person oxidized by love

The piano recital sounded so far away, and the unused ticket was still in Ji Xinghui's book, which had faded long ago.

During the few minutes they were silent, Ji Xinghui suddenly realized that he hadn't rethought why Yi Jin gave him this ticket back then.

He once thought that Yi Jin was fulfilling his wish and gave him his ticket.

But all of this is based on the fact that Zhou Keyun likes Yi Jin.

At this moment, Ji Xinghui felt as if he could not breathe. He opened his eyes, and tears suddenly rolled down his face. He could hardly speak, his lips trembled uncontrollably.

"Is it me who you were waiting for that day?"

Ji Xing only had this sentence in his head, but when it reached his mouth, it was blocked again. He was breathing hard, trying to get the words out.

Zhou Keyun stretched out his hand to touch Ji Xinghui's face, his eyes looked so sad, he seemed to hear what Ji Xinghui couldn't say.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, but you didn't come."

"Ji Xinghui, did you hate me at that time?"

Ji Xinghui kept shaking his head, and Zhou Keyun's fingers were wet with tears. He was really uncomfortable and felt pain at the same time.

"I like you, I've always liked you." Ji Xinghui finally found his voice, he looked so wronged, he raised his arms and covered his eyes with them.

Because of his low self-esteem and excess self-esteem due to low self-esteem, he would rather let the opportunity expire than dare to muster up the courage to try.

Zhou Keyun hugged Ji Xinghui a bit forcefully, the anger he had just dissipated completely, he even blamed himself, he was always making Ji Xinghui cry, he made up his mind early on to protect him, to love him hard Him, don't let him feel sad again.

Ji Xinghui cried a little out of breath, closed his eyes, and said "I'm sorry" to Zhou Keyun.

Zhou Keyun felt very sad in his heart, he patted Ji Xinghui on the back lightly, and said in the most gentle voice: "I don't blame you, Xinghui, I'm sorry, I was a jerk at that time, but I actually liked you, but I didn't want to. Admit it. How can I have the face to blame you for not coming? I am not good to you. "

Ji Xinghui shook his head vigorously, the images of the past flooded in like a tide, and they took too many wrong forks in the road.Ji Xinghui used to feel that his secret love was long and bitter, but Zhou Keyun's questioning today made him understand that in such a long ten years, Zhou Keyun might also be trapped in that afternoon of missed appointments like him, unable to find a exit.

Thousands of words congealed in his throat, and speaking seemed to be torture. Ji Xinghui had a crying face, choked up, and his heart was cut like a knife: "I love you, I love you."

Something hot and humid fell down and landed on Ji Xinghui's cheek.Zhou Keyun's eyes were red, the veins on his neck were stretched, and his ears seemed to be buzzing.

"It's not too late, it's not too late, right?" Zhou Keyun lowered his eyes, held Ji Xinghui's face in his arms, and kissed him lightly.

On the day of the piano recital, Zhou Keyun drove from Xiting to Xinggang by himself. The summer wind was hot, which was very similar to his mood.

How much did he expect at that time?He was wearing a white suit and a black collar flower. He was well-dressed, and there was a bouquet of flowers in the back seat.

After the recital ended, the audience poured out from the exit, and Zhou Keyun just woke up like a dream. He felt like a well-dressed clown, looking so ridiculous.So he got up, went back to the parking lot, and threw the flowers in the trash.

He was straightforward, he thought he really had no regrets.

The kiss stopped Ji Xinghui's tears, and they hugged each other, covering themselves quietly, with the same heavy thoughts mixed with them.

Zhou Keyun pursed his lips, the grievances from that day surfaced.

"I brought you flowers, but you didn't come."

"I'll make excuses for you while I'm waiting for you, thinking that you can't come because of a temporary business."

Zhou Keyun's voice was very soft, like the ignorant boy back then.

"I actually went that day." Ji Xinghui stretched out his hand and touched Zhou Keyun's ear.

"But I'm a coward. I thought I wasn't the one you were waiting for." Ji Xinghui smiled wryly, "So I got cold feet."

Zhou Keyun grabbed his hand and took a deep breath.

"That's okay, at least you are willing to come." Zhou Keyun smiled suddenly, "I really have hated you for a long time. But it's useless to hold grudges, you always hide from me."

Ji Xinghui hid his face in Zhou Keyun's arms, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid you will know that I like you. I've always been scared. I don't want to be like this."

Zhou Keyun asked patiently: "Are you afraid that I will reject you?"

"I don't know. I know there is a big gap between us. When you told me you were going to get married, I thought I was crazy." Ji Xing smiled wryly, "I still can't believe it until now, so you like me."

Zhou Keyun stroked his hair, he was much more relaxed and honest now: "Me too, in fact, I lied from the beginning, there are not so many reasons to get married, I just want you by my side."

Ji Xinghui raised his head, the end of his eyes and the tip of his nose were red, he didn't know why they were both so clumsy.

"That day in the cemetery, you asked me why I chose you. I was afraid that you would see my selfishness, so I gave a lot of irrelevant reasons." Zhou Keyun sighed.

"Actually, I haven't finished the last reason, but it is the most important one. Ji Xinghui, because you are a Beta, so my heart for you is not mixed with pheromone. My parents are the most traditional Alpha and Omega, They are naturally attracted to each other, but my father clearly knows that his wife doesn't love him, and the occasional dependence and admiration are just caused by pheromones."

"This makes me hate the mutual attraction between pheromones. It doesn't mean anything." Zhou Keyun said, "Later, my grandfather arranged a blind date for me. The pheromones of the other party were very compatible with me. There were a few moments that were really like love. But I will always think of you at that time, in fact, we don't have much to remember together, I always feel bored when I think about it, but I just can't forget it."

"Actually, I also resented why you were just a Beta later. For a while, I couldn't do anything about you." Zhou Keyun sighed, "If you were an Omega, I could mark you after you got married, so that you could only be estrous with me for the rest of your life. But you are a Beta, just like you don't know that the whole room is full of my pheromones, you will not be affected, this has become my one-man show."

Ji Xing had mixed feelings in his heart. He took Zhou Keyun's hand and guided him to hold his chest.

Ji Xinghui's heartbeat was a little out of balance. He looked seriously into Zhou Keyun's eyes and said, "I am Beta, so my heartbeat at this moment has nothing to do with pheromones, but only with you."

Speaking:

It is much more difficult to write that they are honest than that they are silent >_<