Weekly thoughts

Zhou Zhou went back to his room and lay on the bed, thinking about grandma's words in his head.What is a relationship, and how to manage it?He doesn't understand.He likes Su Nian, and Su Nian also likes him. How long can such a simple liking last? Can they go on forever?

Tossing and turning on the bed can't erase the confusion and melancholy in my heart. I have heard and seen lovers breaking up due to various reasons. The relationship between a man and a woman is like this, so will the relationship between him and Su Nian be stronger or not? Even more vulnerable, will they break up one day?

Break up...Thinking of such a cold word, Zhou Zhou couldn't help but bury himself deeply in the soft quilt, as if this could drive away the coldness brought by those two words.Suddenly I feel very sad, just thinking that that person will treat others with the same gentleness makes my heart hurt and sad...Su Nian, Su Nian, Su Nian...I like you, I really like you, more than I imagined I still like you, want to be with you, stay together without breaking up, stay together for the rest of my life, okay? Okay?

He is very willful, ignorant, and needs to take care of many things. Will Su Nian feel bored and tired of him one day?That person is so good and handsome, and there are so many people who like him and have a crush on him, will Su Nian fall in love with someone else one day?How to get along between lovers so that there will be no day of separation, how to do...

It was the first time to like someone, the first taste of love, full of pure and simple liking, some words of grandma were a bit esoteric to him, Zhou Zhou, who was self-denying and restless for a long time, finally couldn't help calling Su Nian.

"Su Nian~" The voice was low and almost obscure, all the confusion and sadness just now were too heavy, and it needed gentle comfort from that person.

"I'm here." There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone before a deep voice came, one sentence, two simple words.Zhou Zhou couldn't help biting his fingers to barely hold back the sudden throbbing throbbing in his chest.The man understood him.I know he is sad.The person who called usually always gave a lazy or concise 'hmm', did you notice his hesitation today?

I'm here, I'm here, I'm here... an infinite loop full of lingering in my heart.What could be more important and reassuring than the word "I am" like a lover's guardian!

"I miss you." Zhou Zhou sniffled and said, with a coquettish tone that he didn't notice.

Su Nian chuckled, "I miss the baby too."

Zhou Zhou arched the pillow that had been squeezed and deformed by him, thinking that that person must be able to use magic, otherwise how could the nice voice make him blush unconsciously and his heart beating wildly like magic!There was another quiet silence on the other end of the phone, he knew that this was Su Nian waiting for his explanation, explaining his abnormality today.After hesitating for a while, she said pitifully, "Grandma said that love is so complicated. She said that the relationship between two people needs to be managed for a long time. It's so troublesome. I don't understand."

Su Nian on the other end raised her eyebrows, the kid called in the middle of the night, why was she so sad?Sighing lightly, the children in his family are too naive in terms of feelings, and they will be mentioned in the important schedule to teach them emphatically, "Zhou Zhou, between us, you only need to be responsible for loving me, and I will manage it. Huh?"

"Then, can we always, always be together?"

"Well, let's see how you behave."

"asshole!"

"Well, the bastard likes you."

"..." Aww~ I hung up the phone with a blushing face, rolled around on the bed a few times with a smirk, and reached out to touch my still hot cheeks. Sure enough, people who are in love are so strange, and a casual word from the other party will be surprisingly shocking Effect.This is the first time Su Nian said that he likes the word, is it a confession?Zhou Zhou looked at the group photos of the two on the mobile phone. In fact, what grandma said is not all correct. Maybe some relationships need to use small means to catch each other, but there are still some relationships that can really be together because of simple liking. Together forever!He can love with confidence and courage, because that person is Su Nian...

Su Nian hung up the phone and couldn't help but shook her head in a funny way. Sure enough, my little lover is still too young. The little children in other kindergartens know how to hold hands and kiss to talk about marriage. My own is obviously almost an adult and still ignorant got it.He sometimes wonders if Zhou Zhou thinks the two of them are playing a little love game.Just now when Zhou Zhou told him that the two of them were going to be together forever, he was so happy that he could see the moon when the clouds opened, thinking that this little guy with low EQ had finally opened up.Su Nian is actually not a person who likes to talk about love, but it is rare for a stupid little thing to take the initiative to ask for his promise. He doesn't mind saying that he likes the word. This is his confession and it is also given by him. Promise, a promise that is only intended to be given to one person in a lifetime.

Sneaking back to school secretly, Zhou Zhou ran to Su Nian's dormitory as soon as possible to surprise him, but he was not there, and the other three in the dormitory had already returned to school.Take out the special products in the suitcase and distribute them to Zhang Yang and the others, "Here, the special products from Russia, I personally escorted them here."

"Yo, thank you Zhou Er." Meng Qidi took his share and twirled it in his hand a few times, "What is this?"

"Russian specialty wine, nourishing the kidney."

"Huh? Kidney tonic?"

"Aren't you impotent and premature ejaculation, you need to treat it as soon as possible."

"I don't have that disease!"

"It's not good to avoid diseases and avoid medical treatment, and we don't discriminate against you."

