book of contract
Chapter 58 Destruction (1)
Kira and Fei Yin hugged each other tightly, both warm and desperate, as if the world had become nothingness, and the loneliness of only the two of them left them tightly holding each other and never letting go.
"Go ahead, Kira, leave this to me."
"Feiyin..."
"Kira is very sad at the moment, I know, if I continue to face the Archangel and the others, Kira will be even more sad, some words are not suitable for Kira." Fei Yin stretched out her hand to stroke his cheek, after all Kira was once He worked so hard to protect the Archangel, and almost gave up everything.It will still hurt if you want to really cut off all this. I just saw Kira anxiously wanting to cut off the past, and even killed Aslan. I can't bear to see him treat me so cruelly, so even if there is only a little , the precious and caring treasure in Kira's heart, she will guard it.
"Let me do the cruel things, let me say the decisive words, go ahead, as long as Kira does what he wants to do, I will help you clear up everything." Seeing Kira's hesitation, he knew he was going to refuse, Feiyin laughed, "Don't hesitate, it's for your and my shared wish."
——I think, get rid of all sorrows, including Feiyin's sorrow.
The words that had been said suddenly sounded, and Kira's mind was blank at that moment, yes, a shared wish.Subconsciously, he put his hand on the back of her hand that was touching his cheek, and his fingertips covered and intertwined. He held her hand tightly. At that moment, the eyes of both of them became the same cold, looking at this strange and cruel world at the same time. , that is the look of seeing through the world and making up a certain determination never to look back, lonely and determined.
If there is no redemption for this world, which has become extremely fragile after experiencing the flames of war, then it is up to him to create redemption.
This human heart that is left with only killing and destruction, this world that has lost its original appearance, is up to him to end.
"I leave it to you, pay attention to your own safety."
"Well, let's go." Feiyin smiled and let go.
The warm space embracing each other turned into parallel mirrors when she let go of her hand, and the Archangel in the universe looked at the scene in front of her incredulously, and like a phantom, she separated a body that was exactly the same as Mie Shen Gundam. body.
She stood in the same place as him, facing each other, but it was two bodies and two cabins, which were similar weapons separated from the same program replication, and she controlled them.Although similar, the power is still not comparable to the weapon itself and the main program controlled by Kira, but it is more than enough to stop the Archangel.
"From now on, I will not let you go one step further."
"What are you guys trying to do?" What made Fei Yin and Kira so strange in front of him? Captain Mu stared at the two identical mobile suits in front of him, watching one guard the other and leave. , the one left in front of his eyes must be Feiyin. He knew that his combat power could not be compared with Feiyin's, but he still held the joystick tightly, as long as he pressed the button, he would attack immediately, but he was still a little hesitant.
"Kira, he... because he wants to end the war, he has been working hard, and he is still working hard... trying to change the world."
"Change the world?" Hearing Feiyin's smiling voice, everyone on the Archangel was puzzled.
Captain Mu was also taken aback, but a chill gradually spread from his spine to his limbs along with his guess.
"Because we have seen enough, too much pain, and death, this world has no future, no salvation." Feiyin chuckled, "That's why Kira and I feel that we must fundamentally clean everything up."
"Fundamentally?...Cleaning...?" Captain Maliu repeated hesitantly, his face turned pale for a moment, "Do you want to kill everyone?"
"It seems that Captain Maliu has reacted, but killing them all may not be enough. Although you have no value in existence since you choose to fight with us, as long as you don't attack, we will not take the initiative to be your enemy. , Just like Aslan just refused and fought me self-righteously to end up like that." Feiyin said cruelly, "If you are smarter, you may be able to live to see the end. "
"What a joke! How could we just watch you kill those innocent people! Even if I hate war, I will never accept such an approach. Such an idea was wrong from the beginning!"
"Wrong, what's wrong?" Feiyin seemed to deliberately provoke them, and every word she said challenged their patience, "Innocent people? Are there still innocent people? People with the will to fight , the children born are also radicals with the will to fight, and those who are full of hatred will instill their hatred into the next generation, and the small hatred will become deeper and deeper, or even if some people think they are noble and want to stop All of this, I say I hope for peace, but when faced with the death of my own relatives, I will also start to resent, and then different hatreds will spread, and a world war will begin. It is better to clean it at the beginning and kill everyone Lose."
"I don't agree! You want to destroy everyone's hope, it's too much!"
"Is there any hope in this world?" Feiyin sneered, "You and Aslan keep saying that what Kira and I did was wrong, so what do you think is right? Say you are fighting for hope, fighting for the blue and clear world? Ha... Don't be stupid, how long do you have to believe this kind of words that even children won't believe? If you don't deceive yourself like this, you won't be able to move on go down?"
"People, it's all like this. Everyone knows that no matter the PLANT or the Earth Army, what they long for is to fight. They always say to fight for the blue and clear world. It's ridiculous. This kind of vain, just give yourself an excuse. The idea of fighting can also be called fighting for the blue and clear world? Obviously, this kind of fighting has caused so much sorrow, hatred, and separation of wives and children, but no one has admitted their mistakes and sins. How dirty this is..."
Some things must be done by her, and Kira will never do better than her, because she can always see all this lightly, and her words can be sharp and point to people's hearts, such as now, using the sharpest and cruelest His words mercilessly uncovered the scars of people.
After all, she knows better than anyone else the weakness, self-deception, and limits of human beings.So tearing hope is effortless.
As for the feelings of those people, she could not care at all, after all, this was exactly the result she needed.
Break people's hearts, stir up their hatred, and take it all.
"When the war didn't start and there was peace, you should all have played the game of hide and seek, right?"
Everyone couldn't keep up with her change of topic, and they didn't understand why Feiyin suddenly brought up this game.I can't help but follow her words and think of the memory of playing games with my friends innocently when I was a child and before entering the war.
"Someone once said that the game of hide-and-seek is also called the game of hunting ghosts. In addition to ghosts finding and eating all the hiding people, there is another way to end the game, that is, people defeat ghosts. Isn't it like this in war? ?For me, war...is just a game, a game of seeking living sacrifices, everyone knows the reason, but it can't end this game that has to kill people once it starts." Her attitude was so casual, The words spoken are so easy, talking about ghost hunting games on the battlefield, as if treating everything as a game, belittle people's lives.
"People on both sides are desperately proving the other party wrong, while trying desperately to shirk their responsibilities. They don't want to be a loser, and they don't want to be a source of sacrifice to accept the hatred of others. Isn't that what the Earth Army and PLANT are like? They clearly hate each other , jealous of each other, but insisted on looking for a grandiose reason to start the war, which created such an unending situation. Since neither side can be expected to win, the only way is to wipe out both sides. Only in this way can the world restore peace .”
