silent sample

Tang Yuan closed his eyes, but still didn't move, Song Yichuan was silent for a moment, and called him, "Tang Yuan?"

Tang Yuan's breathing was very heavy, one sound, tightening and falling, the faucet in the kitchen was not closed tightly, the sound of dripping and his panting, like a beast that hibernates at night and licks its wound, Song Yichuan waited patiently for a while , said again, "Be obedient, go buy medicine."

Maybe this person is really annoying, and the sound of his mouth pierces into his head, making it unbearable, or maybe it's really painful, so painful that he can't do anything, Tang Yuan still remembers going to the hospital, Had to sit up for this.

He kicked the phone into his pocket, took the key and went out the door.

When I walked downstairs, I found that it was snowing outside... It can't be called snow, because there is rain in the snow, and the rain is thicker than usual.

Tang Yuan pulled up the hood of his down jacket, and suddenly someone whispered in the earphones, telling them to eat first... He didn't realize it, the phone was still on.

Just as Tang Yuan was about to take out his mobile phone, he heard Song Yichuan ask him, "It's snowing here, how about you?"

"Get off." Tang Yuan tightened his neckline, and the cold wind poured in, so that he couldn't tell any pain on his body.

"Have you brought an umbrella?"

Tang Yuan stopped talking again.

The continuous and intensive quarrels made people quarrel unfamiliar, they shouldn't be like this, Song Yichuan thought, he looked out of his bedroom window, the snow was falling heavily, Tang Yuan was alone at home, why would he be alone at this time It's not easy for him to ask, he's just curious, and there's no one to take care of him when he's sick.

He has a sister, Yang Qifan said it, but Tang Yuan never took the initiative to chat with him, that time when he got so angry, Song Yichuan has always been very careful, he is not a person who is too inquisitive about other people's privacy, so... ...Is his sister not there?Did he go home?Still outside all the time?

As soon as Tang Yuan got up, Song Yichuan heard the sound of his body touching the leather sofa, and also heard the sound of him turning off the lights and closing the door and going down the stairs. It should be at home, but there is no one at home, and it is unusually quiet.

Tang Yuan still went to the pharmacy at the entrance of the community, but unfortunately it was closed. He stood at the entrance for a while, opened the mobile phone map, and there was another one 700 meters away. The rain and snow were heavy, and the shoulders could already feel wet. Tang Yuan stood After a long time, I heard Song Yichuan ask him, "Haven't you arrived yet?"

"closed."

"Are there other stores nearby?"

"……Have."

"Give me your current location, and I'll ask first."

Tang Yuan gave his name vaguely, and regardless of whether Song Yichuan heard it clearly, he walked with his head muffled, tear glands flowed all the way as if a switch had broken down, but only half of his face was bleeding, the surrounding was cold, and his face was stiff , so his thick nasal voice doesn't sound so unusual.

Gradually, Tang Yuan couldn't move anymore. He was cold, hungry, and endlessly painful. Perhaps he had never been so embarrassed when Zhu Hua was pressed in the toilet that day. Song Yichuan was dragging him that day, but at this moment It was him alone, Song Yichuan became an intangible voice.

Unfortunately, the one 700 meters away is also closed, and they don't want to open for Chinese New Year today.

Tang Yuan's clothes were almost soaked, he stood at the door, persisted for 2 minutes, and sat down on the ground.

Song Yichuan listened to him walking, heard him stop, estimated the distance, guessed it, "Is it closed too?"

Looking at the low clouds illuminated by neon and lights in the distance, Tang Yuan felt a little dazzled for no reason. He pulled down the brim of his hat and hit the back of his head on the rolling shutter door. The LED screen above his head scrolled the words "Medical insurance fixed point", black and red The alternating light covers make it look like a forgotten night scene under the eaves.

"There is another one 400 meters away, do you want to go?" The voice in the earphone sounded again.

