revenge in the name of love

We can't forget a person, often not because of how unforgettable the other person is, but because of how attached and persistent we are.Love is originally just a thought in one person's heart. When it is imposed on another person, it can no longer be controlled. When seeing him or thinking of him, the feeling will be doubled in the heart, and there will be lovesickness.

Love is sugar-coated, I swallow it whole and enjoy the illusion of momentary bliss.

The day after tomorrow, which is the first day of the Lunar New Year, I will leave. I will leave here with Meng Zhe, and leave the place of my pain. I think, before I leave, I should know the truth.

"Feng Yuqing," I walked into the study and watched him bury his head in his work as usual, "Can I ask you a question?"

"There's only one!" He didn't look up, but kept staring at the file.

"Tell me the ins and outs of your entry into Feng's house!" I said quietly.

"Are you still concerned about whether I am Feng Xuan's biological son?" He put down his pen and looked up at me.

"Yes!" I said casually, "After all, the Feng family belongs to the Feng family, and I always want to know whether you are qualified to inherit it."

"Feng Yixun," he smiled mockingly, with some insidiousness, "Why didn't I see how utilitarian you are before?"

"You just have to tell me!"

"Okay!" He stood up, but he didn't walk towards me. He just walked to the window, looked at the scenery outside, and said without emotion, "Before I entered Feng's house, I had a younger sister. You know, she It's called Xiao Xun'er. My mother married that man and played with us siblings for a long time, so my mother had no choice but to ask Fengxuan for help."

"And then?" I was a little impatient.

"Then, don't you know all about it?" He turned his head, without any warmth in his eyes, "My mother and I entered Feng's house."

"Then your sister..."

"Dead..." Feng Yuqing sighed, her eyes were full of anger, "Raped and killed by that man."

"..." I pursed my lips, "Then..."

"I'm bleeding..." He approached me and whispered in my ear, saying clearly and clearly, "It's not the blood of the Feng family!"

"Xiao Xun'er is father's own flesh and blood!" I tremblingly grabbed his collar and asked, "Isn't it!"

"Yes!"

"Why? Why?" I pushed him away like crazy, "Feng Yuqing! You are a devil! You left that house for yourself, and actually..."

"Why don't you ask Fengxuan! Your dear father, why did he let us into Feng's house!" Feng Yuqing sternly asked me, pointing to the photo of my father before he was alive in the study.

"..."

"Xun'er, you are as selfish as your father!" He approached me step by step, and I retreated step by step, his eyes were fierce until he cornered me, and he was unwilling to let me go, "Your father was Said, if mother did not give birth to a son, he would not be able to take us into Feng's house!"

"Impossible!" I grabbed my hair, and tears began to fill my entire cheeks. "It's impossible for Dad to say that! I don't believe it! I don't believe everything you say!"

"Huh!" Feng Yuqing roared, every word and every sentence he said was like a knife with eyes, every one was inserted into the softest part of my heart, I can only look at it Blood was dripping wantonly, and there was nothing I could do other than bear it, "Whether you believe it or not! This is the truth!"

"Get out! Get out!" I slid down against the wall and sat on the ground, screaming, "Get out!"

I heard the door slam shut and he left.I stayed in the study quietly, quiet and scary.I looked at my father's photo and murmured in a low voice: "Impossible! Impossible! Don't believe him! Don't believe him! He lied to you! How many times he lied to you! This time! He lied to you too!"

If God wants to destroy a person, he must first make him crazy, but why has God not destroyed me after I have been crazy for so long.

The wound is like me, a stubborn child who refuses to heal, because the heart is a warm and humid place for anything to grow.

The next day, I was arranging clothes in my room, and when I was looking through an old box, I suddenly saw a crescent-shaped necklace.

"Xun'er," Feng Yuqing dangled in front of my eyes, "Guess what I bought for you?"

"Brother!" I dropped the water gun in my hand, and waved my fat little hands in the air, "Show me quickly!"

Feng Yuqing handed me an exquisite box like magic: "Open it and have a look."

"Wow! It's so beautiful!" A transparent crescent-shaped necklace lay quietly in the box.