This is similar to the theory of war games that Lihua said, and Feiyin kept it in her heart, because she agreed with this point of view.
I have seen such scenes countless times, people with the same life confront each other with cold weapons and guns, war, killing, and cruelty.In order to survive, people are arguing and crowded with each other, gunshots and flames are everywhere, people are stepping on corpses to form a road, there is no kindness or fear, only numbness, and hideous expressions are frozen on the faces of those people, Whether it is alive or dead, there is only killing, and there is only killing... It is a purgatory where the will to survive can collapse just by looking at it.
"Isn't it? Do you still want to refute it? Do you still want to stop it? Apart from killing these people, this broken world, such a wrong war, can't be ended, and there is no way to restore its original appearance. In this world, those of you who have experienced destruction and death at close range should understand. Apart from this, there is no other way, and your 'hope' is just an unrealistic delusion."
At that moment, all the voices disappeared, as if I could hear the sound of my own heart beating, accompanied by Feiyin's indifferent irony, but it was impossible to refute.
Obviously everyone is doubting the existence of that hope, but no one has ever really questioned it, lest that hope will disappear with the outlet of doubt, making everyone fall into despair and anxiety, but at this moment, Fei Yin mercilessly Torn apart, leaving only the real ugliness, even if they can't see the future, they still need to rely on the power of hope to move forward, all disappeared.
The universe seemed to be silent, the sound of gunfire disappeared, only Feiyin's words remained, the calm, cold echo, but it made people feel like falling into the despair of the cold pool and abyss.
"How cruel, you who can always easily say cruel words that destroy people's hopes are indeed a weapon that you don't understand, Feiyin."
Although I knew that there would be rebuttals, I didn't expect that Captain Mu would speak first, and use such a sentence.
This sentence made her pale instantly, and she clenched her chest tightly. At that moment, she felt a feeling of suffocation, which vetoed the meaning of her existence and her past.
——Are you really not human?
——Look at you, you can speak in pain, your temperature is different from us, even if you really are that book, my father's death has nothing to do with you, it is his ambition that attracted hatred.So don't overthink it.I also apologize to you for what I said earlier.
——If this book is really Feiyin, maybe I can rest assured.
——I will not tell this matter, and Kira should not tell others about Feiyin's secret.
Captain Mu who once stroked her hair with a playful smile was lost after all. He who treated her as an ordinary person without any discrimination disappeared. It turned out that even if he didn't admit it, he had already accepted him as a partner in his heart.That's why when he uttered these words, he had the illusion of being rejected.
"I didn't believe it at first, but now I have to admit that you are really just a weapon that only understands killing and destruction, and never understands people's hearts and feelings."
Feiyin clenched her lips tightly. Yes, she is a weapon. What he said was the truth. Why is there such pain in her chest, like the pain pierced by a sharp blade, which intensifies with her breathing? If these words were not from Captain Mu Just come out, she smiled helplessly.
Even though they knew that the relationship between everyone could not go back to the beginning when the words were said to such a point, the people on the Archangel already thought that she and Kira were crazy.I will treat them as monsters, and I have imagined all the bad results. Although Kira has already made up his mind, the feeling of being aware and facing it in person is still different, so he stands here for Kira.
Concubine Yin clenched the skirt of her chest, originally thinking that if she wanted to turn into a ghost, no matter how she was treated, scolded, or cursed, she would bear the burden whether it was hatred or anger... As it turned out, she still Overestimate yourself.
Is this what Kira once experienced, the pain of being betrayed by things around him?The misunderstanding of being trusted, the pain of betrayal?
at last,
There is a little bit of understanding.
[Kira...]
[Fei Yin? ]
[I finally know what the sadness of being rejected looks like. I know that this is necessary, it must be rejected and doubted, but... this kind of emotion will still make people sad against consciousness.Have you always endured this feeling, fighting Aslan? ]
[Concubine Yin...] It seemed that Kira could see helpless and sad eyes, and almost called her name with a sighing voice. She could guess that Kira wanted to stop her, and Kira must be full of apologies to her.
[However, I'm still very happy. You didn't have to face all of this. You didn't suffer alone. You didn't fight alone. I'm very happy that I can share this sadness for you. ]
That gentle person had already reached his limit for wielding a knife against Aslan. If he faced the Archangel again, he would probably collapse. Thinking of this, he couldn't help feeling rejoicing, fortunately, she was the one who faced all of this.Fortunately, it is not Kira who is facing the alienation of close relatives and friends, and it is very good to be able to share all this for Kira.
Hearing Feiyin's words, Kira, who was driving Mie Shen Gundam towards PLANT, paused for a moment. Even though the two places were separated, Feiyin was so close to him, and she was never worried that she would leave, so that's fine.
Conversing with Feiyin, I feel like she is behind me, facing the same universe as myself, [Feiyin, it doesn’t matter even if the whole world rejects me, as long as I have you is enough. ]
[Kira... I am the same. ] Talking to Kira, the strange emotion in my heart seemed to calm down a little, [How long will it take for Kira? ]
[It's coming soon, soon, to end this. ] Kira's eyes glowed with warmth, [Feiyin, after all this is over, let's leave the war, leave here, and leave nothing behind, okay? ]
[good. ] Hearing Kira's words, it felt like the pain in his chest had disappeared.Grasping the white knuckles on the chest of the shirt, slowly loosen it, in fact, this is good, isn't it?
She looked at the side of Strike Gundam and Archangel through the screen, since other than Kira, people who knew she was a weapon rejected the memory of being together with such a sentence...then...don't hesitate, There is no need to remember.
For this reason, she raised her head and calmly answered Captain Mu's sarcasm. "Hey, yes, I'm just a weapon."
Her dark eyes dilute the last warmth, "I am a weapon, so what? I don't understand people's hearts and feelings, and I don't need to understand. I rely on my own strength rather than believing in that meaningless 'hope'. As long as you kill all those who are dangerous and war-minded, the war will be over. For Kira’s wish, I don’t care how much blood I have stained in my hands. Those who achieve great things must always be accompanied by sacrifices. Only blood Let history move forward. Only by letting them know the pain can this end."
"'Hope' will not disappear because you don't admit it, it still exists there, its strength depends on our hearts, as long as we don't give up, as long as we keep trusting in hope, it will create miracles. That's why I say you I don’t understand anything... Even if you are lucky enough to win, so what if the war is over.” Captain Mu sighed deeply.In the war that was suppressed by killing and unilateral brutality, no one who survived would be grateful or forgive them. The future brought by Kira's wish is still dark.
