book of contract

"I'm not a human being. My full name is Feyn Feixiu Valuticia."

"Valutisia...?" Kira repeated slowly, this strange term seemed to carry an irresistible mysterious power.

"Yes, my body is the book in your hand, and its full name is the Book of Valutisia. Although I don't know what the rumors of this world have given me, there is only one thing in common. I am... The dark book of the cursed name."

Among human beings, anyone who gets this book will think that it is a relic left by God, a treasure. This book, which only exists in legends, represents the wisdom of omniscience. It is said that as long as you can get this book, you can solve any problem. There is nothing this book cannot solve.

"Kira, I once told you that I have no home here, because I fell here from another world, and before I met you, I had already run through countless worlds and years. Because I don’t even have a life of my own, no matter where in this world, there is no home for me, and there is no so-called relative who can live and wait for me, I don’t even know why I exist here or where I should go.”

"Feiyin..."

"Kira, do you know how the Cursed Book got its notoriety?" Feiyin suddenly approached Kira, but found that he did not avoid him. His eyes were fixed on her, as if to see into the depths of her soul. place.In the end, she avoided his gaze in a little embarrassment.

"An existence endowed with powerful power is a murder weapon. Even if it is just an omniscient book, it is also a filthy thing stained with blood and sin."

"After countless reincarnations, the world, as the strongest book of Valutisia, I will first collect all the information in the world when I wake up. My ability is beyond doubt. I can turn all the information I collect into The strongest weapon, so many people yearn for my power, but also fear my power, looking for all ways to seal or disappear this monster. But for this, they paid their lives." Every time she regained consciousness By then, the surroundings had already turned into a sea of ​​blood.

"I am different from Kira. I have killed many people. I am the weapon used to kill and the center of crime."

In Kira's eyes, she has always been quiet and cold, her eyes are quiet and cold, and the smile at the corner of her mouth always seems to reveal irony to the world. At first, she couldn't understand what kind of environment could raise her so indifferent And the eyes that see everything, until now know the truth, but there is a feeling that it is unacceptable that such a seemingly lonely girl is actually a weapon used to kill.

"I have killed a lot of people, I am not human, I am not as gentle as Kira said, because I was just a ruthless and cold prop at the beginning, I have experienced countless worlds, the people I killed, how many It's beyond your imagination that Kira can't be measured in numbers."

Concubine Yin's eyes seemed to be as cold as before, with an unchangeable loneliness that made people look sad just by looking at them.What kind of mood did she feel when she said these words to deny herself?

"For me, death and massacre are as easy as you breathe and talk, so of course, there will be no hesitation or intolerance, and I will not feel sad for them. I am different from you. I drink blood Living unwillingly with the hatred of men."

"Among the people I killed, there were many innocent people who didn't deserve to die. Do you still feel gentle about such a dirty me? Do you still like me?"

Do you regret it?Kira, she is like this, she is cold and full of blood and death, she will only make people sick to the point of vomiting.Since she was sealed, she shouldn't wake up, and be cursed with such a powerful power that is feared by people. As an omniscient existence, it is only natural that she be destroyed.

So when she was approached by the so-called strongest magician, she didn't resist at all. The so-called strongest was just the strongest of human beings. How could she fight her with such limited strength.But she was still sealed. Rather than being sealed, she was tired, so the program fell into a deep sleep without resistance.

Then it gradually became a habit, waking up at a specific time, and then got bored and continued to sleep.

Gradually, she somewhat understood why she was thrown out of the library of time and space, probably as these humans said, she brought misfortune.

Every time she wakes up, the first thing she sees is always war, killing, and destruction.She never thought that these timings were a kind of coincidence, maybe she could have a fluke mentality at first, but after going through different worlds, those similar things made her deeply classify herself as unknown.

There seemed to be a sound of sighing in her ears, and the sad and sad breath lingered around them. She used the pain in her hands to remind herself to calm down, no matter what the result was, she would tell everything she couldn't hide, and then accept her fate.

