book of contract

The Archangel, under the leadership of the group in the Dawn Desert, crossed the desert and entered the Strait Domain.As long as they pass through here, they will be closer to their original destination, the Earth headquarters, and closer to their hope of disembarking and getting away from all this.Whether it is the imminent hope, or facing the vastness of the sea, it calms down the heart that was originally anxious because of the desert, and gets better.

Seeing the yearning expressions of those children facing the ocean, Captain Mario laughed, "You can go to the deck to rest in turn, and pass the message to everyone in the ship."

Hearing Captain Maliu's words, Sai, Dole, and Mirialia almost cheered. Fleur and Kazuy all exhaled at the same time, and their tense nerves could finally relax.

But when Frey wanted to go out, she was stopped by Kazuy. "Fleur."

She was a little strange, she didn't know this person very well, it was only because they were all friends of Sai Yi that she had some friendship, "What's the matter?"

He seemed to know that he and Fleur didn't have a deep friendship, so he hesitated to speak to her, "What do you think of Fleur's life in the army?"

"It's more difficult than I imagined." Fleur complained.

Hearing her complaints, Kazuyi seemed to have found an ally, his eyes lit up, and his speech became coherent and fast, "It really is like this, right. Yes, it's so difficult, how could it not be difficult."

Hearing his incoherent words, Fleur frowned impatiently, "What on earth are you trying to say?"

Kazuyi didn't notice the change in her expression and tone, and complained, "I didn't expect resources to be scarce in the desert, not even water. Looking at the lives of those people in the desert, I regretted joining the army. I knew I would get off the ship." Enough."

"What does it have to do with me? At that time, if you got off the ship, you would be buried with the ship that exploded. Don't forget this."

"Eh!? Don't you regret that Fleur doesn't want to disembark?" Kazui was surprised. She originally thought that this young lady joined the army on impulse, but now she would definitely regret it, but she didn't expect her to have such an attitude.

"Even if I arrive at the headquarters, I will not disembark. If you want to leave, you can do so at any time. There is no need to set your sights on others. Even if you die on the battlefield, it is my choice." After finishing speaking, Frey stopped watching this The cowardly boy turned and left proudly, leaving Kazuyi speechless and not knowing what to write.However, the place where they talked was only a corner away from the deck, and Fleur could see the ocean outside the deck from the door before she walked a few steps to the deck.

And Feiyin was standing at the railing on the deck looking at her with a half-smile, but she was shocked. "When were you here? Just now...you heard it all?" Fu Lei was a little lacking in confidence when speaking to Fei Yin.

"I've been here all the time. If you want to say what you and that boy said before, hey, I heard it." It seems that it's not her fault that she is always there, and they didn't notice the conversation. The voice is too big to say the same thing wrong.

"You and I have changed a lot when we first met." Feiyin's words and that gentle compliment made Fu Lei blush all of a sudden.Unable to accept the other party's praise calmly, he turned around, "That's up to you." The pride in his tone couldn't be concealed.Looking at Fleur in this way, she doesn't have the arrogance and self-willedness she had back then, and she is just an ordinary girl.

Ordinary... human girl... The corners of Feiyin's mouth only slightly raised.

"What are you laughing at?" Sensing Feiyin's snickering, Fu Lei's eyes widened.

"No...it's nothing." Soon the arc of her mouth was fleeting, as if it had never appeared again, Fu Lei opened her eyes wide and didn't catch the clue, so she could only give up and watched Fei Yin face the sea His side face was also a little dazed, "You too, have changed a lot."

"is it?"

"Well, it's unbelievable that we can chat like this." Fleur said facing the sea, thinking that the last conversation was still in such an arrogant state, and it didn't take long now.

Regarding Fu Lei's words, Fei Yin laughed it off and didn't answer, because she was too tired to say anything more.

"Recently, you are not as energetic as when I first saw you. You seem to be preoccupied."

"Yeah, I look sluggish?" Is it that obvious?

"Yes, you showed your sharpness at that time, and you were very energetic anyway, especially when you grabbed my neck." Thinking of that time, Fleur's face turned green, and she felt lingering fear.

"You don't look like I hate me for trying to kill you?"

"Because I really wanted to kill you and Kira at the time, but you were too strong to win against you, and if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have realized it..." How painful it is to die, how painful it is to be alive. "So I thought, if death is so painful, then do something I want to do while I'm still alive, anyway, people are destined to die, aren't they?"

"..." Concubine looked at the girl who seemed to have grown up beside her in surprise, and before she could speak, Fleur spoke again, "It's you, what's going on, why are you so haggard, you don't have the momentum to pinch me at all , this look of dying."

"It's true that I'm going to die..." Concubine Yin twitched at her unceremonious description.

Fleur didn't care about this fact, and even thought she was joking, "Look at you pale face, you don't take care of your skin at all, how can you not dress up as a girl, I feel sorry for Kira. Come to me after taking a bath for the first time, and I will teach you how to take care of yourself, girls should show their boyfriends how well-dressed and energetic they are."