"That's enough, don't act like you know everything, and you have the right to deny my words, Kira's...partner? Friends? You were the ones who abandoned all of this first, right? Either you or Aslan , all betrayed him! I want to make him a god. As long as he becomes a god, no one can disobey him, no one can stop him, and no one can force him to do things he doesn’t like. He is good, you guys who will give up on him once you encounter the big situation, what kind of friends, what kind of partners!"
Hearing Feiyin's extreme remarks, Captain Mu frowned, "You are too extreme, Feiyin, we have not given up on Kira so far, let alone treating him as a monster, you have never given us a chance to explain or express your words Don’t you finish? It’s your erroneous view of us and your willful will that are driving Kira to a dead end.”
It turned out to be like this, is it based on her past words and deeds to make a judgment, thinking that she induced Kira to lead him to a dead end that he could not turn back?The corner of Feiyin's mouth raised a strange smile, so, it's okay...
Probably there will never be anyone who knows himself better than Kira. Those who don't like to explain, even if they are misunderstood, they will accept it without any excuse, and then follow their wishes, tell the lie all the way to the present, and still to go on,
"You think such self-righteous stopping is for Kira's good? Because I am his weapon, and nothing is more important to me than his life. That's right, I suggested that he find a more convenient and correct method. I I can free him from this desperate world, and create a new world and a new shelter for him. I really don’t understand feelings, I don’t understand people’s hearts, and I don’t want to understand, but at least I am sincerely doing his best. In this world, the only one who really cares about him, really cares about him, is me, as long as I'm there!"
It doesn't matter if they misunderstand her, as long as they don't treat Kira as a monster, all the mistakes and accusations will be borne by her.Whether it's a witch, or a blood-stained weapon, no matter how ugly it sounds, she can bear it.
"You are just a false connivance."
"Maybe it's connivance, but what's the point? As long as it's what my master wants and likes, sacrificing this world is nothing." Feiyin replied with a cold smile, "As long as Kira chooses, as long as Kira chooses, as long as Kira chooses." What La decides is right for me, I am willing to give my all in exchange for his smile, even if his wish is destruction!"
"It seems that there are some things that can't be solved with words alone." Facing the paranoid and almost crazy Fei Yin, who is not willing to give in, Captain Mu felt a little helpless.
"This is what I want to say." Fei Yin manipulated the same body as Mie Shen Gundam, and clenched her weapon, "It seems that it is impossible to expect a peaceful solution with you obediently staying aside and not interfering... I will not Let you get in the way of Kira."
No one could see it. At that moment, the eyes of Fei Yin, who manipulated the God of Destroyer Gundam, were stained with the color of killing. The eyes were bright red, like a monster at night, "For that wish, I will destroy all those who stand in our way. Obstacles, we will become the gods who clear this world!"
Feiyin is fighting for him... Thinking so, Kira stopped Mie Shen Gundam, looked at the plant not far away, and just remained silent for a moment, then manipulated Mie Shen Gundam to take out the barrel, a strong black light Gathering at the muzzle, the light is obviously black, but it carries a dangerous and depressing aesthetic feeling. The strong power and the surrounding vacuum universe are distorted for a moment.
"We met for the first time, Lord Patrick Sara, the leader of PLANT," he has already accumulated a strong force, confirmed that no one can stop him, and he has no worries at all, he opened the communication, "Although it is the first time, it will also be the last time. "
Patrick Sara never expected that the other party would communicate directly so arrogantly. Seeing the other party appear on the meeting screen, he subconsciously clenched his fists, "I know you, Kira Yamato, you are my stupid son's traitor friend! .”
"I've never been on the side of new humans, so there's no way I could betray." Kira smiled calmly.
Now that he has chosen this path, it is better to be wrong. If Feiyin is guilty, then he is willing to share the guilt.The infamy of the world does not need to be borne by Fei Yin alone.
"Then you have been on the side of the Earth Army from the very beginning, what is the result now, the other side does not accept you as an outlier."
"I didn't fight for them at the beginning, and now they have no use value for me." Kira's words made Patrick Sara show an unbelievable expression. He didn't care, and continued, "Originally, I didn't care which side you and the Earth Army won, and I didn't care whether the war was won or lost. I just wanted a place to stay. However, this war has lasted for too long. I am afraid that the world will be destroyed. You have not yet divided the war. There is no way to win or lose, so I can only count on myself."
"After all, when all the people are dead, the war will end naturally. When all the people are dead, there is no need for you to exist as a leader."
Kira's words made Patrick Sara's face pale. He knew the meaning of Kira's communication. It was provocation and ridicule, because he knew that no one in this world could stop him. I also saw it with my own eyes, otherwise I would never agree to form an alliance with the Earth Army, but I didn't expect that combining the power of the world would not be able to stop his behavior at all, this monster that devoid of humanity.
"Why do you have such an expression? You support the battle, and you also want to kill the Earth Army. You should be happy, because all the unwillingness and fear you have experienced will be experienced by the Earth Army in the near future. For that, you have to thank me very much."
Patrick Sara almost fell to the ground. Is all this really what he hoped for? It is him who wants to fight and kill the Earth Army, but it is too cruel to pay the price of all people's lives.
While wanting revenge, wanting to kill the Earth Army, there are also people who want to protect.
There are still many people who are innocent!
"Who will thank you, monster!" Other councilors couldn't help but burst out, including the Earth Army who sat in this meeting because of the alliance.
No one doubts Kira's power to destroy the world, but they can't help being angry. When the war was launched, they didn't realize that so many people would be killed or injured. Why didn't they realize it at that time? The sorrow of those innocent people .If there are no ordinary people, then what is the value of the existence of these congressmen and these leaders.
It was only at this moment that I realized that as a leader, those lives behind me were not used to sacrifice for the war, but were used to protect them.
The neutral UN leader who was sitting at the same table stood up and said, "War will eventually disappear, and your actions will completely destroy the future. No one will thank you for this indiscriminate monster."
Hearing such accusations, instead of being angry, Kira smiled, but there was no coldness in his eyes, "I didn't expect the members of the neutral federation to be here, or did you just sign the agreement just because you wanted to eliminate me?" A peace agreement? Oh, I never imagined that you would be so naive after the tragic incidents of Heliopolis and Orb. Once a war begins, it will never end. It is better to let those suffering and innocent people return to silence in death like this. Only blood can make history move forward, and likewise, only blood can stop everything."
"What we desire is the end of the war, not the end of the world!" The neutral member roared almost at the top of his lungs.
"It's the same, so the war will end forever, and there will be no more sound of shells."
"It's the same! If you don't stop you, the world will lose all its voices. This kind of ending is not what we want!"
