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The night wind was icy cold, and the other end of the phone was silent. Meng Yi waited for a long time before he heard the sound of pressing a lighter.

Fu Juehan took a puff of cigarette and said, "You remember that puppies have protection laws, so you should also remember what I said, grievances can only be known to those who love you."

Meng Yi didn't quite understand, so he moved his nose and asked, "What..."

Fu Juehan said: "You are so pitiful and unbearable, but that has nothing to do with me."

A scratch from a loved one would make him feel bad, but listening to the pain of a stranger is just a waste of time for him.

Fu Juehan was born to follow Fu Ge's indifference, and grew up in such an environment. He is used to dividing responsibilities and feelings very clearly. In his heart, he will pour out his heart and soul to "his own people" and indulge him infinitely. , while outsiders, at most fulfill their due obligations.

For example, he tried his best to ensure the safety of every guest in Wangjiang, for example, he finally gave Meng Yi a bag of blood for healing.

"I'm just a stranger to you now, am I..." Meng Yi pinched his palms tightly and blinked the water out of his eyes. It was only September, but he was so cold trembling.

Fu Juehan exhaled a puff of smoke, "Look ahead."

Meng Yi couldn't help shaking his head, grabbed the phone with sobs, covered his mouth and cried, "Brother Han, let's not see if it's good or not, just give me another look, and I'll change it. .....I don't know how to love or treat people well...I will work hard to learn...you wait for me a little longer..."

He stood up, wiped his eyes, and tried not to look so embarrassed: "I know that I am like this, very bad, I can't do many things, but I don't know what is right, I find No one can teach me."

"When I was young, I learned to speak by watching cartoons, but I reversed the words of modesty and respect. The nanny felt that I was deliberately humiliating her, so she didn't cook for me. So I can only say less and make less mistakes."

"Students who are too soft-tempered will spit on me. There are many of them, and I can't beat them, so I can only make myself difficult to mess with from the beginning."

Meng Yi was sobbing and panting, his fingertips dug deep into his palm, and for the first time he took out the past that he didn't even dare to recall, and cut it open in front of people dripping with blood.

"I said this not to make excuses for myself, or to make you feel sorry for me, I just want you to see my attitude."

"Brother Han, I am self-willed, ignorant, cowardly, and don't know how to treat people well... But I will change, please trust me again... I can also become Very powerful, this time I will spoil you..."

The voice fell, and there was another long silence.

Meng Yi held his breath, his heart seemed to be placed on the fire waiting for judgment.

However, Fu Juehan just chuckled, "I've been waiting for you for 13 years, and I don't want to wait any longer this time."

The heart was thrown into the fire, and even Meng Yi was burned to ashes.

He was desperate, his heart was like a knife, and the sobs rising from his throat could no longer be stopped, cutting his vocal cords like a blade, "Don't do this...please...I will learn... "

Fu Juehan raised his eyebrows, turned the lighter three times in his hand, and stepped on Meng Yi's last cry and spoke softly.

"No one is born with the ability to care for others, but that other person can always soften his heart, Xiaobao, it's not that you can't, you just don't care."

The phone hung up with a beep.

Meng froze in place all the time, like a prisoner sentenced to death, with no life in his eyes.

Li Yang looked at him coldly for a while, then nodded to him, "Mr. Meng, I'll go in and get something, just wait a moment."

Even Li Yang's address to him has changed, from "Little Young Master" to "Mr. Meng", to make Meng Yi understand that there is no place for him in this house, and the people in the house have nothing to do with him. connection.

It turns out that being extremely sad can really be numb. Even though the phone was hung up for a long time, Meng Yi's hands still didn't let go, as if his feet were nailed to the ground, unable to move.

He has really endured too much in the past two days, and the emotions in his eyes have ranged from anxiety, fear, sadness, despair, to such a calm and stagnant water.

The round almond eyes no longer looked cute and rambunctious, but turned into two weird black holes. His tears were about to run dry, so he smiled wryly like self-deprecating, and kept comforting himself,

You should have gotten used to it long ago, right? This is his normal state... It's the retribution he deserves... It's what his messy life should look like...

Don't wishful thinking to accept or even strive for anything anymore, people who have drowned will never be able to come out from the bottom of the lake again.

Without waiting for Li Yang to come out, Meng Yi wrapped his clothes tightly and walked out of the courtyard by himself.

But as soon as he got to the door, he heard Li Yang shouting Fu Juehan's name anxiously. He turned his head and saw the window on the second floor that was lit up again, and a figure fell straight down.

"Fu Juehan!"

Meng Yi was startled, his heart almost jumped out of his throat, he rushed into the building recklessly, ran all the way to the bedroom on the second floor, and saw Li Yang pressing Fu Juehan's chest lying on the ground.

"Go get the medicine! Get it all under the TV cabinet on the first floor!"

"Okay, I'll be right away!"

