book of contract

——Don’t fall into a painful situation anymore, sometimes it’s easier to give up, just give up on me, don’t suffer for protection anymore.

——For me, Kira's life is more important than anything else, and I will do anything for it, including my life.

Seeing Feiyin's appearance again, if she knew, she would definitely let him give up, let him choose someone else, and give up her life.Even in the face of the strong pressure and murderous intent, he gritted his teeth resolutely and did not back down. He would never give up on what he could not give up.

"I don't choose."

"What?" Lihua frowned at that moment, and the silver-haired man beside her was stunned for a moment, none of them thought that Kira would answer like this, and had the courage to say such an answer.

"I don't choose." Kira repeated slowly and clearly, the hesitation and pain in his expression disappeared, full of determination and coldness. "I will not give up on Feiyin for the sake of this world, and I will never give up on her for anyone else, but if I decide the life and death of all people with one choice, I can't do it either!"

"Do you want to use such an excuse to perfuse me!" The originally calm Feng around Lihua became frantic, with indescribable anger.

"It's not an excuse."

At that moment, Lihua was stimulated by something, her blood-colored eyes suddenly shrank, she didn't want to continue listening, so she raised her hand, raised the huge sickle blade high and waved it vigorously, the originally gentle and harmless wind followed her The flying movements turned into invisible and sharp blades.Unable to see the wind, Kira relied on instinct and feeling to dodge, avoiding those wind blades that might be life-threatening.

And this kind of behavior angered Lihua even more, "You keep saying that you want to protect the world and the people behind you, but you make people who really care about themselves face death again and again."

The words with cold killing intent reminded him of the moment of Feiyin's death, just a moment's shaking made Kira's figure stop, and the wind blade brushed across his body in an instant, on both arms, The skin on the calf was instantly ripped open and blood spattered.The intense pain made him grit his teeth.

"It's your half-baked mentality that you have to protect both of them, which made Concubine Yin Feixiu fall into such a state! Even if you can't save yourself, why should you save others! A redeemer who doesn't kill people!? Haha, you are here What a joke!"

"Ewha." The silver-haired man's icy blue eyes suddenly looked at her. Ewha's mood was very strange, was it because of this boy?And the previous self, who was indeed affected, saw the shadow of the past on this young man.An old friend who seems to have known each other.Even if that person has forgotten now, even if that person has dedicated everything for the protection he has done, even if that person has gained happiness because of Lihua's departure, it still cannot change the pain that has been caused in Lihua's heart.

"Get rid of the war, want to protect the people behind you, want to protect your friends, then who are you fighting, and why are you fighting when you lose what you protect? In this battlefield of killing, relying on faith alone It is impossible to go on. When Fei Yin made a choice with her life so that you can go on without struggling, you should be aware of your hypocrisy and powerlessness. Now why do you stand in front of us? Since Unable to make a choice, why do you say you want to protect Concubine Yin Feixiu!" At that moment, her pupils became narrow and sharp, like needles with a sharp killing intent, piercingly cold.

"Yes, I am still very weak now, and I can't even tell what is right. Even if you say it is hypocrisy, I will not argue, but I am not reconciled. I don't want to live like this alone. I can't walk calmly in the choice she made for me with my life, I can't do anything for her, I don't want to lose Feiyin, I can't lose her." Kira stood up resolutely with the wound When he got up, he completely ignored the wounds caused by the almost bone-deep wind blades on his body, and he also ignored the dizziness from blood loss.

I finally understand... how powerless I am, watching the one I love die, I can't do anything except cry and suffer.

"I have also struggled countless times in such dilemmas. Maybe I am naive. Now I realize that my strength cannot protect everyone, and I will not say that kind of big talk to satisfy myself, but if I want to I asked you to destroy this world and kill everyone in order to keep Feiyin, but I can't do it! They also have the right to live. Fighting to survive...why do you want to destroy this world with just one word and one choice from me? Life is in their own hands, and I have no right to judge their life, let alone make a life-and-death choice for them!"

He tried in vain to protect this world, together with her in this world, but did not realize that a person's power is limited after all, and just did it out of arrogance and self-satisfaction, which hurt her.

Now, he won't do this anymore, everyone will protect themselves, it's not that they can't live without him, in this world, there is only one person who really cares about him and what he cares about.

"At this moment, there is only one thing I want to protect." I don't want to protect the world anymore, but just want to protect what I have in my hand and what I own. Kira hugged the book of Valutisia tightly in his arms. This book protected her until she woke up safely, "Even if my strength is so small in your eyes, I still have the right to struggle. Even if I can't save anyone, I will still hold Feiyin's hand in front of me, even if it may not be possible. Save her, but I will also hold her hand tightly and never let go. Because, I want to live with her in this painful war, I want to be with her."

For such an answer, Lihua's expression is not unmoved, but more angry and embarrassing, unable to accept this cunning answer, the powerful force condenses in her hands and condenses into a black sphere visible to the naked eye. It keeps expanding, like a vortex that will swallow everything, and there are countless visible lightning torrents entangled on it, "If this is the case, then as you said, hold her hand and die together."

