book of contract

Looking at the back of Liberty Gundam, Captain Maru's fingertips sank deeply into his palm. Want to return to the Earth Army?And kill Kira who has been helping them all along?The life of fleeing and fleeing has been dangerous and painful, but they have been working hard until now, are they going to overrule everything before?Just to go home?How could it be possible!If this is really done, then it is not only a betrayal of Kira, but also a betrayal of the self who has been fighting until now, and a betrayal of Orb who sacrificed himself to achieve them.

"I have come here, I am not going to turn back, and I will continue to go on my own way, not because of the captain's order, you don't need to implement my willfulness, you have the right to choose, and now those who want to go home can take the shuttle machine back to Lunar Headquarters."

The originally silent people on the Archangel were all shocked. Mirialia and Sai looked at each other and laughed. Everyone seemed relieved, "I would like to follow the captain." Almost without any consideration, everyone She answered her in the next moment, and no one chose to leave.

The Archangel made the same choice as Aslan in the end. Their silence and doubts were tantamount to betraying Kira’s trust and devotion to them. Whether it’s guilt or apology, it’s up to them to owe him. repay!

However, when they chased after them, they were stunned by what they saw in front of them. Why did Aslan, who was chasing after him, fight with Kira?Facing the battlefield of God of Destroyer Gundam and Freedom Gundam, Archangel did not rush in recklessly but chose to watch from a distance. Seeing the almost endless battle between Kira and Aslan, everyone had the same astonishment on their faces , they don't know why it happened like this.

In the universe, the originally quiet and uninhabited corners are now full of flames, and every ray of light that looks beautiful carries the danger of destroying everything. The black Mie God Gundam and the blue and white Liberty Gundam are fighting together to the death, and no one backs down. step.

"Kira, stop it! Come back with me!" Facing every cries of Aslan's determination, the only response to him was the gunfire from the Mie God Gundam. He knew that his words would never reach Kira again, but he didn't want to Give up, I don't want to let him destroy the planet where countless people live. Maybe there are damned people on it who have the will to fight, but more are innocent people who yearn for happiness.He just wants to protect the little happiness of those ordinary innocent people, and he doesn't want the tragedy of Junius 7 to happen again. He wants to do his best to save a little bit if he can, and he doesn't want to have children to face like himself. For the death of a loved one, one can only cry bitterly, and then vent one's hatred.

"That alone can't stop me, Aslan!" Kira said coldly, "You want to be my enemy if you don't have the determination to kill me?"

Kira's words pierced Aslan's heart fiercely like a knife blade. He didn't know that it was useless, but if he was asked to raise his sword against his friend, he would never be able to do it. The pain caused by the war is too much , was once forced to kill each other with Kira, if I could, I would never want to fight my friends like this again.

"I want to protect, I want to protect everyone's future, in that future, you have a share, remember."

"!" Kira's eyes shrank suddenly, and what appeared in front of him was the scene of him handing Toby to him when there was no war, when he and Aslan were good friends, and when the petals were falling, all the good things seemed to be Still at that moment.As long as he guards it, that future, everyone's future, he once firmly believed in.I want to fight for such a guardian belief.

but……

"That's all fake, no one can do it, no one can protect it, it's just a self-deception for self-satisfaction!"

"I can do it!" Aslan replied firmly! "I will never give up!"

He could feel that the Mie Shen Gundam where Kira was located was exuding a powerful force.The other party's desire to destroy is...seriously, Aslan felt his heart sank when he realized this, but he didn't want to give up. He would never give up what he wanted to protect, including his friend Kira.

"You said that you want to fight to protect everyone's future, so what is really important to you, what is it that you really want to protect, and what are you going to give up to achieve this protection?"

"This...I..." Aslan avoided the pulse gun dangerously and was taken aback by Kira's question, unable to answer for a moment.

What to give up to achieve?Why do you ask?Why must something be given up?

But if giving up is the premise, then your own life will also...

Kira didn't give him time to think, and seemed to see through his thoughts, and didn't give him a chance to answer, and continued, "Or, for this wish, everything can be given up, including your own life? You really are like that Thinking about it... Don't be kidding, Aslan, do you think you are great by doing this? How many people can you save in this endless war after sacrificing everything? Those you save will also be saved by you. The unseen dies again, and in the end, all your sacrifices are in vain."

