revenge in the name of love

The wind blows the fleeting years that are broken like flowers, and your smile is swaying, becoming the most beautiful embellishment in my life, watching the sky, the snow, and the deep shadows of the seasons.Heartbreaking love is real, only happiness is fake.The flowers that I once thought were perfect... Love is just a game set by fate.If waiting can be exchanged for a miracle, I would rather wait, even for a year, or for a lifetime!

"Brother...help me..." Her voice was a little unclear...

"Xun'er?" I slowly opened the bead curtain and walked towards the direction where the voice came from.

"Brother... why did you and mother abandon me?" I saw Xiao Xun'er sitting on the bed with tears all over her face, crying softly.

"Xun'er...Actually..." I wanted to explain, but I didn't know how to explain it.

"Brother... You said that loving me is fake, right?" She raised her head, staring at mine with watery eyes, as if she wanted to see through me.

"No! I really loved you!" I hurriedly explained.

"Loved...brother, you don't love me now?" She was stunned and smiled wryly.

"I...I don't know..."

"Brother...I will take away the person you love, as your punishment for violating our love..." She stood up and opened the closet, and I saw Feng Yixun was tied up in the closet, struggling constantly.

"Xun'er..." I watched her walk into the closet and closed the door with a smile.

"Xun'er!" I ran over in a hurry, opened the closet, and there was nothing in it.

"Xun'er! No!"

When I opened my eyes suddenly, it was still the same room, and the familiar rose fragrance made me feel at ease.Everything is a dream... I wiped the sweat from my forehead, looked at the time - 06:34, took a slow breath of relief, and prepared to go downstairs for breakfast.

"Ring Ling Ling..."

"Hey?"

"Feng Yuqing!"

"Miss Ling?" I asked jokingly, "Why are you calling when you have time?"

"I called to thank you." Ling Mengzhe was a little different today, with a calm tone, "I know everything about my brother, thank you very much."

"You're welcome." I casually flipped through the newspapers on the table.

"Yixun and I have also booked our air tickets."

"Well, when are you leaving?"

"tomorrow."

"……"tomorrow? !Tomorrow is the first day of the new year... Could it be that I can't even spend this year with Xun Er again?

"Why? Can't bear it?" Ling Mengzhe was a little foolish, "Feng Yuqing, you won't regret it?!"

"No, I'm just..." I retorted immediately, but I was a little speechless.

"However, I still don't understand why you have to send Yixun abroad?"

"You only know that the Xia family is doing serious business on the surface, but you don't know that they have some connection with the gang."

"what?"

"Don't worry, looking at Chengxi's appearance, he doesn't seem to know. The old man is very suspicious. Chengxi didn't enter the Xia family. The old man won't tell him." I stirred the coffee that the servant just brought, "Besides, Yu Zhe But the police! They can't stir up this muddy water."

"You mean," Ling Mengzhe's voice was firm and steady, "Xia Chengxuan!"

"..." I smiled and didn't make a sound.

"Okay, I understand this."

"Well, Ms. Ling, you are very smart. I am very relieved that he is by your side." I took a sip of coffee, and the sweetness was slightly bitter.

"Oh, yes," she was a little puzzled, "Yesterday I heard Yixun call and ask for some sleeping pills."

"Sleeping pills?"

"It should be for Qin Feng." She smiled, "I don't know what it is for."

"..."

"Okay, I still have something to do, hang up!"

Before I had time to say goodbye, there was a busy tone of "beep beep..." on the other side of the phone.

The recent work has already been overfulfilled. I have nothing to do in the living room and changed the station all afternoon.

Until the evening, when Xun'er and I made dinner with me obediently, I noticed that he was weird.

When toasting with Xun'er, I wiped my mouth with a square towel after drinking, and spit out most of the wine in my mouth.Even so, the sleeping pills had some effect on me, and my head started to feel dizzy, and my vision was a little blurry.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" He seemed to have noticed my strangeness.

"I don't know, my head...so dizzy" I held my forehead.

"Come on, let me help you go back to your room and rest!"

"En." Xun'er, if you want to act, I am willing to accompany you to complete the scene, even if the result is not what I want.

He carefully sent me back to the room.

"Xun'er... Xun'er..." I lay on the bed and yelled indiscriminately.

"I'm here!" I felt someone next to me talking to me.

"Did you... drug me?" I said weakly.

"No!" His voice was a little flustered.

"It seems..." I smiled wryly, "It's really you..."

"Feng Yuqing..."

"Woo... so sleepy..." I couldn't bear the heavy eyelids anymore, and fell into the darkness.

"Feng Yuqing...Feng Yuqing..." The voice in my ear became smaller and smaller, more and more floating.

I woke up in the morning and looked at my phone - 05:03, although it was very early, it was a rare good sleep.

