book of contract

Aslan and Diego were shocked when they received the news of Desert Tiger's death. Originally, Desert Tiger applied to the headquarters for Baku, but the Baku body was gone, so they were transferred to Desert Tiger as compensation. Tiger's troops, in fact, just looking for an opportunity to transfer them away in the name of Captain Lau Kruse to continue hunting the Archangel.

But Barthold Field of the Desert Tiger refused, and had already started war with the Archangel before the notice came.By the time Aslan and the others received the news, Barthold Field had already been defeated and died.

"Tsk, what did you say that we joined his team, and he would only become a burden and refused. In the end, he still lost." Diego got the notice and crumpled it into a ball in a moment of anger and threw it on the ground.

"Diego!" Aslan only called out his name with a sense of warning against his disrespectful words, "Bartolfield, the desert tiger, has always been a hero worthy of our respect."

"Huh!? He refused our help, saying that we only have experience in space warfare, and that we are a burden to him in the desert!"

"Even this doesn't change the fact that he deserves our respect, and he's right." Aslan punched the wall.

"But speaking of it, the so-called new captain disgusts me even more. What's the matter with that tone? If you don't have the strength, don't judge us." Diego complained again, and it was the new captain who sent the telegram. team leader.

"..." But Aslan was silent.

——"Desert Tiger failed, and lost to the Strike Gundam of the Archangel. By the way, I heard from Lao Kruze that it was a young pilot like you, and he was your friend, named Kira Yamato , isn't it, Aslan?"

——"No way, because it's your friend, so you can't bear to do it, and Isaac and Nigel will be killed in battle... Ha, don't show such a scary look, I'm just kidding. But no matter Isn't it, there is a chance to wash away the shame in front of you, the Archangel is going to cross the strait and take the waterway, I will transfer you to the navy, and take advantage of that time to kill the pilot of the Strike Gundam, Aslan. "

——"You shouldn't really be like what I said, because you are friends, you would rather die in vain than kill him. It's not the best, there are no friends but enemies on the battlefield, that one Assault on Gundam Pilots is a good job, you can't do it right. That's good, do it well, I will wait for your good news."

Every word of the female captain was like a thorn, piercing his heart fiercely, and the scarred wound was opened again, dripping with blood, and she even sprinkled a handful of salt on it.

This time, he will not continue to be naive. For the sake of Nigel, Yitzhak, and himself, he will kill Kira Yamato.Since it is impossible to go back to the past, it is better to end this pain with your own hands.

When Diego came back to his senses, he felt that there was no sound around him, and when he looked up, he saw that Aslan had strode away. He hurried to catch up, "What are you doing so fast, wait for me, Aslan."

……

And Sally Yeh, who ended the communication, was in a very good mood. She didn't want much, but Kira Yamato's life.

If Aslan could kill him, she wouldn't need to do it herself.

"However, Aslan Sara is such a fool. He has no doubts about my words. Only such a fool is the favorite pawn of those politicians." said with a smile.

Uluticia didn't answer, but stood straight behind her, listening silently.

"I don't even know why I'm fighting. I can do it with just one order. I naively think that as long as I keep fighting, the war will end one day... Haha, how is it possible."

"One day... when is that, one year, two years... ten years? A hundred years? A thousand years? Hahahaha, don't be joking, this kind of self-deception, even if you die, you don't know why you die! Sally Yeh stretched out her hand to the pale light, and squeezed it hard as if she wanted to shatter the world. The smile on the corner of her mouth was cold and cruel, decisive and ironic. , Killing will last forever, if you really want to eliminate war, you need to fundamentally eliminate those who have the will and strength to fight.”

In short, killing all the people will make the world clean.

This is the final result that Sally has witnessed with her own eyes and personal experience. As long as everyone is killed... the war will naturally disappear.

But this is not her world, and it has nothing to do with her. It is not her who wants to destroy here, but Laukruze.

This war stemmed from Lao Kruze's hatred of human beings, because the fruit forged by human beings, in order to seek progress and evolution, and to meet their own needs, caused the tragedy of Lao Kruze. The evil fruits of the past will be repaid by them now.

She only added fuel to the flames a little bit, and the war escalated so easily. Everyone was filled with hatred and lived in the killing.She waited to see if someone else killed lau kruse or if lau kruse killed everyone.

Sally Yeh laughed loudly, arrogantly and proudly, laughing at the stupidity of the world.

When everyone is dead, Fei Xiu will return to her side.