"I repeat, I don't have that disease!" This question is too serious, and it concerns his dignity as a man. It must be clarified, and the facts must be returned to the truth.

"Brother Di, this wine is precious. I've been looking for it for a long time before I bought it! Don't waste it."

"...So, I still have to thank you?"

"Thank you, the key is to cure the disease."

Meng Qidi squeezed his fingers so loudly, wouldn't it be too cheap to just strangle this poor child to death?

Zhou Zhou hung up the phone, and followed the address Su Nian told him to the villa area in the suburbs of the city. The door was opened and he was dragged into the entrance before he could react. As soon as he opened his mouth to speak, he was pressed against the door panel, swallowing his voice.

Clenching his fingers tremblingly, he let the slight pain in his mouth rage.I have never seen him so eager before, this person has always been calm and calm, today, he is really a little crazy...

Gollum!

Ah!Su Nian let go of him with a chuckle, pinched his blushing little face, "Hungry? What would Zhou Zhou want to eat?"

Aww~ I slammed into Su Nian's chest in embarrassment and anger, it's too embarrassing!To actually growl with hunger at this time is too unpleasant.Zhou Zhou explained dully, "I haven't eaten since morning until now, that's why."

The little brain on Bulen Bulen's chest said, "I know."

"You know?" Know what?

"The baby misses me and forgets to sleep and eat."

narcissism!Zhou Zhou pursed his lips and muttered, "Do you dare to be more shameless!"

Su Nian leaned close to the little pink ear, and took a light bite, "I will try my best."

"..." Zhou Zhou suddenly remembered a slogan: only unexpected, nothing impossible.In fact, this sentence is also applicable to describe someone's shameless realm!

The two of them came back after dinner, and Zhou Zhou wandered around the house. This house was a gift from Su Nian's parents for his entrance into higher education. Because the suburban area is far away from the campus of H University in the urban area, Su Nian rarely came here. . "Are we staying here tonight?"

"Ah."

"But I don't have anything to wash up?"

"I'm ready."

get ready?Is this premeditated?After Zhou Zhou glanced at Su Nian, he walked into the bathroom of the master bedroom with interest, there were indeed pairs of supplies on the shelf.Grinding his teeth and staring at him, it was obviously a series of cute cartoons prepared for him. He turned his head and glared at someone leaning on the door frame, "I don't want it!"

"Here, I personally picked the one for you."

Hesitating for a second, "That's not necessary! I'm not a child, so I don't want such childish things!"

"Baby..."

Zhou Zhou struggled for Su Nian to stretch out his arm to hug him, "I'm not a baby, Su Nian, don't coax me like a kindergarten kid all the time, okay?"

"But the baby is still underage."

It's the tone of coaxing children like that again!Zhou Zhou writhed and struggled but was firmly held in his arms, angrily and urgently opened his mouth and bit Su Nian's arm, but let go when a sweet smell appeared in his mouth, both distressed and annoyed.The red blood overflowed, condensed into beads and then slipped down, Zhou Zhou frowned, carefully pressing the teeth marks.He himself didn't know what he was messing with, he obviously didn't want that person to treat him like a child, yet he acted childishly like that.Su Nian must think that he is weird and vexatious, and he will find him annoying or even bored like this.Zhou Zhou suddenly felt a little self-loathing.

Su Nian originally made this wicked joke to tease Zhou Zhou, but he didn't expect to annoy him.Although I didn't know how to touch Zhou Zhou's sensitive nerves, but I still need to coax him well first.But before he could open his mouth to coax people, the person in his arms had already gently struggled out, lowered his head and said, "I'm going back to school." After saying that, he turned around and left.

Su Nian was taken aback and hurriedly grabbed him, "What's wrong with you?" Didn't you just go back to school suddenly? Seeing this little boy is quite depressed.But no matter how much he coaxed Zhou Zhou to say nothing, he just kept repeating that he was going back to school.Su Nian lost all patience by the repeated meaningless questions and answers of the two, and became a little annoyed: "Go back! What the hell are you doing, talk to me properly!"

Zhou Zhou was frightened by Su Nian's low shout and looked up at him in a daze. He couldn't believe that Su Nian, who had always been gentle to him, would attack him. I was a little bit scared, my heart was spinning, and the pain was severe.Her big moist eyes were foggy, and tears were streaming down her face. The small red nose tip and small mouth looked so pitiful.

Su Nian felt distressed, pulled him into his arms and wiped away his tears rudely, "Are you still wronged?" It's okay not to say this, but when he said that, the person in his arms cried even more fiercely.Su Nian lost his temper completely this time, scolding was neither coaxing nor coaxing, there was really no other way.He never thought that one day there would be someone who would make him so helpless. If it was another person, he would have thrown him to a refugee area long ago and tortured him to death. However, the little thing in his arms was his little lover, whom he doted on. I love it, I can't bear to be beaten and I can't bear to scold, it's a little fierce, and people cry like this.

After crying, Zhou Zhou was carried back to the living room, this time he was obedient and huddled in Su Nian's arms quietly like a cat.

"Do not cry?"

Zhou Zhou felt a little embarrassed. He was a big boy who was making noise and crying like a woman.But I really can't control my emotions, I really care too much and love too much.

