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With a "stab", the tires of the school bus grazed the ground heavily, leaving a muddy rut.

"Little Treasure, get ready to pick up your brothers!"

Tao Ya put the cookies in Meng Yi's hood, and she and Meng Qingshu led him from left to right. The six-year-old boy was wearing a giant panda one-piece fleece pajamas, round like a ball, He padded his feet and looked towards the door.

"Mom, which intersection do brothers come from?"

"The one on the left." Meng Qingshu picked him up and put him on his neck, "Did you see it?"

Xiao Mengyi shook his hands excitedly, "I see, it's a yellow car!"

The yellow school bus drove into the dark night, and two tall and thin boys jumped off it one by one. They ran into the yard cheering like a flock of swallows. Meng wanted to jump into the arms of his parents first, " Mr. Meng, Ms. Tao, I miss you so much."

Fu Juehan squatted down, and opened his arms to Meng Zhang, who was smirking with his head up, "Bao'er, come to brother."

Then Meng Yi broke away from his mother's hand, and rushed into Fu Juehan's arms like a panda seeing bamboo, and smacked his face without hesitation, and said slowly, "Brother Xiaohan is welcome home."

Fu Juehan smiled and brought the other side of his face closer, "Ten here."

"Okay, leave it to me!" The little fool looked as if the task was difficult but I would definitely be able to complete it. He held his face in his hands, pouted and kissed him very seriously while counting. Fu Juehan coaxed him to kiss him several more times.

Meng Xiang was so tired of waiting, "Come on, Bao'er, you'll kiss his bald face in a while, hurry up! Kiss my brother."

Xiao Meng pushed him away in disgust, then turned her head and fell into Fu Juehan's arms, facing him with her buttocks, "Brother is not good, don't kiss brother."

"Hey! You little heartless, I'm your real brother." Meng wanted to make a gesture to spank him, but Fu Juehan picked him up and refused to spank him, "Did you recruit him again?"

Meng Xiang cleared his throat guiltily, "No, I just told him in the video yesterday, saying...that you were taken away and eaten by a tiger."

Meng Yi couldn't hold back his tears when he heard this, and started to cry with a groan, really like a wronged giant panda cub, lying on Fu Juehan's shoulder and sobbing, shaking his hands as he whimpered. Putting palms together and saying goodbye: "Don't eat brother... Brothers don't taste good, come and eat Xiaobao..."

The family felt distressed and funny, and finally they could only coax Meng Yi to stay by emphasizing repeatedly that the elder brothers were stinky tigers and didn't like to eat them.

He sat on Fu Juehan's arm with his mouth flattened, and leaned over to smell the man's neck. Fu Juehan suppressed a smile and asked him, "Does it stink?"

Xiao Mengyi wanted to shake his head at first, but when he thought that he would be eaten by a tiger if he didn't smell bad, he could only tell a half-hearted lie, "It's generally smelly."

The whole family was amused, scrambling to hug him and kiss his cheeks. Xiao Mengyi was thrown high by them, and he could see the yellow school bus parked at the door in the distance. A blurry figure stared at him motionlessly.

But before he could see the laughter in his ears, it suddenly disappeared. In an instant, sand and rocks were blown off the ground, and the surrounding scenery changed rapidly.

When Meng opened his eyes again, he was lying on the small bed in the bedroom, with Fu Juehan's arm across his waist, and the other person still looked 14 years old.

"Brother Xiaohan, are you thinking about the puppy in the pet shop today?"

Fu Juehan nodded, "As soon as I said I couldn't keep it, its tail drooped down. Even small animals have spirits."

Xiao Mengyi asked again: "Then why can't we raise it?"

Fu Juehan picked him up with a smile, pinched his fleshy cheeks, "Because there are protection laws in the world of small animals, you can't abandon it after raising it, you have to be responsible for it, and you have to walk it every day, I didn't do it Get ready for that."

Xiao Meng thought for a while with a serious face, "Then let me be my brother's little animal. I'm only this big. I don't eat much, and I don't need to walk. I will be filial to my brother when I grow up."

Fu Juehan suddenly approached, the features on his face could not be seen clearly in the dark, "Are you going to be my puppy?"

Meng nodded, "Mmm, is that okay?"

As soon as he finished speaking, his neck was suddenly grabbed by someone, and Fu Juehan's facial features became ferocious and distorted in an instant, his mouth expanded into a bloody mouth, and his protruding eyeballs stared straight at him, "Then why did you lie to me?"

"Don't! I didn't...I didn't mean to..." Meng Yi screamed, scared out of his wits.He waved his arms indiscriminately to push away the "monster" in front of him, and ran out rolling and crawling, his small body rolled down the stairs as soon as he rushed out of the bedroom.

When he raised his head again, Meng Qingshu was standing on the stairs and looked at him coldly, "Go away, I really regret that I adopted you back then."

"Dad, Dad..." Meng Yi was stunned in disbelief, froze for a moment, he didn't understand why his home became like this in the blink of an eye, so he could only keep apologizing.

"Dad, I know I was wrong...I didn't mean to..."