"Don't you think it's too late to say this now. Now, no one can stop me." After saying this, everyone saw the figure on the screen receding, the background was a vast universe, and the black body was carrying a cannon. The barrel is facing the direction of the screen.It made their hearts tighten suddenly, as if invisible big hands grabbed their hearts, bringing a sense of suffocation and depression.
Seeing the black light coming towards him like the roar of death, the eyes of the leaders of the three parties raised their eyes angrily, but they were powerless to stop them. Unexpectedly, after fighting for a lifetime, they finally realized their stupidity. Extremes are almost all forced out by them. This one called Kira Yamato was also forced out by the environment.
In the end, these congressmen seemed to understand something. They didn’t realize how stupid the previous war was until now. If all people died, there would be nothing. Compared with endless wars, being a leader is more about opening up for the next generation A new future, a living space.
But it was too late to wake up, and there was no chance of regret at all. Several people looked at each other helplessly, and smiled helplessly. They never thought that they would die in the same place in the end. This is retribution, causing so much sorrow, so many wives and children The retribution of life and death.
Willing to bear the sins that belong to us, please forgive those innocent people who owe you.
At that moment, the guilty person piously repents to the holy name that does not exist.As the destructive light hit, they all closed their eyes, and everything slowly dissipated like a heavy sigh.
——"You said that you want to fight to protect everyone's future, so what is really important to you, what is it that you really want to protect, and what are you going to give up to achieve this protection?"
——"Or, for this wish, everything can be given up, including your own life? You really think so... Don't be joking, Aslan, do you think you are great by doing this? Sacrifice After all, how many people can you save in this endless flames of war, those you save will die again where you can’t see them, and in the end, all your sacrifices will be in vain.”
——"In order to protect, you must also kill. Now that it has been decided, why can't you make up your mind to kill me? If you haven't lost all your courage and awareness, how can you redeem others! I once said that there is no redeemer without blood, That's why I choose to kill!"
——"Life or death is their own choice. Instead of relying on others and hating others, it is better to hate yourself. You can protect them for a while, but you cannot protect them forever, Aslan. Everyone's life is up to them Come to protect, people are killed because they are weak, and you will be killed by me because you are not strong enough at this moment."
Aslan stood at the passageway, looking at the universe outside the transparent wall, his expression was deeply saddened.
Kira's determination shook his heart. He couldn't completely refute every word of Kira, but so what if he knew it was wrong, so what if it was wrong?He couldn't turn his friend into an enemy again just for a word of protection. He had already killed him once, and he couldn't point his sword at Kira again anyway.
At that moment Kira was serious, seriously trying to kill him.Although he survived at this moment, he knew that he couldn't even save himself at that moment.
What exactly do people fight for?For protection?Or sabotage in the name of protection?
He couldn't help gritting his teeth, and punched the wall, shaking the wall that even artillery fire couldn't penetrate. The pain on the back of his hand cleared his mind.
"Aslan, you are here."
Hearing this voice, Aslan was startled, and saw Lux jumping from the entrance and moving in front of him. "Lax, why are you here?" Facing the face at close range, he turned away uncomfortably.
"I came here specially to find you." Lux replied with a smile.
When she brought Aslan to the place where the mobile suits were placed, Aslan couldn't believe what he saw, "This is it!"
"This is the Justice Gundam, because the Freedom Gundam has been severely damaged and cannot be repaired in a short time, but this is more suitable for Aslan, isn't it?"
Aslan looked at the unactivated mobile suit in front of him, unable to speak. This is the Justice Gundam that was taken away by Lacus before. He also accepted the task of recapturing it for this. He didn't understand why Lacus wanted to hand over the Justice Gundam give him.
"Aslan needs it, doesn't he? When I took it away, I knew that one day Aslan would need it, so I made this plan from the beginning and took it away in advance for this day."
Although a little surprised, Aslan had no intention of sitting on it and manipulating it. He just stood below and looked up at the huge machine, watching quietly, no one knew what he was thinking.
"Aslan?"
"I already, don't know why I'm fighting. I thought I had found the right path. For this reason, Kira and I could fight together, but Kira rejected my words."
"I don't know what's right or wrong anymore. I can't stop Kira. Is it really possible to kill him? I've killed him before. This time, I can't do it anyway. I'm weak, right? , Lux." He wanted to laugh, but the corner of his mouth only raised a bitter arc, and his blue eyes were as deep as bottomless swamps, heavy and sad.
"Is there any right or wrong in this kind of thing?" As soon as Lacus finished speaking, Aslan raised his head and looked at her in surprise. "Sometimes we have to fight for ourselves."
"Lax?"
"Isn't it?" Lux smiled, "Whether it's for the peace of the world, the future of the world, or everyone's happiness, it sounds great, but it's basically just satisfying your own wishes and wanting to make yourself happy. Even if it's just a trivial selfish reason, you can fight for it, don't put too much pressure on yourself, Aslan."
"In a war, someone lives and someone dies. If you want to eliminate this, there is no other way but to end the war, so it is very stupid not to kill because of guilt." A calm male voice broke into their topic .
"You..." Aslan looked at the person in front of him in surprise. It was Barthold Field, the former Desert Tiger, who was unexpectedly alive.
Barthold Field didn't care about his surprise, because even he himself was a little unbelievable that he could survive such a battle, although Aisha died as a price. "Although I lost to that kid Kira, I won't hold any grudges, because I'm not as skilled as others. On the contrary, if he felt guilty towards me and was killed by me and didn't fight back, I would look down on him. There is no resistance like this His death is an insult to me, Aisha, and those who died at his hands. You too, before you fought Kira, you had the mentality that it doesn't matter if you die. Have you ever thought about it? You died like this, what is the mood of those who died for you, you should fight on, we don’t need you to fight with great and noble reasons, you just need to fight to survive, just for yourself .”
"So, Aslan can't die, and he can't hang his head down, this is something only Aslan can do, believe in yourself." Lacus stretched out her hand and hugged Aslan who couldn't answer, "Maybe at this moment Silan will feel that there is no chance, no hope, and us, our ship exists for you, this is the opportunity and hope we create for you, and the Archangel is also there."
"Fighting does not mean that you will lose Kira as a friend, nor does it mean that you have to give up the friendship you once had. The necessary method of killing is not betrayal. Because I don't think Kira's choice and persistence are wrong, but The conflicts that will inevitably arise from different pursuits.”
"To this day, I still regard Kira and Feiyin as friends in my heart, but their positions are different. For my position, and for myself, even if I want to make them enemies and destroy them, no matter how reluctant or sad I am, I will do the same. On the contrary, they are the same. No matter the result, I will find it beautiful because of different beliefs and choices to fight, so Aslan, don't hesitate, don't feel owed...just for yourself, Fight, Aslan, it is what they want."
