person oxidized by love

Ji Xinghui dreamed of grandma again today. At that time, grandma had just been diagnosed with lung cancer. He accompanied her to the hospital for an examination. While waiting for her number to be called, grandma said to him: "Grandma is actually nothing important, but I am afraid that no one will be there in the future." Take care of you."

Ji Xinghui was full of bitterness, he took grandma's hand and said everything would be fine.

Grandma patted the back of his hand: "Xiaobao, if there is someone you like, you must fight for it, don't be afraid."

Ji Xing pursed his lips back: "Don't worry about me."

"Actually, grandma knows that she hasn't given you good conditions all the time." Grandma looked a little sad, "but you have to know that you are the best child, don't underestimate yourself."

At that moment, Ji Xinghui had the illusion that his grandma saw through his inferiority complex and cowardice in his relationship. He lowered his eyes and agreed hard: "I know."

But there was only one ridiculous one-night stand between him and Zhou Keyun, and he didn't even see him when he woke up in the morning.

So after getting married, Ji Xinghui occasionally woke up earlier than Zhou Keyun, and he would secretly look at his sleeping face.Zhou Keyun has a handsome face that everyone will like, with deep eyebrows, a straight nose bridge and a very delicate tip.Ji Xinghui likes the peak of his lips, the curve is just right, and it looks soft.

But he's always just watching.

Today when Ji Xinghui woke up, Zhou Keyun was still sleeping. He is used to lying flat and sleeps very well.

Ji Xing moved his body back, leaned closer, then stretched out his hand, and did what he always wanted to do. He touched the tip of Zhou Keyun's nose with his fingertips, then moved to his lips, and nodded lightly.

Zhou Keyun's lips were very soft, and every time he kissed, Ji Xinghui felt that he was sinking in.

Ji Xing looked back at him for a long time, until his eyes became sour, and he still feels vain.

Zhou Keyun's eyelashes trembled, and then he opened his eyes. He looked at Ji Xinghui and said, "Are you awake?"

The curtains here are not as good as the blackout at home, and the thin layer is illuminated by the sun.

Ji Xing nodded back and sat up, feeling his back ache for a moment.Only now did he see clearly the furnishing of the room. The furniture was all made of wood, probably in order to be close to the temperament of the cabin, so the polishing was not fine, and it looked rough and primitive.

The clothes I took off last night were still thrown on the ground, and one of them was stuck on the sofa, which made people blush.

Zhou Keyun didn't have the habit of staying in bed. He got up and got out of bed, walked around to Ji Xinghui's side, and asked him, "How is your body? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Ji Xing shook his head back: "It's okay."

They did it again last night, and Ji Xinghui could still recall the feeling of being on the cusp of the emotional wave. After the love affair after the real exchange of hearts, the psychological pleasure overshadowed the physical one.

Ji Xinghui still remembered that Zhou Keyun kissed his earlobe, called his name in a low voice, and told him he liked it.

Ji Xing got out of bed, his legs were still weak the moment his feet touched the ground, Zhou Keyun grabbed him, half supported and half hugged him, and led him into the bathroom.

Ji Xinghui stood between the sink and Zhou Keyun, his waist was wrapped around him, and there was barely a fulcrum.The bottle that was upside down on the sink hadn't been lifted up yet, it was because Ji Xinghui couldn't stand it last night and knocked it down with a random sweep of his hand.

Zhou Keyun took a towel and wiped his face carefully: "We'll go back after washing up."

Ji Xing asked him back: "Can I go back and sleep again?"

"That's your home too, you can do whatever you want." Zhou Keyun said patiently.

The driver came to take them back to the mountain villa in Xishan. Zhou Keyun's bedroom was on the second floor. It was cleaned very clean, and the quilt and mattress were very soft.

Ji Xinghui didn't sleep long at all last night. He changed into his pajamas and went to bed, and fell asleep almost as soon as he touched the pillow.

After sleeping until the afternoon, I wake up in a daze, and I can't figure out what night it is for a moment.There is no one around, so I feel a little lonely for no reason.

Ji Xing turned on his phone after waking up, only to see Zhou Keyun's message.

"Ke Yun: I have something to do in the company. If I go to the city, I shouldn't come back for dinner."

After Ji Xing replied to him, he saw Lin Ruoheng's message again, "Xiao Xinghui, are you still in Xishan? Do you want to have dinner together tonight?"

He agreed, and sent Zhou Keyun another message: "Lin Ruoheng is looking for me for dinner tonight."

Zhou Keyun replied quickly: "I took the driver away, let Uncle He drive you."

After a while, another message popped up: "Go home before ten o'clock."

Ji Xing turned around and smiled, and sent a cute emoji.

