night.

Qian Xiyang stood in front of the French windows of the hotel to answer the phone.

"Hey, brother, you paid too much for this month's living expenses!"

"Of course you earn more, you will give more. Don't live frugally. Is it possible that you are thinking about saving money to get a wife when you become a talent?"

"What nonsense are you talking about! Who said you're going to marry a wife!" The youthful voice on the phone exploded: "Women are the most troublesome! I don't want them!"

Qian Xiyang was not angry when he was contradicted, he said with a smile: "Brother supports your sexual orientation, but I still have to remind you that men are also troublesome."

"Who said I like men! You're so annoying!" Adolescent teenagers are easy to get angry: "I'm too busy studying! I don't have time to think about those messy things!"

"Okay, okay, I got it," Qian Xiyang looked around, he was the only one in the room at the moment, so he opened the window a little, took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, then lit it with a lighter, deeply He took a breath, then exhaled slowly, and said, "How is grandma doing?"

"You're smoking again," the young man was a little angry, but then cheered up again: "Grandma's body is very strong, and she went to dance in the square tonight!" His tone turned into helplessness again: "She even wanted to drag me together recently. Dancing in the square..."

"You're a high school student, and you're about to take the university entrance exam. You can't go on like this. Give your grandma a call, and I'll talk about it for you."

"Okay!" The boy's tone became cheerful again, he said to wait, and trotted to find his grandma.

Qian Xiyang heard a voice coming from the phone: "Grandma! My brother is calling! He said he wants to talk to you!"

"Hey! Is it Xiaoqian? How is your body? Are you wearing long johns? Is it cold over there?"

"Grandma, everything is fine here, don't worry," Qian Xiyang couldn't help but soften his tone when he heard the kind voice on the other side: "I'm rich now, you, collect less waste and less work, Give yourself more time off and don’t have to worry about living expenses, isn’t it me?”

"That can't be done. Grandma knows that your life is not easy. Who would have thought of it? You have funded us for ten years. Grandma and Zhan En are really grateful to you."

The smoke exhaled by Qian Xiyang was blown away by the night breeze in the mountain city, and his voice became a little hoarse: "It's hard to follow a gentleman's words. , I will pay Zhan En to go to school."

When he was 21 years old, he accidentally got an opportunity to participate in the filming of a documentary. At that time, the mainstream satellite TV team wanted to select a group of students to teach as volunteers in remote mountainous areas and record their lives there. Qian Xiyang was one of them.

It was also that time that he came into contact with a little boy named Qian You. He was an orphan abandoned by his parents. His only relative was a grandmother who picked up trash. She picked him up when she was picking up trash in the cold winter months. And from the cardboard box that contained him at that time, I saw his name-Qian You.

Their life is very difficult, and grandma is sick again. It is difficult for the family to save money to support the children's education. Even grandma's illness can't see a doctor.

It was at this time that Qian Xiyang appeared in Qian You's world. There are people living in misery everywhere in the world, but there are very few people who can make their lives bloom in desperation.

He still remembers that day when he came to Qian You's home for a home visit, when he stepped into the courtyard door, the first thing he saw was not a dilapidated low house, but the orderly arrangement of sundries, which was similar to that of the plants in the courtyard. Vibrant Rapeseed Blossoms.

The old man who picks up trash for a living has no peculiar smell in his house. Instead, there are several flower pots filled with wild flowers of different colors, full of vitality and hope.

Qian Xiyang couldn't say what moved him at the time. The poor students who were not well-off resolutely chose to subsidize this family and subsidize the children of this family to go to school. This subsidy lasted for ten years.

In the past ten years, if he had ample money, he would provide more support; if his money was tight, he would frugally squeeze out money to ensure the daily expenses of the two of them.

At that time, in order to thank him, the little boy insisted on changing his name to Qian Xihai, saying that he wanted to print his benefactor's name in his life and be grateful for the rest of his life.

Of course, Qian Xiyang refused. Later, Qian You left the mountain area with his grandmother to study in a nearby city because of the reason of being admitted to high school.

Qian Xiyang personally went to help resettle the new home. It was only then that he knew that Qian You had changed his name to Qian Zhanen.

Zhan En, deep kindness.

Qian Xiyang was very moved at the time, and later he told his mother about it, and her mother was silent for a while, saying.

"It's a good thing to have love, but don't be too tired. Mom's small supermarket can still make some money, so I don't need you to support me."

When Qian Xiyang was so moved that he was about to cry, his mother added another sentence: "Just don't gnaw at the old man."

Qian Xiyang: "..."

"Xiyang, from the day you are an adult, you have to be responsible for all your words, deeds, and all your choices," Qian's mother continued: "A man is upright and unyielding, even if you can't make it through You have to smash your teeth and swallow it in your stomach, this is the path you choose, and you cannot escape."