最后
"Go ahead, Kira, leave this to me."
"Feiyin..."
"Kira is very sad at the moment, I know, if I continue to face the Archangel and the others, Kira will be even more sad, some words are not suitable for Kira." Fei Yin stretched out her hand to stroke his cheek, after all Kira was once He worked so hard to protect the Archangel, and almost gave up everything.It will still hurt if you want to really cut off all this. I just saw Kira anxiously wanting to cut off the past, and even killed Aslan. I can't bear to see him treat me so cruelly, so even if there is only a little , the precious and caring treasure in Kira's heart, she will guard it.
"Let me do the cruel things, let me say the decisive words, go ahead, as long as Kira does what he wants to do, I will help you clear up everything." Seeing Kira's hesitation, he knew he was going to refuse, Feiyin laughed, "Don't hesitate, it's for your and my shared wish."
——I think, get rid of all sorrows, including Feiyin's sorrow.
The words that had been said suddenly sounded, and Kira's mind was blank at that moment, yes, a shared wish.Subconsciously, he put his hand on the back of her hand that was touching his cheek, and his fingertips covered and intertwined. He held her hand tightly. At that moment, the eyes of both of them became the same cold, looking at this strange and cruel world at the same time. , that is the look of seeing through the world and making up a certain determination never to look back, lonely and determined.
If there is no redemption for this world, which has become extremely fragile after experiencing the flames of war, then it is up to him to create redemption.
This human heart that is left with only killing and destruction, this world that has lost its original appearance, is up to him to end.
"I leave it to you, pay attention to your own safety."
"Well, let's go." Feiyin smiled and let go.
The warm space embracing each other turned into parallel mirrors when she let go of her hand, and the Archangel in the universe looked at the scene in front of her incredulously, and like a phantom, she separated a body that was exactly the same as Mie Shen Gundam. body.
She stood in the same place as him, facing each other, but it was two bodies and two cabins, which were similar weapons separated from the same program replication, and she controlled them.Although similar, the power is still not comparable to the weapon itself and the main program controlled by Kira, but it is more than enough to stop the Archangel.
"From now on, I will not let you go one step further."
"What are you guys trying to do?" What made Fei Yin and Kira so strange in front of him? Captain Mu stared at the two identical mobile suits in front of him, watching one guard the other and leave. , the one left in front of his eyes must be Feiyin. He knew that his combat power could not be compared with Feiyin's, but he still held the joystick tightly, as long as he pressed the button, he would attack immediately, but he was still a little hesitant.
"Kira, he... because he wants to end the war, he has been working hard, and he is still working hard... trying to change the world."
"Change the world?" Hearing Feiyin's smiling voice, everyone on the Archangel was puzzled.
Captain Mu was also taken aback, but a chill gradually spread from his spine to his limbs along with his guess.
"Because we have seen enough, too much pain, and death, this world has no future, no salvation." Feiyin chuckled, "That's why Kira and I feel that we must fundamentally clean everything up."
"Fundamentally?...Cleaning...?" Captain Maliu repeated hesitantly, his face turned pale for a moment, "Do you want to kill everyone?"
"It seems that Captain Maliu has reacted, but killing them all may not be enough. Although you have no value in existence since you choose to fight with us, as long as you don't attack, we will not take the initiative to be your enemy. , Just like Aslan just refused and fought me self-righteously to end up like that." Feiyin said cruelly, "If you are smarter, you may be able to live to see the end. "
"What a joke! How could we just watch you kill those innocent people! Even if I hate war, I will never accept such an approach. Such an idea was wrong from the beginning!"
"Wrong, what's wrong?" Feiyin seemed to deliberately provoke them, and every word she said challenged their patience, "Innocent people? Are there still innocent people? People with the will to fight , the children born are also radicals with the will to fight, and those who are full of hatred will instill their hatred into the next generation, and the small hatred will become deeper and deeper, or even if some people think they are noble and want to stop All of this, I say I hope for peace, but when faced with the death of my own relatives, I will also start to resent, and then different hatreds will spread, and a world war will begin. It is better to clean it at the beginning and kill everyone Lose."
"I don't agree! You want to destroy everyone's hope, it's too much!"
"Is there any hope in this world?" Feiyin sneered, "You and Aslan keep saying that what Kira and I did was wrong, so what do you think is right? Say you are fighting for hope, fighting for the blue and clear world? Ha... Don't be stupid, how long do you have to believe this kind of words that even children won't believe? If you don't deceive yourself like this, you won't be able to move on go down?"
"People, it's all like this. Everyone knows that no matter the PLANT or the Earth Army, what they long for is to fight. They always say to fight for the blue and clear world. It's ridiculous. This kind of vain, just give yourself an excuse. The idea of fighting can also be called fighting for the blue and clear world? Obviously, this kind of fighting has caused so much sorrow, hatred, and separation of wives and children, but no one has admitted their mistakes and sins. How dirty this is..."
Some things must be done by her, and Kira will never do better than her, because she can always see all this lightly, and her words can be sharp and point to people's hearts, such as now, using the sharpest and cruelest His words mercilessly uncovered the scars of people.
After all, she knows better than anyone else the weakness, self-deception, and limits of human beings.So tearing hope is effortless.
As for the feelings of those people, she could not care at all, after all, this was exactly the result she needed.
Break people's hearts, stir up their hatred, and take it all.
"When the war didn't start and there was peace, you should all have played the game of hide and seek, right?"
Everyone couldn't keep up with her change of topic, and they didn't understand why Feiyin suddenly brought up this game.I can't help but follow her words and think of the memory of playing games with my friends innocently when I was a child and before entering the war.
"Someone once said that the game of hide-and-seek is also called the game of hunting ghosts. In addition to ghosts finding and eating all the hiding people, there is another way to end the game, that is, people defeat ghosts. Isn't it like this in war? ?For me, war...is just a game, a game of seeking living sacrifices, everyone knows the reason, but it can't end this game that has to kill people once it starts." Her attitude was so casual, The words spoken are so easy, talking about ghost hunting games on the battlefield, as if treating everything as a game, belittle people's lives.
"People on both sides are desperately proving the other party wrong, while trying desperately to shirk their responsibilities. They don't want to be a loser, and they don't want to be a source of sacrifice to accept the hatred of others. Isn't that what the Earth Army and PLANT are like? They clearly hate each other , jealous of each other, but insisted on looking for a grandiose reason to start the war, which created such an unending situation. Since neither side can be expected to win, the only way is to wipe out both sides. Only in this way can the world restore peace .”