"Do you regret it, Kira? If you like an emotionless monster like me, if you regret it, there is still time. Kill me, or... say your wish." Her smile was coldly self-deprecating, reflected in her pupils The world is cold and hopeless.

"I once said that this book is a magic book that can make wishes come true. Although it is not something worth showing off and has no power to bless, but as long as Kira makes a wish, I will do whatever it takes to make it happen for you. As long as Kira wishes... …I can change my own programming to become the strongest weapon that suits you best. I can do all the things you don’t want, the dirty things, for you.”

"Enough." Kira interrupted her, not joyful or happy, but looked at her with pity, "Aren't you in pain like this? Don't push yourself anymore, Feiyin, these are not what you really want Don't you think so?"

"What are you talking about...how can it be painful...I'm used to it, I'm Valuticia..."

"No, Feiyin is Feiyin. It's not a monster, nor is it a book of Valutisia. I only know Feiyin. I like you, and I'm not confused by your power. It's not an illusion." He stretched out his hand Rubbing the hair on her cheek, if there is really no intolerance or emotion, why would Feiyin show such a sad expression.

"Concubine Yin is not a cold prop, Concubine Yin is not dirty, Concubine Yin is very warm."

"And the blood in my hands can't be washed clean. I also killed innocent people. Everyone who is forced to go to the battlefield has a reason to fight for it. Whether it's for protection or for peace, I That's right, so are Aslan and the others. Everyone has similar beliefs, and they are killing for it... No one is an absolute villain."

"But at that time, I became murderous because of Concubine Yin. I almost killed Aslan who stood in front of me, and killed those two people who were supposed to be his friends. I, who was already stained with blood, couldn't be forgiven. Right." Kira had a helpless and sad smile on the corner of his mouth, stretched out his arms to hug her, and said softly against her ear.

"No, Kira is different from me. Even if Kira kills someone, his heart is gentle and clean."

"It's the same... Concubine, don't make excuses for me to escape. Killing one person is killing, and killing tens of thousands of people is also killing. If killing a person is a crime, I have the same relationship with Concubine Yin." Sin. I'm just as dirty..." Kira's words made Feiyin's rebuttals stuck in her throat, but she couldn't say anything.Why did Kira have to bear the guilt and pain of such murder?

"Fei Yin, where are you going?"

Kira's sudden words startled Feiyin.

"Fei Yin, who wants me to hate you so desperately, who talks badly about herself like this, do you want to leave me? Where do you want to go?" Such a calm and almost gentle question directly saw through her intention. "Concubine Yin once said that she would stay by my side. Is this a lie?"

"No, those words... are sincere." Feiyin finally buried her face in Kira's neck wearily, "It's true... I have nowhere to go except by Kira's side, no With no way back, I can only choose to sleep to escape and escape from all this. Because, I am tired, Kira."

Hearing Feiyin's words, the corner of Kira's mouth raised a gentle arc, "If Feiyin has no way to come or return, then stay and let me and Feiyin find a place to live together. If not The family is waiting for Concubine Yin, so let me be the one waiting for you to come back."

Concubine Yin was startled when she heard these words, she raised her head suddenly, and she met such a pair of warm and all-encompassing eyes, without any falsehood or affectation.It's been a long time since I encountered this familiar feeling, such warmth... This kind of nostalgia that almost made her shed tears. "Are you serious? I am a bloody weapon, a sealed book of curses, awakened by blood and disaster, do you really want to keep me like this by your side?"

Regarding this, Kira just smiled affirmatively, without the slightest hesitation or wavering, every word he said was sincere, and would never be impulsive.He has decided...

"Why are you so stupid? I told you everything. Why do you keep me by your side? It's the best choice for you if you choose to destroy me who caused misfortune like this? Even Captain Mu said it. , the existence of my book caused him to lose his home and his parents."

"However, all this is not from Feiyin's sincerity, and it is not what Feiyin hopes to cause, isn't it? If Feiyin is a weapon to kill people, then the one who is guilty is the user, and Feiyin is not wrong. Push everything on you , which is a mistake in itself. And..." Kira chuckled lightly.

