Weekly thoughts

"Son," Zhou's mother pushed the stupefied person, "what are you thinking?"

"No..." Zhou Zhou was just about to shake his head to prevaricate, when he looked up at Zhou Ma's concerned face, he suddenly thought of someone, MrsSu!Su Nian's aunt, the well-known big sister in the design industry, because of Su Nian's recommendation helped Zhou's mother a lot in her career, and the two new-age women quickly became close friends.

Zhou Zhou grabbed Zhou's mother's arm a little excitedly, and said, "Mom, quickly call Su Nian's aunt, she must know about Su Nian's situation."

"Son, Su misses him..."

"He knew I would be anxious if I didn't answer his call."

"He, probably won't call you again."

"Why?" Looking at his mother in doubt, a bad premonition came to his mind, and Zhou Zhou asked vigilantly, "Mom, what did you do to Su Nian?"

The corners of Zhou's mother's eyes twitched when she heard the words, and she said angrily, "What can Mom do to Su Nian, she didn't hit him or scold him! How can you talk to your mother!"

Zhou Zhou didn't believe it, he still stared into Zhou's mother's eyes, wishing to see the real thoughts in Zhou's mother's head with clairvoyant eyes.

Zhou's mother felt a little guilty after being stared at by Zhou Zhou, she hesitated for a while before saying: "Su miss him, call mom on the first night you go home, and ask if you got home safely."

"And then?" Zhou Zhou asked anxiously, feeling extremely nervous, afraid that he would hear some shocking and out-of-control conversation next.

"Then, mom told him," Zhou's mom glanced at the nervous Zhou Zhou, and suddenly she couldn't bear to look away, "Mom told him not to contact you anymore, you will transfer schools in the future, and you won't... ..”

"Why are you like this!" Zhou Zhou didn't want to listen to Zhou's mother's unfinished words at all, he felt that he was going to explode with anger!Angry at my mother's self-assertion, angry at myself like a little beast trapped in a cage and unable to do anything, and even more angry at that bastard man!People tell you not to call and not to contact again, why don't you just obediently do it!Uh, even though he can't get through on the phone, but, what's the matter with you turning off the phone and disappearing?I really plan to never see each other or owe him anything!

Zhou Zhou bit his lip, feeling that he was on the verge of going berserk.

"Son, don't blame mom, mom is doing it for your own good..."

"Get out! I don't want to talk to you!" It was the first time that someone who lost his temper spoke to the elders in such an aggressive tone.After finishing speaking, he curled up on the bed angrily and covered himself with the quilt, arched like a mini yurt.

"You!" The son who has always been obedient actually spoke to himself in such a tone. Zhou's mother couldn't accept such a contrast, "Why did your child become so tempered, and talk back to his mother for an outsider?"

"Su Nian is not an outsider!" Hearing Zhou Ma's words, Zhou Zhou jumped up from the bed, hugging the quilt, his eyes wide open and full of anger, like a little beast that has been invaded and resolutely defends its territory.

Zhou's mother was also a little angry, and wanted to reprimand her a few more words, but when she saw Zhou Zhou's red-eyed, aggrieved and stubborn appearance, she was so blocked that she couldn't speak a harsh word.Sighing, he stretched out his hand to touch the lock of hair on Zhou Zhou's head, and persuaded him patiently: "Mom did not do this properly, but there is no way in the world that would harm the parents of their own children, and there is a reason for Mom to do this .”

Zhou Zhou bowed his head and didn't speak.

"Mom knows that homosexuality is not a disease. Since you have identified this path, Mom will not force you to marry and have children. But Mom still hopes that your significant other is an ordinary child who can accompany you on your way. "

"Mom?" Zhou Zhou was pleasantly surprised when he heard the words. Is my mother letting go of the rhythm that he likes the same sex?

"Are you obsessed with Su Nian? The water in the Su family is very deep. How could such a family recognize homosexuality and accept you? You will definitely have many difficulties in getting together in the future. Mom asks you. Do Su Nian's family know about you?" ?”

Zhou Zhou thought for a while, and said uncertainly: "I'm not very clear, Su Nian said that he will take care of his family."

"..." Zhou's mother felt that she had sighed more times these days than in her previous life. Ever since she found out about Zhou Zhou, she had searched a lot of information on the Internet, and even called overseas psychologist friends. Consultation, after getting to know him in many ways, he is no longer so entangled with his son's homosexuality.But Zhou's mother was still worried, thinking that her precious son was pure and innocent, and if he really lived with a man in the future, maybe he would be wronged and suffer.

"Haven't you ever thought that Su Nian's family might not accept you?"

"But Su Nian said he would take care of it."

"You believe him that much?"