——Girls should dress up beautifully for their sweethearts to see.

Aisha also said these familiar words.Feiyin felt it was funny, probably even if she refuted something at this moment, Fleur would probably not listen to it just like Aisha.So she just babbled in her ear casually.

"Actually, I admire you very much, Feiyin? Xiaoxiu." Suddenly, Fleur calmed down, and then said, "You can bravely go to the battlefield with Kira, but up to now I can only do logistics, even You can't even do one-tenth of it, and it was a joke to clamor to avenge your father back then....I...I...I'm sorry, I accused you and Kira so ignorantly back then." Fleur wanted She laughed, but tears flowed down uncontrollably, she lowered her head.I have always wanted to be as brave as Fei Yin and try my best to grow myself up, but I still can't do anything.

All the children living in the war are blaming themselves for their own powerlessness, and all of them are suffering from painful losses and growing up dripping with blood.

Fei Yin sighed helplessly as she looked at Fu Lei whose makeup was almost ruined by crying.What's wrong with me, watching her cry and listening to her apology, I actually miss the time when she arrogantly accused her and Kira, at least at that time, Fleur was still happy.

"Okay, don't cry. Didn't you say that girls have to be beautiful to see people? If your eyes are swollen from crying, you won't be pretty." Fei Yin stretched out her hand, stroked her cheek, and wiped away her tears. "There is nothing wrong with you. I'm also sorry that I did cruel things to you back then."

Fleur was a little taken aback, and forgot to even cry at that moment.Facing Shangfei Yin's peaceful eyes, those pitch-black eyes no longer had the sarcasm at the beginning, they were gentle with fatigue, as endless as the sea but unexpectedly calmed her heart down, and seemed to contain a lot of heavy regrets. Her indescribable sadness seemed to be confused, and Fleur quickly came back to her senses. Thinking of how embarrassed she was crying, she immediately turned her back and wiped the tears on her face, "I, I didn't cry. I just cried. It's your illusion."

Concerned about her performance, Feiyin just laughed, this kind of Fulei was her original arrogant spirit.

"You are like this, very happy. There is nothing to be ashamed of like this, and you don't need to admire me, because you are different from me. I am destined to be stained with blood, destined to be a weapon, a sword, folded in an unknown corner one day. You are different, if you can If you want to live like this, it is enough for you not to touch blood for the rest of your life, and it is enough for me to do the killing and fighting."

In order to hide the tears on her face, Fu Lei, who turned her back to Fei Yin, turned around in surprise, but she was confronted with the scene of Fei Yin facing the sea and her back, looking extraordinarily lonely.

Fleur shook her head vigorously to shake the delusion out of her mind, and then left, because she had been on deck long enough to go back and find someone else to rest.

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Knowing that Fu Lei left, she was the only one left on the deck, Fei Yin didn't care, let alone looked back.Just pressing his arms on the railing of the deck, his dark eyes looked peacefully and calmly at the tiny undulating ocean, and the endless blue seemed to be able to contain all the troubles and sorrows.When I first woke up in this world, I never thought that it would develop into such a situation... The people here don't seem to be so annoying anymore.

In this blue sea, I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but it seems to be projecting a nostalgic scene from the past. The first owner, a gentle man, is stroking his head passionately and saying, “From now on, you will live with me, and you will be my relatives.” .You are no longer alone, you have a home. '

'I, yes, dear...people?My, of, home? 'At that time, he was like a child learning to speak, repeating the man's words ignorantly.

'Yes, where I am, is your home.You are my family and I will protect you.I won't let anyone hurt you, bully you. '

The strong wind blew, and the sea turned up waves, and there seemed to be the sound of seagulls singing in her ears, but before Feiyin's eyes were illusions of what had happened and experienced before, and the corners of her mouth raised slightly.

Kira is really similar to him, and he said words that made people unable to let go and felt warm.

——I will protect you, Feiyin.

——Feiyin is just Feiyin, not a monster, nor is it a book of Valuticia, all I know is Feiyin.I like you, and I am not deluded by your power, not an illusion.

It's really hard to part with, the warmth that makes people nostalgic.At that moment, her consciousness was blurred, her hand on the railing lost strength, and her whole body leaned forward and fell towards the ocean.As soon as Kira got on the deck, she saw the moment Feiyin almost fell into the sea water, and rushed up to hug her without thinking, which prevented her from falling into the sea after losing consciousness. As a result, both Feiyin and Kira fell into the sea. Falling backwards onto the deck while Kira made her a pad.

Kira ignored the pain from the collision, but first propped up Feiyin in her arms, and it was only at this time that Feiyin woke up, as if she just took a nap just now, she opened her eyes tiredly but didn't wake up. Thinking of Kira being here, "Kira? You..." When did you arrive.However, he hugged her tightly into his arms and forgot all the words.His hug was very strong, as if trying to insert her into his body.

