revenge in the name of love

Every renunciation must be a sublimation, otherwise don't give up; every choice must be a sublimation, otherwise don't choose.Don't make promises, don't make oaths, promises are all without words!Can all those who give up be able to forget?Can all those who have loved remember it?

"Go home? Where? That place full of hatred? That home full of your love for Xiao Xun'er? That's your home! Damn it's not mine!"

"Enough! Feng Yixun! If you want to die, go die! But even if you die, I will let you never be reborn!" He looked at me angrily, "I will continue to torture you in hell!" Said After finishing, he turned and left, simply and decisively, without any hesitation,

"Yixun, how are you doing?" Xia Chengxi frowned, looking at me, his eyes were so complicated, so complicated that I almost couldn't recognize him, the person standing in front of me was actually that foolish man.

"Chengxi, let's...don't meet again, okay?" I slowly raised my head and looked at the man who raped me.

"Yixun? Why? Why? Aren't we good? Why?" He looked at me in disbelief, shook me, and questioned me, but I couldn't answer.Why?how could I know?There are so many reasons in the world, who can explain them one by one?

"Do you know how much my heart hurts?" The beautiful eyes that looked at her were filled with tears, and she put her hand on her chest, "Feng Yixun, I love you, I love you very much! Don't say such hurtful words anymore, okay I will take good care of you, even without Feng Yuqing and Fengshi, you can still live well with me, can't you?"

"Chengxi, do you know why you are in pain?" I looked at him and stroked his cheek, "The reason why people suffer is to pursue the wrong things. I fell in love with Feng Yuqing before, and he also said that I love you , now, you treat me like this, what can I, Feng Yixun, do? I can't stand it!"

I left on my own, leaving Xia Chengxi crying there alone, leaving the sky full of fire, leaving Feng Yixun's persistence.

I walked to the middle of the mountain, looked at Xia Chengxi's car, walked up, kissed the front of the car, said "I'm sorry" and walked towards another road, which is the grave of my parents and Aunt Lan.

Aunt Lan is Feng Yuqing's mother. Unlike other women, she approached my father only for money. It can be seen that they love each other very much.She also gets along very well with her mother, just like a sister.I remember one time, I angered my father, and he fined me not to leave the room for three days. It was Aunt Lan who picked a bouquet of roses from outside and secretly placed them in my room.Since then, my attitude towards her has also become intimate, and my mother specially rewarded me for this.Who would have known that the final outcome would be like this...

"Dad, Mom, Aunt Lan, I'm here to see you."

"Are you still blaming me? Now, I know I was wrong."

"I regret it, but my father said that there is no regret medicine in this world."

"I'm self-inflicted."

"Aunt Lan, I'm sorry, I can't be by his side. He now... has a very beautiful girl with a good family background by his side. I think he will... be very happy."

"Thank you, you told me, but, Aunt Lan, that theorem doesn't seem to happen to me..."

I never dared to tell others about this cold tombstone.The phone rang for a long time before I answered it slowly.

"Hey……"

"I'm Qin Feng, Yi Xun, what's wrong with you? The voice is weird..."

"No...it's nothing, it's just that I'm a little dizzy..."

"Where are you? I'll pick you up..."

"No... no need..."

"Hey...hey...Yixun...Yixun...talk...Yixun...

"..."

I was in a very dark room, and I couldn't get out after running for a long time.At that moment, I understood what helplessness is... I told myself that I must always forgive all sentient beings, no matter how bad they are, or even if they hurt me, I must let go in order to obtain true happiness.

On the other side, Xia Chengxi was driving home in a daze. On the way, he ran through several red lights and almost hit someone.After returning home, he didn't have a meal, and just perfunctory Xia Chengxuan, went upstairs to drink.

Looking at the night view outside the window, drinking sweet red wine is like chewing wax.The feeling of missing someone is like drinking a glass of cold water, and then condensing into tears one by one.Missing someone does not require words, but courage.When you look at the bustling people on the road and taste the loneliness alone; when you sit in a corner and feel the melancholy in your heart silently.You will feel how lonely it is to think of someone, how heartbroken it is to miss someone, and how cold the night of missing someone is.Missing someone may sometimes bring a smile to your face, but your heart will cry.Love is an inequality. No one can predict which end of the emotional balance will be heavier and which end will be lighter.But love is like this, if you don't have the courage to try, you are doomed to only accompany your lonely soul... Any beautiful but painful memories have become yesterday's movements.Focus on the memories of the past, toss and turn indulging in the joys and sorrows of the past that are already illusory and dreamy, and you will not see the powerful love grass reborn. Even if the sun, moon, and stars slip away from you, at least you still have a piece of sky .The wind after the rain is refreshing and melancholy. It can blow away the filth of the earth, but it cannot blow away your own lonely mood.The wind is bluer and lonely than the coastline, the rain is more humid and lonely than the clouds; Yixun, you are more distant and deserted than I imagined, and I think of you more often than I imagined... —— Xia Chengxi.