What kind of bad thoughts can the monitor have?

The sun sank completely, leaving a bloody band of light in the western sky.

Lu Xiulin's expression quickly returned to normal after the brief accident.Avoiding Heizi and Jizhun with a tall and straight figure, he walked slowly to Su Hao's tomb, bent down and carefully put down the bunch of irises.

In addition to the indelible tenderness in his eyes staring at the tombstone, there is also an indelible attachment engraved in the bone marrow.It was like a person who was deeply in love with him, standing in front of him at this moment.

For a moment, Ji Zhun felt that this look looked very familiar.When he realized that such eyes also appeared in Tan Jingyang's eyes looking at him, his heart skipped a beat.

Suddenly I remembered Wang Da's words, eyes can't lie.

"I let you find it." Heizi sneered, "Look at what the old man in the cemetery said? I gave him two bottles of good wine for nothing."

Lu Xiulin didn't speak, just raised his hand and stroked the cold stone tablet gently.His eyes stretched, as if he was staring, and seemed to be caught in some kind of memory.

"How is it, Boss Lu? Does Su Hao still look the same as before?" Heizi's gravel-like voice was blown in the wind, and there was hatred in his smile, as if a knife had been cut.

Lu Xiulin frowned uncontrollably, the hand touching the tombstone stopped suddenly, and in the next second, he suddenly grabbed the edge of the stone tablet, as if trying to grab something by force.

"He is in my heart and will always be the same as before." Lu Xiulin closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and only opened his eyes again when his breathing calmed down.

He looked at Su Hao's photo and said calmly, "I know you have something to tell me, but today I'm here to see Xiao Hao."

Heizi sneered, gritted his teeth and nodded, "You should take a good look at him, and see how a man who was once a living man was trampled by you step by step to get here." He gritted his back molars, and his eyes "If it wasn't for you, maybe Su Hao would have a family and start a business by now, and it was you who turned him into a homosexual!"

Having said this, Heizi pointed his hand at the tombstone with scarlet eyes: "And this is the end! Lu, are you satisfied now?!"

Ji Zhun's face turned pale, and he turned his head stiffly to look at Su Hao on the tombstone again, only to feel that a basin of cold water poured him from head to toe all at once, making him The brain that had just had some fever was completely awake again.

Last night, Tan Jingyang's gentle and restrained questioning, medicinal wine mixed with the fragrance of brandy washing powder, the firm touch on the tailbone, and the dream that made people blush and heartbeat in the early morning, all quickly intertwined into a black and white photo at this moment, He looked at Ji Zhun's soul coldly.

in case……

So, this is the end?

"Ah."

In the night, Lu Xiulin suddenly let out a low laugh.

Holding on to the tombstone, he stood up slowly, turned around and looked at Heizi, his bloodshot eyes were full of hostility.

"Do you really think his death has nothing to do with you?" Lu Xiulin's lips raised a playful arc, "In the eyes of you people, homosexuality is a disease, a pervert, and it will not end well. You take one bite for his own good. , but between the lines are full of prejudice and malice against him..."

After speaking, Lu Xiulin's voice became hoarse.

He shook his head and sighed in the silent cemetery with red eyes: "Every one of us has stabbed a knife in Su Hao's body, using our self-righteous correctness..."

"Fart your mother!" Heizi grabbed Lu Xiulin by the collar of his shirt and lifted him up, "It's because of you! You killed him! You left him behind and let him face everything alone! face……"

"Facing what? Go on." Lu Xiulin, who was held by the collar, stared at Heizi coldly, "Facing the malice of you people? Don't you really know? Or don't you dare to face it at all, and finally put all Blame it all on me, so I can ask for peace of mind?"

"you!"

"Yes... I admit that I inserted the knife on his chest, but do you dare to admit it? Huh?! You, and them! Do you fucking dare to admit it?!!!"

Lu Xiulin violently swung a fist and slammed Heizi's face hard.

Heizi snorted, squatted down covering his face, nosebleeds flowed out from between his fingers in an instant.

Lu Xiulin went completely crazy, roaring wantonly in the cemetery like a trapped beast with a wounded head.

"You, me, we are all murderers! Cut Su Hao to pieces, and said it's fucking love... We should all be damned! Damn it!"