This is similar to the theory of war games that Lihua said, and Feiyin kept it in her heart, because she agreed with this point of view.
I have seen such scenes countless times, people with the same life confront each other with cold weapons and guns, war, killing, and cruelty.In order to survive, people are arguing and crowded with each other, gunshots and flames are everywhere, people are stepping on corpses to form a road, there is no kindness or fear, only numbness, and hideous expressions are frozen on the faces of those people, Whether it is alive or dead, there is only killing, and there is only killing... It is a purgatory where the will to survive can collapse just by looking at it.
"Isn't it? Do you still want to refute it? Do you still want to stop it? Apart from killing these people, this broken world, such a wrong war, can't be ended, and there is no way to restore its original appearance. In this world, those of you who have experienced destruction and death at close range should understand. Apart from this, there is no other way, and your 'hope' is just an unrealistic delusion."
At that moment, all the voices disappeared, as if I could hear the sound of my own heart beating, accompanied by Feiyin's indifferent irony, but it was impossible to refute.
Obviously everyone is doubting the existence of that hope, but no one has ever really questioned it, lest that hope will disappear with the outlet of doubt, making everyone fall into despair and anxiety, but at this moment, Fei Yin mercilessly Torn apart, leaving only the real ugliness, even if they can't see the future, they still need to rely on the power of hope to move forward, all disappeared.
The universe seemed to be silent, the sound of gunfire disappeared, only Feiyin's words remained, the calm, cold echo, but it made people feel like falling into the despair of the cold pool and abyss.
"How cruel, you who can always easily say cruel words that destroy people's hopes are indeed a weapon that you don't understand, Feiyin."
Although I knew that there would be rebuttals, I didn't expect that Captain Mu would speak first, and use such a sentence.
This sentence made her pale instantly, and she clenched her chest tightly. At that moment, she felt a feeling of suffocation, which vetoed the meaning of her existence and her past.
——Are you really not human?
——Look at you, you can speak in pain, your temperature is different from us, even if you really are that book, my father's death has nothing to do with you, it is his ambition that attracted hatred.So don't overthink it.I also apologize to you for what I said earlier.
——If this book is really Feiyin, maybe I can rest assured.
——I will not tell this matter, and Kira should not tell others about Feiyin's secret.
Captain Mu who once stroked her hair with a playful smile was lost after all. He who treated her as an ordinary person without any discrimination disappeared. It turned out that even if he didn't admit it, he had already accepted him as a partner in his heart.That's why when he uttered these words, he had the illusion of being rejected.
"I didn't believe it at first, but now I have to admit that you are really just a weapon that only understands killing and destruction, and never understands people's hearts and feelings."
Feiyin clenched her lips tightly. Yes, she is a weapon. What he said was the truth. Why is there such pain in her chest, like the pain pierced by a sharp blade, which intensifies with her breathing? If these words were not from Captain Mu Just come out, she smiled helplessly.
Even though they knew that the relationship between everyone could not go back to the beginning when the words were said to such a point, the people on the Archangel already thought that she and Kira were crazy.I will treat them as monsters, and I have imagined all the bad results. Although Kira has already made up his mind, the feeling of being aware and facing it in person is still different, so he stands here for Kira.
Concubine Yin clenched the skirt of her chest, originally thinking that if she wanted to turn into a ghost, no matter how she was treated, scolded, or cursed, she would bear the burden whether it was hatred or anger... As it turned out, she still Overestimate yourself.
Is this what Kira once experienced, the pain of being betrayed by things around him?The misunderstanding of being trusted, the pain of betrayal?
at last,
There is a little bit of understanding.
[Kira...]
[Fei Yin? ]
[I finally know what the sadness of being rejected looks like. I know that this is necessary, it must be rejected and doubted, but... this kind of emotion will still make people sad against consciousness.Have you always endured this feeling, fighting Aslan? ]
[Concubine Yin...] It seemed that Kira could see helpless and sad eyes, and almost called her name with a sighing voice. She could guess that Kira wanted to stop her, and Kira must be full of apologies to her.
[However, I'm still very happy. You didn't have to face all of this. You didn't suffer alone. You didn't fight alone. I'm very happy that I can share this sadness for you. ]
That gentle person had already reached his limit for wielding a knife against Aslan. If he faced the Archangel again, he would probably collapse. Thinking of this, he couldn't help feeling rejoicing, fortunately, she was the one who faced all of this.Fortunately, it is not Kira who is facing the alienation of close relatives and friends, and it is very good to be able to share all this for Kira.
Hearing Feiyin's words, Kira, who was driving Mie Shen Gundam towards PLANT, paused for a moment. Even though the two places were separated, Feiyin was so close to him, and she was never worried that she would leave, so that's fine.
Conversing with Feiyin, I feel like she is behind me, facing the same universe as myself, [Feiyin, it doesn’t matter even if the whole world rejects me, as long as I have you is enough. ]
[Kira... I am the same. ] Talking to Kira, the strange emotion in my heart seemed to calm down a little, [How long will it take for Kira? ]
[It's coming soon, soon, to end this. ] Kira's eyes glowed with warmth, [Feiyin, after all this is over, let's leave the war, leave here, and leave nothing behind, okay? ]
[good. ] Hearing Kira's words, it felt like the pain in his chest had disappeared.Grasping the white knuckles on the chest of the shirt, slowly loosen it, in fact, this is good, isn't it?
She looked at the side of Strike Gundam and Archangel through the screen, since other than Kira, people who knew she was a weapon rejected the memory of being together with such a sentence...then...don't hesitate, There is no need to remember.
For this reason, she raised her head and calmly answered Captain Mu's sarcasm. "Hey, yes, I'm just a weapon."
Her dark eyes dilute the last warmth, "I am a weapon, so what? I don't understand people's hearts and feelings, and I don't need to understand. I rely on my own strength rather than believing in that meaningless 'hope'. As long as you kill all those who are dangerous and war-minded, the war will be over. For Kira’s wish, I don’t care how much blood I have stained in my hands. Those who achieve great things must always be accompanied by sacrifices. Only blood Let history move forward. Only by letting them know the pain can this end."
"'Hope' will not disappear because you don't admit it, it still exists there, its strength depends on our hearts, as long as we don't give up, as long as we keep trusting in hope, it will create miracles. That's why I say you I don’t understand anything... Even if you are lucky enough to win, so what if the war is over.” Captain Mu sighed deeply.In the war that was suppressed by killing and unilateral brutality, no one who survived would be grateful or forgive them. The future brought by Kira's wish is still dark.
