revenge in the name of love

Late at night, I always ask myself who I am next to my pillow.Who cares about yourself, who cares about yourself.The footsteps are in a hurry, like rain piercing the night, I didn't expect the moonlight to be quiet, and I am not alone anymore.As I grew older and suffered more trauma, I was afraid that I would not be able to bear the truth.Time will make you sober and ruthless.

He didn't say anything, leaving him alone in the room.

Don't worry, when I'm not around, he won't do anything out of line, you don't need to remind me, I know, Xun'er did those things, he was just acting for me, he was testing.To test whether I still have value, or what he called his presence in my heart.

He entered the study, looked at the scenery outside the window, and lit a cigarette.Take a slow breath, then let it out slowly.The smoke from the mouth appeared in front of my eyes along with the exhaled air.It moved its figure, dangled in front of my eyes, then floated up to the roof and disappeared.

"Feng Yuqing!"

"I will leave you!"

"Tell me, are we brothers or not?"

Xun'er's words kept circling in her mind, and under agitation, she lowered the cigarette butt and extinguished it vigorously on the window sill.The hot cigarette butt hit the cold window sill and made a "sizzling" sound.

"Master!"

"Why didn't you knock on the door!" Haoyue entered the study at some point.

"I knocked on the door, master, didn't you hear?" What?When did he knock on the door?How could I be so careless!

"Is there a problem?"

"Here's a letter, it's from you, young master." Haoyue handed me a letter, which was sealed with wax oil and a "Q" was stamped on it.

I scratched it off with a carving knife and asked casually, "Who sent it?"

"The letter was sent anonymously, and it just indicated that the recipient is you, young master."

I frowned subconsciously, and a bad feeling rose in my heart.

He opened the letter paper, which was collaged with printed words.

homosexuality, incest, death

"What is this?" I threw the stationery on the ground and said fiercely, "Three-line letter?"

"Master..." Haoyue bent down to pick up the letter paper on the ground, read the contents of the letter, and called me anxiously.

"Haoyue, go and investigate, I want to know who did it and what is the purpose."

"Yes, sir."

"Q? Huh!" I squinted and looked at the long-extinguished cigarette ash on the window sill, my eyes were full of coldness.

"Brother!" Her miserable cry lingered in her memory again. She couldn't be saved before, and she was lying on the old man's bed when she died.I will never allow this to happen again!Xun'er, I won't let you die, as long as I live!

Things didn't work out the way I expected.

"Haoyue," I put on my tie and looked at Haoyue who was dazed aside from the mirror.

"Master, I didn't hear what you said." He seemed taken aback.

"Haoyue, what's the matter with you recently?" I turned around and took the suit jacket from him.

"No, it's nothing..." He lowered his head, his bangs covering his expression.

"What's today's itinerary?" I tugged at the suit jacket I was already wearing.

"Today is the second young master's birthday." Hao Yue said quietly.

"Yeah..." I sighed.

Last year, on Xun’er’s birthday, I gave him a whip; the year before last, on Xun’er’s birthday, I gave him an iron chain; This huge cage.So what about this year?

"Haoyue, put off all work and schedules, I will stay at home today."

"Young master..." I could clearly see the worry in his eyes.

"Go down!"

"Yes..." Haoyue bit her lower lip, her eyes flickered slightly, and she exited the room.

I took off my suit jacket, pulled off my tie, and looked at myself in the mirror with a hint of sneer.Feng Yuqing, how many people and how many debts do you owe!How will you pay it back in your next life?

"Uncle Zhong," I went downstairs and sat in the living room, drinking coffee, "Today, I'm going to cook by myself."

"Master?" Uncle Zhong was very happy when he heard that.

"Okay, let's go down, and check by the way, is Xun'er awake?"

"Yes, I'll go right now."

I remember that he used to always ask me to cook for him, but I never cooked for him. I was overwhelmed by the great changes afterwards. Ever since I knew Xun’er died, I have been resisting being nice to him. I just I want his body, that's all!

"bell……"

So early?Who will come?

"Young Madam." The servant opened the door and said respectfully to those who came in.

"Yu, are you at home? Aren't you going to work today?"

"kindness."

"I heard that it's Yixun's birthday today, and my sister-in-law is here to celebrate his birthday, and..." She looked at me with those charming eyes and asked, "When will you come to pick me up to live here?"

"Why do you want to live here? Isn't your home much bigger than here?"

"But..." She covered my face, "This is your home after all, and your home is my home."

"..." I darkened my expression, "I see, it will take a few days, I've been a little busy recently."

"Okay!" Xia Chengxuan is indeed a smart woman, even though she knew about my relationship with Xun'er, she didn't say anything or threaten me once.

"Oh, by the way, Yu!" She handed me a letter, "I picked it up at your door, with your name written on it, it should be addressed to you!"

After I glanced at the envelope, I couldn't help frowning at the chic "Q".

"Yes, it's mine." I squeezed the letter, pretending to be relaxed.

I opened the envelope,

At the banquet, flirtatious blood appeared wantonly at the corner of her mouth, and she will never see the light of tomorrow. ——Q

What the hell is this? !banquet? !Did Q know that today is Xun'er's birthday? !

"Yu, where are we going to celebrate Yixun's birthday?"

"Just at home, I'll cook."

"..." Xia Chengxuan froze for a moment, then raised the corners of her mouth, "Okay, then I'll just wait to eat your husband's cooking!"

"Sister-in-law, are you here?" Hearing Xun'er's voice, I casually put the letter paper in my hand into my pocket, turned to look at him, against the sunlight, I could only see his outline clearly, not his facial features and facial features. expression.

"Yixun! Are you awake?" Her smile deepened, "Your brother said that today is your birthday, and I will prepare delicious food for you. I am looking forward to it!"

"Me too!" He walked down the stairs slowly, met my eyes, and said without a trace of emotion, "I look forward to it just like my birthday a few years ago!"

I ruffled his soft hair and stroked the dark circles under his eyes.

"Last night, didn't you sleep well?"

"Recently, I fell in love with painting. I painted very late, and then I had a dream." He avoided my touch and stopped looking at me.

Dream... Is it the dream of leaving again?Are you in the dream happy in the end?

I stopped by the River of Forgetfulness, looking at the emptiness of dreams every night, the time became very, very long.I picked up the brush to paint, and drew one after another, wondering if I could break the love in my heart by exhausting all the criss-crossing threads on the world's drawing paper.But I forgot that even a cold-blooded king with a heart as hard as a stone can't escape the throbbing of his heart and the arrangement of fate. ——Feng Yixun