"Xun'er!" Feng Yuqing picked me up and sat on the recliner, "This is the first salary I got, I bought it for you, do you like it?"

"En! I like it!" I looked up at him, and found that he had the same necklace around his neck, "Huh? So my brother has one too!"

"Xun'er, we want to be together forever!" He helped me put it on, and placed a kiss on my forehead.

"En! Xun'er will be with my brother forever!" I touched the necklace around my neck and nodded heavily.

"Come on! Retractor!" He stretched out his slender fingers.

"Hanging the hook for 100 years must not be changed..."

Now, when I see this necklace again, what I feel in my heart is no longer the sweetness of the past, but pain.

In fact, there is no such thing as empathy in the world. If the needle does not pierce others, they will not know how painful it is.

I told Uncle Zhong to cook a table of his favorite dishes, poured two glasses of champagne, and waited for him to come to eat.

"Today is New Year's Eve." Seeing him sitting gracefully across from me, I panicked, "It's been a while since we sat down, and we had a good meal."

When people grow up, they understand that in life, there are always times when you need to lie, and when you lie, you must use a smile to cover up your guilt.

"Okay." He still kept his usual smile.

"Yesterday..." I lowered my head and apologized, "My attitude is not good..."

"It's okay," he replied indifferently, "I don't care."

"Brother, no matter what, these years I have been..." I know that lying will make a lie, as long as my plan is successful, this will be the last time I have dinner at home with him, "I have always regarded you as a relative Brother. Even if you are not father's biological son, I can't let go of the decades of brotherhood."

"You really think so?" He raised an eyebrow at me.

"kindness."

"Xun'er," after a long time, he raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "I'm very happy."

"Come on, let's finish this drink." I picked up the glass and clinked glasses with him as naturally as possible, "Just take it as a celebration and I want to open up."

"Okay!" Fortunately, everything...he did it.

I put a sleeping pill in his drink.

"Let's eat." I watched him finish the champagne in the glass in one breath, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Well," this is the first time he has brought food for me in the three years since we ate alone, "Come on, Xun'er, eat more."

"Okay." Who could know the bitterness in my heart.

After a while, the medicine started to kick in.

Feng Yuqing's eyes were blurred, and her body was a little weak.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

"I don't know, my head...so dizzy." He held his forehead.

"Come on, let me help you go back to your room and rest!"

"kindness."

Carefully send him back to the room and let him lie comfortably on the bed.

"Xun'er... Xun'er..." He yelled indiscriminately.

"I'm here!" I sat by his bed and answered.

"Did you... drug me?" He said weakly, but I really heard it.

"No!" I pretended to be calm.

"It seems..." He smiled brightly, just like when he was young, "It's really you..."

"Feng Yuqing..."

"Woo... so sleepy..." He slowly closed his eyes.

"Feng Yuqing?" I tentatively called his name, "Feng Yuqing?"

Confirming that he has fallen asleep, I breathed a sigh of relief,

Back in my room, I couldn't sleep all night, indeed!If you do something bad, you will be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door.I just tossed and turned on the bed restlessly, until the next day was dark.

After I finished washing, I sneaked into Feng Yuqing's room. He was still lying on the bed in the same position as last night. I put the necklace on the bedside table, sat by his bed, and caressed his delicate and stern facial features.

"Feng Yuqing, I'm leaving."

"Feng Yuqing, you have taken care of the Feng family well in the past few years, I am very relieved to hand over the Feng family to you."

"Feng Yuqing, remember to be nice to her. I can tell that she really loves you! Don't treat her like you did to me."

"Feng Yuqing, actually...you are wrong, I don't hate you as much as you imagined, on the contrary, I don't hate you."

"Feng Yuqing, I will... give it back to you..."

"Feng Yuqing, forget me forever and ever! Forget Feng Yixun!"

The sentimentality of no destination, no other shore, nowhere to escape, this is the sentimentality that comes from love but cannot go with love.

The first dream is that we are all asleep.In love, how many people ask themselves that it is [-]% true from beginning to end?Never groomed yourself and never lied?The three percent fake, just want to keep the other side forever.Wake up, your decision to leave has caused the tragedy of my life! ——Feng Yuqing