The president regretted after the poor little left

Si Jinhan didn't know whether to answer Shi Nan's question first, or call Qiu Fenghe quickly.

Shi Nan is willing to speak, does this prove that the illness is cured?

"Did you cook that meal in the morning?"

Shi Nan continued to ask him, Si Jinhan gritted his teeth and said, "Yes."

He thought that Shi Nan would continue to ask something, but in the end, Shi Nan just closed his eyes like that, as if it was just an insignificant chat.

After finally hearing Shi Nan's voice, how could Si Jinhan give up so easily, he helped Shi Nan to sit up, prevented Shi Nan from sleeping, and forced Shi Nan to look at him.

Meeting Shi Nan's gaze, he was at a loss for words again, he didn't know what to say, his cheeks moved for a long time and he couldn't utter a word.

Shi Nan looked at him quietly, and after a while, he said, "Did you come to ask me to do it again?"

Si Jinhan covered his mouth in despair, and said loudly, "No!"

Is this how he looks in Shi Nan's eyes?Is that the kind of thing that fills your head? !

Shi Nan looked at him anxiously, Si Jinhan hesitated for a long time, and said dryly, "Do you want to run an entertainment studio?"

Shi Nan's eyes were slightly closed, and he shook his head.

In no mood.

This answer was somewhat beyond Si Jinhan's expectations, and he asked again, "Then what about returning to the entertainment industry?"

Shi Nan still shook his head.

He said all the ways he thought of to please Shi Nan, but he only got one answer, he didn't want to.

He really didn't know what was going on, he said, "Then what do you want? Tell me, I'll do it."

There was never a time when he was more powerless than this moment. He thought that Shi Nan's willingness to speak was a sign of improvement, but now it seemed that he had only opened his mouth to speak.

He tried his best to please him, but to no avail.

Shi Nan lay back on the bed again, pulled the quilt over and covered himself, as if about to sleep again, Si Jinhan pulled off his quilt, and said angrily, "Don't sleep!"

How can we go on like this?

Shi Nan reluctantly opened his eyes, glanced at him lightly, and said in a soft voice, "I don't know..."

Si Jinhan frowned at such a thoughtless remark, and Si Jinhan took his hand, "Go, I'll take you to the hospital."

Shi Nan let him pull him up, and said calmly, "I'm not sick, I'm sober, I just...don't want to talk to you."

Si Jinhan's emotions suddenly soared, and he said loudly, "Why?!"

What do you mean you don't want to talk to him?For such a long time, just ignoring him?For such a long time, the so-called catering and obedience are just ignoring him? !

Shi Nan pulled his wrist out of his hand, curled up in the corner, bent his legs, lowered his head, and rested his forehead on his knees.

His voice was low and muffled.

"Why? I also want to ask why? Why are you still dissatisfied after being compliant in everything? Si Jinhan, what do you want? What do you want from me?"

"If I resist you, I will be dissatisfied. If I obey you, I will still be dissatisfied. When I tried my best to gain some space for myself, you tried my best to stop me. I finally achieved success, but you played it lightly." Ruined everything, I wanted to climb up and finally hit the ladder, but you let me miss the award and be the only one absent."

"Half a year may not be a big deal to you. I can be held at home by you every day to have fun. You are the same as before every day. You can still manage the company thousands of miles away. Your life is orderly. Everything Nothing has changed, but what about me? I have nothing, during that period of time, I know nothing except being fucked by you. "

"All my plans were disrupted, and you ruined me into a mess. I was decadent and wanted to live like that for the rest of my life, but you suddenly let me go free, and let me, who had no goals, return to my original life. Si Jinhan, is this your ridiculous compensation again?"

"I don't have much interest in the studio you mentioned. I never know when your volatile mood will explode and where your next move will be. I don't know if I will be able to make the studio flourish. At that time, there was no freedom again, and then everything returned to the original point."

Shi Nan didn't raise his head. He didn't know what Si Jinhan's expression was like. He said all the words he had suppressed for so long, and his heart felt much happier.

"Sometimes I wonder why I didn't die during the rejection reaction? If I died, wouldn't I have to live so aimlessly?"

"I want a stable life, whether I am alive or dead, I am not crazy now, but I don't know if I will be crazy in the future, Si Jinhan, your so-called love makes me feel unprecedented exhaustion."

"Although you are a few years older than me, I can't feel your maturity at all. You are like a child who will do anything to get candy. You are naive and have no bottom line."

He no longer cared whether these words would anger Si Jinhan again, he just wanted to confide all his current depression.

