Salted fish wants to divorce every day

"Where's the water from...?" Ju An asked suspiciously.

As he spoke, he reached out and touched his face again, wanting to find out.

He was stopped by another hand that suddenly stretched out from the side.

"Are you awake? Is there any discomfort? I'll call the doctor." Yan Zefeng grabbed Ju An's hand, preventing him from reaching out to touch his face.

Yan Zefeng didn't want Ju An to find out about his gaffe, but only when he opened his mouth did he realize that his nasal voice was obvious at the moment, and it sounded like he had cried.

He wanted to get off the hospital bed in a panic, but Ju An grabbed the skirt of his clothes.

"What's wrong with you? Are you crying?" Ju An has always been sensitive to Yan Zefeng's emotions, but most of the time he deliberately showed that he didn't care.

But at this moment Yan Zefeng's abnormality was too obvious.

"No, I'll call the doctor." Yan Zefeng turned his head away, reached out to pull Ju An's hand away, and wanted to escape from the scene in a little embarrassment.

Ju An was ill, so he was weak at the moment, so naturally he was not as strong as Yan Zefeng.It was easy for Yan Zefeng to break free.

"There is a calling bell beside the bed, so you don't need to go out." Ju An said, reaching out with some difficulty to press the faintly glowing calling bell on the bed.

Yan Zefeng was stunned for a moment, and quickly wanted to stop it.

"Wait……"

With a "snap", the call bell was not pressed, but the small light beside the bed was turned on.

The darkness dissipated in an instant, and the faces of both of them could no longer be hidden under the light.

Ju An opened his mouth slightly, staring at Yan Zefeng in a daze.

"You...what's the matter with you?"

Looking at the tearful Yan Zefeng, Ju An thought he was dreaming, otherwise how could he see Yan Zefeng crying in his lifetime?

Ju An wanted to make a few jokes with a smile, or make fun of the other party.

But he found that facing Yan Zefeng like this, it was so difficult for him to even pull the corner of his mouth.

"Heh..." Ju An laughed, but found that he had just made a breathy sound, and the laughter was stuck in his throat, so he couldn't laugh no matter what.

He could only ask in a hoarse voice: "You don't really cry, do you? Could such a grown-up be scared to cry because of having a nightmare?"

He didn't know what happened to Yan Zefeng, but he cried so badly in the middle of the night, he didn't want others to know the reason, right?At least if it was him, he didn't want Yan Zefeng to know why he was crying so badly.

So he used the same reasoning to speculate on Yan Zefeng's thoughts.

Perhaps Ju An had already discovered it, and Yan Zefeng also lost the will to keep hiding.Taking a deep breath, he wiped the tears off his face.

"I didn't have the nightmare, it was you who had the nightmare." Yan Zefeng looked into Ju An's eyes and said word by word.

"What...mean?" Ju An's expression froze on his face, and he forced a smile, "It can't be that I have a nightmare that scares you to tears, right?"

"Why not?" Yan Zefeng asked back.

Ju An: "..."

He felt that most people could not answer this question.

People who have nightmares don't know what nightmares they have, so how can they know their nightmares and scare others to tears?And how did that other person know about his nightmare?Could it be that the other party still has the ability to enter dreams?

This is too unreal, and ordinary people really dare not think about it.

Seeing that Ju An couldn't answer, Yan Zefeng didn't continue to ask.

He sat back on the side of the hospital bed, put his hands on the sides of Ju An's body, lowered his head, and fixed his eyes on Ju An's.

Ju An was stared at by him with such intense eyes, suddenly felt a burst of nervousness, and subconsciously wanted to escape.

"You... what are you doing? I feel very uncomfortable when you are like this, can you get out of the way?"

Ju An's eyelids twitched suddenly, and he always felt that something happened to him when he was unconscious tonight that he didn't want to face.

Yan Zefeng didn't move away, and still looked at Ju An with this oppressive posture, not giving Ju An a chance to escape.

He originally didn't think about talking to Ju An about what happened back then at this time. He originally thought that after Ju An recovered, the two of them would sit together again and explain clearly about what happened back then.

It's just that he didn't expect that Ju An would find out about his gaffe, which made him show his embarrassed side when he was caught off guard.

Talking about those things at this time is not revenge on Ju An.He just didn't want to drag it on any longer, he just wanted to know the truth of the year, what happened that year?

