Intensive Cultivation Manual

It was the first time for Shen Fan to come to this kind of place. While paying attention to Xiao An, he was a little surprised to see the fragments of light shining from the gaps in the machinery in the waste area. The surrounding was very dark, but he could see the road clearly. It was obviously a mess of machinery. , but it is astonishing as a secret entrance made of machinery.

After walking for about 10 minutes, at the end, the depth of the entrance was covered by a piece of rag. After opening it, the inside was very dark and nothing could be seen.Shen Fan felt Xiao An let go of his hand, and groped to move it to another place.

There was panic for a moment, and in the next second, the eyes suddenly lit up. The glaring light made Shen Fan unable to open his eyes. After adjusting for a while with narrowed eyes, he realized that this was a small room.There are all kinds of old and worn things inside, but they are all neatly placed together.There is also a small bed on the ground, the size looks like a child's bed, but the quilt is damp and moldy, and I can't sleep anymore. There are also paintbrushes and paper, some books with damaged pages, missing limbs and legs, but they are very clean. Toy.

Shen Fan was slightly stunned, looked up at Xiao An, looked around the room, reached out to take some things and put them back properly, and smiled contentedly, "I haven't been here for a long time, but these things haven't been touched yet. "

"This is...?" Shen Fan somewhat guessed it, but he didn't dare to confirm it.

"My childhood room." Xiao An raised the corners of his mouth and smiled lightly, "Shen Fan is the first guest."

Shen Fan glanced around, knelt down and picked up the paper on the ground, on it was a picture of a dirty man and a dirty child, sitting in the sun and smiling happily, but other than this one, the others The pictures are very strange, some are fighting, some are threatening people with knives on the side of the road, there are women, children, and many different kinds of paintings. The common point is that they are all vicious, and the background can be seen as this abandoned area.

"But Xiao An is not..." Shen Fan looked up at that person with some doubts.

"As far as my current identity is concerned, I am indeed from the Xiao family." Xiao An squatted down lightly, and picked up the drawing paper on the ground, "But before I was 14 years old, I lived here alone, relying on petty theft. Although there used to be a beggar who lived with me, but he died later, and I am here alone."

"Xiao An... lives here alone?" Shen Fan raised his eyes and looked at this narrow space, a separate space surrounded by cloth tied to the machine, where old and broken toys were placed. When he raised his head, he could see Although the wheels on the top will not leak rain, the temperature is the same as outside. On a cold night when no one is with you, Xiao An stays here alone to paint, that is the loneliness and loneliness that Shen Fan can't imagine.

Unlike the Xiao An who Shen Fan knew who was standing in the sun, he was born in the dark, grew up in this narrow and humid place, lived a childhood of watching others fight and fight all day long, and created the present Xiao An.

"Well, are you scared? After all, the real me is much different from the rumors outside." Xiao An lowered his eyes helplessly, "Although I am living a good life now, I won't be hungry or cold, and I won't be chased by others." You won’t be looked down upon even if you fight, but every time you come to this place, you will feel at ease and have a place of your own.”

Shen Fan raised his eyes and looked at Xiao An who was smiling under the light. It was a bright smile, but he didn't look happy. His eyes were full of deep sadness.

Low Mou picked up the drawing paper on the ground, looked at the room, and Xiao An, who seemed out of place with this room, lightly curled the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile: "To be honest, I feel a little relieved."

"Huh?" Xiao An was slightly taken aback, a little confused.

"Because Xiao An is very smart, popular, and has a good family background, and is gentle. Because he is too perfect, I always feel that I am not in the same world. I can't help but wonder why I like people like me. Now, I feel a little relieved." Shen Fan raised his eyes and looked at Xiao An tenderly, "It turns out that Xiao An is just an ordinary person."

Slightly stunned, Xiao An smiled helplessly, stretched out his hand, and slowly moved towards Shen Fan, realizing Xiao An's actions, Shen Fan also consciously greeted Xiao An's embrace.

Hugging the person in front of him with nostalgia and speaking such gentle words to him, he really couldn't stop.How could he control the desire to hug him.

"Shen Fan is really gentle." He buried his head into his neck contentedly, sniffing the smell on him that was different from this room, and sank into it.

"Xiao An can act like a baby too." Shen Fan smiled helplessly, watching this taller person surrounded him, burying his head like a happy child who got candy.

"Because I've never tried it before." A dull voice came from his neck, and after a pause, Xiao An suddenly raised his eyes to meet Shen Fan's, with a slight gleam, "Can I kiss you?"

"Okay." Shen Fan nodded, being stared at by the person he likes with such longing eyes, there is no way to refuse.

The moment he got the permission, Xiao An lowered his head and kissed Shen Fan, like someone stroking something he likes, this kiss was very gentle and careful.Clinging to Shen Fan's moist lips, he pecked lightly as if fascinated, and slowly opened his lips and teeth, melting in the intertwined temperature of lips and tongue.

The dim light printed the shadows of the two on the shabby cloth, hugging each other tightly, pecking at each other lingeringly, not wanting to let go, the wet and hot touch spread on the lips, making people fall more and more.

Xiao An opened his eyes and looked at Shen Fan, who was half-closed. His narrowed vision was a bit blurred, filled with moist mist, slightly flushed cheeks and the soft touch of his mouth made Xiao An's desire swell even more.

I really want to lock this up somewhere, only he can see it, he can touch it, prevent him from being hurt again, and live happily. I really want to let everything about this person belong to me.

"Bringing you here is to let you know the real me." Xiao An murmured softly, kissing Shen Fan's flushed cheek, "Shen Fan is also, he has always wanted to know me, right?"

Shen Fan nodded silently, as expected this person could clearly see his thoughts, no wonder he was brought to such a place suddenly.

"Although I don't live here anymore, I still come here often because of my family." Xiao An lowered his eyes lightly, with some helplessness in his eyes, "Suddenly one day I was brought into such a family, and then I was told many things at home, basically I had no choice but to learn all kinds of things and get in touch with all kinds of people.”

"Is that what your family requires at school?" Shen Fan raised his eyes to look at him.

"Yeah." Xiao An nodded, "If possible, I don't want to talk to anyone. If I were more ordinary, I could go to Shen Fan in a fair manner."

Shen Fan nodded. When he was in school, Xiao An never formally approached Shen Fan. Occasionally, when he met him in the corridor, he would touch him lightly, realizing that they had been in contact.But actually Xiao An still wanted to stop him and greet him normally.

In this case, one would be noticed by other people, but by the police, no matter which side is not very good, the result is that they meet in such a sneaky way, they are cautious on the rooftop, and they have to leave one after another.