"If you came today and didn't ask me to do it, then go back, I'm a little sleepy."

There was no hysteria, and no blushing, but this kind of calmness was far more hurtful than those heart-piercing ones. Si Jinhan only felt that every time he took a breath, there was pain.

The room was quiet for a long time, and Shi Nan didn't know why Si Jinhan didn't speak, whether he was angry or was brewing some terrible thoughts again.

He raised his head to look, and what caught his eyes was Si Jinhan's magnified face.

Raising his head, the two of them were extremely close, breathing intertwined, and Si Jinhan was looking at him unblinkingly.

Shi Nan was stunned for a moment, "You..."

Before he finished speaking, Si Jinhan hugged him and held him in his arms.

Si Jinhan's voice was full of regret, "Nannan, I'm sorry..."

"I don't like it when you say I'm naive. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I go astray when I meet you? I don't want to bring you pain, but I just can't control my behavior."

He thought it was the protection of Shi Nan, as long as Shi Nan didn't get hurt anymore, and let Shi Nan be by his side, Shi Nan would be safe and sound. It wasn't until this moment that he knew that he was wrong. The protection he thought he had, It was just torture in Shi Nan's eyes.

He was just... frightened by the life and death again and again. He was really afraid that he would never see Shi Nan again. Nan died again, and he didn't know what was the point of living anymore...

He raised his wrist and showed Shi Nan the string of bodhi bracelets on his wrist, and a faint Zen fragrance emanated from the bracelet.

"Do you still remember when we went to X City to climb mountains? I met that monk, and he gave me this. If I tell you, you might think I'm dazed."

He smiled self-deprecatingly, "I made a wish to the Buddha, please be safe and sound, this has been done, but only this can be done."

He himself couldn't believe it, but he, who had always been so arrogant that he had no one in his eyes, actually started to fear the gods, and would kneel three times and kowtow nine times in front of the cold Buddha statue to fulfill his wish.

He hugged Shi Nan and said to himself, "I can't give up on you, and I can't stop loving you, Nan Nan, don't be afraid of me, if I do stupid things in the future, you just kick me twice , Slap me twice, whatever you want, to wake me up."

"I don't know what it's like for a normal person to fall in love. In the future, you can teach me, please..."

His nature is like this, he doesn't know what it's like to love someone, he only knows that he wants to be with Shi Nan, day and night...

Shi Nan looked at the string of bracelets on Si Jinhan's wrist, his eyes dimmed.

This kind of love, he really can't stand it...

Si Jinhan held Shi Nan in his arms and sat like this all night. Shi Nan lay in his arms and fell asleep unknowingly.

He patted Shi Nan on the back lightly, like coaxing a child.

How can Shi Nan cheer up again...

-

After Shi Nan woke up, the place in front of him completely changed, the room in front of him was a little dim, covered with strange lights.

There seemed to be music rippling in my ears.

Shi Nan's eyes gradually cleared up. The place where he was lying was soft, like a sofa. He looked sideways and saw the black belt.

He was lying on Si Jinhan's lap, and he struggled to get up. Si Jinhan realized that he was awake, and immediately supported him.

Si Jinhan asked softly, "Did you sleep well?"

Shi Nan shook his head and looked around.

This is where?bar?or where?

The dance floor, which should have been crowded with people, was empty, and there were only the two of them in the entire hall. The lights were changed to warm yellow, and the messy equipment on the stage was covered with flowers, leaving only one piano.

A woman in her 40s was sitting on the seat in an elegant long dress, and the melodious notes were composed under her fingertips.

The woman looks ordinary, but the moment she sits in front of the piano, it seems that she has received a layer of light, and her whole person has changed.

Shi Nan knew this woman, and she was also a well-known pianist in the industry.

"Where is this?" Shi Nan asked.

Si Jinhan smiled and said, "It's an unremarkable place, but it has been cleared, and there are only two of us left."

He pointed to the piano on the stage, "Do you want to try it? I asked my friends to get it. They all said that the sound of this piano is very good. Although I can't tell the difference, you should be able to hear it."

He kept staring at Shi Nan, trying to figure out what was in those eyes.

If possible, he wanted Shi Nan to return to that stage to try again, but in a short time, he couldn't do it, and Shi Nan might not even think about it.

He saw a little longing in Shi Nan's eyes, pointed to the piano, and said, "Want to try?"

Shi Nan hesitated, he lowered his head and looked at his fingers.

The fingertips moved instinctively a few times.

Shi Nan nodded, "Yes."

Si Jinhan's mouth curled into a faint smile.

It seems that the heart is not completely stagnant...