What kind of bad thoughts can the monitor have?

If he hadn't taken advantage of the little alcohol today, if he hadn't been able to see Tan Jingyang's face in the dark, even if he borrowed the guts of Ji Zhun, he might not have dared to just throw out the doubts in his heart.

The words rolled in my throat for a long time, and I still felt a little regretful when I really said them.

Tan Jingyang sat motionless on the chair, her whole body hidden in the night.

After a long silence, he finally raised the corners of his lips resignedly:

"Yes."

A layer of sweat broke out on Ji Zhun's palms hidden under the quilt, he took a deep breath to stabilize his heartbeat: "It's not Cheng Zui."

When he said this, he used a declarative sentence.

Tan Jingyang was taken aback for a moment, then helplessness appeared in his eyes, and he smiled instead: "Of course not."

He reached out to touch the cigarette case on the table again, and after a moment of silence, he said in a low voice: "Jizhun, next time I see that person you know, can you ask him for me..."

"What are you asking?" Ji Zhun's eyes flickered, and his fingernails scratched the bed sheet to draw a mark.

Tan Jingyang polished the lighter, and the faint flame briefly illuminated his face.

His eyes were suppressed and intertwined with countless emotions, but his tone was still calm and gentle:

"Ask for me, what does he think when he knows what I'm thinking?"

……

The two of them stopped talking after that, and Tan Jingyang smoked the cigarette in one gulp silently, and put it into the ashtray.He opened the curtains again, so that the outside wind could dissipate the smell in the room as soon as possible.

He really smoked a bit too much today, and his throat is dry and astringent right now.

A gaze followed him all the time.Tan Jingyang looked at the twilight of the city's stars, turned his back to the people behind him and said softly: "Sleep, call me if you need anything."

After he finished speaking, he returned to the chair and sat down.

"What's the matter with you sitting all this time?" Ji Zhun closed his eyes, and sighed inaudibly after a while, "Go to bed."

After he finished speaking, he turned over, but because he accidentally pulled his tailbone again, his brows tightened in pain.

Tan Jingyang still didn't move, just when Jizhun thought he really had to sit and wait for dawn, the vacant place beside the bed suddenly sank slightly.

After a rustle, he lifted the quilt, and then slowly lay down along the side of the bed.

From the cautious movements of the other party, even if Ji Zhun didn't look at it, he knew that Tan Jingyang was feeling uneasy at this moment.But he himself was not much better.The entire back was amplifying the other person's body temperature, as if there were countless small electric currents rushing up the spine.

Ji Zhun forcibly closed his eyes to ignore this feeling, repeating classical Chinese texts silently in his heart.

If Lao Ma knew that he spent the few few times he studied hard at this time, he didn't know how he would react.

I don't know how long he struggled, but Ji Zhun finally fell asleep in a daze with a racing heart.

When his consciousness was in chaos, he seemed to hear a faint sigh from the people around him again.

After that, Ji Zhun had a dream.

In the dream, there was a dense fog that could not be dispersed, and countless fine drops of water floated under the dim yellow and ambiguous orange light.

A pair of hands followed his neck all the way down, stopped at the position of the tailbone, and then slowly rubbed forward, climbing up little by little...

Ji Zhun felt a suffocating feeling of being buried in the water, and his breathing became heavy with the movements of the people behind him.

"Continue to..."

A familiar deep voice came from his ear, calling his name hoarsely.

The hands were intertwined with his fingertips, and the wet short hair was buried in his neck from behind.

Ji Zhun gasped and opened his eyes suddenly, his chest was still heaving violently.

It was already dawn, and there was no one around.Ji Zhun touched the vacant place with his hands, but there was no residual warmth.

The birds outside the house were chattering endlessly, and there were bursts of noisy human voices downstairs.

Ji Zhun suddenly realized something was wrong, his pupils shrank and he quickly lifted the quilt to take a look inside.

"Hold……"

He bit the tip of his tongue hard, lay on his back and raised his hands to cover his eyes.

This is too bad!

The mobile phone on the bedside table vibrated, and Ji Zhun fumbled for it with the other hand without changing his movements.

Several messages and a missed call were displayed on the screen.

The latest news came from Tan Jingyang, seeing the name Ji Zhun, his heart trembled again.

The content of the message was not a big deal, it just said that he went back first and left breakfast for Jizhun on the table.Ji Zhun followed his gaze, and sure enough there were two lunch boxes stacked upright.

In addition, there were several other messages sent by Wu Tong, asking if Ji Zhun was better, and kept apologizing.

Ji Zhun took a deep breath, and replied to Wu Tong first.

The missed call was from Heizi, Jizhun played it back, and it was answered quickly there.

"Hey, are you just getting up?"

