Salted fish wants to divorce every day
Chapter 83 Don't Lie To Me
Yan Zefeng now also feels that his original choice was very thoughtless.
Even if he had to leave, there was no need for him to leave without leaving any information.No matter what Ju An chooses, as a classmate and friend for many years, he should leave some words for the other party.
Instead of escaping so thoroughly.
Thinking of the harm caused to Ju An by escaping at the beginning, thinking of Ju An's babbling in the dream, that humble and desperate tone, Yan Zefeng felt that the pain in his heart could not be stopped.
However, Ju An's focus is not here, he only noticed one thing.
"You liked me so early? Why did I send you a message before you left? "Ju An asked, staring into Yan Zefeng's eyes.
Yan Zefeng was taken aback, and asked blankly, "You sent me a message? When?"
"Just the night before you left." Ju An remembered it clearly.
Yan Zefeng moved his family the next day after the college entrance examination. When Ju An went to find someone early the next morning, Yan Zefeng's house was empty.The house has also been resold.
Everything happened so suddenly.
For Ju An, he was caught off guard, but for Yan Zefeng's family, they should have already made preparations, waiting for Yan Zefeng's college entrance examination to finish and set off immediately.
The time before and after was so coincidental that Ju An always felt that it was because of the news he had back then?Yan Zefeng didn't know how to reject him, so he just moved away from him?
Even though Ju An's parents had told Ju An more than once that Yan Zefeng's family had already planned to go abroad because of something, but Ju An felt that it was because of Yan Zefeng that they left.
Refuse his confession in a decisive and decent way.
But looking at Yan Zefeng's expression at this moment, Ju An vaguely realized that something might have gone wrong that year.
"Did you...didn't see my text message?" Ju An asked hesitantly.
Yan Zefeng's expression did not seem to be fake, the expression in his eyes changed several times, and finally turned into a deep look, looking back into Ju An's eyes, and said in a low voice: "I won't lie to you, I didn't see your text message."
Ju An opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.
He had been brooding over Yan Zefeng's failure to reply to his messages back then and left without saying a word.
But now hearing this answer, Ju An is not at all surprised.I even breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, thinking that this answer is normal.
He didn't know if it was too much trust in Yan Zefeng, or too much confidence in himself.
Just like back then, he had confidently thought that he and Yan Zefeng would be bound together for the rest of their lives.But in the end they were separated for so many years.
"What did you send me back then?" Yan Zefeng asked.
Ju An subconsciously bit her lower lip, turned her head away to look at Yan Zefeng, her expression looked a little embarrassed, and she seemed to feel that there was no need to mention it and it didn't matter.
"Nothing, nothing important."
"It's not important?" Yan Zefeng certainly wouldn't believe his words, if it's really not important, there's no reason for Ju An to remember it for so many years and can't let it go.
But Ju An didn't want to say anything, and Yan Zefeng didn't intend to force him.
Even if you really want to ask, it is definitely not at this time.
Besides, rather than pressing Ju An, Yan Zefeng was more like going back to ask his father.
He really didn't lie to Ju'an, he really didn't receive the text message that Ju'an sent him back then.
In other words, he was not sure whether the text message had not been received, or if it had been deliberately deleted after it was received.
During that time, because of his mother's illness, he spent most of his time with his mother to take care of him except for his studies.
He remembered that at the end of the college entrance examination, when he got home, he put his schoolbag and mobile phone back in his room, and then went to his fucking room to take care of them as usual.
He didn't return to his room until very late, when his mother was fully asleep.
At that time, because of the college entrance examination, he studied very late every day and had to take care of his mother, so he didn't have enough energy.So after returning to the room that night, he was so tired that he even forgot to wash up, and fell asleep.
He didn't expect that before dawn the next day, his father would rush him to get up and pack his things, and then the family rushed out of the airport.
It's not that Yan Zefeng didn't think about saying goodbye to Ju An, but at that time his father was in a hurry, and it was not bright at that time, so it was not easy for him to wake up Ju An's family.
What's more, his father said at that time that he had gone to say goodbye to Ju An's family on his behalf.Yan Zefeng had full trust in his father at that time, and never thought about whether his father lied to him?
Later, I thought that I could still contact them when I was abroad, so I left nothing behind and boarded the plane with my family.
Misfortunes never come singly, Yan Zefeng thought it was his bad luck at the time, otherwise why did he lose his mobile phone before boarding the plane?
Thinking about it now, maybe his mobile phone was not stolen, but someone didn't want him to contact Ju'an again.
Who is this person, Yan Zefeng hardly thinks about it.