In the past, he also gave everything to protect it, but in the end, he realized that he was just self-righteous.Apart from being self-satisfied and feeling good about herself, in fact no one was able to save her, and she almost sacrificed Concubine Yin.

"not like this!"

"If you want to veto my words, then kill me. In this way, you can stop me." Kira manipulated Mie Shen Gundam to punch Liberty Gundam in the face, so powerful that Aslan Uncontrollable receding far.

"In order to protect, you must also kill. Since it has been decided, why can't you make up your mind to kill me? If you haven't lost all your courage and awareness, how can you redeem others! I once said that there is no redeemer without blood. For this reason I choose to kill!"

For a long time, Aslan didn't answer, and Kira didn't need his answer. He just looked far away through the screen, as if seeing the end of the universe.

The ridicule of the person who was infinitely close to the gods was so unforgettable.

——'Since you chose to fight in the war, why do you struggle with the pain of killing people? '

——'This is what you call enlightenment?Your protection can only be talked about forever, but in fact you can't do anything, can you? '

——'Your tenderness is just a nice word, without the determination to die, without the determination to lose everything, who else do you want to protect?If you can't even save yourself, why save others!Redeemer who does not kill! ?Haha, what are you kidding! '

He couldn't forget the shock of his belief being rejected at that moment, but he couldn't refute it. Even if he answered Lihua, he still felt uneasy.Afraid of lying again, afraid of being a hypocritical self-deception, so he has to work hard to do it, and never want to tell a beautiful lie to deceive himself and let himself live in pain.

——'Everyone's life must be protected by himself, life or death is just a matter of his own choice, and relying on gods is just self-deception.Gods are the existence that boring people use to comfort themselves, deceive themselves, and motivate themselves to live. Even if they really exist, it is not what you expect... The real gods will never show mercy to the world, even if you are dying, Struggling to the death, God will only make the final judgment, completely destroying the doomed world, nothing more. '

"Aslan, do you believe in the existence of God, have you ever hated it?" Kira's inexplicable question made Aslan stunned and didn't know how to answer, let alone the meaning of his question. For a long time, A chuckle came from Mie Shen Gundam, as light as a weak breath, and as low as an illusion, "Maybe I believed it, and I also deeply resented it when I had nothing. But, what exactly do I hate?" ...Someone once told me that there are no gods in this world. Instead of resenting the gods, it is better to resent yourself for being so weak, yes, why are you so weak..."

The moment Lihua said that he wanted to destroy the world, he realized that he couldn't stop it at all, couldn't stop the destruction, and couldn't save the world that was gradually being destroyed by war.

He found a way to end it. Someone must be charged with sabotage, and this war must end. For this reason, he will destroy. He has already killed people, and he can no longer hypocritically say no to killing people. To hope for cleanliness, we must create an end and a winner, even if the means are cruel, and use violence to control violence.

"Kira." Such Kira made Aslan feel a little overwhelmed.

"It is precisely because people are too weak that they pray for salvation, but who can really bear this life except myself. Only then did I realize how stupid I was to choose to protect!" Kira suddenly opened his eyes , "Life or death is their own choice. Instead of relying on others and hating others, it is better to hate yourself. You can protect them for a while, but you cannot protect them forever, Aslan. Everyone's life is up to them Protection, people are killed because they are weak, and you will be killed by me because you are not strong enough at this moment."

Feiyin was standing beside Kira, and she could feel that Kira was serious, and his killing intent came from that shaken anger, because at this moment, Aslan, just like himself in the past, desperately himself who wants to protect others.

Aslan was startled, avoided the powerful artillery fire, and looked at the shattered starstone fragments behind him. He knew that Kira was serious and wanted to kill himself seriously, just like he once wanted to kill himself. same as him.His blue eyes were darkened by sadness, and these darkened eyes gradually became serious and serious.

He replied like this, "Maybe I am too weak to protect them for a lifetime, but even if it is only for a while, as long as I am still alive, I will never give up, just like I will never give up my determination to stop you."

It's like this every time, using an accusing tone, saying things that seem to be right for granted, you are the one who said that I am a friend, and you were the one who raised the sword to me first.

Faced with such a battle, Kira became a little irritable and clenched his teeth. He was aroused a bit bloody when he was not prepared to fight seriously. It turned out that he had never forgotten that moment, the moment when Aslan killed Feiyin .

