distant light

Walking along the street for a while, I inadvertently found that he was on the outside of the school gate when I walked out, but now, I have already walked inside without knowing it, and it is relatively dangerous for him to be close to the traffic A lot of the outside; two people separated by a person's position, neither close nor too distant, just the right distance...

To be guarded by a handsome knight is the same dream that every girl had when she was a child.I don't know when I will meet my guardian knight... I have lived for 16 years and haven't even talked about a relationship once, so it would be embarrassing to say it.

Suddenly I remembered a sentence Xiao Cang said, "I have been longing for a day since I was a child, and a frog prince who has recovered his handsome appearance will come to meet me on a white horse. Many years have passed, and I only wait for him before the transformation. .”

"Ahem!" Pretending to cough, he raised his hand to cover the corners of his lips that rose inadvertently, without changing his expression, he repeatedly warned in his heart: How can you laugh out loud without any scruples on the street!To maintain the image ah image!

"Yuan Shan, what type of boy do you like?"

"Hey?" I heard this question after waking up from a distraction. I had never thought about it before. I thought about it and said, "How should I say... You should be tall, gentle and considerate, and don't need to be too good looking."

"Why?" There seemed to be some surprised tone.

"Well, because it will feel very safe."

I don't know if it's my illusion, but when he heard that sentence, his body seemed to froze.But when I blinked in doubt, it returned to normal again—it really was an illusion.

The two walked in silence for a while, and he said nonchalantly, "Yuan Shan, why didn't you ask me?"

"...What type of girl does Lord Xiandao like?" The question was not voluntary at all.

"Mature..." Before I finished speaking, I looked at him with weird eyes, "Xiandaojun likes older girls? Teachers? White-collar workers?... I can't tell that Xiandaojun likes this type at all."

"No," he rubbed his forehead helplessly, "it doesn't matter if you're older, you can be the same age or younger than me, you look mature and stable on the outside, but in fact, sometimes you do silly things, very cute..."

...Sister Yu on the outside and loli on the inside... If there is such a person, it would be a brain convulsion and it would be broken!

But I can't say it directly to attack him, "Well, Lord Xiandao will definitely find it."

"Yeah," he stopped suddenly, his bright black eyes reflected my upturned face, "...we've found it."

"What?" My heart beat a few times in a hurry.

"I said," he pulled open the door, and suddenly a burst of heat and fragrance rushed towards him, and he looked at me blankly, "that very good ramen shop has arrived."

……

Sure enough, the wind was too loud, and I couldn't hear it clearly.

Because it was noon, there were not many people in the store.The two bowls of special ramen we asked for came up quickly. I took the chopsticks, picked out a few of the same height from inside, wiped them carefully with a paper towel, and handed a pair to Xiandao Akira. "Then, I'm not polite."

Pick up a pair of chopsticks and carefully blow the noodles sideways. When the heat dissipates a little, it is easy to put it in your mouth. After eating, there is no splash of soup.

"It's delicious!" I squinted my eyes comfortably, savoring the noodles with somersaults and the rich and rich soup...

Swallowing the food, I smiled and opened my eyes only to find that Xiandao next to me hadn't moved his chopsticks, but was just looking at me thoughtfully, "Yuanshan seems to be very happy?"

"Well," I smiled sheepishly, "because I haven't eaten such delicious ramen for a long time... I'm sorry."

"No," he looked at me seriously, "Yuanshan... makes people feel that eating noodles is a very happy thing."

... I lowered my head and picked up the bowl to take a sip of the noodle soup. The heat from the noodle made my face a little hot.

The two quickly finished their noodles, and I was about to take out the money from my trouser pocket. Xiandao had already paid, so I stood up and smiled casually, "It's not okay to let girls treat guests."

... Just like that day, on a cold and rainy day in spring, he naturally held an umbrella, lowered his head and said to me, it's not okay to ask girls to hold umbrellas.

……

When I got home at night and was about to turn on the light to do my homework, my eyes suddenly shifted to the sketchbook on the table, and I couldn't help picking it up and flipping through the pages. I had already drawn so much before I knew it...

After turning the page, there was only one blank page, and I was suddenly stunned. There were shallow imprints on the white paper, which could not be seen without looking carefully. The previous page of this piece of paper was... a sketch I drew for Xiandao? !

That sketch...it couldn't be simpler, why did the sketch drawn with charcoal condense such deep feelings?

... There are only two kinds of problems in the world, one is the problem of not having enough food to eat; the other is the problem of being full.

When I rolled over on the bed with my head in my arms countless times and still couldn't find the answer, I calmly turned over and sat up, and went to do my homework...