Meng Yi ran down in a hurry, took the medicine and returned the same way, Li Yang had already moved Fu Juehan to the bed.

"Here comes the medicine! Which one do you want?"

"It's in a green bottle." Li Yang tore off Fu Juehan's clothes, put the medicine on his temples and under his nose respectively, and he let out a sigh of relief when he watched the man slowly frown.

"It's okay, I'm just too tired and exhausted."

Meng Yi sat by the bed, looking at the scars all over his body exposed from the open clothes, the old ones had scabbed and darkened, and the new ones were still wrapped in gauze, not to mention that there was still a mark on the left chest after the electric shock.

"Why did you get hurt all over..." Meng Yihong touched the end of his eyes with eyes, only to realize that Fu Juehan had lost a lot of weight compared to the last time we met, and the already deep eye contours were now There is already a tendency to indent.

Li Yang was upset, "It's not because of you—"

After a pause, he patted himself on the mouth. Brother Xindaohan was not willing to tell him things, and I have no right to talk too much.

Meng Yi vaguely felt that they were hiding something from him, and knowing that Li Yang was hard to tell, he just asked, "It's related to me, right?"

Li Yang licked his back molars, stared at him with long and narrow eyes for a few seconds, and smiled suddenly, "Young master, Brother Han's left arm was broken, and it suffered an old injury. You can't lift heavy objects or touch them with force, you know ?"

He used that address again, and Meng Yi was startled by another matter before he had time to wonder, "Break it? Why didn't he mention it to me?"

Not only did he not mention it, he even used his left hand to protect Meng Yi's head when Fu Juehan took him to ride a bicycle for the first time, when the two rushed down from the high platform.

Li Yang smiled and said nothing, and asked again: "What about the back? There is a scar three inches above the tailbone, you know?"

Meng Yi was still stunned, this time besides shock, there were other emotions in his eyes.

Li Yang nodded, "I don't know, okay, there is such a deep burn scar on the right leg, you should have noticed it."

But this time Meng Yi directly lowered his head, his fingers clenched the hem of his trousers, his little shadow was drenched in guilt.

Li Yang seemed to have expected such a result a long time ago, sighed, and leaned against the head of the bed, "Have you done it, have you never looked at him carefully?"

"I did it..." Meng Yi bit his lips, embarrassed to say that Fu Juehan was too fierce on the bed, always making him die, he couldn't open his eyes at all, and he couldn't open his eyes when he was done. Nine out of ten times I was tired and fell asleep, so naturally I didn't pay attention to this.

Li Yang seemed to know what he was thinking, and he tilted his head, "When you were in Hainan, your shoes didn't fit well, and there was a small blister on the heel, I guess you didn't even know it."

"Bubble?" Meng Yi moved his feet in doubt, he really didn't know.

Li Yang gave a dry laugh, and glanced at Fu Juehan, "The day you came back from Hainan, you guys made a fuss too late. I went out to drink water in the middle of the night and saw that the night light was still on. I went in and saw that Brother Han was helping you deal with that. Bubble."

Li Yang pinched his fingers and gestured, "Such a small bubble, not as big as a grain of rice, I think you may not feel it yourself, but he can notice it at a glance."

He said with a sneer, "Then why don't you notice the long scar on Brother Han's body, the obvious gauze on his neck, and the obvious tiredness in his tone when he called?"

His lips trembled silently, Meng Yi stared blankly at Fu Juehan, and was rendered speechless by the question.

Li Yang closed his eyes, heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "Just like Brother Han said, it's not that you don't know how to do it, it's just that you miss your one-third of an acre of land too much."

"You have concealed things, you have grievances, you want to share too many things to complain about, and you are always exporting to him in a hurry, and you don't pay much attention to his state at that time. Is it suitable, right?"

Meng Yi blinked and took a deep breath, "Yes."

Li Yang scratched his hair, and said bluntly: "I don't understand the romance and sentiments that children as old as you like, I don't understand those things, but I know that life is a life of knowing It’s hot, someone cares about it, that’s enough.”

He gathered Fu Juehan's clothes, covered him with a quilt, and said helplessly, "Brother Han is just a rough old man, and he doesn't want much. You can give him a kiss, someone who is away from home is thinking about it, and you put him in the front when you encounter something. It’s not that you still use that brute force to pull him, even the gods can’t help it, understand? "

Meng nodded, "Understood."

Li Yang raised his eyebrows: "What do you know?"

Meng Yi slowly raised the corners of his lips, leaned down, and rubbed Fu Juehan's forehead with the tip of his nose, his eyes sparkled again.

"I won't force him to be with me anymore. I have to sort myself out first, get ready, and then be fully prepared to chase him with my heart."

"If he ignores me, I'll treat him slowly. If he goes abroad, I'll find him. Anyway, we can't just let it go."

"Hey~" Li Yang raised his hand and rubbed his head.

"Good boy."

The author says:

Li Yang, listen to me, thank you~