Yan Ze closed his eyes, not wanting to blame his father, so he just said to Ju An: "I'm sorry. You know that my mother was not in good health during that time. I took care of her in my mother's room every night. I didn’t go back to my room until he fell asleep. I was so tired that night, I didn’t think about looking at my phone when I got back to the room, and fell asleep. As a result, my dad urged us to catch the plane before dawn .I thought you might still be sleeping, so I didn’t wake you up, and I also thought that I would still have a chance to contact you when I was abroad.”
Yan Zefeng: "It's just that I didn't expect that my luck would be so bad. I forgot to charge my phone the night before, so it turned off automatically. I wanted to contact you after the phone was fully charged, but I didn't expect that when I arrived at the airport, my phone turned off lost."
Ju An looked at Yan Zefeng stupidly, not knowing whether to believe his words or not.
Yan Zefeng continued: "Later when I went abroad, I was busy with a lot of things, and I had to pay attention to my mother's condition. When I finished my work and wanted to contact you, I found that I didn't remember your mobile phone at all. Number."
When Yan Zefeng said this, he didn't dare to look into Ju An's eyes.
Because he lied.
First of all, when going to the airport, his mobile phone is charged.
Secondly, it's not that he doesn't remember Ju An's mobile phone number, he always remembers it.It's just that he didn't dare to contact him.
At that time, he didn't know that Ju An had sent him a text message, and he didn't know that his father might have lost his mobile phone on purpose.
He only remembered his dad telling him, since the two are separated now, why not give each other some time to calm down?Maybe after a few years he will find out that what he has for Ju An is not love, but a feeling that goes beyond friendship.
His father also said that if he still liked Ju An after a few years, he would be allowed to go back to China to see Ju An.If Ju An didn't have a date at that time, his father would no longer stop him from pursuing Ju An.
Perhaps at that time, when his father said these words, he never thought that he would have such a long relationship.
Yan Zefeng can only rejoice now, that he has not given up for so many years, and that Ju An is always waiting for him.
Although Ju An didn't say anything, Yan Zefeng already understood that all these years he was waiting for the day of reunion, and Ju An was also waiting for his return.
He suddenly seemed to understand why Ju An hated waiting. Every time he waited for him, he would become irritable every time he waited for more than 10 minutes, and even turned around and left without waiting for him.
Because of those years, he waited too long.
Waiting for someone to return without knowing whether he will come back, that kind of waiting is indefinitely.It also makes people feel hopeless.
Yan Zefeng suddenly thought, if he didn't come back in time, would Ju An give up waiting for him and throw himself into someone else's arms?
Thinking of this possibility, Yan Zefeng felt like a knife was twisting his heart, unwillingness and anger filled his heart at the same time.
He leaned over and wrapped Ju An tightly into his arms, as if he wanted to squeeze Ju An into his body with great strength.In this way, they can never be separated, and no one can take his baby away.
To be honest, this kind of strength was a bit too much for Ju An, and his bones started to ache from hugging him.But he gritted his teeth and didn't make a sound to remind.
He felt that he also needed this kind of pain to remind himself that Yan Zefeng was by his side, holding him tightly at this moment.
After a long time, Ju An's voice sounded hoarse: "I don't know whether what you said is true or not, but I choose to believe you."
Yan Zefeng didn't speak, but the tightened arms again reflected his restless heart.
"I only trust you this time. No matter what reason you leave me next time, I will never trust you again, and I will not continue to stop and wait for you." Ju An said, his throat choked, and tears It slides down the corner of the eye.
"No, there won't be a next time! I will never leave you again! I will never leave you alone, even if I die, I will drag you with me!" Yan Zefeng gritted his teeth, furiously Said.
Ju An raised his limp arm and hugged Yan Zefeng back, his voice choked up: "This is what you said yourself, what you said must count, you can't lie to me."
"Well, I won't lie to you. If I lie to you, you will go online and tell everyone that I am a scumbag who has always been a mess." Yan Zefeng's voice trembled, his eyes were red.
He raised his head slightly and kissed the tears on Ju An's face bit by bit.
Ju An didn't want to cry, he felt that crying at such a time seemed unmanly.But the tears had their own thoughts, and the more he tried to stop them, the more he couldn't stop them.
In the end, he simply gave up struggling and buried his face in Yan Zefeng's arms, crying loudly.
Vent all the grievances and sadness of these years.
Yan Zefeng simply sat up, held Ju An in his arms, let him vent in his arms, and wet his clothes from crying.While bowing his head and kissing Ju An's forehead, he patted Ju An's back lightly to coax him.