He is not kind enough to forgive anyone, but he just pretended to forget all negative feelings and suppressed them too deeply. When faced with this familiar scene, he broke out completely, collapsed completely, and his heart of destruction also broke out completely. It seemed that he was trying to turn him into another person abruptly.

Those who hate Aslan will never forgive Aslan, that strange self.

I can't forget the painful memory of the walking dead when I lost Concubine Yin, and I can't forget the strange eyes that were frightened by others. He is not a saint, and he is not a good person who can forgive everything.Now it all comes to mind, all the negative emotions.

Under Aslan's non-serious fighting and sword without killing intent, he was fully released and broke out.

- "So I have to stop you!"

This is what Aslan said, and it is indeed his personality. Kira frowned, his lips pursed, his blood faded and turned pale, and he stood in front of him like this every time, not knowing his decision at all. Because of how serious he was, he didn't know how painful it was for him to make this decision. Every time, every time, it was Aslan who came to shake himself.

Why did Aslan still come to stop him now, why didn't he just push all the fault and hatred on him like others did!Just treat him like a monster!

The originally peaceful heart churned up, as if the waves stirred up by the storm wanted to crush all the anger. They had obviously found an acceptable reason for them, and it was fine if they couldn't accept it!

Now that he has made up his mind and chosen a belief, he must go to the end unswervingly, but why does Aslan stand in front of him as a friend? Standing in front of my eyes, why are you shaking my resolve every time, Aslan!

"A sword that guards like this, a sword without killing intent, do you think it can really stop me!?" At that moment, Kira's eyes flashed with bloody murderous intent, and he didn't show any affection anymore. As if teleporting, making Liberty Gundam appear in front of the opponent without being able to reflect, Kira controlled Mie Shen Gundam and raised his sword and slashed sideways towards the cabin where Aslan is. If this hit hits, Aslan will die undoubtedly.

Seeing that the Freedom Gundam was about to be destroyed by Kira, how could the Archangel continue to watch, and decisively fired a pulse cannon at the Mie Shen Gundam.But even so, it can't stop the sword that is about to pierce the cabin, and can't change the fact that the Liberty Gundam will be destroyed in the next moment.

Everyone couldn't believe that that gentle boy would kill his friends, and no one could believe that he would become so strange that even Mirialia couldn't help shouting his name "Ki pull!--"

That voice might not reach Kira, but it pierced people's hearts.

After fighting for a long time, Aslan has been resisting Kira's attack with painful and complicated emotions. He suddenly felt, maybe this is retribution?Is it really right to kill each other and repay the war world with blood?Obviously no one is wrong, why should we bear all the pain caused by the war.

Seeing Kira's sword slashing horizontally towards the cabin where he was, Aslan's blue eyes suddenly shrank for an instant. He had no doubt that he could no longer stop Kira's determination and would be killed in the next moment.Looking at this war again, he has lost too much, his relatives turned against him, his lover disappeared, and his friends killed each other.

Just when everyone gave up, and when Aslan resigned to his fate and closed his eyes, Mie Shen Gundam seemed to hear Miria Lia's cry, and the sword paused slightly, following the force of inertia, and moved down to deviate The original trajectory was cut off, and the legs of Liberty Gundam were severed.

At the same time, when the pulse cannon fired by the Archangel was about to hit, Mie Shen Gundam kicked the out-of-control Liberty Gundam fiercely, and used the opponent's force to avoid the artillery fire, and Liberty Gundam because of this With a kick, it fell to a deeper and farther place.

At this moment, the Archangel is unable to save Aslan. They looked at the unfamiliar Mie Shen Gundam and instinctively erected a high wall of defense. If they were suspicious at first, then now, seeing him really want to kill Aslan At the moment when Lan was in love, no one could trust him anymore, let alone turn their backs on this strange organism that would take your life at any time.

Aslan wanted to control the Freedom Gundam at this moment, but he was powerless. He could only watch the Archangel and the Mie Shen Gundam face to face. Although he didn't know why Mie Shen Gundam would let him go, he was sure that Kira was the real one just now. wanted to kill himself.There are still many things that have not been clarified, but he can only watch himself fall. The Mie Shen Gundam and the Archangel are getting farther and farther away from him. At this moment, the cabin he is in suddenly vibrates, and the downward trend stops?Aslan's eyes widened in disbelief, a strange machine grabbed him and led him into a strange ship.