He knelt on the ground, knelt on the steps, kowtowed desperately, his face was covered with tears and snot, and the blood oozing from his forehead trickled down into threads.

Someone helped him up and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. As soon as Meng raised his head, he saw Tao Ya looking at him stupidly with his eyes crooked.

"Xiao Bao, I still want to act, but they don't use me...why don't they use me... Am I getting ugly..."

"Mom...I'm sorry Mom.....It's all because of me...It's all because of me..."

Meng Yi fell to the ground like a collapse, and backed away at a loss, his wide-open eyes were full of bewilderment and helplessness, and his small heart was about to explode with endless fear and guilt.

A familiar voice suddenly sounded in the confusion: "Xiaobao, it's okay, come to brother."

"Brother...Brother Xiaohan..." He staggered up and looked for the source of the sound everywhere. The world in front of him suddenly darkened, the air around him was sucked away little by little, and the building began to deform collapsed.

Meng Yi saw a narrow halo of light from the darkness, Fu Juehan stood in that light, and stretched out his hand to him, "Xiaobao, come here."

"Okay... okay I'll..."

He ran while responding, swinging his legs with all his strength, his thin body kept falling down, and got up again.

The panda's pajamas were torn, and his fleshy face was covered with cuts and blood. He could feel the pain getting worse, and his breathing became weaker. Just before he was about to fall into the abyss, he stood in the light. The man reached out and grabbed him.

That was his last hope.

Meng Yi raised his head and grabbed the hem of his clothes with bloody hands, his embarrassed and pitiful face was filled with flattering smiles, "Brother Xiaohan, can you take me with you, please, don't leave me alone ,I beg you......"

Then the person in front of him leaned down and said two words.

"get out."

"I regret."

"I regret adopting you."

"I regret liking you."

"I regret knowing you."

"I regret seeing you again."

A few fluffy words were the sharpest knife for him. Meng Yi shrank in that dark corner and was stabbed again and again.

The tip of the knife pierced into his chest, gouged out the flesh and spun around forcefully, trying to cut out his heart.

The little boy in panda pajamas knelt on the ground, covering his wound and heart with his two little hands, begging them constantly: "Don't take it away... I only have these... Leave it to me..."

"Little Treasure, Little Treasure!"

Two exclamations broke into his ears, Meng Yi opened his eyes suddenly, and what he saw was the white ceiling of the hospital, drips dripping down, his eyes were wide open and he couldn't stop panting, his whole body was drenched in cold sweat.

"What's wrong, boy, who bullied you?"

It hurts Meng Xiang to see him like this, not to mention that when he first found Meng Yi, he was lying in front of the house covered in blood, like a puppy that would die at any time.

After finally recovering his breath, Meng Yi licked his chapped lips and asked, "Brother, what's wrong with me..."

"Stomach bleeding, I was shocked, does it still hurt?"

He shook his head, "It doesn't hurt anymore..."

The heart ached so hard that I couldn't breathe, and other pains were nothing compared to it.

Meng Xiang sat on the edge of the bed and held his hand carefully, "What's wrong with you, do you know how scary it is when you faint, the servants at home are guarding mother, if I just went out to answer the phone Seeing you, you don't know how long you're going to lie there."

"I'm sorry...to trouble you again..." His voice was hoarse, as if he was cutting his vocal cords every time he pronounced, "I'm fine, I can get up in the afternoon, go and accompany me Mother......"

"Who's talking about mom, I'm talking about you!" Meng Xiang was annoyed and helpless, and helped him up and leaned into his arms, with an extremely gentle voice: "Xiaobao, what happened to you? Or did you feel wronged? You tell brother, brother will help you, don't be bored by yourself."

Meng Yi shook his head, slid down and lay on Meng Xiang's lap.

There were tears in his eyes, he couldn't see clearly, so he could only blink his eyes hard, and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother, I found brother Xiaohan..."

"He doesn't want me anymore..."

Meng Xiang's heart trembled, "You remember?"

Meng Yi smiled wryly, "You don't want me anymore, you all regret it..."

"Then why did you pick me up again in the first place..."

He closed his eyes, buried his face in Meng Xiang's lap, his shoulders twitched and let out a choked sob, his hands full of wounds clutched the quilt tightly, as if it took a lot of effort to dare to ask these words.

"I said that I am very bad. I am a picky eater, I am prone to allergies, and my health is also very poor. I may die after taking it home for a few years. I told my uncle that you should adopt a healthy child. I only need cotton clothes. That's enough, do you remember what uncle and aunt said..."

He held Meng Xiang's hand, sobbing and said word by word: "They said, it's okay, I have a family, and I'm the little treasure in my family. But brother, what about my family... Where is Fu Juehan?" ..."

"I lost it all, I screwed it up...I made big mistakes, I always make mistakes...why can't I, can't last longer.... ..”

He closed his eyes tightly, choked his neck and cried so hard that his voice had long been hoarse, and every word he said was like grinding his vocal cords with sandpaper.

