book of contract

When Kira was rescued by Lux to his mentor's house, Aslan, who was caught and blew himself up, was also rescued by the rescue team of the ZAFT army. Although he was seriously injured, he managed to save his life. He was awarded a medal for the elite pilot who attacked Gundam on the Archangel.Everyone congratulated Aslan who was recuperating on the bed, but only he knew that his heart was actually crying.Looking at the medal on the table that represented a higher level of status, he could only grit his teeth so as not to scream, and swung the medal to the ground vigorously with his hand full of infusion tubes.

"Oh, Aslan, you have worked so hard to get this, so you don't cherish it like this?" A woman wearing a mask came in and happened to see his movements, and said with a cold smile.Seeing Aslan struggling to sit up and salute, she waved her hand and said, "You don't need to be so respectful to me, I am no longer your captain, and you will be transferred to other departments soon after your status has risen." Go." She bent down and picked up the medal that Aslan threw on the ground, and put it in his hand.

Seeing Aslan's silent expression, she raised the corner of her mouth, "Oh, it seems that Aslan is not happy. He obviously won, came back alive, and got a medal. Why are you so angry? what~"

"Sorry, Captain, I..."

"You are really like a log, very boring." The female captain stood up suddenly, and the words changed so fast that Aslan couldn't respond.

"team leader?"

"It's really boring." Sally took off her mask suddenly, her dark purple eyes were covered with thin ice, and she sneered, "Hey, Aslan, you are qualified as a perfect tool and chess piece, but You don’t seem to be able to wipe out the feelings in your heart. Since you did it, why do you regret it here, and since you have made up your mind to kill your friend, why do you blame yourself here, or is this false benevolence and morality?”

Aslan's face turned pale from the stimulation of her undisguised words.

"When you kill the first person, those meaningless morals can be discarded. Since you choose to be a tool that can only shoot but not think, then who will show these regrets and pains? What about the dead? You can’t see it, and the living don’t care about you, so you have to go on the wrong path alone.”

Even Sally herself didn't know why she said that, she just satirized Aslan like this, hurting him with words had a strange sense of revenge.In order to calm down her irritable heart, she obviously asked him to kill Kira Yamato at first, but at that moment she felt Feixiu's breath disappeared!It was obviously hard to find him, so would he be killed by Aslan instead of the one named Kira Yamato!

Grabbing it casually, the seemingly cold mask instantly turned into ashes. When he walked out of Aslan's lounge, Ulutysia walked towards him, "This world can't stay here any longer."

"Are those guys coming again?" Sally gritted her teeth irritably. Those unidentified and powerful pursuers have never given up any chance to expel and kill her.

"Get ready to leave."

"Are you kidding me? I'm not afraid of them. Let's make a break in this world."

"Sariye." At that moment, Ulutysia's pupils shrank suddenly.

"If you want to leave, you can go alone." Sally Ye's pupils were stained with bloody killing intent, this time she would bet everything, at all costs, even if she was smashed to pieces.

Whether it's chasing or fighting, let's end it!

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In the past few days after waking up, Kira often sat alone on the shore, looking at the sparkling blue water, the green waves brought up by the green grass under the feet of the breeze, surging to the sky, Kira closed his eyes, in such a A place where even oneself seems to forget the same tranquility.

From the initial gloom to the present calm, his heart seems to have been worn away by those wars and time, and the sharp angles are like stagnant water. Even the last temperature is diluted in his silent eyes.

No matter how thick the gunpowder smoke is and how cruel the war is, he just sits here quietly facing the white clouds, the sky, and the sunlight, as if his soul has also passed away with the disappearance of Fei Yin, no longer crying, but no longer smiling.

In this way, it is as if the body is still alive, but the mind is already dead.

"Mi, big brother is sitting here, is there anything interesting here?" A lively little girl found him and sat down beside him.

It took Kira a long time to glance at her. He remembered that this girl was a child named Ewha who often appeared with Lacus.The wind blew through his hair, his quiet eyes were as quiet as stagnant water, "Here, it's beautiful."

"Huh?" Li Hua looked at the young man beside him strangely, it was an illusion that he seemed to grow old overnight, although he was still very young, was it an illusion?But looking at the calm lake in front of her, she raised a smile, and said cruel words in the sweetest childish voice, "Looking at such a beautiful false illusion, it seems to be separated from the outside world, as if how many of them died It’s the same as having nothing to do with us, right, me~ happiness is so simple, as long as you don’t think about anything false, cover your eyes, and refuse to admit that everything is true, you can lie to yourself for the rest of your life.”