The address Lin Ruoheng gave was a membership-only private restaurant, which was relatively close to the Xishan Scenic Area.Uncle He left the number with Ji Xinghui and asked him to notify him in advance when he returned.

After entering the box, Lin Ruoheng was already there, and he greeted Ji Xinghui with a smile on his face: "Xiao Xinghui, good evening."

After speaking, he stretched his neck and looked out the door, and asked in a low voice, "Is Mr. Zhou not here?"

"I didn't come, didn't I have dinner with you?" Ji Xinghui was a little strange.

"He is so possessive of you, of course I'm afraid." Lin Ruoheng said with a smile.

"Is there?" Ji Xinghui rubbed his neck in embarrassment, "It's okay."

"Fortunately, I'm just a Beta. If I were an Alpha, Mr. Zhou would definitely not let you eat with me alone." Lin Ruoheng pushed the menu to him, "Let's see what to eat."

"I was really taken aback yesterday." Lin Ruoheng said with lingering fear, "Meeting the patron's father outside is as scary as meeting the boss by accident."

Ji Xing smiled back: "He is very nice."

"That's different." Lin Ruoheng shrugged, "Speaking of which, how did you two know each other?"

"We are old classmates." Ji Xinghui said honestly.

"Wow, are you guys first love? Campus love? It's so romantic." Lin Ruoheng immediately stared.

Ji Xinghui was a little embarrassed, thought for a while and said, "In fact, we only recently started dating."

"It's also very good. Reunion gives birth to love, and lovers will eventually get married." Lin Ruoheng said very sincerely.

Talking to Lin Ruoheng was relaxing, Ji Xinghui took a sip of the green plum wine in the shop, it tasted sweet and sour, mixed with a faint fruity aroma.

"Actually, I still can't believe it now." Ji Xinghui looked down at the cup in his hand, "So he really likes me."

Lin Ruoheng asked patiently: "Why can't you believe it?"

"Do you understand, there is a big gap between the two of us, I can't give him anything of value, and I don't think I have anything to like about myself."

These words touched Lin Ruoheng's mind. He was silent for a while before he said: "I was fat when I was a child. How fat was it? I was nicknamed "Fatty" when I was a child. When I was in college, I fell in love with it. A person, for her diet, weight loss, made a lot of effort. I didn't expect that once I lost weight, I became very handsome, and there were many more suitors. Everyone said that I succeeded in counterattack, but they didn't know. At that time, my heart Still an unhappy fat man."

"Even now, I still haven't gotten rid of the shadow of obesity. The impact of this incident is that I have become a very unconfident person." Lin Ruoheng smiled bitterly, "Now I also have a person I like very much. But I dare not expect him to like me."

"No, you're fine." Ji Xing frowned.

Lin Ruoheng just smiled, his smile is very contagious, it looks like it will make people feel warm.

"This is what I want to say to you, Xinghui. I don't think love is a scale. It can't be measured by value. As your friend, I think you are very good. He is your lover. I think you in his eyes It must be better."

"It's easier to feel inferior if you like it too much, but those who love you definitely don't want to bring about such consequences." Lin Ruoheng blinked at him, "Don't be unconfident, maybe Mr. Zhou has even lower self-esteem than you."

In the past, Ji Xinghui lost too many opportunities because of cowardice, but now it's hard to see what is happening, and what he should cherish is the present moment.

Grandma told him not to underestimate himself, Lin Ruoheng told him not to be unconfident, Ji Xinghui took all these kind words of advice seriously.

Finally, after dinner, Ji Xinghui went out with Lin Ruoheng, and he said softly, "I don't know if this is a suggestion, but Ruoheng, as you said, I think you should be more confident. I always regret it, if I had been braver back then, the two of us would not have had to take so many detours."

"Thank you for your suggestion, but my situation is special." Lin Ruoheng patted him on the shoulder and said with a smile, "Live a good life, if you can, please speak well of me in front of Mr. Zhou, I really want to be with them for a long time cooperating."

After Ji Xinghui finished chatting with Lin Ruoheng, he walked to the side of the car and opened the door. Zhou Keyun was sitting inside.

Ji Xinghui said in surprise, "Why are you here?"

"I'm done, I'll take you home." Zhou Keyun replied briefly.

"I just missed you." Ji Xinghui said frankly.

Zhou Keyun's expression became a little surprised, as if he didn't expect Ji Xinghui to say that, and he couldn't answer the words for a while.

Ji Xinghui quickly recalled the details of the relationship between the two of them in the past, and he realized that maybe it was just like what Lin Ruoheng said, Zhou Keyun was as unconfident as him.

He should show love more.

"Thank you for coming to pick me up. I'm so happy." Ji Xing smiled back, leaned forward and kissed the corner of Zhou Keyun's mouth.