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When Feiyin and Kira came down from the top of the Gundam, they were a little surprised because they didn't expect the two children in the Gundam to be on it, but it was not as happy as the fact that they defeated the enemy and came back alive, so Captain Mu wanted to go to When I went to pat their shoulders to say something, I was stopped by the gloomy expressions of the two of them, and even the hands that were raised to pat them were frozen there.

"What happen to you guys?"

"It's nothing." Feiyin just turned her face to avoid his hand, so that Kira and Captain Mu couldn't see her expression, turned around and left.

"What happened to her?" Captain Mu asked Kira in puzzlement.Kira reluctantly raised a smile, "Probably not very happy... Sorry, let me rest alone, Captain Mu." After speaking, he also brushed past Captain Mu and left the bridge. He probably could He knew that Feiyin was dissatisfied with him for killing the desert tiger. When he chased after Feiyin's leaving footsteps and wanted to find her, he found that she hadn't walked very far but fell down on the road.

"Concubine! Concubine!" Kira's pupils constricted at the time, and she panicked. There was nothing left in her mind. She just rushed up, picked her up on the ground, brushed her long hair off her face, and Seeing her with her eyes tightly closed and frowning slightly, her pale face made her look even more fragile, and she even had the illusion that she would not wake up.

——Kira, next time, if I fall asleep, you must wake me up, and you will do whatever it takes to do so.

"Feiyin, wake up, wake up, Feiyin!" Kira called her name, wanting to wake her up but afraid of making her uncomfortable.

Fortunately, not long after, Feiyin opened her eyes as if she had sensed something, and what she saw was Kira who was relieved. "Kira?" As if all the thinking parts of her head were stuck, it took a long time to slowly regain the memory before she lost consciousness. She looked around, by the way, she lost consciousness within a few steps after leaving the bridge, " I fell asleep again? Didn't I sleep long?"

"No."

"That's good..." So thankful that she couldn't even stand up while leaning on the wall, Kira hugged her at this moment, making her dizzy fly into the air and even more at a loss, hugging his Neck, "What are you doing, Kira, I'm fine, put me down!"

"Are you okay?" Kira carried her to the lounge with a rare tough attitude, "Take you to see a doctor."

When I took a civilian ride, I found that there was a doctor among them. The doctor stayed and helped a lot in the battle. When I had the option to leave last time, the doctor did not leave, but chose to stay. Do your part in this war.

In the end, when she came to the waiting room, the doctor checked Feiyin, and she just smiled at Kira helplessly, "You are too nervous about your little girlfriend, she has nothing to do, it's just that she didn't rest well, and she didn't sleep for a long time. It's just that she's tired. Just let her sleep to catch up on sleep."

Because of the shortage of resources, Feiyin didn't even give the nutrient solution if it wasn't necessary. The doctor left the lounge after speaking, leaving Kira alone to take care of her.

Feiyin was pressing her temples on the bed, trying to make herself more awake. At this moment, Kiara pressed her temples for her, "Do you have a headache?"

"It hurts." Fei Yin replied honestly.

Kira didn't ask anything about this, and she didn't say anything. Although she didn't know what she was hiding, she didn't want to ask, because there must be her own reasons for what she didn't want to say. Before going to the town, she thought it was She got up early, and now it seems that it is the reason why she doesn't sleep at all at night.

"Concubine, don't blame me." Concubine raised her head in confusion, but was pressed against his chin, she couldn't see his expression at the moment, but felt his hug was very strong, "Don't blame me for killing Aisha and Desert Tiger. "

She was startled when she heard this. It turned out that Kira was worried about this, so she couldn't help laughing, "How can I blame you... It is necessary to kill them, but I just don't want you to do it, you are too gentle , I still care about my opinion, but you are the one who hurts the most, right?"

"I don't want Concubine Yin to get blood on her hands for me. It's better for me to do this kind of thing, because I want to fight for Concubine Yin and protect Concubine Yin."

When Feiyin straightened up, she saw that Kira was making a forced effort to raise a smile, but it revealed an unspeakable pain.

She subconsciously stretched out her hand and touched his cheek with her fingertips. There were no familiar tears at the corners of his eyes, but such patience made her even more worried and distressed.

"It's enough... Kira, don't fight for me anymore..."

She didn't want to see the scene of him fighting to death for her, kneeling on the bed, reaching out to hug his head, and kissing his sad eyes, when did it start, Kira was so desperately doing things she didn't like, Compared with the first time when you were fighting for the Archangel, you forced yourself even more. Did you start from the moment you said you wanted to protect her?