Qian Xiyang thought for a while: "Then what if I really have a day when I can't go on?"

"I will support you!"

Before Qian Xiyang sighed that my mother really loves me, Qian's mother came to the next sentence: "The big deal is to admit that I have raised a useless son."

Qian Xiyang: "..."

Did my mother love me again? ?

Every time you just fall into the memory and think of your mother, you are guaranteed to return to reality in an instant.

"Oh, that's right," Qian Xiyang smiled maliciously: "Grandma, Zhan En is a high school student now, and his academic pressure is too heavy. If he doesn't keep up with his physical fitness, it won't work if he continues like this. You should take him to dance more often." Dancing in the square and exercising!"

"Got it!"

"Oh! No!" Qian Zhanen shook his head in despair, and protested softly to his grandma: "Grandma, he lied to you...that's not what he said just now..."

Qian Xiyang wanted to go to the table and put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, but when he turned his head, he saw Suhang lying on another bed. Judging by his expression, it seemed that he had been listening for a long time?

The smile in his eyes faded, but his tone was still gentle: "Grandma, take care of yourself. My colleague is back. I'll hang up first, bye."

"Well, go ahead, take care of your health, goodbye Xiaoqian."

"Goodbye, Brother Xiyang!"

As soon as the phone was hung up, Su Hang's question came: "Can I have a cigarette?"

Qian Xiyang went to the bed opposite him and lay down, and threw his cigarette case to him. Suhang looked at the cigarette case, took out a cigarette from it, and used the transparent casing and pink fuel lighter in the cigarette case He lit the cigarette butt, put it back, fastened the box, and threw it back to Qian Xiyang.

Qian Xiyang caught it and put it in his jacket pocket.

"I always feel that you are a man with a story." Suhang took a puff of cigarette, exhaled slowly, and asked casually, "Are you an illegitimate child?"

Qian Xiyang thought that this old man could ask some in-depth questions, but when he asked this, Qian Xiyang rolled his eyes: "Don't worry, I'm still a bitch..."

Suhang stared wide-eyed: "My God! How could you?"

Qian Xiyang felt Suhang's disbelief, and shrugged helplessly: "Of course it's possible. I only had one girlfriend in high school, and was dumped because of being poor."

He roughly explained the phone call just now. After all, his current boss's work is more sensitive, especially in terms of image, and the people around him must not make mistakes in character, otherwise it will cause big problems.

Qian Xiyang was introduced by Yang Jiayin. If he has a problem with his character, Yang Jiayin will definitely take some responsibility. He doesn't want to make the team think too much.

"The younger brother I recognized just now is very good. He is currently in high school. It's been a long time since he missed me so he called me. I happened to urge him to study and say hello to grandma by the way."

"Okay." Su Hang Jiang sat up, moved his body, dusted the cigarette ash into the trash can, and asked casually, "What is his dream?"

"Zhan En wants to go to Beijing Normal University." Qian Xiyang said proudly with his hands behind his head, "My younger brother said that he dreams of becoming a university teacher. Volunteer for free.”

Suhang was silent for a while, then nodded and said: "You have a good brother."

"Of course."

"What about you, what is your dream?"

When it comes to dreams, it is always useless.

Qian Xiyang took out a cigarette, lit it, threw the cigarette case aside, and said, "I used to dream of being a famous and good actor, but now, I just want to be a good cook. I'm already 31, and I still have to eat. I can't think about those things that I don't care about." It's a marginal thing."

"What about the drama?"

Qian Xiyang was taken aback.

Suhang continued to ask: "If you have the opportunity in the future, will you still act in dramas?"

"I used to have a fixed job in the city, and I acted when I had the opportunity. Now, isn't this with Boss Su?" Qian Xiyang looked at the ceiling, blinked his sore eyes, and said, "If one day he quits me, I will go back and find him." I work as a chef in a restaurant, my main job is cooking, and my side job is acting in dramas.”

"Brother likes you very much," Su Hang said, "You can be a chef with peace of mind, don't think too much, dream is a vague term, not everyone can catch it."

"Ang, what you said makes sense, and I think so too."

"really?"

"Ang, I won't lie to you."

I really don't lie to you.

Qian Xiyang sighed in his heart, it was just that he was so unwilling to be reconciled, and complained about his powerless self...

Maybe he will survive for a few more years, ten years, or decades, but he can't be so selfish and chase his unattainable dreams regardless of his family's feelings. People are not lonely individuals, and you are also counted. The sum of all human relationships in the body.

Excessive ego, that is selfishness.

At the age of 30, he looked away...

And he is 31 years old this year.

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