"Song Yichuan." Tang Yuan said hoarsely, "Have you ever thought about dying?"

"..."

"What do you think death will look like? The process of dying, the world after death?"

"I never thought about it." Song Yichuan immediately said, "Tang Yuan, don't do stupid things."

"What are you thinking about?" Tang Yuan smiled, "I'm discussing philosophical issues with you."

"This kind of question is not suitable for discussion today. You go back now, and I will find a way to deliver the medicine to you."

It is more than 100 kilometers from where he is to here, how to send it?Let’s talk about a small box of medicine, even if he doesn’t take it, he won’t die until tomorrow. Tang Yuan regrets asking that question. He was just obsessed with ghosts, but now that Song Yichuan is so nervous, it seems that he is deliberately hypocritical and wants to win his sympathy.

Originally thought that the matter can be solved at the door of the house, whoever wants to go further and further away, it is better to go directly to the hospital, anyway, he will go to the hospital, Tang Yuan stood up and walked back, "I'm fine, you can eat well ,Bye."

Song Yichuan quickly called again, but Tang Yuan didn't answer, so he kept calling.

But what's the use of picking it up, he can't solve Tang Yuan's problem.

...Maybe Tang Yuan can solve his problem, the problem he created.

"Tang Yuan!" Song Yichuan said hurriedly after connecting: "I don't care what you are thinking now, I will give you two choices, either you go to that store, or go back and wait for me, if you don't do it, I will Call the police."

Song Yichuan has seen his extremes before, a person who can jump off while sitting on the riverside looking at the scenery, the current situation is like the right time and place to lead him to make mistakes.

"You..." Tang Yuan didn't know what to say. He never thought of dying, because he was afraid of death. No one hated death more than him. He just couldn't understand why all these things happened to him. Why the more he cherishes something, the less he can get anything.

Is this really the case, everything he wants will run counter to him in the end.

"Send me the address." Tang Yuan couldn't hang up the phone. He believed that Song Yichuan would really do what he said, but he didn't want to tell him about the hospital, and it was impossible to wait for Song Yichuan to come all the way. In the end, he could only choose to continue go on.

The community where Tang Yuan lives should be relatively old, with a relatively high population density, and there are many shops nearby. Song Yichuan sent the address of the pharmacy 400 meters away to his WeChat, and said, "Play the video."

Tang Yuan opened, but the camera was facing outwards. If he could see his feet, it was enough to prove that he was walking. Since Song Yichuan was indoors, the background light was very bright. He was wearing a light-colored sweater and sitting at the desk. Gray wallpaper and half of the headboard.

The distance of 400 meters is not too long. The store was still open when I walked there. Tang Yuan bought some medicines with different ingredients. It was the first time he knew that there were different types of painkillers. Disposable cups picked up.

At this point, he glanced at Song Yichuan on the screen, and felt that he should have retired, "Do you want to watch me eat?"

"Ah."

Tang Yuan: "..."

Row.

The pharmacy clerk came over and said that the door was going to be closed, and by the way, he said Happy New Year to Tang Yuan. Tang Yuan hid half of his face in the hat, smiled, and asked him for a mask.

He also wanted to be happy, on this day, but he couldn't be happy, and when he said happiness to a person like him who was soaking wet to buy painkillers, he didn't know what the clerk was thinking.

Walking out of the store, Tang Yuan realized that Song Yichuan might not only want to see him swallow the medicine, but also wanted to ensure that he could get home safely, but that was a bit too boring, Tang Yuan said it was all right, and hung up the voice again.

Song Yichuan didn't call again, and only asked him to send him a message when he got home. Tang Yuan looked at the chat interface and found two addresses. In the afternoon, Song Yichuan sent him a message saying Happy New Year.

Happy New Years, as soon as this year is over, they will all be adults.

Adults have the way of thinking of adults, and they should also have philosophical propositions that are different from the past.

When Tang Yuan walked home, the medicine started to work, and the pain was not so bad. He ate something, packed his luggage, and was about to go out when Huang Jun came back.

