Intensive Cultivation Manual

Shen Fan's gaze followed Xiao An's gaze, and what he saw was a gray sky, reflecting the dilapidated buildings in the distance, like a bigger prison shrouded above his head.

Just a little, Shen Fan seemed to understand Xiao An's mood at the moment.Shen Fan understands the feeling of losing freedom and standing in a cage. He has no choice but to do something, but he will give up in the end.

Because there is nothing else to do, that's why they are in the cage. People who really want to be imprisoned don't even have the thought of escaping, but in Xiao An's eyes, what they see is the freedom that is farther away and can't be touched.

Shen Fan silently clenched Xiao An's hand, raised his eyes and smiled at his gaze, tilted his head and smiled lightly, "I will be by your side, just like you saved me, even if it is a garbage dump, I will be by your side." Will stay."

Xiao An was stunned, narrowed his eyes slightly, and said with a smile: "Then why don't you think about leaving the garbage dump with me?"

Shen Fan smiled helplessly: "It's not because you can't leave that you're standing here, isn't it?"

Xiao An smiled silently, with different emotions in his eyes, he reached out to caress Shen Fan's cheek, pressed against his forehead, and closed his eyes helplessly, "If Shen Fan asks me, I will take you out of here, Because it is Shen Fan's request, I will have the strength to leave here."

"Then I beg you." Shen Fan raised his eyes and looked directly at Xiao An's close eyes, "When you want to leave, just take me with you."

When the eyes met, what Xiao An saw in Shen Fan's eyes was that he was decisive without hesitation, different from the Shen Fan that Xiao An knew who endured everything, very brave, as if he was encouraging the cowardly him.

"Sure enough, Shen Fan is the best, and I still don't want to give you up to anyone." Xiao An stretched out his hand to hug Shen Fan's body, and rested his head on his shoulder contentedly, "It's really worrying to put it outside, I really want to Hide you where only I can see."

"No one but you would think so, An Xin." Shen Fan smiled and patted Xiao An's back. Although he said so, he was actually a little happy.

Shen Fan also clearly remembers this happiness in his heart. The joyful emotions that come with happiness can only be felt when he is with Xiao An. He who has never felt warm is a little greedy and wants to ask for more .

"I seem to like Xiao An." He murmured in a low voice, but it was very clear on the quiet and deserted street.

"Did you know now?" Xiao An smiled, hugged Shen Fan even tighter, and gently kissed him on the side of his cheek, "I thought you would never want to admit this for the rest of your life."

After all, Shen Fan is very timid and will suppress all unhappy things. If Shen Fan doesn't like the fact that he likes Xiao An, he will never admit it and keep it in his heart.

"I am such a timid person in Xiao An's heart." Shen Fan murmured softly, recalling his past self, when all the negative emotions that arose in his heart could not find an outlet, he had to suppress them all in his heart, day after day Day after day, year after year, there is a limit to patience. Of course, one day when you can no longer suppress it, all negative emotions will explode together, so you will do such a thing.

At that time, he didn't even know what to do to make himself less uncomfortable, and blindly hid his emotions deeper in his heart until he lost his mind.

But after meeting Xiao An, things changed gradually, because after doing that, he had to think about many things for his sister, himself, or Xiao An, and Xiao An, who knew his character, would appear in front of him appropriately Asking him to change his mood, Shen Fan didn't know what he would be like without Xiao An.

Now he has even reached the point where he will have hallucinations of his stepmother when he sees blood. He can put on a normal appearance in front of people only because he saw Xiao An, so he feels at ease.

"I seem to really like Xiao An." After sorting out his thoughts, Shen Fan felt more and more that he had met such a good person, and he had used up all the luck in his life, "If Xiao An belonged to me alone, alright."

He began to understand Xiao An's possessiveness, and even had the same idea.

"Don't say such cute things." Xiao An closed his eyes and smiled, feeling the warmth and breath of the person in his arms, "If Shen Fan wants, everything I have is yours."

"Will you be happy locked up?"

"What do you say, of course I am extremely happy."

The two laughed silently, and both began to feel that each other was crazy, but they hugged each other tightly and refused to let go.

"It's great to meet Xiao An." Shen Fan opened his eyes and saw the existence of this person in front of him, "It's like a dream."

The more precious things he got, the more he was afraid, and sometimes he even thought about how he could be happy, and he was really redeemed by asking for salvation from a person like him. Does someone who is like a god to him really exist?

Maybe it's just an illusion that he suppressed to the limit and imagined.

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't help approaching Xiao An, fearing that he would disappear suddenly, constantly feeling his body temperature and smell, trying to keep his memory deeper.

"Me too, it's great to meet Shen Fan." Xiao An couldn't hide the joy in his heart, and hugged the slender and sensitive person in his arms, "Shen Fan is special to me, an existence that no one can replace .”

They are very similar, but they are different, because there are very few people in each other's world, and they all cling to each other tightly and refuse to let go. People who feel the cold in winter and keep each other warm can no longer feel the warmth. Adapting to the cold, it becomes increasingly impossible to leave each other.

"Okay." Shen Fan patted Xiao An's back, looked up at him, "Didn't you say you want to take me somewhere? Let's go now."

"En." Xiao An let go of his hand, his body was supported by Shen Fan, and he walked slowly towards the destination.

The four weeks ahead are getting more and more remote. There are no one's residences and abandoned things everywhere. At a glance, there is no one in the street. The only lonely thing is the telephone poles and buildings extending along the street, the crows and the garbage cans. The black cats that jumped out of the house were fighting for the territory. Occasionally passing by under the eaves, you would see some lifeless figures lying on the floor inside, and there was a decadent and dilapidated scene everywhere.

Sprinting into the wider alley, there are some large discarded large-scale abandoned machinery, randomly placed in the middle of the road, blocking the way.Xiao An stopped in front of these abandoned machines, bent down, and brought Shen Fan in from a larger place underneath. There were all kinds of things randomly placed inside, but there was a passage to get through. Although it was inconvenient to move, But barely passed.