Did Master Crying Bag fall off his horse today?

The twilight is falling, and the window is gray.

A gust of breeze passed through the hall, breaking the short silence.

The fine and dense rain hit the leaves, making a crisp sound. Xu Ze looked at Su Li's hair blown by the wind, and turned to close the window. Just as he turned his back, Su Li held his wrist.

Different from the tense atmosphere two hours ago, this time, Su Li held it very lightly.

Xu Ze turned his head and lowered his eyes to meet the person on the hospital bed. After a long absence, Su Li didn't react too much, but just like him, the two of them stared at each other for more than ten seconds.

No one spoke.

The porridge on the table was still steaming, Su Li lowered his eyes first, and after a while, he said in a low voice, "Why are you in Nancheng today?"

Xu Ze didn't dare to speak out, fearing being offended, so he could only choose to remain silent.

For the previous month, he thought about using it to calm himself down, but the effect was counterproductive.

On the first day of the show's finale, he hurriedly greeted Li Wei, and he drove back. He had already figured out the address of Su Li's studio, but he posted it in order not to push people too fast, so he withdrew it. And apprehensive.

He settled down in the North City, and whenever he had free time, he would head to the South City.

The journey is long, and there are always people who enjoy it.Meeting Su Li today was purely unexpected, an accident that he couldn't even imagine.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't say anything, Su Li then asked, "Why do you always go to Deng Peng?"

Xu Ze's Adam's apple twitched, and he wanted to say: I'm not looking for Deng Peng, I'm waiting for you, I'm looking for you.

When the words came to his mouth, they were all silenced one by one.

Su Li pressed his ring finger, Xu Ze seemed to want to shrink back, but he just thought about it and didn't move.

For him, the ring is just a mark, and Su Li is his real thought.

Su Li didn't wait for an answer, so he wasn't surprised at all.On the contrary, this is Xu Ze, not Xu Lingyun, not Xia Zhishu, but Xu Ze who is used to love and pushes forward, but as soon as he refuses, he immediately stays where he is.

He was so impatient, he stopped going around in circles and cut straight to the point, "I met Li Anran, she chatted with me all afternoon"

Xu Ze froze in place, and began to assume a certain possibility.

Su Li is bound to pry open this stuffy gourd. He doesn't do much, but sticks his fingertips to the letter "Who is Y?"

"It's not the one in hand, I asked for the Weibo name"

Asking knowingly, with no good intentions.

Doesn't match his personality.

Su Li found it funny. All these years, his classmates, teachers, and friends all said that he was mature, steady, gentle and introverted. Many people and times said that he almost believed it.

Put yourself in the set rules and regulations, and perform a boring mime.

But from Xu Ze's reappearance, his true nature, his unreasonable troubles, and his inconsistencies were all exposed.

It's not a good character. From the beginning to the end today, he has been messing around, being angry, and acting recklessly.

He wanted Xu Ze to know: Did you really wait for such a person after waiting for seven years?

When Xu Ze was asked about Y, he was stunned uncertainly. The two stared at each other for a long time. Except for the sound of wind and rain all over the city, the rest was the sound of breaking ice.

"Su Oak"

The volume is not high, but the reading is extremely solemn.

Su Li seldom heard Xu Ze call his name, when the other party's voice fell, he suddenly pulled Xu Ze down by the neckline.

The two got very close, and he asked again, "Who is it?"

Xu Ze restrained his breathing as much as possible, and the hot air brushed over Su Li's face "Su Li"

"Why Su Li? What's so good about him?" Su Li rubbed the tip of his nose, and Xu Ze's eyes melted into mist, and his emotions gushed out, hitting Su Li's eyebrows hard. "No, where is Su Li?" Neither is good”

"lazy and stupid"

Su Li's eyelids twitched, and he picked up a rock to hit his own feet, every hit was accurate.

When people reunite after a long absence, shouldn't they praise each other so much? It's only natural for Xu Ze to belittle him.