"Ewha! He's not Allen!" The silver-white-haired man finally couldn't help shouting, but it was a moment too late, and the black lightning sphere had been released from her hand and released towards Kira. Ordinary people will definitely be crushed by such a powerful force. Even if the out-of-control Lihua was awakened by that sentence at that moment and regained her sanity from the anger, she still couldn't stop the unleashed killing move.

Kira's body was covered with wounds left by the wind blade, and the blood flowed continuously, almost dyeing the grass at his feet red. Seeing the black sphere attacking with strong pressure and destructive power, he did not hesitate. He suspected that the darkness visible to the naked eye would crush him to nothing.It's not that he doesn't want to escape, it's not that he doesn't want to struggle, but it's that he has exhausted all his strength just standing, and after saying those words, his vision is blurred due to excessive blood loss.

He propped up on his knees and managed not to fall down. Seeing the attack getting closer and closer, he just raised the corners of his mouth helplessly, as expected he couldn't speak too much.The Book of Valutisia in his arms has been stained red by his blood, emitting a strange light faintly.In the end, he gave up his own safety, just hugged the book in his arms tightly, and used his body as the final resistance. Even if his strength was not enough to save her, he still wanted to bear all the pain for her.

The invisible and transparent shield protects Kira in a semicircle. When the powerful black light ball hits the protective light, it tries to break it and crush all life, and the semicircle shield softly destroys the destructive With a bang, the collision of the two forces finally sent out a powerful explosion, splashing up dust, and the aftermath of the powerful air flow could not even be controlled by Lihua and the man beside her. Taking two steps back.

The lingering smoke dissipated, and Kira didn't suffer any harm, but couldn't bear the powerful impact and lost consciousness. There were silver-haired girls beside him quietly. It was her timely appearance just now that was able to suppress the powerful attack of Lihua. After resisting, seeing that the other party had no intention of continuing to attack, he slowly lowered his raised hand, "Why are you so angry, isn't this child's answer very standard? And your question is originally a question without an answer, isn't it?" ?”

I regretted it the moment I launched the attack, but I couldn't take back the attack. I watched the human being almost die under my anger. The pear blossom, who was originally wronged, couldn't answer the girl's question. When she raised her head and saw clearly The moment the other party looked like this, his eyes widened in disbelief, "Master Wuye!?"

The silver-haired girl looked at the young man who had lost consciousness and did not let go of the book behind her, and sighed helplessly. She was a little angry, but when the other party called out her name, she was stunned for a moment and disappeared. The girl in the eyes said, "I don't seem to know you. How did you know my name?"

"I'm Pear Blossom. I was trapped in that world back then because I met you...I always wanted to see you again." Pear Blossom slowly lowered her hand and let go of the sickle, her words were full of eagerness and sincerity.

Knowing that Lihua was not lying, the girl known as Wuye lowered her eyes, covering all the emotions in her eyes, and replied after a long time, "Sorry, I don't think I know you, or I am not the one you know. One [no night]."

Lihua glanced at the man beside her in confusion, but she couldn't get an answer. She didn't understand why she got such an answer.

"I..." She was about to approach Wuye, but someone pulled her shoulders from behind, stopping her footsteps. Lihua turned her head blankly. It turned out that Luo Feng, who had been watching all this development in time and space, was finally unable to continue watching. And came here again, grabbed Li Hua, and shook his head slowly at her, "Don't try, she really doesn't know you."

"Liaofeng, long time no see." The girl known as Wuye easily recognized the green-haired girl behind Lihua, and Luofeng's expression was complicated, and there was too much pain and sorrow that Lihua could not distinguish, "Ah , Really, long time no see."

Wu Ye slightly raised the corners of his mouth, "It seems that you have found a new partner, so I can rest assured that this child was assigned the task of snatching the Book of Valutisia? Can you tell me why?" Falling Wind did not Denied, just when she was about to answer, Lihua said, "Because my mission is to kill people who violated laws and regulations and illegally entered the country, and that person has escaped from me many times, and it is the previous contract of Concubine Yinxiu. Or, as long as you get this book back, you can easily find Sally."

"That's it." Wu Ye looked at Luo Feng, "Let's end this matter, Sally Ye is Feiyin's own fault, I think she will make a decision by herself, even if it is painful, she will choose to do it herself. "

"But now whether she wakes up or not is a problem."

"She will wake up, as long as this boy is still here." Wu Ye bent his eyes and smiled.

"Is it worth it? Feiyin has been in dangerous situations several times because of him, and he didn't protect her well."

"But this is Concubine Yin's own choice. Bear the pain for him, protect him, die for him, and don't want him to get hurt." Wuye accepted Lihua's words and smiled, "Pearhua, I think you should understand this feeling , would you be so angry, wouldn't you?"

Lihua couldn't refute it. Although she was a little angry about Kira's choice before, it was not anger. For Feiyin, for her former self, she turned her anger on Kira, a young man. Kira in his arms, at least at that moment it was his choice to give up his life for Fei Yin, he is not Allen, Bai Long is right.