"It was fine a week ago, my mother's illness can be cured, and Fu Juehan and I have also settled down. He said he liked me and said he would give me a lot of things. I don't want those, so I just... I I just want him to spend the holidays with me..."

"Dragon Boat Festival, Tomb Sweeping Day, New Year's Eve, and our birthdays, everything is fine. I have never celebrated it. I just want to try what it's like to have someone to accompany the festival."

"I also went to tell the chef in the cake shop, I said, I don't order a six-inch cake for my birthday this year, I can eat an eight-inch one, because we are two people, I have a boyfriend, but I didn't make it ..."

He pinched his fingertips deep into his palm, crying and laughing with a sob in his throat, "I didn't make it to the birthday, I didn't make it to the festival, I didn't make it to anything... I made a mistake again, I lied and cheated He, he doesn't forgive me, he doesn't want me anymore... Brother Xiaohan doesn't want me anymore..."

"I have been careful for 14 years, but I was thrown away by everyone..."

Pain can be archived, buried in memory like a ticking time bomb.

When he couldn't remember it, he still had a hazy and beautiful body, but once he remembered it, it would easily blow Meng Yi's heart into a bloody mess.

He lay on the bed in a daze, fell asleep looking at the empty ceiling, and then woke up from the repeated nightmares. His physical injuries had healed long ago, but his former vitality and energy were completely drained.

He often walked out of the villa after his mother fell asleep. At first, he wandered aimlessly, floating on the road like a walking corpse, as if any gust of wind could blow him down, and when he regained consciousness, he had already arrived at the door of Fu Juehan's house.

Meng Yi called him many times, but he couldn't get through, and he would be stopped by security guards even if he chased him to the bar.

Fu Juehan once said that he would expand the yard at home so that it would be convenient for him to ride a motorcycle, but now Meng Yi can only squat here, occupying a small area with no name or title.

When Li Yang drove in, he saw a figure curled up under a small pear tree. He didn't need to guess who it was, he turned his head and cleared his throat: "Well, brother Han, or...let's meet... ..”

Fu Juehan turned the file to the next page, "I've said everything that needs to be said, you can go there later and send him back."

Meng Yi had seen them early in the morning when the car lights came in, and quickly stood up against the tree. After squatting for a long time, his legs became numb, and he staggered a bit, but the car didn't stop for a second, and drove straight past him.

He froze there, not daring to move, only waiting for someone to enter the building before daring to come closer, standing under the lit window on the second floor.

"Brother Han, let's talk..."

The person inside didn't respond, and he clenched his fist again, "I know I was wrong, I guessed that I messed up your business because I cheated you, please tell me, okay, I will try my best to save it."

As soon as the words were finished, Li Yang came out, holding a suitcase behind him. He also looked embarrassed, scratched his hair, and said, "Young master, I'll take you back first, Brother Han is resting."

Meng Yi still didn't give up, "Li Yang, can you let me in for a while, I won't do anything else, just talk to him."

Li Yang sighed, "Don't make things difficult for me, I will be responsible for picking up and dropping off."

"Sorry..." Meng Yi glanced at the window again, "Then I'll come back tomorrow."

"Hey, don't do it tomorrow." Li Yang called him back, "You better not come, you won't be able to catch people if you come, we are going to move abroad with Mr. Xiao soon."

"Overseas?" Meng Yi was stunned for a moment, his head was in a mess, he turned on his phone and asked, "I'm in such a hurry to leave, when will you come back, and can you write me your address abroad? I'll go there after I'm done with my mother."

Li Yang shrugged, "I don't know, I probably won't come back."

Like a sparrow captured by an electric grid, it froze instantly.

Meng Yi's heart trembled, and the phone dropped to the ground.

"I won't come back..." With red eyes and bitter face, he murmured in disbelief, "He doesn't even want to see me anymore?"

There was no way to reply to these words, Li Yang lowered his head and scratched his hair, and retreated to the side.

The light in the window had gone out, and Guste waited while lighting the fire. Meng Yi picked up his cell phone and finally called him.

Unexpectedly, it actually got through.

"Go back." Fu Juehan said, "Get home safely."

Hearing that voice, Meng Yi almost shed tears. He covered his mouth, suppressed his crying, and tried not to lose his composure too much.

"Are you going?"

"Ah."

"But... Brother Xiaohan, I just thought of you..."

He leaned against the car and slid down as if he lost his strength. Warm water flowed out from between his fingers, and he whimpered like a small abandoned animal when he opened his mouth.

"When I was young, you told me that there are protection laws in the world of puppies. If you bring it home, you can't abandon it."

"Brother Han, if I were also a puppy, wouldn't I be thrown away... I will be obedient... just give me a very small wooden house, I will I won't bother you... I won't make trouble, I won't run around, I will scream quietly..."

He buried his head in his knees, weeping and begging in a low voice: "Fu Juehan, I really know I was wrong...I will try my best to make up for you, and I will make up for what I did wrong, can you , can you not throw me away..."

The author says:

The first step in chasing a husband is to recognize mistakes and bear the consequences.

Come on, Xiaobao!