He gently twisted the back of Xu Ze's hand, but before he could speak, Xu Ze blocked him.

A light touch, a taste of it.

Su Li was at a loss, Xu Ze's eyes were flushed, and his throat was raw, "I know all about it"

"I know you're stupid, frivolous, and smart"

"But I love you"

"I know you are stubborn, you don't keep your promises, and you don't eat oil and salt"

"But I love you"

"I even know you don't like me"

"But you just be Su Li, become good or bad, I will love you"

Unexpectedly, the first confession Su Li received as an adult was in the hospital, there was no romantic atmosphere, no sweet talk, nothing, only the faint pungent smell of disinfectant and the rustling sound of wind and rain accompanied him.

Even so, Su Li was still caught off guard by Xu Ze's confession.

Warm, straightforward, firm, no different from the heartbeat of young people.

Su Li's mind swayed, followed by a burst of saltiness.

Cried.

Xu Ze was still very similar to before. When he was not speaking, his delicate face exuded a chill of repulsion, but when he cried, it didn't change at all.

The area around the eyes is easily red, Su Li hooked off the baggy mask on his chin, and bit on it, "I'm still crying at the age of 25"

Xu Ze blinked at him, as if he also felt embarrassed crying, and tried to stop him.

But it is the same as before, only more and more aggrieved.

Su Li wiped the tears from someone's eyes with his thumb, "I hate to see others cry"

Familiar topic.

"You said, I can do it." Xu Ze raised his face, the tails of his raised eyes drooped slightly, flushed, he lost the air-conditioning for no reason, only pitiful, Su Li's heart tightened when he saw it.

He rolled his eyes, "It was different then and now, you are not my boyfriend now"

His fingertips were suddenly wet and slippery, Su Li's words were like a gate, Xu Ze burst into tears when he said that.

The originally silent sobs gradually expanded, Su Li picked his palm, "Why are you unreasonable, you didn't say this yourself?"

Xu Ze's confidence gradually grew. He didn't know whether it was tears or something, and his voice became a little louder, "When did I say that? You, you are unreasonable. I didn't agree to break up at all."

The slanting wind and drizzle outside the building, Su Li looked at the teardrops several times larger than the raindrops in front of him, and sighed, "You are right, but there is one big mistake."

Xu Ze stared at him blankly.

There seemed to be a muffled spring thunder in the clouds, a smile covered Su Li's eyes, and he kissed the corner of each other's eyes, "I was wrong."

"Su Li, I actually like you very much"

The next moment, the rain outside the window was sudden.

Xu Ze's forbearance and repression for the past seven years were put to the torch in front of Su Li, and the fear, fragility, and confusion deep in his heart were all exposed.

Tears surged wildly, mixed into the mouth along the cracks of the lips, and the two were intertwined and lingering in a bitterness.

In a sense, he deceived everyone, but he never deceived Su Li.

In front of you, there was only one Xu Ze in the past, now, and always.

Su Li has not made any progress in the past seven years, and he is still immature in kissing. Falling in love is his shortcoming, otherwise it would not be a first love that took seven years to achieve a positive result.

Xu Ze tasted his clumsiness, his jerky, uncontrollably ecstatic, and the address changed back to "Brother"

The truth is revealed - making an inch of it.

He let go of Su Li and asked him, "Brother, it's been seven years, have you calmed down?"

Just as Su Li was about to answer him, he pressed his chin and kissed him again. The affirmative answer merged into an ambiguous atmosphere.

No need to answer.

Xu Ze's questions for so many years have already been answered.

This answer comes from Su Li—his wishful thinking, his lost and found.

The author has something to say:

I especially like the confession of the hero to the heroine in the veil

"I have no illusions about you," he said, "I know you're stupid, frivolous, and brainless, but I love you. I know your goals and ideals are vulgar and ordinary, but I love you. I know you're second-rate , but I love you"