"That's enough, don't act like you know everything, and you have the right to deny my words, Kira's...partner? Friends? You were the ones who abandoned all of this first, right? Either you or Aslan , all betrayed him! I want to make him a god. As long as he becomes a god, no one can disobey him, no one can stop him, and no one can force him to do things he doesn’t like. He is good, you guys who will give up on him once you encounter the big situation, what kind of friends, what kind of partners!"
Hearing Feiyin's extreme remarks, Captain Mu frowned, "You are too extreme, Feiyin, we have not given up on Kira so far, let alone treating him as a monster, you have never given us a chance to explain or express your words Don’t you finish? It’s your erroneous view of us and your willful will that are driving Kira to a dead end.”
It turned out to be like this, is it based on her past words and deeds to make a judgment, thinking that she induced Kira to lead him to a dead end that he could not turn back?The corner of Feiyin's mouth raised a strange smile, so, it's okay...
Probably there will never be anyone who knows himself better than Kira. Those who don't like to explain, even if they are misunderstood, they will accept it without any excuse, and then follow their wishes, tell the lie all the way to the present, and still to go on,
"You think such self-righteous stopping is for Kira's good? Because I am his weapon, and nothing is more important to me than his life. That's right, I suggested that he find a more convenient and correct method. I I can free him from this desperate world, and create a new world and a new shelter for him. I really don’t understand feelings, I don’t understand people’s hearts, and I don’t want to understand, but at least I am sincerely doing his best. In this world, the only one who really cares about him, really cares about him, is me, as long as I'm there!"
It doesn't matter if they misunderstand her, as long as they don't treat Kira as a monster, all the mistakes and accusations will be borne by her.Whether it's a witch, or a blood-stained weapon, no matter how ugly it sounds, she can bear it.
"You are just a false connivance."
"Maybe it's connivance, but what's the point? As long as it's what my master wants and likes, sacrificing this world is nothing." Feiyin replied with a cold smile, "As long as Kira chooses, as long as Kira chooses, as long as Kira chooses." What La decides is right for me, I am willing to give my all in exchange for his smile, even if his wish is destruction!"
"It seems that there are some things that can't be solved with words alone." Facing the paranoid and almost crazy Fei Yin, who is not willing to give in, Captain Mu felt a little helpless.
"This is what I want to say." Fei Yin manipulated the same body as Mie Shen Gundam, and clenched her weapon, "It seems that it is impossible to expect a peaceful solution with you obediently staying aside and not interfering... I will not Let you get in the way of Kira."
No one could see it. At that moment, the eyes of Fei Yin, who manipulated the God of Destroyer Gundam, were stained with the color of killing. The eyes were bright red, like a monster at night, "For that wish, I will destroy all those who stand in our way. Obstacles, we will become the gods who clear this world!"
Feiyin is fighting for him... Thinking so, Kira stopped Mie Shen Gundam, looked at the plant not far away, and just remained silent for a moment, then manipulated Mie Shen Gundam to take out the barrel, a strong black light Gathering at the muzzle, the light is obviously black, but it carries a dangerous and depressing aesthetic feeling. The strong power and the surrounding vacuum universe are distorted for a moment.
"We met for the first time, Lord Patrick Sara, the leader of PLANT," he has already accumulated a strong force, confirmed that no one can stop him, and he has no worries at all, he opened the communication, "Although it is the first time, it will also be the last time. "
Patrick Sara never expected that the other party would communicate directly so arrogantly. Seeing the other party appear on the meeting screen, he subconsciously clenched his fists, "I know you, Kira Yamato, you are my stupid son's traitor friend! .”
"I've never been on the side of new humans, so there's no way I could betray." Kira smiled calmly.
Now that he has chosen this path, it is better to be wrong. If Feiyin is guilty, then he is willing to share the guilt.The infamy of the world does not need to be borne by Fei Yin alone.
"Then you have been on the side of the Earth Army from the very beginning, what is the result now, the other side does not accept you as an outlier."
"I didn't fight for them at the beginning, and now they have no use value for me." Kira's words made Patrick Sara show an unbelievable expression. He didn't care, and continued, "Originally, I didn't care which side you and the Earth Army won, and I didn't care whether the war was won or lost. I just wanted a place to stay. However, this war has lasted for too long. I am afraid that the world will be destroyed. You have not yet divided the war. There is no way to win or lose, so I can only count on myself."
"After all, when all the people are dead, the war will end naturally. When all the people are dead, there is no need for you to exist as a leader."
Kira's words made Patrick Sara's face pale. He knew the meaning of Kira's communication. It was provocation and ridicule, because he knew that no one in this world could stop him. I also saw it with my own eyes, otherwise I would never agree to form an alliance with the Earth Army, but I didn't expect that combining the power of the world would not be able to stop his behavior at all, this monster that devoid of humanity.
"Why do you have such an expression? You support the battle, and you also want to kill the Earth Army. You should be happy, because all the unwillingness and fear you have experienced will be experienced by the Earth Army in the near future. For that, you have to thank me very much."
Patrick Sara almost fell to the ground. Is all this really what he hoped for? It is him who wants to fight and kill the Earth Army, but it is too cruel to pay the price of all people's lives.
While wanting revenge, wanting to kill the Earth Army, there are also people who want to protect.
There are still many people who are innocent!
"Who will thank you, monster!" Other councilors couldn't help but burst out, including the Earth Army who sat in this meeting because of the alliance.
No one doubts Kira's power to destroy the world, but they can't help being angry. When the war was launched, they didn't realize that so many people would be killed or injured. Why didn't they realize it at that time? The sorrow of those innocent people .If there are no ordinary people, then what is the value of the existence of these congressmen and these leaders.
It was only at this moment that I realized that as a leader, those lives behind me were not used to sacrifice for the war, but were used to protect them.
The neutral UN leader who was sitting at the same table stood up and said, "War will eventually disappear, and your actions will completely destroy the future. No one will thank you for this indiscriminate monster."
Hearing such accusations, instead of being angry, Kira smiled, but there was no coldness in his eyes, "I didn't expect the members of the neutral federation to be here, or did you just sign the agreement just because you wanted to eliminate me?" A peace agreement? Oh, I never imagined that you would be so naive after the tragic incidents of Heliopolis and Orb. Once a war begins, it will never end. It is better to let those suffering and innocent people return to silence in death like this. Only blood can make history move forward, and likewise, only blood can stop everything."
"What we desire is the end of the war, not the end of the world!" The neutral member roared almost at the top of his lungs.
"It's the same, so the war will end forever, and there will be no more sound of shells."
"It's the same! If you don't stop you, the world will lose all its voices. This kind of ending is not what we want!"
