Did Master Crying Bag fall off his horse today?

The direction of the wind was reversed, the curtains were lifted, and the rain was blowing towards the room.

Xu Ze bowed slightly, supported Su Li's head and pressed down, the table board on the bed was taken away, and the space seemed cramped.Su Li wanted to move his right hand a few times, but stopped because of the needle.

It wasn't until Xu Ze noticed that his fingers were curled up so tight that blood returned, and he quickly pulled him up and left.

Su Li looked at him blankly, his cold and self-sufficient eyes were covered with mist, his ears were blushing, mixed with inexplicable teasing.

"What's the matter with the stomach problem?" Xu Ze said that he couldn't go any further. He took off the small table and put it at the foot of the bed, and sat beside him, "Why haven't you healed it for so long?"

The rain hit the window sill, split into several petals, and splashed everywhere.

Xu Ze turned around and closed the window. With a "wow", the room suddenly disappeared.

As if smoked by a stove, there is warmth in the quiet air.

Su Li wiped the corners of his mouth, and lifted the quilt down a little, "The stomach problem has been cured, and I haven't had it for five or six years."

"Hmm..." Xu Ze was thoughtful, and suddenly turned his eyes to look at Su Li's expression, "Why are you so emotional today?"

The doctor said, emotional illness.

Su Li is ashamed of being "angry"

"What are you angry about?" The redness around Xu Ze's eyes still hasn't faded, coupled with his sincere questioning expression, it's really hard for Su Li to leave him alone.

After several struggles, Su Li still compromised, "Forget it, it's my fault."

"Ok?"

"I shouldn't throw the ring, and I shouldn't bother with you. Listen to your words and ignore your business, and you won't die of anger. You can live another 50 years." Su Li stretched out his hand and slapped him, Xu Ze held it and held it against his face "That's what I said casually, don't ignore me"

Su Li's palm was hot, and he pinched Xu Ze's fair face, "Master Xu, is it something I can manage?"

"Falling in love with the eldest young master, grassroots like us don't even deserve to know their real names, what a shame!"

Although he was as relaxed as possible, there was always a hint of resentment, and the force of pinching Xu Ze was three points heavier.Ten years is not too late for a typical gentleman to take revenge.

Xu Ze shook his hand in shame, "What do you want to know, I will not lie to you."

Su Li was still scratching the big star's face to vent his anger, suddenly noticed the wound on the corner of his mouth, remembered that he had hit him, and stopped in dismay.

He looked Xu Ze up and down for a moment.

"What's hanging on the big star's neck?" Su Li glanced at his collar, Xu Ze hurriedly took it out, and tore it off randomly. The chain tied to the electronic cigarette was wrapped around his hand, hanging in front of Su Li.

"When did you start smoking?" Su Li sternly straightened his waist, like a parent admonishing him.

Xu Ze sat on the side obediently, not daring to look him in the eyes, and said weakly, "Junior high school..."

Su Li stopped talking.

A certain person looked up at him with a guilty conscience, but didn't see a trick, and threw the e-cigarette aside in fear, "I'm quitting recently, I will work hard"

Su Li picked up the silver chain and put it aside, "So asthma is also fake, why did you act with me then?"

The culprit is very sincere, "I was young at that time, I thought it was fun..."

Su Li rolled his huge eyes from the bottom of his heart, and looked at his slightly pale skin, "So you're not sick?"

"A little bit, pneumonia, a little illness"

"Pneumonia, do you still smoke?"

"..."

Su Li knocked him on the head angrily, "The jacket is off."

Xu Ze didn't ask why, but as soon as Su Li gave orders, he took off his coat.

The shirt inside outlined a tight line, Su Li unbuttoned him with one hand, "Continue to take it off"

Xu Ze couldn't calm down anymore, "Brother, this place...is not suitable"

"What are you thinking about, take it off quickly, take it off cleanly" Su Li didn't hold back, and undid his second button with one hand, his collarbone could be seen at a glance.

Although he was in a fog, Xu Ze followed suit. From top to bottom, he unbuttoned his shirt one by one, revealing his fair and well-proportioned chest and waist.

