revenge in the name of love

Uneasy youth, when I didn't know how to love, you came to my love story, thousands of favors, and heart-piercing pain are all experiences in life, fate is gone, but I dare not Love again, in the sky of fate, I can no longer find the right time and the right person who belong to me.The replacement between being and nothing is ruthless, so I have tasted all the sweetness and sorrow, but I have no expected happiness.

"May I ask who among you is Ling Yuzhe's family?"

"I'm his father!" Uncle Ling quickly walked up to the doctor who came out of the operating room, speaking with an unusually heavy voice.

"The patient was shot three times, and had stab wounds of varying degrees on the abdomen, back, and waist. Due to the patient's excessive blood loss and severe coma, our hospital decided to issue a critical illness notice. Please sign on this."

"..." Uncle Ling took the flimsy paper tremblingly, took out a pen from his shirt pocket, and slowly signed his name stroke by stroke as if holding tangible pressure.

After about half an hour, Yu Zhe was pushed out from the operating room.His body was covered with bandages, and the blood stained on the bandages could even be seen. His handsome and fair face looked pale and haggard, with various tubes inserted into his body, and an oxygen mask on his face.

"Yu Zhe? Yu Zhe! I'm Chengxi, look at me!"

"Brother... Brother, open your eyes! You said you wouldn't leave me behind! You can't!"

"You all give way, the patient needs to be transferred to the sterile ICO ward immediately."

Looking helplessly at the hospital bed, the lifeless man turned out to be Ling Yuzhe who was still alive and kicking a few days ago.

"Uncle Ling, you have to take good care of your body before you can take care of Yuzhe! I think he can't do without your support now." I supported Uncle Ling who was about to collapse due to the unbearable pain.

"En." Uncle Ling nodded, "Yixun, you should go back quickly, it's so late."

"Okay, I'll go back first, otherwise..." That man should kill someone!

Haoyue and I got into the car at the same time. Since there were no people on the road late at night, the atmosphere in the car was extremely awkward.

"Haoyue!"

"Master, what's the matter?"

"Actually, I think they're... pretty good."

"them?"

"Yu Zhe and Cheng Xi, at least they are connected to each other now. Unlike me..." The last three words are insignificant.

"Master, you..."

"Stop talking, I'm tired." I turned my head to look at the night scene outside the window.

"..."

When my love was just budding, everything was always pure and beautiful, but later, there were betrayals and lies.Everything is so perfect, I was intoxicated in that kind of perfection, but I forgot that perfection is a sin, as perfect as it is, it will be as painful.The real thing can be brutal sometimes.I never thought that I, who loved you deeply, gradually drifted away in the confidence of our love.When we first broke up, I kept thinking about how good the other party was, which would only make me sink, become more and more attached, and become more and more attached.And now...

"Master... Master?"

"En~~" I didn't know when I fell asleep, rubbed my sleepy eyes, got out of the car slowly, and opened the door.

"You still know how to come back!" Feng Yuqing glanced at me coldly, and I continued my slow shoe-changing project.

"Feng Yixun!" This is one of the few times Feng Yuqing called my full name....

"..." I didn't answer, nor did I look at him, and walked upstairs.

"It seems that you owe a lesson!" He blocked my way.

"I'm tired, get out of the way."

He didn't speak any more, his long bangs covered his expression.

For the first time, we let each other go without quarreling, without embarrassing each other's "mercy".

We always like to keep our words in our hearts, for the sake of dignity, and maybe for many stupid reasons.

Lying on the bed and meditating, I thought that as long as I pretended to live, I could pass it by quickly.However, there is another saying that there are always times in life when you can't pretend, but there are also moments in life when you can't pretend, so you have to think that you are not chic enough.

As is the case now.

In the morning, I went downstairs and saw Feng Yuqing eating breakfast. He waved to me and motioned me to come over for breakfast.

"I thought about it all night, and I decided to punish you!" Feng Yuqing gracefully smeared custard on the toast, and then tasted it slowly, "We haven't done it for a long time!"

"Who are we referring to? You and Xia Chengxuan or you and someone else?"

"Xun'er, I'm talking about you and me!"

"You're joking again!" I took a sip of milk, "President Feng, even if you don't go to the red-light district, there will be postings from all kinds of men and women! Do you still want everyone to take turns to receive favors?"

"You posted it yourself back then, now it's my turn to favor you!"

Just when I was about to talk back, my phone rang at this moment.

"Hello..." It was Chengxi.

"Yixun, Yu Zhe was pushed into the operating room just now, Qin Feng is operating on him, I'm afraid he..."

"I'll be right there!" After hanging up the phone, I was about to leave the restaurant when Feng Yuqing grabbed me.

"Do you think I'll let you out after last night?"

"Even if it wasn't for last night, I wouldn't be able to go out!" I raised my eyebrows, "Feng Yuqing, maybe in the mall, you can control whatever you want, but I am not a commodity, I am to you, to you. Anyone is fucking worthless, you know!"

I struggled to escape his clutches and drove hastily to the hospital.

"Seung Hee!" In just 8 hours, we all came back to the original point, and sometimes I really hate fate so much.Hate it for being cruel, hate it for being unscrupulous, hate it for being so useless!It's so simple that we, the group of people who want to break free from its palm, have done nothing again.

Chengxi raised his head, his swollen peach-like eyes were still dripping water, and he had thick dark circles under his eyes, telling me that he endured the torment in his heart and spent an anxious and irritable night.

There are always times in life when we cannot stop crying, only those who can awaken will understand the meaning of tears.

"Chengxi, it's all right! Qin Feng is the best surgeon, he'll be fine if he performs the surgery himself!" I hugged him and said, "Do you trust him?"

"If you don't believe in him, then what qualifications do you have to talk about love? If this can start all over again, then I would rather not meet him in the first place." He tightly grasped the corner of my clothes, like a lost stick Like a sweet child, at a loss, "Yu Zhe! Ling Yuzhe! Without you, I won't go anywhere! Please be good! Please..."

Children confidently believe in fairy tales and fantasies, while we smile and doubt, using our self-righteous vicissitudes.As everyone knows, our so-called reality is sometimes less fragile than fantasy reality.Every day, we have to learn to face reality. When we are frustrated and depressed, we must also embrace reality. Our worst enemy is reality. It is so powerful that people feel only unparalleled pain. We want to bear it, but as adults we have to bear it. ——Feng Yixun