"Furthermore, Feiyin's name is Valutisia, and the book in Captain Mu's memory is called Urudisia. After such a long time, maybe he remembered it wrong. It's just a similar book, not It might be the same."

Hearing Kira's cunning sophistry, Fei Yin didn't know how to react. "Why are there people like you... I wanted to hate and hate all human beings, but there is always a human being like you that people can't hate, people can't resist."

"Fei Yin?"

"Kira, you are very similar to my original master. You are gentle and persistent, desperately protecting the people behind you, and fighting desperately for them. He was the first person I came into contact with at that time." A lot The person she loved could no longer remember the face and name, but that person never faded from her heart.

However, such words made Kira feel sour in his heart, "Feiyin, do you like your master very much?"

"Probably... I miss him very much, because he is a fool like you, which is reassuring..."

"Then he...?"

"He is dead." Feiyin smiled wryly, "He was betrayed by the person he wanted to protect, because my power made him feared by others. In order to protect me, I couldn't bear to hurt the person I once protected, so..."

"At his request and request, I personally killed him."

—— Feixiu, I protected them, but I was betrayed by them. I have always regarded them as more important than my life, but they regarded me as a demon and wanted to burn us to death.Why can't I kill them... If I kill them, it means that I have been wrong all along, and I never existed.

——I'm sorry, Feixiu, I fought to protect others, but after all, I couldn't protect you who was always by my side.This kind of me is not qualified to stay by your side, kill me, kill me who betrayed you who can't protect you.Then find a new owner.

The first contractor, the first master, the only correct and gentle existence she encountered when she couldn't judge people and didn't understand human beings.The pain of loss made her program confused and fell into a deep sleep of restoration.

And her body did not know what kind of people fell into the hands of people. Human beings longed for her power, and killed each other for their own ambitions and desires. Then their blood was splashed on her body, even if it was destroyed by that kind of blood. Awakened by the fishy smell, she didn't admit that the winner was the main one, but killed him with her own hands. The person who fought to the end never thought that she would kill him when he thought he had the last laugh.

She is not a prop for accepting death rules, she also has the right to choose, she doesn't like guys who forcibly wake her up, and she doesn't like those ugly and dirty people, while she can distinguish human nature, she embarks on the road of addiction .

"I don't know what you have experienced or what you have seen, but I want to assure you that I will never let Feiyin experience the pain again. I will not let myself become like that, so, Feiyin, don't be afraid." When his hand touched her hair, she was suddenly pulled away from her memory. Was she afraid? She was afraid that Kira would follow the path of that person by her side, and she was afraid that he would go through that similar experience. despair.

"Don't be afraid, Feiyin." Kira hugged her tightly like that.

"You are all fools..." You are all carrying the hatred of others and hurting others, and then resenting yourself with the hurting others, you are all the same fools.

"Yes, I'm a fool." Kira didn't refute, but followed her words to comfort her.

"I will protect you, Kira, and I will protect you from anything that hurts you." What was lost and failed to protect in the past, she will definitely protect it this time, so as not to repeat the mistakes of the past.

Kira paused as he stroked the top of her hair. It was the first time he heard this kind of protected speech, which surprised him and felt warm at the same time.This is probably the feeling of being cared about, cared about, and liked.With a happy smile on the corner of her mouth, she replied from an angle she couldn't see, "Okay, please."

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Originally, Captain Mu went to the bridge alone after talking with Kira to adjust his Type Zero floating cannon. After the adjustment was completed, he floated leisurely in the mid-air without gravity in a comfortable posture without boredom.

"Hello!" A voice came out, which startled him. If it wasn't for the lack of gravity, he might fall down. When he saw clearly, the smile on the corner of his mouth froze, "Isn't this Kira and Feiyin? I have something to do with you. Is it?" Every time he talks to Fei Yin, he feels great pressure.It was obviously Fei Yin who called him just now, so he probably didn't do anything to offend her, right?

"...I'm sorry." Fei Yin's words made Captain Mu feel that the sky was about to fall.First of all, he didn't think that Feiyin would do such a thing as an apology. More importantly, he didn't deserve her apology. Did she realize that her past words were too much?It doesn't seem right.