In the end, Ju An himself didn't know how he fell asleep, and he lost his memory while crying.
Even if he had to leave, there was no need for him to leave without leaving any information.No matter what Ju An chooses, as a classmate and friend for many years, he should leave some words for the other party.
Instead of escaping so thoroughly.
Thinking of the harm caused to Ju An by escaping at the beginning, thinking of Ju An's babbling in the dream, that humble and desperate tone, Yan Zefeng felt that the pain in his heart could not be stopped.
However, Ju An's focus is not here, he only noticed one thing.
"You liked me so early? Why did I send you a message before you left? "Ju An asked, staring into Yan Zefeng's eyes.
Yan Zefeng was taken aback, and asked blankly, "You sent me a message? When?"
"Just the night before you left." Ju An remembered it clearly.
Yan Zefeng moved his family the next day after the college entrance examination. When Ju An went to find someone early the next morning, Yan Zefeng's house was empty.The house has also been resold.
Everything happened so suddenly.
For Ju An, he was caught off guard, but for Yan Zefeng's family, they should have already made preparations, waiting for Yan Zefeng's college entrance examination to finish and set off immediately.
The time before and after was so coincidental that Ju An always felt that it was because of the news he had back then?Yan Zefeng didn't know how to reject him, so he just moved away from him?
Even though Ju An's parents had told Ju An more than once that Yan Zefeng's family had already planned to go abroad because of something, but Ju An felt that it was because of Yan Zefeng that they left.
Refuse his confession in a decisive and decent way.
But looking at Yan Zefeng's expression at this moment, Ju An vaguely realized that something might have gone wrong that year.
"Did you...didn't see my text message?" Ju An asked hesitantly.
Yan Zefeng's expression did not seem to be fake, the expression in his eyes changed several times, and finally turned into a deep look, looking back into Ju An's eyes, and said in a low voice: "I won't lie to you, I didn't see your text message."
Ju An opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.
He had been brooding over Yan Zefeng's failure to reply to his messages back then and left without saying a word.
But now hearing this answer, Ju An is not at all surprised.I even breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, thinking that this answer is normal.
He didn't know if it was too much trust in Yan Zefeng, or too much confidence in himself.
Just like back then, he had confidently thought that he and Yan Zefeng would be bound together for the rest of their lives.But in the end they were separated for so many years.
"What did you send me back then?" Yan Zefeng asked.
Ju An subconsciously bit her lower lip, turned her head away to look at Yan Zefeng, her expression looked a little embarrassed, and she seemed to feel that there was no need to mention it and it didn't matter.
"Nothing, nothing important."
"It's not important?" Yan Zefeng certainly wouldn't believe his words, if it's really not important, there's no reason for Ju An to remember it for so many years and can't let it go.
But Ju An didn't want to say anything, and Yan Zefeng didn't intend to force him.
Even if you really want to ask, it is definitely not at this time.
Besides, rather than pressing Ju An, Yan Zefeng was more like going back to ask his father.
He really didn't lie to Ju'an, he really didn't receive the text message that Ju'an sent him back then.
In other words, he was not sure whether the text message had not been received, or if it had been deliberately deleted after it was received.
During that time, because of his mother's illness, he spent most of his time with his mother to take care of him except for his studies.
He remembered that at the end of the college entrance examination, when he got home, he put his schoolbag and mobile phone back in his room, and then went to his fucking room to take care of them as usual.
He didn't return to his room until very late, when his mother was fully asleep.
At that time, because of the college entrance examination, he studied very late every day and had to take care of his mother, so he didn't have enough energy.So after returning to the room that night, he was so tired that he even forgot to wash up, and fell asleep.
He didn't expect that before dawn the next day, his father would rush him to get up and pack his things, and then the family rushed out of the airport.
It's not that Yan Zefeng didn't think about saying goodbye to Ju An, but at that time his father was in a hurry, and it was not bright at that time, so it was not easy for him to wake up Ju An's family.
What's more, his father said at that time that he had gone to say goodbye to Ju An's family on his behalf.Yan Zefeng had full trust in his father at that time, and never thought about whether his father lied to him?
Later, I thought that I could still contact them when I was abroad, so I left nothing behind and boarded the plane with my family.
Misfortunes never come singly, Yan Zefeng thought it was his bad luck at the time, otherwise why did he lose his mobile phone before boarding the plane?
Thinking about it now, maybe his mobile phone was not stolen, but someone didn't want him to contact Ju'an again.
Who is this person, Yan Zefeng hardly thinks about it.