Lying on the bed, thinking that today Xun'er is going to leave my side, leave the space under my control, and fly to France, I can't help feeling a twinge of pain in my heart.

I heard the sound of the door being opened and immediately closed my eyes.

"Feng Yuqing, I'm leaving."

"Feng Yuqing, you have taken care of the Feng family well in the past few years, I am very relieved to hand over the Feng family to you."

"Feng Yuqing, remember to be nice to her. I can tell that she really loves you! Don't treat her like you did to me."

"Feng Yuqing, actually...you are wrong, I don't hate you as much as you imagined, on the contrary, I don't hate you."

"Feng Yuqing, I will... give it back to you..."

"Feng Yuqing, forget me forever and ever! Forget Feng Yixun!"

Sometimes people who don't understand the essence are happy.And those who can pretend not to know the truth, not to understand the essence, are indeed happy.

I heard him closing the door, I heard luggage being dragged across the floor, I heard my heart breaking.

After a long time, I opened my eyes.Picking up the crescent-shaped necklace that Xun'er abandoned on the bedside table, she rubbed it gently in her hands.

The love that has been promised is better than the love that has not been promised. Once it is too far to pursue the promise.

"Young master, it's bad!" Uncle Zhong hurriedly ran into the room.

"What's wrong?" I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"Master, he's gone." Uncle Zhong looked at me blankly.

"I know." I clenched the necklace in my hand and squeezed out three words with difficulty.

"Young master... will he come back?" Uncle Zhong hesitated.

"I don't know..." I looked at Uncle Zhong in some confusion, and then said, "I really... don't know..."

The turmoil at the airport stopped after a while. People here have their own direction, take off in a hurry, land in a hurry, take away other people's stories, and leave their own memories.

Watching Xun Er and Meng Zhe say goodbye to a group of friends from a distance, the smile on his face is so lonely.

Watching the plane take off and draw a beautiful arc in the blue sky, I knew that I was completely separated from his world.

Xun'er, in fact, it's not scary to go out, but I'm afraid that if I go out, I don't know when I will come back.

Xun'er, if time is a circle, I look forward to meeting you at the other end of the circle.

In the evening, Chengxi called to tell me that they knew about Xun'er and asked me to come to Bart.

"Feng Yuqing," Qin Feng patted me on the shoulder mockingly, "I never expected that you really let Yixun go!"

"Why, you decided that I would tie him up forever?" I raised my eyebrows, picked up the wine in front of me, and drank it down.

"You..." Qin Feng's emotions were picked up to the extreme by me, he stood up from the sofa, pointed at me and yelled at me, "I thought you loved Yixun! Are you a fucking man?"

"Qin Feng, don't say a few words." Haoyue next to him carefully tugged at Qin Feng's sleeve.

"Hmph!" Qin Feng sat down unwillingly.

"Yuqing, let me ask a question..." Ling Yuzhe stopped the wine I was about to drink, "Have you ever loved him?"

"What's the use of saying this now?" I looked at him with a wry smile, "I'm probably a bird. I'm full of vigilance, and it's not easy to stay. So I keep flying."

"You've already arrived at the airport, why don't you go in and say goodbye to him?" Cheng Xi frowned and took a sip of brandy.

"Chengxi...do you know?" I held my forehead, "I heard everything he said this morning."

"..." The room was surprisingly quiet.

"He said he asked me to take good care of Chengxuan and the Feng family. He told me that he didn't hate me and told me to forget about him. He also..." I was the only one talking nonsense. Beyond that, only their breathing could be heard.

"Feng Yuqing..." Qin Feng calmed down a lot.

"I know, I hurt him so deeply that he didn't even have the energy to hate me."

"Actually, you are not as bad as you imagined!" Yu Zhe patted my shoulder.

"Yu Zhe...don't comfort me."

"I'm serious, if it weren't for your help, I wouldn't be able to make it happen with Chengxi." Yu Zhe looked worried, "Also, are you going to wait for him to come back?"

I nodded heavily.

"If you don't have the hope of getting married, how can you spend your whole life waiting for it?"

"But what if he doesn't come?"

"Waiting is a dedication to love, and there is no need for results."

"..."

"Feng Yuqing," Qin Feng snatched my wine, "Enough is enough, stop drinking!"

Xun'er, you will never see the time when I love you the most, because I only love you when I can't see you.In the same way, you will never see me when I am the loneliest, because I am the loneliest only when you cannot see me.

If I said goodbye to you at that time, would you be surprised, surprised by my frankness, surprised by my arrangement, surprised by my determination?Will you be shaken in the slightest, will you feel heartache for my letting go?

Let out a kite in my heart, even if we are separated for a long time, there will be a long line to communicate the rest of our hearts.Maybe one day, I will smile and see you come back.Perhaps, I will ask you to forget.I can't say I love you with that ugly, uncontrollable look.I would rather be silent from now on. ——Feng Yuqing