The president regretted after the poor little left

Chapter 138 You also have feelings for me in your heart, right?

Si Jinhan stared at the stage intently. This was the first time he saw Shi Nan playing the piano. Although he couldn't understand, he could hear a trace of sadness from the music.

At the end of the song, Shi Nan looked at the piano reluctantly.

The tone and feel are good, it is the best piano he has touched in a long time.

Just as he was distracted, a pair of arms wrapped around him from behind, holding him in his arms.

Si Jinhan bent down, buried his forehead in Shi Nan's neck, and asked sullenly, "What should I do so that you can forgive me?"

As long as he can make up for it, he can do anything. He can suffer all the suffering that Shi Nan has suffered once or twice. He can bear whatever is good for him.

But... Shi Nan, he didn't even bother to say a word to him...

"Nannan, I'll return the kidney to you and compensate you from the Si family. If you still don't relieve your anger, stab me twice and beat me up. You can do whatever you want. How can you relieve your anger? ..."

Shi Nan interrupted before he finished speaking, and Shi Nan said, "Can you bring my parents back to life?"

Si Jinhan was at a loss for words for a while, his lips seemed to be heavy, and every word became difficult, "Nan Nan..."

Shi Nan lowered his head, looked away from the keys, and unconsciously rubbed the fingertips of his hands on his lap.

"I'm not you, I can't hurt someone, no matter what you give me, I don't want it, no matter how much I have, it's useless..."

There will be no one standing behind him to take comfort in his accomplishments.

He has no home...

The hands around his waist are constantly tightening, as if with the obsession to engrave him into his bones.

Shi Nan said in a low voice, "Si Jinhan, although this matter has nothing to do with you, I can't get over this hurdle. The death of my parents is a thorn in my heart. Si Cheng is an enemy in my eyes. You are the Si family, and I can't do it with you."

Does he still like Si Jinhan?He didn't know, all he knew was that he couldn't be with Si Jinhan.

This was a hurdle in his heart, and it wasn't Si Jinhan's. He was still young, he didn't know anything, and he was powerless to stop it.

Si Jinhan gritted his teeth and said, "Don't you want to have a home?"

Shi Nan fell silent and stopped talking.

Si Jinhan followed closely and continued, "I'm sorry about my uncle and aunt, and I know you are very sad. You hate the Si family, my grandpa, and me, but this is not a reason for you to torture yourself!"

"Shi Nan, do you dare to say that you don't think about the word "home" at all? Because of this "hate", do you want to live aimlessly like a ghost, alone? ?”

"I can assure you that there will be no one in this world who loves you more than I do! One counts as one, and his ridiculous feelings like Qin Yuan's are nothing compared to mine! This statement is a bit of a lie, and Si Jinhan went out to let you Lightning strikes to death!"

"I have no choice. My name is Si Jinhan. I was born in the Si family. I have no choice but to do so! But this cannot be the reason for you to deny your heart again and again!"

"Shi Nan, the way you live now, you think it's revenge against me, what about your uncles and aunts? Is your current appearance what they want to see?!"

The last sentence was what Shi Nan didn't want to hear the most. The silence for so many days broke out at this moment. He pushed Si Jinhan away and said angrily, "Shut up!"

Si Jinhan was staggered by his push and was forced to let go of him. Seeing him furious at this moment, Si Jinhan couldn't help laughing, but this smile was uglier than crying.

"What's the matter? Poked you in the sore spot? Angry? Why? Because I told the truth."

He knew what the deepest barrier had always been between them, but he really didn't know how to break it.

He asked hurtfully, "Shi Nan, do you dare to say that you don't have the slightest feeling for me in your heart?"

He looked at Shi Nan, expecting to see an answer from Shi Nan's eyes.

Shi Nan's cheeks twitched, and he said coldly, "Let your mother be struck to death by lightning."

Shi Nan turned his head and walked out. The expression on Si Jinhan's face was uglier than crying. Zhou Pu, who had been watching this scene in the corner, stepped forward, looked at Shi Nan who was leaving hesitantly, and asked Si Jinhan, "Si Jinhan?" Boss, do you want to stop it?"

Si Jinhan sighed, and said helplessly, "No, just take the piano back."

This kid loves it.

Zhou Pu nodded, and called someone over to carefully transport the piano away, while Si Jinhan hurriedly chased him out.

Shi Nan got into the car by himself and waited for Si Jinhan.

He didn't know where this was in Qingcheng, and he didn't have the money to call a taxi, so he could only wait here with a sullen face for Si Jinhan to take him back from this ghostly place.

After Si Jinhan got into the car, he started the car. Shi Nan who was beside him asked, "Why don't you even have a cigarette in the car?"

All he found was a can of mints, and when he threw it, the cool breeze came between his teeth.

Si Jin replied with a cold face, "I quit smoking and drinking, and you quit me as soon as possible, and you are not allowed to touch those things again."

Smoking and drinking, these bad habits are becoming more and more common.