"Well, Feiyin, are you sure you didn't apologize? You didn't feel sorry for me." He moved from mid-air to Feiyin's side, and looked at Kira beside her suspiciously, but Kira didn't give him any regrets. The meaning of puzzlement.

"I heard your conversation with Kira. About your family and your parents, I think I need to apologize to you."

"Even if you hear it, it's nothing... What about my family has nothing to do with you?"

"Because I gave Kira that book, and my full name is Feyn Fischer Valuticia."

Hearing Fei Yin's words, Captain Mu's face paled instantly, and Kira said at this moment, "Captain Mu, maybe you won't believe this, but we still decided to tell you."

"I know you must have a lot of confusion at this moment, and there are many strange things about me. I am very grateful for the cover-ups you have done for us. Now I will tell you everything."

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"So, Feiyin, you mean...you are the spirit of that book?" Captain Mu forced a smile.

"I am the consciousness formed in the main program of that book, and there is nothing wrong with understanding it like you do."

"If possible, I don't want to believe such incredible things, but if this is the case, then everything that you survived before must be explained." Captain Mu covered his forehead with some headaches.

"I'm sorry, even though I know such words are useless, I'm not here to beg your forgiveness. Even if I didn't know it, I can't change that your family died because of me." Feiyin apologized, her eyes There is no falsehood or affectation in the eyes, it is so calm.This is a habit, just like getting used to the night being dark and the snow being cold.

For her, it is her responsibility and she will not evade it, even if what happened is wrong, she will accept it, for her, it is not a big deal to tell Captain Mu's identity, there was no intention to conceal it from the beginning, It just doesn't have to be said.

"Even if you choose to hate me...I will..."

"Stop, stop." Captain Mu stopped her from continuing, "You mean, before you met Kira, your consciousness was asleep, and you didn't know everything that happened, even how you came here The world doesn't know, so how can you blame me for my family's affairs. And this happened many years ago, it has already happened, there is nothing to say..."

"Wait..." He suddenly remembered something that he had neglected, "Kira, show me the book... It's different, Feiyin, your book is not the one I remember, Although they are very similar, the subtleties are different, and there are other handwritings. More importantly, I clearly remember that the name my father and the doctor deciphered is indeed Urudysia. It is not the difference in pronunciation, but the real The name is different. Kira, what kind of eyes are you looking at, are you contemptuous!? Doubt my memory?" Although many years have passed, he once stole the book his father studied, and almost set it on fire. Memory is naturally clear.

"If Feiyin is really asleep, if this book falls into someone else's hands, will someone decipher this book and make a new copy?" Kira guessed.

"How is it possible..." Feiyin narrowed her eyes, it's impossible, no one can successfully understand the words on it, let alone rewrite it, and writing a wrong symbol will be a disaster.No, wait... She seemed to think of something, and her expression suddenly turned pale.

However, seeing her pale face and her unprecedented fragility made Captain Mu scratch his head, but her arrogant appearance looks better, at least it is more reassuring than it is now.

"I'm still used to your vicious and arrogant words. This apology really scared me. I can't think of such an unbelievable thing happening around me. Are you really not a human?" After speaking, he stretched out his hand to squeeze Zhu Feiyin pulled her cheek aside.

"It hurts! What are you doing!?" Fei Yin kicked her subconsciously, hitting her thigh.That force made Captain Mu let go in pain.

"Hey, it hurts~ Just try to feel it. You can feel pain and talk. You are different from us in terms of temperature. Even if you are really that book, my father's death has nothing to do with you, it is His ambition has attracted hatred. So don't think too much. I also apologize to you for what I said before. I was just worried that this book in Kira's hands would cause the same consequences as my father, attracting other ambitious people. Man, if this book is really Feiyin, maybe I can rest assured." Captain Mu let go of his hand holding his leg, stood up, and said with a big grin.

"Of course, I won't tell about this matter, and Kira shouldn't tell others about Feiyin's secret."

"Well, I know."