"Feiyin, tell me what's wrong with your body, I'm worried..." Kira hugged her tightly.Because at that moment, seeing her completely transparent, it seemed as if the phantom would disappear in the next moment, it was not an illusion.

Concubine Feiyin barely raised her hand, and saw that a part of her wrist had become transparent, and she was even walking up, but it only returned to reality after a while. She put down her hand and said, "I'm fine. I'm just too tired. .Sit down with me and rest for a while.”

With Kira's help, she sat down against the wall next to the door on the deck, and when Kira sat down beside her, she just followed his movements and leaned on his shoulder, "Just that moment I seem to have a dream, dreaming of the past, and dreaming of Kira. Kira said that being my family makes me so happy."

——If Feiyin has no way back and no way back, then just stay and let me and Feiyin find a place to live together.If there is no family member waiting for Concubine Yin, then let me be the one waiting for you to come back.

"Really, I'm very happy and happy to be accepted like this." Feiyin leaned against him weakly and fell asleep, the sea breeze was blowing her hair, and a gentle smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. "Although such a day was beyond my expectation, it was the first time I felt grateful to be able to meet you."

She tilted her head slightly, and smiled helplessly, "It's weird... I feel weird too, but I'm really happy to meet you, Kira."

It's almost like wanting to remember everything at this moment, as if it will be lost forever in the next moment.

Why do you say words like farewell?

"Why do you say it as if you can't own it? I'm here, and my words are not on a whim, Feiyin, stay forever, don't leave, just stay by my side." Feeling unspeakable sadness, to Kira, who was vaguely aware of the parting, held Feiyin's palm that was hanging down beside her, and clenched it tightly. "I know, Feiyin must just be too tired, all she needs to do is take a rest, right? If you're tired, go to sleep."

"But I'm afraid, Kira, I'm afraid..." Feiyin's subconscious whisper made Kira's heart suddenly, as if being clenched by a huge hand, unable to breathe.I have never seen her like this before. She has always stood beside her full of energy, and she can satirize others with a look of contempt in her eyes. When will she show such a fragile appearance and say she is afraid.

"What are you afraid of...?" Kira lowered her voice and asked softly.

"I'm afraid...the blood is dripping with the unknown future, I'm afraid, in that future, you're all gone."

"We're not a dream, don't be afraid, even if Feiyin falls asleep, we won't disappear just because Feiyin wakes up, I'm always here."

"It's different. If I fell asleep, I might not be able to wake up again." Before Feiyin finished her sentence, she felt that Kira's body froze beside her, and even the strength of the hand holding her suddenly increased. .And she continued, "Sorry, I haven't told you... because my main program is damaged, I will be forced to sleep at any time." In the universe, facing the explosion head-on, the main program supporting this body should be destroyed And fell into a long slumber, but at that moment she avoided the frontal blast, and was able to appear in Kira's Gundam on the brink of crisis.

Even so, she couldn't completely avoid the explosion of the gunfire. Although she was still awake, she was seriously injured, and part of the main program was destroyed, so she couldn't recover immediately.Being unable to recover immediately does not mean that she cannot recover. As long as she sleeps deeply, the main program will automatically repair the damaged parts, so she will never die, it is only the difference in the length of sleep.

It may be a year or two, or it may be hundreds of years, or several centuries. At that time, when you open your eyes, you will be in a strange environment again, and the familiar people will no longer be there.Because she wanted to stay by Kira's side, she refused to fall into a deep sleep, and even put an end to all methods of recovery. She was almost forced to sleep by the self-defense program several times.

But this time, in order to help Kira, the damaged main program was over-consumed, and the body almost collapsed without being able to condense.

"Damaged? Was it...at that time...why didn't you tell me."

"Tell you, you will definitely think it's your responsibility. It's not Kira's responsibility. As I said, I wanted to die at first, and I wanted to give up all this and fall into a deep sleep. But it's different now Yes. I am very glad to have met you." Feiyin reluctantly opened her eyes and looked at the boundary between the sea and the sky.

Every time I open my eyes, there will always be endless fighting and blood.For her, these wars are the most ordinary days.

Through Gentle Kira, it seems that you can see the peaceful world that is not war.

Maybe I don't know how long this deep sleep will last, and I don't know when I will wake up, but if I fall asleep like this, if I open my eyes again at that time, I will definitely... never see Kira again.

"Then..." Kira, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "If I return the black book to Feiyin, if the body is in Feiyin's hands, will Feiyin not have to suffer so much, will it be possible soon? back to normal?"

"Don't do this, even if you do it, it won't change anything, and it won't help me... Kira, even if I disappear one day, as long as this thing is by Kira's side, I can feel that Kira meets Arrived... so you must take it with you."

The author has something to say: Do you think that I was stuck in the three chapters of the five thousandths, so I collapsed! ?Ha ha

Let me tell you exactly... I am indeed stuck on such three chapters... Maybe I will overturn and revise it in the future, maybe TAT