"Who are you!" Aslan, who was taken to the captain's command room of a strange ship, never thought that he would be rescued. Whether it was the Earth Army or Zaft, he could not find that the other party would do this The only reason that can be explained is that there is no purpose.

"Ala, long time no see, Aslan." The pink hair of the girl who jumped off the captain's command chair floated without gravity, like a beautiful elf.

"Lax...?" Aslan looked at the person in front of him in disbelief. Why did she appear here?

Seeing Aslan's shocked face, Lux smiled brightly in a good mood.Gave him a big hug.

When she heard the news that the Earth Army and Zaft joined forces, Lacus, who knew that the plan had already started, naturally knew that she should take action. When the Archangel arrived at the place where Aslan and Kira were fighting, she His ship arrived just in time, and when Aslan was shot down, he ordered people to rescue him.

As for whether Kira and Feiyin were aware of it, it was not within her scope of concern. Regardless of whether they were aware of it or not, judging from the fact that they did not kill Aslan at that moment, she would naturally not be prevented from saving Aslan.

Not only Aslan and the others were puzzled by Miegod Gundam's behavior just now, even Kira inside Miegod Gundam was shocked.

It turned out that it wasn't that he changed his mind midway, but that Feiyin stopped him, and it was because of her intervention midway that the attack was abruptly diverted.

"Fei Yin?"

"Kira...you're out of control." After a long time, Feiyin opened her mouth. Because she was worried, she didn't follow the owner's wish to stop the killing, so her tone was slightly hesitant, "If I don't do this , Kira must be sad, because... because Kira doesn't really want to kill him now. Why is he so anxious to reject everything in the past... Why is he so anxious to draw a line with them. He is Kira Ra's good friend, he hasn't given up on Kira until now, so it doesn't matter if he is shaken."

Feiyin let go of the hand covering the back of Kira's hand. At that moment, the tearing pain in Kira's heart was so strong that even she could feel it, but she still made up her mind to kill. It's as if she will cry in the next moment.

Hearing Feiyin's words, Kira calmed down and could not refute. The original plan was not to kill Aslan. If he really killed him, as Feiyin said, he would definitely regret it.

The fear of being shaken is because I don't want to give myself any chance to turn around.

He didn't pay attention to the Archangel beside him, and watched the Liberty Gundam getting farther and farther away. It wasn't until he saw a strange machine rescued Aslan that Kira's tense body relaxed a little, and subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

"I'm sorry, I let you join me on the road of fighting against the world." At that moment, he made a choice with his own behavior. At that moment, he gave up the salvation of not killing, and chose a road of Shura full of blood.

"It doesn't matter, this kind of road is suitable for me." Fei Yin replied with a smile, "Because I am the blood-stained curse."

"For me, Feiyin is not a curse. I'm sorry, but I want to protect you so that you won't be stained with blood." Knowing that Feiyin wouldn't mind, Kira couldn't help apologizing.

"It doesn't matter, I really prefer to fight with you than to be protected."

"If everything in the end proves that I did something wrong, when I am covered in blood and cannot turn back, Feiyin will always be by my side."

"As I said, Kira can't be wrong. In my eyes, as long as Kira chooses anything, it is right, and everything that goes against Kira is wrong." Feiyin hugged this girl tightly. The young man who was forced to grow up, from the moment he signed the contract with himself, he abandoned all his own happiness, why should he apologize to her, all the sins and faults are not his, "I will always be here All the mistakes, killings, and sins around Kira, I will share with you."

Hearing Feiyin's answer, Kira couldn't help but laugh.I feel relieved.He hugged Feiyin tightly, her scent lingered on the tip of his nose, and the full temperature in his arms told him that he was not alone, and Feiyin's voice was next to his ears, "Feiyin can always say what I want to hear the most, the most If you need it, thank you, it's really great that you are still by my side."

The author has something to say:

All of Kira's words in this chapter are because he was shaken by Aslan, and then he spoke out angrily, you know... one.one

Then congratulate me, although it is very cavalier, but I can finish the Gundam volume in about two or three chapters, so the war chapter can be said to have entered the countdown stage. Chapter should...maybe..., enter Warm Arms Volume...