Is it because of her existence that Kira has been subconsciously forcing herself to do things she doesn't want to do?Was her existence wrong in the first place?

"Feiyin, I..."

"I know, I have always known, your kindness, gentleness, and mine are different, your heart is very soft, don't force yourself... The more familiar you are, the harder it will be for the enemy to attack. Killing the Desert Tiger It makes you so sad, then what if the person standing in front of you is a friend." Feiyin's expression reveals her sadness, "Will you be like today, even if your heart aches to bleed, you still want to raise your sword at him? "

What if the belief in protecting her conflicts with the belief in protecting her friend?Even if you have the awareness to be a murderer who saves others, what if you encounter someone who can't do it no matter what?Her time and strength are no longer enough to end this war, so how can Kira get out of this war, how can she protect him?

Fearing that the feeling of apology to his friend will destroy him, and fearing that in the end he will choose to sacrifice his own duality, just like her first master.And this kind of result is the last thing she wants to see...

"I will." It was just two words, and Kira answered in great pain.

"Even if the other party is Aslan!?" Feiyin pressed, "You say you have the consciousness to kill, then when your friend Aslan appears in front of you, the crime of killing his friend Can you bear it? Can you live with your own sin? Can you have the heart to kill him?"

It was too painful, every sentence like this was a question he didn't want to think about. When the bloody facts were spread out in front of him, the pain was deeply etched in his heart.

"I..." Kira lowered her eyes, avoiding her sight, unable to say that word no matter what, "I don't know." Don't force him to answer anymore, now he can't make a choice.

"Therefore, being conscious and being able to do it are two different things. If you can't do it, I will do it for you, whether it is on the battlefield or killing, I will do it."

"Impossible!" Even at this moment, her heart ached, she soberly rejected Feiyin's proposal.Because he felt that if Fei Yin went to the battlefield, if he lost her, he would definitely regret it. "This kind of thing is absolutely impossible. Feiyin, no matter how many times you say it, I will stop you."

"Why, I don't want to watch you die on the battlefield! Kira!"

"I will not be killed. I will not kill him either."

would not kill Aslan.That's Kira's answer.

The answer that belonged only to him made Fei Yin speechless. She had already guessed such an answer, so at that moment, she wanted to cry in pain.

Words piled up in my heart, but I couldn't speak them out after all.

So, this is where I worry the most.Because there are people you can't kill in this war...it's tantamount to losing.

Don't protect me anymore, if you decide to protect me, then you will continue to struggle, like I said when I was on the Archangel, you should go to ZAFT, you should not struggle with the pain of new humans and old humans middle.

But now you are still trapped in a similar situation, trapped in a cage called protection, you can't choose to save things that you can save by giving up, because it is me who caused all this.

——I want to fulfill Feiyin's wish. ...Even though Feiyin doesn't want to be protected by me, I still want to fight for her... Feiyin doesn't have to feel guilty or heavy, because I did it voluntarily. The choice is my own fault.

——I will protect Feiyin's wish, and I will do my best to fight to end the war.

In order to protect me from this battlefield, you forced yourself to kill people and fight Aslan.Why, because in the universe, is that wish?For that casual wish...

Very, very painful.Even if you just mention it, it will be difficult to speak out in pain.

There are some things you can’t have at the same time, give it up, Kira... After all, Aslan is your friend. Compared with me who appeared in this world inexplicably, don’t treat me like this anymore, it’s not worth it.

give up on me……

His lips fluttered, but he couldn't speak in the end.

"Okay, I get it." In the end, he just answered like this. Although it is completely different from what he wanted to say, Feiyin knows that there are some things that he will not do even if he has said them countless times and advised him countless times. .

Because Kira is too gentle, let him give up protecting a person, it is better to let him die, and now she really understands this.

So, she won't say any more.

If words are no longer useful...

If the matter has really reached the point of no return, if her existence really makes Kira face a dilemma of destruction, then forgive her, the choice that Kira can't make, is up to her to choose, and he can't give up Things, let her give up for him.

Hearing Fei Yin's answer, Kira was completely relieved.In any case, it would be nice not to discuss this issue.

Seeing his relieved smile, Feiyin also raised the corners of her mouth, revealing a smile.

All the emotions were hidden under the seemingly calm dark eyes, without revealing a single bit.

Forgive me... Kira.

forgive me……

The author has something to say: I coded the conversation between Feiyin and Kira in this chapter, so I wanted to cry TAT

Obviously no one is wrong, it is all human nature, why is the swelling so painful?Why is it like this.