sirong smiled, "The college entrance examination will be in May, and it will be a few days away. No one will come back, but later I heard that someone in the next class has reported it."

"Well, it's ahead of time." Tang Yuan nodded, if that's the case, then he can talk about it later.

But Tang Sirong saw right through him, "You lied to me, you asked for leave again, didn't you?"

"..."

"I knew it." Tang Sirong said solemnly: "No more invitations are allowed. From now until the college entrance examination, I will keep an eye on you. If I find out that you ask for leave casually, I will tell you, Old Xu."

Tang Yuan looked at him, "Then what should I do if I want to come and see you?"

"It's easy." Tang Sirong said, "I'll go see you when I'm discharged from the hospital, and I'll bring you a supper tonight."

What she said was so natural, Tang Yuan didn't want to cry, but couldn't help the soreness in his eyes, "Okay."

Tang Yuan went back to class, when he arrived, he sat in the classroom decently, but his heart was not there.

He was in poor condition, Lao Xu saw it, and called him to the office. He knew a little about Tang Yuan's family affairs, and Tang Yiyu told him when he came to ask for leave.

At this time, Old Xu didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only let him focus more on his studies. The college entrance examination was about to come, and there was still a long way to go for him in the future.

Tang Yuan didn't say anything else, and asked Lao Xu to keep it a secret for him. He didn't want anyone to know about this matter. He didn't need sympathy or comfort, and he didn't want to hear any rumors about Tang Sirong in this school anymore. They said It's a pity that he is pitiful, but no one can really empathize with him.

Tang Yuan finds every possible place to be alone, avoiding everyone, avoiding Song Yichuan, sometimes when he sees him, he will think of what Tang Yiyu said, can everything go your way.

This is wrong, the premise of this statement is that many things are as he wants, the moon is cloudy and sunny, and people have to accept the imperfections in life.

But the truth is, nothing is really what he wants, he likes Song Yichuan, Song Yichuan doesn't like him, and rejects him everywhere.

See, it's not perfect either.

It's never perfect.

Tang Yuan called Tang Sirong, but couldn't get through. Later, Huang Jun answered, saying that Tang Sirong had fallen asleep.

It was only seven o'clock at that time, Tang Yuan asked why, Huang Jun didn't hide it, saying that she had a little fever again in the afternoon, which was caused by ascites, but now it has been treated and stabilized, so don't worry.

That night Song Yichuan didn't lie down immediately after going to bed, he sat and looked at Tang Yuan wrapped in the quilt opposite him, he couldn't see anything clearly after the lights were turned off, but he could hear the restrained crying that was deliberately suppressed.

Tang Yuan was crying.

Even though he tried his best to suppress it, Song Yichuan heard the two leaks.

Song Yichuan didn't know what happened to Tang Yuan in the half a month from the Chinese New Year to the present. He hardly communicated with anyone now. A few words.

Once Song Yichuan bumped into him in the toilet, his face was red after washing his face, Song Yichuan wanted to ask him what was wrong, but Tang Yuan walked past him without saying anything.

Song Yichuan got up and put something on the head of his bed. Tang Yuan's whole face was buried under the quilt, only the top of his head was exposed. Song Yichuan wanted to pat him, but he raised his hand, but it didn't fall down. He only said softly, "Happy birthday."

Then he was silent for a moment, changed the direction of the pillow, and slept on Tang Yuan's side.