"!" Kira, who was looking at the calm lake at that moment, suddenly shrank his eyes, and when he looked at Lihua, he met that brilliant and innocent smile, but that smile was clearly pure and innocent, but the words he said were completely opposite. His heart was cold, "Looking at these, you can act as if nothing happened? Looking at everything in front of you, you can easily forgive yourself? It's really easy for human beings to live." The last sentence was deep and cold. the voice of a child.

"Ewha, you..." Kira wanted to say something, but stopped because of Ewha's puzzled expression, and finally said nothing.Just changed the question, "Ewha, where is your sister Lux?"

"Huh? Elder sister Lacus said that she has contacted her to go back because of something at home, and she will probably be back in a few days, Mi~" Hearing Lihua's answer, no matter the tone or voice, it is undoubtedly a child. Is it my own illusion? ?Kira couldn't help thinking.When he was just distracted like this, he kept taking it wherever he went, and the book of Valuticia that was in his hand was pounced on by Ewha with lightning speed.He was startled, nervousness appeared in his dead eyes, "Ewha, don't touch that book."

"Heh, this is the first time I've seen big brother Kira showing such a nervous expression, Mi~" Lihua smiled triumphantly, and lifted the book in her hand, "Is it something important?"

Kira's eyes held back something and trembled, "Yes, it's a very important thing given to me by a very important person. Please, Ewha, give it back to me."

"Eh? It's so important. Then why did you let Lihua get it so easily? Big brother is not lying, but you didn't take it to heart at all, right? Lihua likes this book very much. Is Pear Blossom okay?"

"No! No!" As if stabbed in the heart, Kira yelled loudly. The moment he yelled out, he regretted it. He was just a child. Who was he angry with? He smiled and stretched out his hand to Pear Blossom, "Pear Blossom, give it back to me."

Lihua was startled by his attitude for a moment at first, she never thought that such a gentle boy would be so angry, but it was only for a moment, her smile was more meaningful, "Since it is such an important thing for big brother, then Lihua is even more important. It is impossible to return it to you, because Lihua also likes this book very much, and Lihua likes to take away things that are important but not cherished by others."

Before Kira could react, she ran away.

"Pear Blossom!" While chasing the little girl, Kira met many children and asked them where Pear Blossom was. It is easy to catch up, but whenever she thinks she can catch up, she will disappear with the Book of Valutisia, always separated by an untouchable distance.

"Is big brother playing hide-and-seek with Lihua?" a little girl asked.

"No." Kira didn't have time to elaborate with the little girl, and his intuition told him to find Lihua as soon as possible, otherwise he would lose the important book of Valuticia left by Fei Yin.

"Big brother, since it is your important thing, why did you lose it?" The smiling childish voice was so close, yet so far away, it seemed to come from all directions, but she couldn't be found trace.But it bound his heart invisibly, giving him a desperate pressure. "Since you will lose it, it means that you don't care about it at all, and you don't give everything to protect it."

"It's not like that, I didn't!"

"Are you lying to yourself, or are you contradicting my words...Since you chose to fight in the war, why do you struggle with the pain of killing?"

"I fight because... because..." Kira stopped chasing, because he wanted to protect... Why didn't he protect well?Since it's too important to lose, why would it be lost... because you can't make up your mind?Was it all lies?

He suddenly realized that, in fact, the original self did not do anything for Concubine Yin at all. For the first time, he obviously had the opportunity to leave with her, but he gave up and broke the agreement, saying that he would protect her and be for her. Fighting, maybe these are all grandiose excuses to forgive his betrayal. Rather than treating her as a belief in fighting, it is better to say that he gave up on her for the sake of those so-called friends.

This is self-righteousness that even deceives itself.

Finding her own mistakes in countless times of self-blame, but never really did it. Mingming Feiyin had countless opportunities to abandon him, but she gave up, forgave him with a smile and tolerated everything about him. It's gentleness. It's better to say that he is a coward through and through. He talks about fighting and protecting, but he doesn't even have the consciousness to give everything.

"Perhaps, Lihua, you are right. I did nothing for her. It doesn't matter if you kill me for it, as long as it can wake her up."

"But I'm not interested in your life at all. My mission is to get the Book of Valutisia."

"But I will never let you take her away."

Unexpectedly, after chasing her to the edge of the cliff, Kira rushed forward regardless of her life. In her surprise, she snatched the book of Valutia from her arms, and then there was no buffer Yes, fell straight down from the cliff. "No way." She approached the edge in surprise, and Kira really fell, and she couldn't even see her shadow.

At this time, a figure appeared in the place where there was no one around her. It was a man who had been hiding by her side all the time. He looked at her at this moment, "It seems that this boy is too exciting. He should have left as soon as he got the book."

Lihua frowned, she didn't expect that her impulsive action would cause such a big trouble, they stretched out their black wings from behind, and swooped down from the hill.