Yan Ze closed his eyes, not wanting to blame his father, so he just said to Ju An: "I'm sorry. You know that my mother was not in good health during that time. I took care of her in my mother's room every night. I didn’t go back to my room until he fell asleep. I was so tired that night, I didn’t think about looking at my phone when I got back to the room, and fell asleep. As a result, my dad urged us to catch the plane before dawn .I thought you might still be sleeping, so I didn’t wake you up, and I also thought that I would still have a chance to contact you when I was abroad.”
Yan Zefeng: "It's just that I didn't expect that my luck would be so bad. I forgot to charge my phone the night before, so it turned off automatically. I wanted to contact you after the phone was fully charged, but I didn't expect that when I arrived at the airport, my phone turned off lost."
Ju An looked at Yan Zefeng stupidly, not knowing whether to believe his words or not.
Yan Zefeng continued: "Later when I went abroad, I was busy with a lot of things, and I had to pay attention to my mother's condition. When I finished my work and wanted to contact you, I found that I didn't remember your mobile phone at all. Number."
When Yan Zefeng said this, he didn't dare to look into Ju An's eyes.
Because he lied.
First of all, when going to the airport, his mobile phone is charged.
Secondly, it's not that he doesn't remember Ju An's mobile phone number, he always remembers it.It's just that he didn't dare to contact him.
At that time, he didn't know that Ju An had sent him a text message, and he didn't know that his father might have lost his mobile phone on purpose.
He only remembered his dad telling him, since the two are separated now, why not give each other some time to calm down?Maybe after a few years he will find out that what he has for Ju An is not love, but a feeling that goes beyond friendship.
His father also said that if he still liked Ju An after a few years, he would be allowed to go back to China to see Ju An.If Ju An didn't have a date at that time, his father would no longer stop him from pursuing Ju An.
Perhaps at that time, when his father said these words, he never thought that he would have such a long relationship.
Yan Zefeng can only rejoice now, that he has not given up for so many years, and that Ju An is always waiting for him.
Although Ju An didn't say anything, Yan Zefeng already understood that all these years he was waiting for the day of reunion, and Ju An was also waiting for his return.
He suddenly seemed to understand why Ju An hated waiting. Every time he waited for him, he would become irritable every time he waited for more than 10 minutes, and even turned around and left without waiting for him.
Because of those years, he waited too long.
Waiting for someone to return without knowing whether he will come back, that kind of waiting is indefinitely.It also makes people feel hopeless.
Yan Zefeng suddenly thought, if he didn't come back in time, would Ju An give up waiting for him and throw himself into someone else's arms?
Thinking of this possibility, Yan Zefeng felt like a knife was twisting his heart, unwillingness and anger filled his heart at the same time.
He leaned over and wrapped Ju An tightly into his arms, as if he wanted to squeeze Ju An into his body with great strength.In this way, they can never be separated, and no one can take his baby away.
To be honest, this kind of strength was a bit too much for Ju An, and his bones started to ache from hugging him.But he gritted his teeth and didn't make a sound to remind.
He felt that he also needed this kind of pain to remind himself that Yan Zefeng was by his side, holding him tightly at this moment.
After a long time, Ju An's voice sounded hoarse: "I don't know whether what you said is true or not, but I choose to believe you."
Yan Zefeng didn't speak, but the tightened arms again reflected his restless heart.
"I only trust you this time. No matter what reason you leave me next time, I will never trust you again, and I will not continue to stop and wait for you." Ju An said, his throat choked, and tears It slides down the corner of the eye.
"No, there won't be a next time! I will never leave you again! I will never leave you alone, even if I die, I will drag you with me!" Yan Zefeng gritted his teeth, furiously Said.
Ju An raised his limp arm and hugged Yan Zefeng back, his voice choked up: "This is what you said yourself, what you said must count, you can't lie to me."
"Well, I won't lie to you. If I lie to you, you will go online and tell everyone that I am a scumbag who has always been a mess." Yan Zefeng's voice trembled, his eyes were red.
He raised his head slightly and kissed the tears on Ju An's face bit by bit.
Ju An didn't want to cry, he felt that crying at such a time seemed unmanly.But the tears had their own thoughts, and the more he tried to stop them, the more he couldn't stop them.
In the end, he simply gave up struggling and buried his face in Yan Zefeng's arms, crying loudly.
Vent all the grievances and sadness of these years.
Yan Zefeng simply sat up, held Ju An in his arms, let him vent in his arms, and wet his clothes from crying.While bowing his head and kissing Ju An's forehead, he patted Ju An's back lightly to coax him.
In the end, Ju An himself didn't know how he fell asleep, and he lost his memory while crying.
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