"I understand..." After a long time, Lihua finally gave up.

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When Kira woke up, he found that Mr. Marchio was beside him. He was surprised that he didn't die. What was even more surprising was that Mr. Marchio didn't ask much about the blood and wounds on his body. I just asked him how he was feeling, asked him if he was still in pain, told him to rest more, and left.When he was alone in the room, he looked to his side, relieved that the Book of Valuticia was still there and hadn't been taken away.

When he got out of bed, he found that the wounds on his body that were almost torn apart had turned into small wounds, and he didn't know when they healed. The danger of death before seemed to be an illusion.

"It's not a dream, and it's not your illusion." Lihua's voice broke in suddenly, and when she looked up, she saw Lihua at the door, who had returned to her child's appearance. "What happened before, and your previous injuries are all true, Mi, I was the one who informed Instructor Marchio to find someone to carry you back to the house~ And I told them that you would only protect me because of protecting me." Those who fell off the cliff, don't worry, they won't ask about everything, and they don't know."

Kira looked at her, "I thought you were going to kill me."

"Mi~someone saved you from me."

"Who is it!?" At that moment, hope was ignited in his heart, the person who could save him from Lihua...could be Feiyin?

Ewha sat on a high chair and swayed her legs, just like an ordinary child, she quietly looked at the world outside the door, and did not answer his question directly, but said, "I won't snatch tiles." The Book of Ruticia, I'm sorry~ Mi~ I lied to you at the time, but I didn't have a reason to kill you, I just vented my anger at that moment."

"Since she wants to settle her previous mistakes with her own hands, then I will not interfere. If you can see her, remember to convey it to me. If she really can't make it, don't be brave."

"Wait, are you talking about Feiyin? What is Feiyin going to do? What is the mistake? Are you going to ask Feiyin to kill someone?"

"You have so many questions. As for what her mistake is, why don't you ask her in person. If you are really the one she chooses, no matter how painful it is, she will definitely tell you." Lihua replied with a half-smile, There are people who cause harm, and there will naturally be people who heal the pain. Kira Yamato, you will be that kind of person.

"I once knew a person who also said that he would be a savior who would not kill anyone, and he would protect those around him with all his might. Just like you said, he never gave up even if his strength was limited." Knowing that the other party no longer remembered For myself, I still repeated the same death again and again in order to protect the other party, "Sometimes I really hate you for being gentle, why would you rather be hurt than not protect others? It looks gentle, but it is actually better than anyone else. cruel."

Pear Blossom's words and Pear Blossom's expression made Kira unable to answer, the kind of pain and sorrow that had accumulated for thousands of years, the desolation in his eyes is not what a child should have.

"But when I heard your answer at that moment, I was a little envious. You are not him, but Feiyin is not me. She will not kill everyone for one person to destroy the whole world like me. It doesn't matter because of her gentleness." It will cause her to suffer constant injuries." Lihua stood up, walked to the door and turned her back to him, and said, "It's been so long, her injury must still be hurting, the kind of pain engraved in memory, no matter how much you experience For a long time, just thinking about it will hurt, if you can really do what you said to me before, if she really comes back for you, then you can bear part of the pain for her at that time."

"If you really care about her, just remember that she will do anything to protect you, and once you get hurt, it will be the greatest harm to her." At that moment, Lihua's back was stretched, and her hair was as black as her shoulders In an instant, the long gray hair spread to the waist and flew in the wind.

Seeing that she was about to leave, Kira subconsciously asked what she wanted to ask, "Are you, a god?" If so, why can you watch the death and destruction brought about by the war so indifferently? If not, And why is it possible to look down on sentient beings like this?

"I'm not. There are no gods in this world, only people as powerful as gods. And I am Noah who survived from other worlds." Lihua's footsteps stopped because of his question, she just tilted her head without looking back , even if Kira didn't say it, she knew what the doubts in his heart were.

"The war is your own fault. Even if you die, it has nothing to do with us. Even if the world is destroyed, we will just watch. You also said that everyone's life must be protected by themselves. Looking at your own choice, relying on gods is just self-deception. Gods are the existence that boring people use to comfort themselves, deceive themselves, and give themselves motivation to live. Even if it really exists, it is not what you expect... the real god You will never show mercy to the world, even if you are dying, God will only make the final judgment and completely destroy the end of the world, that's all."

"If you hate the gods for this, it's better to hate yourself. Why are you so weak and can't do anything?" Lihua's footsteps never stopped, her figure had disappeared and merged with the sky, but her calm answer echoed in his ears. while echoing,

"Go, there is someone waiting for you by the river, and there will be the answer you are most looking forward to."

At that moment, Lihua could already foresee that his choice would change his whole life.

One day we will meet them again...

The author has something to say: Dear friends... the number of words is over the table, exceeding the standard... Concubine Yin has to move back TAT

This is what I coded when I was on the night shift, thanks to Wa...