"An An, did you hide anything from me?" Yan Zefeng asked.

Ju An's eyelashes trembled slightly, her heart flustered, she didn't understand the meaning of Yan Zefeng's words.

"What do you mean? What can I hide from you?" Ju An asked back.

Yan Zefeng could see Ju An's evasive attitude at a glance, but he didn't give him a chance to evade.

"I admit that I have something to hide from you, I know, and you have something to hide from me. Let's confess to each other, shall we?"

Ju An stared at Yan Zefeng in a daze, not knowing where to focus his attention?Should it be on the fact that Yan Zefeng has something to hide from him?Or put it on the fact that Yan Zefeng knew that he had something to hide?

Or, on mutual confession?

"Why...you say these...strange things all of a sudden?" Ju An's eyes dodged, not daring to meet Yan Zefeng's eyes.

He desperately recalled in his mind whether he had done anything to expose himself recently, or caused Yan Zefeng to misunderstand?

After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't think of what I shouldn't have done recently.

Is it because of nightmares?

Who is having the nightmare?Why did Yan Zefeng react so strongly when he had a nightmare?

In fact, it was Yan Zefeng himself who had the nightmare?

After much deliberation, Ju An seemed to have only this possibility, so he asked, "Did you get scared stupid by the nightmare?"

"An'an..." Yan Zefeng was about to speak when he was interrupted by Ju An's exclamation.

"Ah, the medicine bottle is empty, should I call the nurse to pull out the needle?"

Yan Zefeng raised his head and glanced at the medicine bottle on top, and it was indeed bottomed out.He lowered his head to take a deep look at Ju An, stood up and rang the calling bell.

Ju An quietly breathed a sigh of relief, but thinking of Yan Zefeng's eyes with deep meaning just now, Ju An became uneasy again.

What happened to Yan Zefeng tonight?

……

The nurse came very quickly, and within a minute of pressing the call bell, the nurse wearing a white nurse uniform appeared at the door of the ward.

Seeing that two people in the ward were awake, the nurse showed a surprised expression slightly.

"Are you all awake? I was looking at the time just now, and I thought it was about time to come over and pull out the needle, and your call bell rang." The nurse said softly, not noticing that there was some tension between the two people in the ward. unusual.

"Don't move your hands, it will be fine soon." The nurse glanced at the medicine bottle above her head, lowered her head and said with a smile to Ju An, her voice was as gentle as that of a big sister next door.

Ju An Ye Chong smiled slightly at the nurse, but her face was a little pale, and she looked so weak that one couldn't help but feel sorry for her.

Seeing such a sickly beauty smiling at me, I couldn't harden my heart.

The nurse's already gentle movements became a little more careful.

After pulling out the needle, the nurse wanted to give some more advice, but Yan Zefeng, who had been watching from the side, gave the order to evict the guest with a cold face.

"Is it over? We are going to rest."

"Uh... it's finished, then... I won't disturb your rest." After finishing speaking, he turned around and left the ward quickly with the empty medicine bottle and needle, not forgetting to close the door when he went out.

Watching Yan Zefeng scare the nurse away, Ju An's heart trembled.

I always feel that I am the one who will be scared next.

Sure enough, before he had time to pull up the quilt to wrap himself up tightly, Yan Zefeng sat in the previous position again in the next second, and continued to stare at him full of oppression.

Ju An: "..."

Isn't he a patient?Is it humane to treat patients like this?

Ju An: "You..."

Yan Zefeng: "Continue with the previous topic."

Ju An: "...Can I refuse? I'm sleepy and I want to sleep."

Yan Zefeng: "You just woke up, you are not sleepy."

Ju An: "I..."

Yan Zefeng: "You are not sleepy."

Ju An: "..." All right.

Seeing the determination in Yan Zefeng's eyes, Ju An had no choice but to compromise in the end, "What do you want to say? Say it."

Yan Zefeng stared at Ju An deeply, knowing that he would not take the initiative to explain what happened back then, so he didn't think about letting Ju An speak first.

"You don't want to tell me, so let me say it first."

Yan Zefeng's tone and expression were too serious, Ju An's heart suddenly sank as he listened.

When I was feeling uneasy, I heard Yan Zefeng say: "Do you want to know why I went abroad?"

Ju An's eyelids twitched suddenly, and he raised his eyes to look at Yan Zefeng in disbelief.