Shi Nan looked disobedient, turned his head to look out the window, and said in disbelief, "How did you quit? When you go out to socialize, how can you get away from smoking and drinking?"

The person next to me replied, "No one dares to force me to smoke and drink."

One sentence blocked all Shi Nan's doubts.

Shi Nan chuckled and stopped talking.

That's right, no one dared to force the young master of the Si family to smoke and drink. Not everyone is like him, who can't resist being forced to drink.

Si Jinhan seemed to have heard what was in his heart, and said, "From now on, no one will dare to force you to touch those things."

Shi Nan smiled and said nothing.

With his Si Jinhan's label on him, who would not have a good eye to provoke him.

The scenery outside the car window changes rapidly, and the streets are both familiar and unfamiliar.

This is... Yicheng?

Shi Nan didn't know how Si Jinhan brought him back when he was asleep, but his doubts were hidden in his heart and he didn't ask.

The car stopped in the yard, and there were two chubby rabbits playing on the lawn in the yard, one was a petite and lovely brown pet rabbit, and the other was a tall rabbit and a big earth cannon flower.

Da Hua courteously shows her affection to the little pet rabbit beside her, but when she sees Shi Nan get off the car, she rushes towards Shi Nan with grass in her mouth, arching Shi Nan's trousers.

Butler Wang looked at it with a smile. Seeing that the little pet rabbit had lost its playmate, he quickly squatted down and waved to the rabbit, "Julie, you're home."

Shi Nan leaned down and picked up his rabbit, "Dahua, you're getting fat again."

big flower,"……"

It also wants a foreign name.

Si Jinhan made the decision on his own to bring Shi Nan back. Seeing that there was no anger on Shi Nan's face, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief. He was about to introduce the little pet rabbit to Shi Nan, but saw Shi Nan hugging the big fat rabbit. The rabbit walked into the house without even looking at him.

Si Jinhan followed behind him lonely, and said to himself, "Nannan, that piano has already been brought back. Which room do you like? I'll have someone turn it into a piano room."

Shi Nan said without looking back, "I like my own home."

Si Jinhan was about to fight for something to say, but Shi Nan had already entered another guest room next to the master bedroom.

With a "click", Shi Nan locked the door in front of him, although he didn't say a word of dislike, but every movement was full of dissatisfaction with him.

Si Jinhan was turned away, and stood for a long time before knocking on the door bravely, "Nannan, you go to sleep in the master bedroom. I'll sleep in the guest room. The guest room hasn't been cleaned for a long time, and the quilt is damp."

Shi Nan didn't want to sleep in the same room with him, he had a way to open the door, but he didn't dare to make Shi Nan angry anymore.

He waited outside the door for a long time but did not get Shi Nan's reply, so he had to leave dejectedly.

He turned his head and went downstairs. It was getting late. Steward Wang was already checking the doors and windows. When he saw Si Jinhan coming downstairs, he quickly asked, "Master, it's so late, where are you going?"

Si Jinhan walked out carrying his coat, "Go to the cemetery."

Butler Wang said, "I'll accompany you."

Si Jinhan waved his hand and refused, "No need."

He left the villa alone.

Shi Nan didn't fall asleep, he sat on the bed in a daze, when he heard the sound of a car starting in the yard, he couldn't help getting up from the bed, walked to the bed, looked down, and saw a black Bentley leaving the villa, heading towards drive outside.

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In the middle of the night, Si Jinhan stood in front of Shi's father and Shi's mother's grave with two bouquets of flowers in his arms, and put down the two bouquets.

When he first came here, he would feel a strange emotion welling up in his heart, whether it was shame or remorse, he couldn't tell the difference, but after a long time, this feeling gradually faded away.

He sat in front of the tomb, looked at the two tombstones, and talked to himself.

"Can I call your parents?"

After finishing speaking, he smiled wryly, "Forget it, you probably feel disgusted, after all, I am Si Cheng's grandson."

"Uncle and aunt, is Xiao Nan's appearance what you want to see now? The little guy is stupid and single-minded. He thinks that torturing himself is revenge against the Si family and revenge against me. I can't understand him."

"I don't deny the mistakes I have made, I will regret it, and I will spend the rest of my life to atone for him. It doesn't matter if he doesn't like me all the time, I will always follow behind him."

"Uncle, aunt, please help that little fool, don't let him live in a muddle anymore..."

He really wants to live a good life with Shi Nan...

People who have always hated this kind of gloomy place, now frequently appear in the cemetery, talking to themselves in front of the two tombstones.

This is the only object he is crying to now...

Unknowingly fell asleep in the cemetery, and the damp and cold morning fog made him gradually wake up.

Si Jinhan opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was the morning light.

He left from Shi Nan's parents' grave, walked for a long time, and came to Si Cheng's grave.

He looked at the person in the small photo and forced a smile, which was extremely bitter.

He took out the silk scarf in his pocket and wiped the dust off the tombstone.

"Grandpa, I'm grateful for your kindness, but I also hate you..."

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