A strong person like Su Nian can't understand Zhou Zhou's little thoughts at all.If one of the couples in love is too good, the other will feel inferior or even uneasy.Even a sunny and confident person like Zhou Zhou is not exempt.Zhou Zhou didn't want Su Nian to think that he was childish, he was indulging in Su Nian's pampering, but he was afraid that one day that person would get bored and would not want to take care of him in every possible way.The deeper the relationship between the two, the more conflicted he felt, and the more sensitive Su Nian's coaxing tone was.

Zhou Zhou said a little awkwardly: "I don't usually cry so much, hey, actually I seldom cry."

Su Nian rubbed his hair, and gave a light 'um' indifferently.

In fact, Su Nian likes Zhou Zhou's character of crying and laughing whenever he wants, and Su Nian doesn't mind if he wants to make trouble.Su Nian felt that this kind of Zhou Zhou was very real, neither hypocritical nor contrived, ah, Zhou Zhou was shy and awkward only when facing him, his blushing appearance was very painful.The little guy was full of energy every day, as if he was fully charged. His heartless jumping around made him want to grab him and kiss him hard.Of course, Su Nian didn't know that although Zhou Zhou was sometimes in a daze, this child grew up with Zhou's mother since he was a child, and he was more or less tainted with the delicate and sensitive potential unique to women.He doesn't care about those who don't care, but he is sensitive and careful about those who care!

Zhou Zhou's arms around Su Nian's waist tightened, and after a while he asked sullenly, "Am I annoying, always asking you to take care of me and coax you?"

Su Nian smiled: "You are my person, it is only natural to take care of you, besides, if I don't coax you, who will I coax."

Zhou Zhou was a little blushed by the phrase 'you are mine', "However, in many novels it is said that the male protagonist takes special care of a certain person. They think they like each other, but when another protagonist appears Now, the male protagonist suddenly realizes that he takes care of someone not because of love, but maybe because of friendship and family affection.” Zhou Zhou raised his small face while speaking, “Su Nian, you take care of me so well and treat me so well, sometimes it’s like coaxing a child. Doting on me like a child, is it possible that you just treat me as a younger brother, but you don't actually like me like a lover?"

Su Nian raised her eyebrows threateningly and asked, "Do you think I'm the kind of stupid male protagonist who can't tell the difference?"

Zhou Zhou shook his head vigorously, "Of course you are not, na na, I am afraid that you will be confused by the person involved!"

"Tsk, sometimes I really want to pry open your little head to see what kind of mess is inside." Su Nian flicked Zhou Zhou's forehead and left a red mark, "The nonsense in the book you Remember clearly, why don’t you pay attention to what I said, huh?”

"what are you talking about?"

Su Nian sighed and reminded: "The phone call at your grandma's house." Pulling Zhou Zhou's cheek with his hand, "I said I like you. Zhou Zhou, I only say this to you. Last time you asked Will we be together forever? I can tell you now that you can’t leave.” Su Nian’s tone became a little indifferent, “Whether you like me or love me, Zhou Zhou treats me with It doesn't matter how deep the love is, but it's impossible to leave me! I don't have much patience, and the only tenderness I have is given to you. If you want something from me, you have to reciprocate it. You won't count as me for a lifetime deficit."

It was the first time Zhou Zhou saw Su Nian like this, and he thought, this might be the most real face of Su Nian under the layers of masks, indifferent and strong.He had instinctively guessed that this person was definitely not a kind person before, but now he didn't feel strange when he saw him, he just felt that he liked everything about Su Nian.What Su Nian said was domineering and powerful, but he only felt at ease and happy.

Zhou Zhou's little head was a little wild thinking about certain movie plots, "Tell me, if one day I empathize with someone else, will you also chop me into pieces and paste it on the wall?" This kind of domineering man is very ruthless and crazy.

"It's my incapacity to make you fall in love with others, so why kill you?" Su Nian paused, then said with a smile: "However, you can try to like others."

Zhou Zhou shivered inexplicably, and hid himself in Su Nian's arms, shaking his small body, "I just said it casually, don't get distracted. You dote on me so much that I would never abandon you."

Su Nian snorted and said, "I want to spoil you, but I'm afraid that if I spoil you to the sky, you will follow a cloud and drift away with the wind."

Zhou Zhou wrinkled his little nose, and said angrily, "I wouldn't do that." Thinking that a man like Su Nian treats him well, and only him, he couldn't help feeling sweet, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.Zhou Zhou has a very good temper. As long as he speaks out and his heart is open, this child will never be entangled in the previous things and make a fuss. It's all pretty straightforward.

Su Nian laughed at him, "I also said that I am not a child, I cry and laugh at the same time."

Zhou Zhou pouted: "You don't like it?"

Su Nian kissed the tip of his nose, "I like it. Of course I like the baby's true temperament." He smiled softly, "Here, it is said that people with true temperament are easy to support."

"You're messing with me again!" You bastard!

Su Nian saw that it was getting late, so she patted Zhou Zhou's butt, "Hey, I have to go back to school tomorrow, let's take a shower and sleep."

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