He didn't know why Yan Zefeng brought up the events of that year at this time?This matter has passed for so many years, and no one has taken the initiative to mention it in these years. Ju An thought that both of them had forgotten that matter tacitly.

But he didn't expect that Yan Zefeng would take the initiative to mention it at this time.

"Why did you say this all of a sudden?" Ju An felt that he might have started to have a fever again, otherwise why would he feel dizzy and his throat seemed to be smoking.

Yan Zefeng looked into Ju An's eyes and said: "I'm sorry, I didn't know that you have been brooding over the past years. I thought the decision back then was just my own business. I didn't expect my decision to be so serious. It has caused such a great impact and harm to you."

"What... mean?" Ju An felt his head was even more dizzy, his mind was completely muddled, and he couldn't think clearly.

What is the matter of that year, it was only his decision?

What is it that he didn't expect to have such a big impact and harm on him?

"Did you hear something?" Ju An asked with a frown.

Yan Zefeng didn't answer, but asked, "What do you think I heard?"

"I...don't know." Ju An felt that his head was about to explode. His head, which was not very bright because of the high fever, became even more dizzy because of Yan Zefeng's circling questions.

I could only suppress the feeling of nausea in my heart, suppressed the discomfort and said: "I know what you heard, but don't listen to their nonsense. It was your own business that you went abroad, and it has nothing to do with me."

"Is it really okay? An An, let's have a good talk, okay?" Yan Zefeng looked at Ju An and said in a depressed tone.

Ju An closed her eyes, took a few deep breaths, and when she opened her eyes again, there was a touch of madness in her eyes, "Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

Yan Zefeng bowed his head and kissed Ju An's forehead in distress, skipped all the previous questions, and said slowly: "An An, I love you. You probably don't know, but I have liked you since junior high school."

Ju An's pupils suddenly constricted, and he looked at Yan Zefeng in shock.

"What did you say?" He seemed to be asking this sentence all the time today.

Why can't he understand what Yan Zefeng said today?Is it because of illness?Or was it because what Yan Zefeng said was difficult for him to understand?

"When you were in junior high school, you should have hated me, didn't you? You thought I would argue with you for everything, that I targeted you everywhere? Actually, it wasn't. way to occupy all your thoughts and attention."

Ju An looked at Yan Zefeng in a daze and asked, "What about high school? You also disagree with me everywhere in high school, why?"

Yan Zefeng chuckled, kissed Ju An's cheek, with a hint of grievance in his voice, "An An, to be reasonable, who insisted on fighting against whom in high school?"

Ju An recalled it carefully, and it seemed that he was fighting Yan Zefeng unilaterally.

Thinking about it carefully, in high school, Yan Zefeng was no longer as hard-edged as when he was in junior high school, and he didn't have to pressure him every time in every exam.

It was just because Yan Zefeng often participated in various competitions in high school, so Ju An felt that Yan Zefeng didn't bother to compete with him for a place in the school, so he unilaterally began to compete with Yan Zefeng for various competition awards.

Thinking about it now, it seems that Ju An really felt that Yan Zefeng had trouble with him.

But when he thought of his complicated feelings for Yan Zefeng at that time, it seemed that he suddenly understood Yan Zefeng's words.

The two of them are using such clumsy ways to attract each other's attention, but Yan Zefeng was enlightened earlier, while Ju An was later.

"Then why did you go abroad?" Since you liked him, why did you leave him and go abroad?Haven't left any messages yet.

The smile on Yan Zefeng's face disappeared, his eyes were full of apology and he said: "At that time, I thought you didn't like me. At that time, my mother had some physical problems. There is currently no treatment in China. After my business was handed over to an acquaintance, I took the whole family to go abroad for development. I didn't want to go with you at first, but my dad found out that I like you. "

"and after?"

"My father threatened me with my mother's body, trying to make me like women. He also said that if you knew that I liked you, you would not even be able to be a brother. In short, coercion and temptation, I am afraid that something will happen to my mother, and I am also afraid of you After knowing it, I completely hated me. In the end, I chose to escape."

Ju An's body trembled slightly, and even her voice was a little unsteady, "You never told me, how do you know that I would hate it? What if... what if I also..."

What if I like you too?

Yan Zefeng leaned over and held Ju An tightly in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I didn't think well, it's all my fault."