Thinking of the little things with Su Nian, Zhou Zhou's eyes are also much gentler.Why not trust him?That man who is gentle on the surface and indifferent in heart will carefully soothe his anxiety, take care of his emotions, and listen to his noisy muttering patiently... Maybe that man is unexpected for making so many exceptions for him.

"Mom, are you worried that Su Nian will bully me?"

Before waiting for Zhou Ma's answer, Zhou Zhou laughed on his own, tilted his head and thought for a while, and said, "That guy is really bad, he has a bad temper, and he doesn't have much patience. It's scary. Now, he also scolded me fiercely, um, beat me too..."

Zhou Zhou raised his eyes to see Zhou's mother's frowning eyebrows, and stuck out his tongue a little awkwardly, "Slapped my butt, um, not very hard, he just warned me to scare me."

It seemed that talking about Su Nian made Zhou Zhou feel a lot easier. He bent his legs and hugged him, with his chin resting on his knees, with a nostalgic and sweet expression on his face, "But, even when that guy is very angry, I won't be serious. I’m so scared. If he’s too aggressive, I’ll cry for him! Every time I cry, he panics and hugs me to coddle me. The previous severe look was like foam, and I poked it lightly It's completely broken."

"Little naughty!" Zhou's mother pinched Zhou Zhou's face angrily and amusedly after hearing what Zhou Zhou said, "But from what you said, he seems to care about you a lot."

"Of course!" Zhou Zhou tilted his head and pouted at Zhou's mother, "Hey, don't look at your son who is sometimes a bit stupid and can't do many things well, but I'm not stupid and I don't know the world, who is sincere? If you are nice to me, I will feel it too."

"Hey, like you and my dad have loved and loved me since we were young. Whether I want to eat boiled fish or braised pork, you will prepare it quickly. Even if you don't have all the ingredients at home, you will go to the nearby supermarket to buy them. Guaranteed There will be dishes I ordered on the dinner table. Dad is also like this. I casually said that I like a white BMW bike, and my dad bought it for me as a gift, but I only rode it once because of my poor balance. Back then A brand new bike should be growing hair in the garage by now."

"Of course mom and dad love you and will give you the best possible."

Zhou Zhou nodded, "Yes, you love me like this. Su Nian also loves me and spoils me and gives me the best, but at the same time he also cares about me. I like to sleep late in the morning and play computer games at night, but Su Nian will explicitly prohibit I stay up late. I usually eat and be lazy, and I don’t know how to cook or do housework. Su Nian will teach me how to cook simple meals with the washing machine. He said that when he is busy or not with me, he won’t worry about me If I can’t feed myself enough, then I don’t have to bother to order takeaway or eat unnutritious instant noodles.”

When it comes to cooking, Zhou Zhou said to Zhou's mother with a little pride in his tone: "I can cook a few dishes now, although they are all simple stir-fries with a difficulty level of half a star. Tomato scrambled eggs are delicious. As for my special dish, Su Nian praised me for its excellent cooking! Well, I originally wanted to show off in front of you when I got home this time..."

Thinking of what happened right after he got home, Zhou Zhou laughed at himself. Dad doesn't care about him at all now, he turns a blind eye to him, and he probably wouldn't eat what he made.After a pause, Zhou Zhou continued: "It doesn't matter. Later, when my cooking skills are better, I will cook for you what you two elders want to eat."

"...Okay." Zhou Ma nodded with a smile, but she had mixed feelings in her heart.Is the person in front of me who is hugging his knees and talking, with a sweet smile on his face, her well-behaved, shy son?She has always known that her son is sensible, but today, at this moment, she has seen something called maturity in this child who has always made her feel immature.

Zhou's mother was certainly pleased with her son's growth, but she couldn't help feeling sour. The son's growth was not by her side, but from another man.That man, changed his son, made it more outstanding, more dazzling.

"Hearing so much from you, mom knows that you get along very well, and he really treats you well, but mom also has to remind you that you are still too young. There is such a long road in the future, and there is still divorce between husband and wife. Yes, how can you two men last long?"

Mother Zhou loves her baby so much, how can she be willing to hurt her baby son a little bit.And there are too many ways to hurt people in this world, and the most hurtful and saddest thing is nothing but emotional hurt.

"There will be so many changes in the future, and you won't be able to get married. You don't even have a guarantee. How can you let your mother trust you to him? Son, do you have the heart to let your mother see you alone when your hair is gray?"

"..." Zhou Zhou was silent.He lowered his head and bit his lower lip hard where Mama Zhou couldn't see, feeling too much emotion in his heart.His mother, the mother who loves him the most, is still concerned about his happiness and his future at this moment.

But he... is using his mother's soft heart, using his mother's love for him, to force her to accept and force her to face the fact that he loves a man.He... is really unfilial...

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