"Well, isn't it the weekend?" Jizhun got up, his eyes narrowed by the bright sunshine outside the window.

"I'm on the highway right now, stuck in traffic. I want to trouble you."

"Well, you say." Ji Zhun put on his shoes and walked into the bathroom, quickly took off his shorts and threw them into the sink, then turned on the faucet in disgust.

There were two horns on the phone: "Can the mother drive?!"

Ji Zhun looked at the pants in the pool and frowned, it was indeed not easy to open.

Heizi immediately came to his senses and said, "Oh brother, I didn't mean you!...Can you help me go to Qifangzhai to buy some yam and jujube paste cakes? I will ask you to get them when I arrive later, mainly because I am afraid that they will be sold out if I go late. "

Yam Jujube Paste...

Ji Zhun's eyes darkened, and he said softly, "It's that day again."

There was a pause on the phone, and Heizi laughed dryly: "That's not it."

"Okay, my place is just not far from Qifangzhai, so I'll meet you in Luzhi Alley after shopping." Jizhun squeezed half a bottle of hand sanitizer into his shorts with the phone between his hands.

"Are you in Nancheng?" Heizi asked, "What are you doing?"

"Let's play with my friend." Jizhun's face turned red again, he cleared his throat and said, "I won't tell you, let's drive hard."

After speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

……

As expected, there was a long queue at the entrance of Qifangzhai. Ji Zhun stood under the sun with his earphones on, and finally regained his composure.

He didn't eat the breakfast that Tan Jingyang bought, and he still carries it in his hand.If it was going to rest, he would just throw it in the hotel.But I don't know why, this time it was taken so far all the way by such a strange coincidence.

As soon as he took the jujube cake from the clerk, several car horns sounded from his side.

Jizhun turned his head in response, only to see Heizi lower the window of the car and beckon to him.

Ji Zhun walked quickly to the side of the road and opened the car door to sit in the co-pilot, put the jujube cake on the side, and took off one earphone: "So fast? Isn't it a traffic jam?"

Heizi grinned: "I'll get through the phone call with you." He glanced at the breakfast in Jizhun's hand while driving, "Hey, so considerate? You know how to bring breakfast for brother."

As he said that, he went to pinch the buns in the lunch box.

Ji Zhun passed the lunch box in front of him, and he himself inserted a straw into the soy milk and took a small sip.

Ji Zhun: "That's my breakfast."

"Okay, okay, you have breakfast." Heizi chewed the steamed stuffed bun, "Then give me some head office?" He turned the steering wheel and asked Ji Zhun, "Should I take you home?"

"Let's go to Lingshan together, anyway, I have nothing to do this afternoon."

When Lingshan was mentioned, Heizi's eyes sank again.

He swallowed the bun, wiped his mouth, nodded and said, "Hey, that's it."

……

Lingshan is a scenic spot, but compared with the cemetery on the north slope, its reputation is much weaker.

The autumn afternoon sun fell on the hillside, and wild chrysanthemums bloomed all over the mountains and fields, and they were blown to one side by the wind, making the sound of rushing grass waves.

Heizi was still talking and laughing on the way here, but suddenly fell silent when he got here.He and Jizhun climbed up the north slope one after the other, passed through rows of neat tombstones, and stopped in front of one of them.

Ji Zhun looked at the person on the tombstone, he was still wearing the white shirt he remembered, with a slight smile on his lips.

Heizi took the yam and date paste cakes from Ji Zhun, put them neatly on a plate, and placed them in front of the tombstone.

"Xiaohao, here we come." Heizi raised his hand to hold the tombstone and tightened it tightly, "Jizhun is also here, let's see how tall this kid has grown."

After he finished speaking, he smiled to himself, his eyes could not conceal the loneliness.He dug out the cigarette case from his pocket, lit one and put it in his mouth, and lit another and put it on the tombstone.

The wind blew the burning tobacco out, gradually accumulating a layer of soot and falling, as if someone was really smoking.

Jizhun didn't want to disturb Heizi, nodded to the person on the tombstone, then turned and walked aside.Liu Heizi sat alone in front of the tomb and talked with Su Hao.

He found a tree and sat down, looking at the long grass and wild flowers all over the mountain in a daze.

Stayed for a whole afternoon.

When the sun starts to set, the sky rolls up the sunset glow.Heizi finally stood up with his numb legs.

He walked up to Jizhun and put his hand on his shoulder: "Let's go."

Ji Zhun nodded and got up too.

The two walked down the mountain against the twilight, but they stopped suddenly before taking two steps.

I saw a tall and straight figure standing against the light, holding a bunch of light blue irises in his hands.

Ji Zhun narrowed his eyes slightly, Lu Xiulin.

……

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