"Don't you think it's too late to say this now. Now, no one can stop me." After saying this, everyone saw the figure on the screen receding, the background was a vast universe, and the black body was carrying a cannon. The barrel is facing the direction of the screen.It made their hearts tighten suddenly, as if invisible big hands grabbed their hearts, bringing a sense of suffocation and depression.
Seeing the black light coming towards him like the roar of death, the eyes of the leaders of the three parties raised their eyes angrily, but they were powerless to stop them. Unexpectedly, after fighting for a lifetime, they finally realized their stupidity. Extremes are almost all forced out by them. This one called Kira Yamato was also forced out by the environment.
In the end, these congressmen seemed to understand something. They didn’t realize how stupid the previous war was until now. If all people died, there would be nothing. Compared with endless wars, being a leader is more about opening up for the next generation A new future, a living space.
But it was too late to wake up, and there was no chance of regret at all. Several people looked at each other helplessly, and smiled helplessly. They never thought that they would die in the same place in the end. This is retribution, causing so much sorrow, so many wives and children The retribution of life and death.
Willing to bear the sins that belong to us, please forgive those innocent people who owe you.
At that moment, the guilty person piously repents to the holy name that does not exist.As the destructive light hit, they all closed their eyes, and everything slowly dissipated like a heavy sigh.
——"You said that you want to fight to protect everyone's future, so what is really important to you, what is it that you really want to protect, and what are you going to give up to achieve this protection?"
——"Or, for this wish, everything can be given up, including your own life? You really think so... Don't be joking, Aslan, do you think you are great by doing this? Sacrifice After all, how many people can you save in this endless flames of war, those you save will die again where you can’t see them, and in the end, all your sacrifices will be in vain.”
——"In order to protect, you must also kill. Now that it has been decided, why can't you make up your mind to kill me? If you haven't lost all your courage and awareness, how can you redeem others! I once said that there is no redeemer without blood, That's why I choose to kill!"
——"Life or death is their own choice. Instead of relying on others and hating others, it is better to hate yourself. You can protect them for a while, but you cannot protect them forever, Aslan. Everyone's life is up to them Come to protect, people are killed because they are weak, and you will be killed by me because you are not strong enough at this moment."
Aslan stood at the passageway, looking at the universe outside the transparent wall, his expression was deeply saddened.
Kira's determination shook his heart. He couldn't completely refute every word of Kira, but so what if he knew it was wrong, so what if it was wrong?He couldn't turn his friend into an enemy again just for a word of protection. He had already killed him once, and he couldn't point his sword at Kira again anyway.
At that moment Kira was serious, seriously trying to kill him.Although he survived at this moment, he knew that he couldn't even save himself at that moment.
What exactly do people fight for?For protection?Or sabotage in the name of protection?
He couldn't help gritting his teeth, and punched the wall, shaking the wall that even artillery fire couldn't penetrate. The pain on the back of his hand cleared his mind.
"Aslan, you are here."
Hearing this voice, Aslan was startled, and saw Lux jumping from the entrance and moving in front of him. "Lax, why are you here?" Facing the face at close range, he turned away uncomfortably.
"I came here specially to find you." Lux replied with a smile.
When she brought Aslan to the place where the mobile suits were placed, Aslan couldn't believe what he saw, "This is it!"
"This is the Justice Gundam, because the Freedom Gundam has been severely damaged and cannot be repaired in a short time, but this is more suitable for Aslan, isn't it?"
Aslan looked at the unactivated mobile suit in front of him, unable to speak. This is the Justice Gundam that was taken away by Lacus before. He also accepted the task of recapturing it for this. He didn't understand why Lacus wanted to hand over the Justice Gundam give him.
"Aslan needs it, doesn't he? When I took it away, I knew that one day Aslan would need it, so I made this plan from the beginning and took it away in advance for this day."
Although a little surprised, Aslan had no intention of sitting on it and manipulating it. He just stood below and looked up at the huge machine, watching quietly, no one knew what he was thinking.
"Aslan?"
"I already, don't know why I'm fighting. I thought I had found the right path. For this reason, Kira and I could fight together, but Kira rejected my words."
"I don't know what's right or wrong anymore. I can't stop Kira. Is it really possible to kill him? I've killed him before. This time, I can't do it anyway. I'm weak, right? , Lux." He wanted to laugh, but the corner of his mouth only raised a bitter arc, and his blue eyes were as deep as bottomless swamps, heavy and sad.
"Is there any right or wrong in this kind of thing?" As soon as Lacus finished speaking, Aslan raised his head and looked at her in surprise. "Sometimes we have to fight for ourselves."
"Lax?"
"Isn't it?" Lux smiled, "Whether it's for the peace of the world, the future of the world, or everyone's happiness, it sounds great, but it's basically just satisfying your own wishes and wanting to make yourself happy. Even if it's just a trivial selfish reason, you can fight for it, don't put too much pressure on yourself, Aslan."
"In a war, someone lives and someone dies. If you want to eliminate this, there is no other way but to end the war, so it is very stupid not to kill because of guilt." A calm male voice broke into their topic .
"You..." Aslan looked at the person in front of him in surprise. It was Barthold Field, the former Desert Tiger, who was unexpectedly alive.
Barthold Field didn't care about his surprise, because even he himself was a little unbelievable that he could survive such a battle, although Aisha died as a price. "Although I lost to that kid Kira, I won't hold any grudges, because I'm not as skilled as others. On the contrary, if he felt guilty towards me and was killed by me and didn't fight back, I would look down on him. There is no resistance like this His death is an insult to me, Aisha, and those who died at his hands. You too, before you fought Kira, you had the mentality that it doesn't matter if you die. Have you ever thought about it? You died like this, what is the mood of those who died for you, you should fight on, we don’t need you to fight with great and noble reasons, you just need to fight to survive, just for yourself .”
"So, Aslan can't die, and he can't hang his head down, this is something only Aslan can do, believe in yourself." Lacus stretched out her hand and hugged Aslan who couldn't answer, "Maybe at this moment Silan will feel that there is no chance, no hope, and us, our ship exists for you, this is the opportunity and hope we create for you, and the Archangel is also there."
"Fighting does not mean that you will lose Kira as a friend, nor does it mean that you have to give up the friendship you once had. The necessary method of killing is not betrayal. Because I don't think Kira's choice and persistence are wrong, but The conflicts that will inevitably arise from different pursuits.”
"To this day, I still regard Kira and Feiyin as friends in my heart, but their positions are different. For my position, and for myself, even if I want to make them enemies and destroy them, no matter how reluctant or sad I am, I will do the same. On the contrary, they are the same. No matter the result, I will find it beautiful because of different beliefs and choices to fight, so Aslan, don't hesitate, don't feel owed...just for yourself, Fight, Aslan, it is what they want."
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