Suddenly, his tearing sound stopped abruptly, and then his whole body collapsed like a marionette.

"Oh, by the way, you still have to hurry up and go through the procedures in the game hall." Lu Xiulin's expression changed from madness to abnormal calm in an instant, "Chu Shulan's parents have been forcing her to have a relationship with a child from an agency recently." Blind date, she is waiting for you."

"Your surname is Lu...you are a fucking lunatic!" Heizi panted heavily, wishing he could rush up and chop Lu Xiulin into pieces.

Lu Xiulin looked back at Su Hao on the tombstone again, and gently lowered his voice: "Xiao Hao, I will come to see you again in two days."

After speaking, he patted the dust on his suit, and waved at Heizi without looking back: "Waiting for your news."

"You're fucking dreaming!"

The words were forced out word by word by Heizi from between his teeth.

Lu Xiulin's back paused, and then he walked straight down the mountain.

"I have a lot of ways, if you don't believe me, try it."

……

On the return journey, neither Jizhun nor Heizi was in the mood to speak first.

Ji Zhun glanced at the ball of paper stuck in Heizi's nose, took out another roll of toilet paper from his pocket, and handed it to him: "Change it to another one, yours is soaked."

Heizi took out the ball of paper and threw it aside, looked forward and said, "It's okay, I'm all fucked up." After speaking, he pressed the lighter, "Naonao, light a cigarette for my brother."

Ji Zhun nodded, took out a cigarette and stuffed it into Heizi's mouth, then took the lighter to help him light the fire, then licked his lips and said, "Are... are you okay?"

Heizi tightened his grip on the steering wheel, and replied in a muffled voice, "Yes."

Ji Zhun reached out to turn off the storytelling on the radio, and played with the cigarette case in his hand with eyes half down.

"Brother, in fact, Lu Xiulin..." Jizhun glanced at Heizi's face, and after seeing that he didn't intend to interrupt him, he continued to say cautiously, "I should like Su Hao brother very much. The most difficult thing for Hao brother There may be other reasons for the disappearance of time." He paused, "There may be a misunderstanding, do you want to sit down and talk about it?"

"Xiao Hao is gone, what's the point of talking about it now?" Heizi smiled wryly, took a deep breath between his cigarettes, and nodded slowly, "Lu Xiulin is right, Xiao Hao's death we will Everyone is responsible. Although I keep saying that it is good for him to be happy, I still can't figure out why he wants to be gay..."

He said, leaning the car to the side of the road, buried his head on the steering wheel and smashed it hard a few times:

"I even asked a dating agency to find a girl for Su Hao to meet, and I arranged for the two to go on a blind date... Fuck! I'm so fucking damned!"

Ji Zhun's eyes darkened: "Brother Su Hao...are you angry?"

"No." Heizi leaned on the steering wheel and closed his eyes, "He was smiling the whole time, telling that girl that this blind date was a prank by a friend, and telling me with a smile not to waste my efforts, he said he was gay, There is no salvation in this life. If you really marry that girl, you will be irresponsible and commit a heinous crime..."

Heizi exhaled smoke, and said faintly: "He still asked me... Has the fact that he is gay bothered me? If so, then try to show up in front of me as little as possible." Heizi gritted his teeth and smiled, "He is saying These words are always in a joking tone, so that I feel that he doesn't really take it to heart... But Su Hao is such a delicate person, how could he not take it to his heart? He just didn't want to embarrass me. "

"He's a good man." Ji Zhun said softly.

Heizi stubbed out the cigarette butt, wiped his face and restarted the car.

Ji Zhun turned his face and looked out the window, those withered branches that flashed by in the night looked like tall monsters standing on both sides of the road, baring their teeth and claws, dancing with their hands and feet.

"So, do you still care about the people around you...that?" Jizhun lowered his head and whispered.

"Which one?" Heizi didn't understand what Ji Zhun meant for a moment.

Ji Zhun bit his cheek, and said the words that made his heart tremble every time he said them recently:

"It's just... gay."

The car braked sharply, and the two of them couldn't help but slammed forward.

Heizi turned his head and approached Ji Zhun, asking with a deep expression, "Who are you talking about?"