after double rebirth

Ji Huai's surgery was scheduled on the third day after being admitted to the hospital. In the doctor's eyes, the sooner the pregnancy was terminated and the chemotherapy started, the better. Their attention was all on Ji Huai's body, and no one would pay attention to that A little life destined to be abandoned.

Except Ji Huai.

He had no appetite, but he still forced himself to eat something. He even sneaked out and bought a small box of ice cream in the supermarket outside the hospital. He sat on a warm bench in the yard and ate spoonful by spoonful. It's over.

Throwing the box into the trash can, Ji Huai gently touched his lower abdomen covered by the light blue hospital gown. He was already thin, but breaking up with Tan Yi and this illness made him worse. When you get up, the lower abdomen is completely flat, and you can't feel a little life inside.

But Ji Huai still said softly: "This is ice cream flavored, vanilla flavored. If you like it, when you find new parents, you can ask them to buy it for you after you are born."

He stared blankly ahead for a while, then suddenly added: "But you can't eat too much, it will cause tooth decay, and you may also have stomach problems."

The setting sun rolled in the sky, blurring out layers of sunset glow.

"I don't need to tell you this, your parents, they will definitely buy you ice cream of various flavors, and they will also control you and not let you eat too much. If you are really sick, they will stay with you Around you... you will have a good family, unlike me, I am not a good father."

Ji Huai buried his face in the palms of both hands, and suppressed weeping from his throat.

He thought his tears had run out, but it turned out not to be, he still cried and his heart ached.It hurt more than when Tan Yi told him to separate, and it hurt even more than when Zhuang Yelin stood in front of him and looked at him with eyes that looked so similar to him.

Ji Huai didn't sleep all night, and the next day he was unbearably haggard. The nurse in charge of his ward had already cried secretly once, helping him prepare for the operation with red eyes, and trying to comfort him: "Dr. Cheng said, your chemotherapy plan It is ready, and the treatment will start when the body recovers a little bit, and the bone marrow matching data has also been uploaded to the system, you are so young and have no underlying diseases, you should cooperate with us in the treatment, and you will get better."

Ji Huai nodded.

The nurse helped him to the wheelchair and pushed him towards the operating room. The deep corridor was like a giant beast devouring human life, and the metal sliding door at the end of the road was the throat of the giant beast.Ji Huai's whole body trembled, he tried to struggle several times, tried to turn around and run away, trying to stop the operation.

But he did nothing in the end, just closed his eyes in despair, and tightly clasped the armrest of the wheelchair with his fingers.

The red light in the operating room came on.

……

There is a concert in the art center today. In the magnificent hall, the sound of the piano has been advanced layer by layer until a wave of fury erupts. The surging sound echoes in the hall, grabbing the emotions of every audience present.

Tan Yi sat in the middle of the front row, his eyes fixed on the man on the stage who was shrouded in spotlights.The man was wearing a pure black tuxedo, the waist was pinched into a beautiful line, the half-length hair tail and the collar of the tuxedo tightly covered the back of his neck, but Tan Yi knew that there was a cutting-edge medical method there Scars that cannot be repaired.

Compared with ten years ago, Zhuang Yelin's technique has matured by more than 01:30. Whether it is the control of style or the handling of details, it is perfect, which makes Tan Yi appreciate it even more - Zhuang Yelin did not because of the old Things are sinking, but getting better and better, becoming a person enough to stand beside him.

But for some reason, he was always a little restless and couldn't fully devote himself to this performance.Even occasionally distracted and picked up the phone, but only to open the lock screen, no additional action.And just after he looked down at the phone again, Zhuang Yelin on the stage finished a piece of music, cast a glance at this position, and found that the person he specially invited was looking down at the phone.

At this moment, Tan Yi raised his head and looked at him. After realizing the other party's displeasure, he immediately put away his phone and raised his hands in a gesture of surrender.

The corners of Zhuang Yelin's mouth turned up slightly, revealing a not-so-obvious smile, but his peachy eyes couldn't hide his emotions, that little smile was like dew on the petals, making it even more provocative.

When the concert was over, the operation was over, and the little lump of flesh and blood was put into the trash can of medical waste for harmless treatment later, and Ji Huai was pushed back to the ward without looking at it.

"Does it still hurt?" The nurse thoughtfully helped him adjust the speed of dripping, "You should rest more and take the time to recover your body."

Ji Huai's face was as pale as a piece of paper, with a fragile beauty, he shook his head lightly.