Su Li glanced at him for a while, Xu Ze looked up at him with his clothes open, Su Li avoided his gaze, quickly unscrewed the cuff buttons, and took Xu Ze's clothes clean.

A sudden skin came into view, no wonder.

He stared at the long and narrow tattoo on the other's right arm, "This is what you told me before, the scar from falling on a bicycle."

"Who could fall like this on a bicycle?"

It was only then that Xu Ze understood his intention, but Su Li still remembered it all the time.What he said, what he made up, he remembered clearly.

The tip of Xu Ze's nose was slightly sore, and the reddish color that hadn't completely subsided appeared to be making a comeback. Xu Ze tried his best to hold back, and hugged Su Li with his upper body bare, "Brother, I'll tell you again."

"After listening to what kind of person I am, if you don't like me..."

Su Li pressed against his body, feeling hot, and asked, "If you don't like it, how about it?"

Xu Ze tightened his grip on him, "Can you, don't you not like me?"

……

Su Li almost didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he stretched out his hand to pat him on the back, but when he touched it, he realized that the touch was not right, so he withdrew his hand embarrassingly.

He grabbed Xu Ze's coat with one hand and put it on the person, "Put it on first."

Added another sentence, "Talk slowly, let me think about it"

Xu Ze put on his clothes hastily, and fastened two wrong buttons. He didn't notice, and said impatiently, "I haven't had any part-time jobs. Do you remember that time in the bar? The first time we met outside school, Just fooling around with friends"

"It's not because I'm not in good health that I don't go to class twice for three days. Most of the time I spend fighting, drinking, hanging out, and sometimes I wear a mask. It's not because I have a cold, but because the wound on my face hasn't healed from the fight."

"Oh yes, social fear was made up by my mother in front of the class teacher. I don't have social fear, it's true that my grades are really bad."

"I didn't go to junior high school, and I lived in the hospital for three years. This scar was left at that time. Later, I thought it was too ugly. Before I was completely discharged from the hospital, I got a tattoo, and my dad beat me because of it."

"Also, in Jinghe, I was the one who got into a group fight, and I was the one who got into a fight with you at the Ninghai school gate."

"I didn't look so mean at all at the time, I wanted to cry when you stared at me"

Well worthless.

"I remember very clearly, when I was fighting with you, I thought, you are so gentle to Xu Ze, but you are so cruel to me, it's not fair at all."

Ate a ton of their own flying vinegar.

……

He spoke very chaotically, without a fixed timeline, he almost said what he thought of.

Say something, secretly glance at Su Li, the voice becomes weaker and weaker.

Su Li was listening well, but the other party suddenly began to cry again. He reached out and wiped the tear on the tip of Xu Ze's chin, "Why are you crying again?"

It's been seven years, but I still want to come out once, and cry endlessly.

"Brother, I don't want to talk about it anymore." Xu Ze's eyelids were completely red, the tears on his face were still wet, and new ones came again after the old ones were gone.

Su Li simply took two pieces of paper and stuck them on his face, "Why?"

"I……"

Seeing that he hesitated to speak, Su Li lowered his forehead and leaned over, "Okay, then let's not talk about it today, I will ask you next time."

There is ample time.

Xu Ze didn't seem to be relieved. The 1.8-meter-old man was extremely fragile, and the sobbing became more and more fierce, and he couldn't stop at all. Su Li stroked his back, "Don't be afraid, no matter what you used to be, you still know what you are. gone."

"Do you think I'm angry because you lied to me?" Su Li held Xu Ze's face away half an inch.

Xu Ze's eyes were full of water and confusion.Su Li suddenly got very close, Xu Ze's eyelids trembled and closed reflexively.Su Li kissed his eyelids, "I'm angry because you don't care, and I'm afraid that you don't like me, just like you, I've been afraid for seven years"

At the beginning, I was angry with myself like a clown, and I was afraid that I would repeat the same mistakes in the past seven years, and later I was afraid that I would be sentimental and over-interpret.

Times have changed, and vicissitudes have passed.

The feeling of constant anxiety has finally found its destination, it is the first place, and it is also the home.