Kira, who fell from the cliff, hugged the Book of Valutisia tightly in his arms, closed his eyes tightly during the continuous fall, and heard the sound of wind tearing in his ears, falling into the woods and breaking countless branches, Enduring the pain of the impact, he stretched out his hand and grabbed a branch. His body sank to slow down the force of his fall. He opened his eyes and grabbed the branch like this and fell in mid-air, less than six meters from the ground. Unable to do so, he fell to the ground abruptly.

He remembered, Feiyin said that her body is this book, she will not die but fall into a deep sleep.In this case, he has to wait for her to wake up, it doesn't matter how long he waits.If it's possible, it doesn't matter if I return this life that was protected by Fei Yin to her, but I just can't watch others take Fei Yin away from his life, his world.Even if Feiyin has said countless times that she doesn't need it, this desire to protect her will never change.

——Kira, don't hesitate in anything, just do what you want, don't waver your decision for anyone, right or wrong is your choice, you just need to obey your own will.

As long as you obey your own will, right, Feiyin.

All the pain and all the hesitation were borne by Feiyin, whether it was pain or death.At that moment, she knew that what stood in front of her was a mistake made by her past self, but she couldn't face it. In the end, Fei Yin...

If I were more decisive, these things would never have happened anyway. I killed so many people, and I struggled hard in the war, but I let Fei Yin accompany me and couldn't get rid of it. It was all my fault. Why did I die? It was Fei Yin, it would be fine if he was the one who died.I have thought about this more than once, but if I do this, I will definitely be looked down upon, not to mention Feiyin, even I can't forgive myself for being like this.

However, the running footsteps stopped again, because they saw the little girl named Lihua, and beside her was a silver-haired man in a black windbreaker. Just standing there, they gave people the illusion of looking down on all living beings. .

The innocence on Pear Blossom's face disappeared, and her expression was indifferent and serious like never before, "Kira Yamato, give me the Book of Valuticia, otherwise, I will use force to snatch it away."

The strong wind hit suddenly, and I lost my eyes. When the wind cleared, the little girl blocking Kira's eyes was gone. Instead, a girl with pale skin and blood-like lines on her face was holding a huge sickle-like weapon to block her. in front of my eyes.The black wings spread out on the ears and back, and the blood-colored ruthless pupils all showed the fact that she was 'inhuman'.

Although horrified by what he saw, Kira soon came back to his senses and retreated vigilantly, "I will definitely not hand over Feiyin to you."

Perhaps compared with these non-human beings, he is indeed weak and can't do anything, but the only thing he can do at this moment is to never give up on Concubine Yin and protect her.

"What do you think you can do with your mind alone? Oh, this is your so-called enlightenment? Your protection can only be talked about forever, but you can't do anything, can you? You are weak and weak, and you are not worthy of being a Varu The holder of Ticia." It was not Lihua who said this, but the man with ice blue eyes beside her, who was cold and expressionless, raised the corners of his mouth unexpectedly, and the sarcastic words made Lihua He also looked up in surprise.

"It was you who said you would fight to protect everyone, and you were the one who decided to give up and run away from the battlefield. It's so naive. Your care, your protection, and your ability to bear, in my opinion, are extremely fragile One blow. The pain you think is not as good as what that girl bears and endures."

"It is because of your indecision that she will die for you. Your tenderness is just a nice word. Without the determination to die, without the determination to lose everything, who else do you want to protect? Hesitancy is just because you dare not That's all. You don't dare to give up everything for Concubine Yin."

Kira couldn't refute, the previous self did not give everything, but even so, he didn't want to back down, against the killing intent that almost tore him apart, he replied, "Even so, I won't give up, maybe I didn't do anything before, but now I will try my best to protect her and use my life."

"It's really troublesome." Lihua opened her blood-colored eyes and looked at him coldly, "I said it before, I don't want your life, your life is like an ant on the ground in my eyes, no matter how hard you struggle You can't change the result, do you think your hard work is useful?"

"If you really want to protect Feiyin Feixiu Valuticia as you said, then I will give you a chance to make another choice, the world and Feiyin, which side do you choose to keep alive? If you Choose Feiyin, then I will destroy the world, in your eyes, which one do you choose to protect?"

At that moment, what stood in front of Kira was the same dilemma as fighting Aslan.On one side are friends I care about.

On one side are important people who must be protected no matter what.

It's just that last time it was Feiyin who made the choice for him by destructing himself.This time no one will come to his aid.

"Can you make a choice, Kira Yamato, if you can't make a choice, give me what is in your hand. Otherwise, I will kill you."

The author has something to say: Kira, what are you going to do... Who are you going to protect?Is it the world, the familiar people living in this world, or Feiyin?This is a dilemma that you can't choose even if you sacrifice your life...

The dilemma of the so-called Jiangshan beauties (fog filled)