For this beautiful but poor omega, the nurses couldn't help but take more care of him, so they said very patiently: "I contacted you with a reliable nurse at the nursing center that the hospital cooperates with. Dr. Cheng introduced him. He will come to take care of you later. You should sleep for a while. "

Ji Huai closed his eyes obediently, but he still couldn't fall asleep, his lower abdomen was hurting faintly, the presence of that organ had never been as obvious as it is today.He was thinking wildly, and he didn't know how long the time had passed when the door of the ward was suddenly opened.

Ji Huai suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked towards the door, and what caught his eyes was a male beta in his thirties who was not tall, and showed him a kind smile: "Mr. Ji, I am arranged by Doctor Cheng for you." Nursing worker, my name is Zhao Peng."

Ji Huai was stunned for two seconds, then laughed at himself, it has reached this point, what is he still thinking about?Wasn't it hard enough for him to think that things that shouldn't belong to him fell badly afterwards?Are you still here?

"Hello." Ji Huai whispered.

Zhao Pengjiu worked in the hospital. Some of the people he sent away were discharged from the hospital, and some went to a certain room on the basement floor.He has quick hands and feet, an honest personality, and the most rare thing is that he is always smiling, which is why Cheng Yousheng specially helped Ji Huai make an appointment with him.

Zhao Peng has already understood his situation, and now puts his things away with a smile: "Mr. Ji hasn't eaten dinner yet, I want to eat something, I'll go buy it."

"no need."

"Then how can you not eat, how can you get better if you don't eat?" Zhao Peng turned on the wall-mounted TV, and the brisk and lively piano sound flowed into the room. It was a very positive and lively tune, full of vitality and hope.Zhao Peng doesn't know much about music appreciation, but he thought it was pretty good, so he didn't change the channel again, "You can watch TV first, and I'll put the remote control here for you. I'll go buy some dinner, wait for me in 10 minutes at most."

Ji Huai had nothing to do, he lifted his heavy eyelids and glanced at the TV on the opposite wall, but with this one glance, his sight was firmly fixed.

The camera showed a close-up of the performer, who he could never forget when he saw it at that time.

Back to that day in a trance, Tan Yi attended the banquet alone, but forgot at home a bottle of red wine that he promised to bring to a friend.Ji Huai took the wine to him by car, and before he left, he didn't forget to tidy himself up as much as possible, changed into a handmade suit that he seldom wears, brushed his hair, and sprayed on perfume.

He had his own thoughts, and secretly used a perfume with fir base notes—Tan Yi's pheromone smelled like fir, but they hadn't done it for a long time, and the scent of fir on Ji Huai's body was already very weak.He rarely has the opportunity to appear in front of Tan Yi's friends, so he doesn't want Tan Yi's friends to guess their relationship status.

The smell of rosemary and fir trees in the car blended together, Ji Huai closed his eyes and sniffed gently, a tinge of red rose behind his ears.

The car stopped at the door of the restaurant. Ji Huai got out of the car with red wine and stood at the door to call Tan Yi. This is an invitation letter system, so he can't go in.At this moment, the sound of a car engine came from behind, Ji Huai avoided the main entrance, walked aside, and while waiting for Tan Yi, looked curiously at the car parked at the door.

The door of the bird feather blue sports car opened, and a man in a high-end custom-made suit came down. He walked to the door with a smile, and gently pressed an invitation letter between his slender index and middle fingers on the security desk.

His eyes reflected the bright lights in the hall, while Ji Huai's eyes reflected the face that was very similar to himself.With the nose and lips covered, it's like they're the same person.

He froze in place, seeing Tan Yi and his old friends whom he had known for a long time coming forward one after another, chatting, laughing and hugging him.One of Tan Yi's high school classmates, Ji Huai saw him come to the house twice, and he was one of the few friends who could recognize each other. They all fell down.

Tan Yi has been staring at him all the time, until then he came out, reaching out to help the man brush off the ribbon on his shoulders, the two of them stared at each other for a long time, so long that Ji Huai standing outside the door was almost frozen by the cold wind to stiffness.

Tan Yi spoke, looking at his mouth, he was saying: You are finally back.

Tan Yi didn't come to pick up his red wine until the end of that night. Ji Huai stood in the cold wind in the early spring wearing a thin suit, and waited for two full hours until he received a message asking him to put the red wine at the security guard's place. .

He replied: Okay, don't drink too much, I'll wait for you when I get home.

……

Ji Huai took a deep breath in pain.

Struggling out of the memory, the face engraved on his heart is now on the screen.He is still so elegant and calm, like a proud swan, enjoying all the good things as he should.At the end of the song, he glanced down the stage and showed a shallow smile.

As soon as the camera turned, he followed his gaze to the first row in front of the stage. Tan Yi was sitting there. From the sitting posture, he could tell that he was a confident and powerful alpha. He looked at the stage with gentle eyes.

Really, it's a perfect match.