Sure enough, I must be full today.

18,

No matter how many times a stranger passes by you, you will not care, but if you know someone, you will find that the world is actually very small.

Dessert shops, beachside weekends, and...

"Yuanshan, what a coincidence!"

"Xiandao Lord, good day."

... To sum up, it is very common to meet someone you know in the waiting area.

"Is Yuan Shan going home by car?"

"Yes. What about Xiandaojun? I remember that Xiandaojun rides bicycles..."

"Well," Xiandao said with a smile while lifting the schoolbag in his hand, "I'm going to play at a friend's house. He lives in Fengyu District."

"I live near there too."

"Then we can go there together, that's great." Because of the huge height gap, he bowed his body slightly, trying his best to prevent me, who is used to looking directly into other people's eyes, from talking to him in a posture of looking up.

"So the afterglow of the setting sun shone on his side, the sharp facial lines softened vaguely in the halo of yellow, the smile was very shallow, but the smile was very deep, reflected in his eyes like water drops falling into a peaceful lake of heart, There are layers upon layers of ripples."

...During the lunch break, Xiao Cang excitedly recited a passage from her favorite romance novel, which suddenly echoed clearly in her ears.The corners of my mouth twitched faintly, I was really tortured by her too much during this period, why did I also become literary like a young woman who is sad for the spring and autumn? !

"Ding Dong"

The tram door opened in front of me, shaking off the inexplicable monologue that came out of my mind, I walked into the tram, and from the corner of my eye I saw Xiandao Akira following me, feeling a little embarrassed for no reason.

Some people say that one day the trains in Japan will not be crowded, then you must be daydreaming.

I am not dreaming.

So when I was so crowded that I couldn't move, and in the airtight compartment, when all kinds of smells, such as perfume and sweat, mixed together and rushed towards me, I enviously looked up at Xiandao Akira who stood out from the crowd. Same, sigh.

"What's wrong?" My sigh seemed particularly obvious in the quiet carriage, and Xiandao Akira lowered his head and asked in concern.

I shook my head and whispered enviously, "Being tall has many benefits, even the air smells fresher than others."

He glanced at the side - I guess all he saw was a mass of black heads, raised the corners of his mouth, "It's quite refreshing."

...It's really typical to say that he is fat and he will be panting...

I laughed dumbfounded, and was about to say something with a smile when my eyes widened in horror—

There's a nasty hand up my skirt, stroking up my thigh...

At that moment, I almost screamed out, but I suppressed it—how can I scream out without any scruples when I encounter such a dirty thing? !I gritted my teeth and tried my best to get closer to Xiandao, trying to avoid that disgusting hand. Unexpectedly, that hand seemed to predict that I would not dare to make things big, but wanted to reach into my underwear unscrupulously!

My hand subconsciously grasped Xiandao Akira's arm, looking at him with tears in his eyes like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw, trembling uncontrollably all over his body.

"Why..." He turned his face sideways, and my eyes were filled with mist, and I could only vaguely see that his face was extremely cold for a moment, and he grabbed my hand and dragged me to him in the extremely crowded carriage. The person complained a few times in dissatisfaction because of this action, vaguely felt that Xiandao glanced coldly, and immediately returned to silence.

Although Xian Daozhang dragged me to him, holding my shoulder with one hand, his tall body surrounded me with a safe place.However, the disgusting touch, the feeling of rough and thin hands stroking back and forth on the legs, as if they were still lingering on the legs, made me sick and frightened, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably.

A hand gently stroked my head, hesitantly, but very gentle; the warm body leaning against my back seemed to emit a steady stream of heat, making my cold body warm up little by little.Such strong support and protection made me gradually calm down, but a feeling of sadness suddenly surged up...

…I ran away from home, looking for cheap housing and haggling with the landlord for two hours and talking dryly for two hours; I was harassed and angrily fought back at the coffee shop where I was working, but I was scolded by the manager and I was resolutely fired When I delivered milk for the first time but accidentally knocked over the whole box, not only did I not get half a month's salary but had to be compensated; when I was treated indifferently by my classmates...

There has never been anyone like him who always gives me just the right help when I am helpless and lost.Borrowing an umbrella on a rainy day...Patiently and meticulously teaching me how to play...and now...

At this moment, I can't understand more than that, the joy and gratitude when I was helped by him, the strong players gathered on the court and I just stared at him from the beginning to the end, watching his heart beat suddenly when he smiled... and now, the feeling of holding my arm tightly , the nostalgia of the warm palm.

Just because I like him.

I like it, Sendo Akira.