"You go to sleep, it's useless to go now, your dad is watching." Huang Jun looked very tired, with sad eyes, she said as she walked to the room.

"How is my sister? What did the doctor say?" Tang Yuan asked.

"I haven't woken up yet." Huang Jun said: "The specific treatment plan will have to wait for consultation and discussion, and there will be no results so soon."

"Is... life-threatening?"

"Not for the time being." Since the last incident, it is rare for the mother and son to talk peacefully back and forth like this. Huang Jun's eyes fell on his face, and a rare flash of distress flashed, "Go and rest, don't think too much , go see her tomorrow."

Tang Yuan lay on the bed, Song Yichuan was asking him if he was home, and he replied that he was, and turned off his mobile phone, maybe it was because of the medicine he had taken, coupled with the tiredness after the pain, Tang Yuan quickly fell asleep.

Woke up again, it was still dark outside, he checked the time, it was 05:30, he got out of bed after a while, heated up two buns, and cooked a box of quick-frozen dumplings for Tang Yiyu to take.

When he arrived at the hospital, Tang Yiyu said that Tang Sirong woke up once at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, and fell asleep again after being too tired. The doctor came to see him in the morning, and there was no serious problem for the time being. After hearing this, Tang Yuan felt relieved.

But he also understood that what Huang Jun and the doctor said was only the current situation, and no one could guarantee the future.

Tang Yuan took advantage of Tang Yiyu's going out to smoke, and asked him the question he asked Huang Jun yesterday.

With a cigarette in one hand, Tang Yiyu took off his glasses and wiped them, "What did your mother tell you?"

"She said she didn't know."

"I don't know either." Tang Yiyu said: "Your sister's current physical condition, whether you want to have an operation, whether you can have an operation, you have to listen to the doctor. Now they have no conclusion. After the festival, the experts in City B will Come to the clinic and listen to what they have to say."

Tang Yuan felt that Tang Yiyu's words were a little too light, not like what a father should have. His face was tired, but he couldn't see anxiety. He was analyzing more calmly than the unrelated others, as if he would meet in the next second. Accept any result without objection.

The long-term depression caused Tang Yuan's dissatisfaction to surge up uncontrollably, "...do you think she will die?"

"What do you call that?!" Tang Yiyu said angrily: "He is your sister, you value her, but she is also my daughter, I dare say that I hope she will not suffer this kind of suffering, and can always be good live!"

"But we all know that it is a miracle that she has grown so big. You can't accept this fact, but you can't be so naive Tang Yuan until now. Who doesn't want a good result, can everything go according to your wishes."

"But I'm just so naive." Tang Yuan didn't want to listen any more. If Tang Sirong escaped once, if he escaped twice, there would definitely be a third time. If he couldn't prepare himself for this kind of mental preparation, Tang Yiyu wouldn't face loss. When calm, he looked into his eyes, "I will never accept it."

He is going to take the college entrance examination soon, and he will go to the city where Tang Sirong lives, and move there to live with her, and he will take care of her in the future, to liberate all the people trapped in that old house, his original intention has always been the same. Everyone is happy, and no one in his concept needs to bear the burden of humiliation.

When Tang Yuan returned to the ward, Tang Sirong woke up, her eyes half closed, her voice could not be heard clearly under the oxygen mask, she slowly looked at Tang Yuan, her eyes gradually focused on his face, and then she smiled slightly.

She has always been beautiful, even if there is no blood on her face at the moment, she still looks good when she smiles.

Tang Yuan touched her hand, squeezed it lightly and then let go, Tang Sirong's hand was covered under the quilt, it was very warm, warmer than Tang Yuan's, which made him feel much relieved.

Tang Sirong asked him if he had eaten.

Tang Yuan said that he had eaten the dumplings.

Tang Sirong smiled, didn't wake up for long, and soon fell asleep again.