Filling airborne [entertainment]

With Lin Xiangbei taking over the night duty, the three of them rotate, the pressure on the aunt and uncle should be less, but they will still rush back after resting for a few hours, have dinner with Yu Niannian, and stay until she falls asleep before leaving exhausted .

A week before the operation, Lin Xiangbei basically stayed in the hospital 24 hours a day except for washing and changing clothes.His aunt asked him to go back to sleep, and he always slept in the hospital bed and couldn't rest well. Lin Xiangbei only smiled and said that he was still young, so it didn't matter.

Everyone tacitly weaves lies to make Yu Nian feel at ease, and the atmosphere in the ward has always been relaxed.

On the afternoon of the sixth day, only Lin Xiangbei was with Yu Niannian in the ward for the time being.

He doesn't talk much, but Yu Niannian has a lively personality and loves to laugh. Even if he is uncomfortable, he is still happy.

She recited to Lin Xiangbei, very happy and even a little silly: "The nurse sister said that I am very talented in painting, and the portrait I gave her has been placed in the nurse's station."

"When I sneaked out, I saw Hehe."

"The game you designed for me, I want you to increase the difficulty, but I've been stuck on No.20 for a long time, and I can't pass it. Earlier you called me and asked me, I lied and said I was very good, is it not at all? Was it discovered?"

"I want to eat cake, it's almost my birthday after surgery, I want the biggest and biggest kind, chocolate flavor!"

"Hey, it's sunny outside. Next year I want to go to the park to see flowers. The nurse sister is very nice, but she won't let me go downstairs."

"The last time I sneaked out, I almost succeeded, but I was hit by her haha."

"..."

After talking for a long time in Niannian, she looked out the window and whispered casually and briskly.

"Brother, am I...Maybe I won't be able to go home for the New Year."

There was no sound in the ward for a long time, and a needle drop could be heard.

The wind outside the window blew in from time to time, blowing the half-drawn curtains in a circle, like blowing bubbles.

Lin Xiangbei looked at Yu Niannian's eyes focused on looking out of the window, and knew that what he answered at this moment was actually not important.

Yu Niannian is very smart, she already knows it.

Perhaps it was because of too many premature experiences. From ignorance, she saw that the bed next to her was changed, some said goodbye to her with a smile, and some suddenly stopped coming back one day. Gradually, she was able to understand life more clearly and profoundly than her peers. Like the leaves outside the window, there are constantly new leaves sprouting, and they will leave the branches at the last moment that belongs to them and be blown away by the wind.

Yu Nian lives in the hospital all the year round, and he thinks differently from children of this age. He thinks about things that adults may not think about.Her mind matured earlier than her peers, probably because she realized that the result of this operation was not as optimistic as her mother said, but she just didn't want to worry her family, so she pretended to be heartless and happy.

The little girl hugged her knees and rested her chin in a daze.

She heard her mother crying in the middle of the night, and she could feel that the nurse sister was more gentle and patient than usual, but her mother pretended to be very hard, and she didn't want to expose it, so that her mother would be even more sad.

Lin Xiangbei's palms used to be a little cold, but he would remember to hold her hand after covering it with a hot water bottle, it was very warm.

He said, "It won't. I promise you."

Lin Xiangbei patted her head and said seriously, "Brother never lies, right?"

Looking back every year, he seemed to feel Lin Xiangbei's emotions, rubbing the top of his head against his palm.

She showed a smirk, her little tiger teeth were looming, and said in a sneaky and mysterious voice: "Secretly tell my brother, I thought about it a long time ago, can I see my brother on the screen, when I think of you like this, anytime, anywhere I can see you, and at the same time you don’t have to be shackled here because of me, you can live a good life and see the sky outside. You have friends, there are many people who love you, and you can also give to many people like me , brings joy and strength."

"Unexpectedly, not long after, brother, you thought of going with me."

"Actually, I was secretly happy, didn't you see it at all?"

Lin Xiangbei said "Yes" without hesitation, and stroked her somewhat dry hair: "Because we are destined to be a family, that's why we thought of going together."

He didn't say that the reason why he made this decision was because of Yu Niannian.

Lin Xiangbei accidentally saw the diary written by Yu Niannian.

She didn't go to school in a systematic way, and she would be hospitalized after a few days. It was her aunt and nurses who took turns to tutor her. The font was crooked, like a round, fat caterpillar.

Lin Xiangbei often watched her draw with a notebook, and his original intention was to see what she drew, but he didn't expect that Yu Niannian, who seemed heartless, had a lot of things on his mind.

He read it silently, closed the book and put it back where it was, and was in a trance for a long time.

Lin Xiangbei didn't expect that Yu Niannian would feel sad and guilty because of his concern.

Yu Niannian's condition worsened, he didn't hesitate to suspend his studies and return to China, because he didn't want to regret it again, anyway, he wanted to accompany Yu Niannian through this difficult time and watch her get better little by little.

He returned to China because of Yu Nian Nian's illness and spent a long time in the hospital every day, and Yu Nian Nian looked very happy every day.

She was really happy that her brother was with her all day, until she heard the nurse talking about why Lin Xiangbei was so young that he had time to come to the hospital every day.After learning that Lin Xiangbei had such good grades but stopped all normal life for his sister, although he didn't say anything, there was a look of regret on his face.

Yu Niannian was ignorant, but he probably understood something.

She thought, she wanted to go to the park to see flowers but could only stay in the ward, what about her brother?

He had his own life, he could have gone wherever he wanted.

Even with the company of family members, I still feel lonely sometimes every year.

She can't go out casually, listening to music and watching movies can bring her short-term happiness, take her to see many places she can't reach, someone sniff the most beautiful flowers for her, and someone's smile can infect her and bring her happiness. She has vigor and strength.

Yu Niannian stayed in the hospital because she couldn't leave, but Lin Xiangbei was different.She didn't want to see Lin Xiangbei waste his life, give up his due life for her, and didn't want to see him stay in the hospital to take care of her, wasting what should have been the best time.

She knows better than anyone how precious free time is. Life goes by day by day, like an hourglass that cannot be reversed.

Lin Xiangbei is the leaf that should grow on the tree to bask in the sun, she doesn't want to be the dark cloud that blocks him, the gust of wind that blows him down.

But Yu Niannian knew that Lin Xiangbei looked indifferent, but he was actually a person who would not change his mind easily.

So she didn't tell Lin Xiangbei not to come again.Besides, she would feel very sad when she thought that Lin Xiangbei would never visit her again.

So she couldn't help thinking that the people on the screen brought her comfort and made her life no longer boring. Everyone in the hospital liked her brother, and he could also bring strength to many people.

The most important thing is that her brother can't stay with her all the time, and he should have his own life.If he could be on screen too, we'd be able to see him all the time.

Even if Lin Xiangbei doesn't come to see her, he can always turn on the screen to see him when he misses her.

Lin Xiangbei didn't tell Yu Niannian that he saw the diary.

It took him a while to make a decision.

Lin Xiangbei bid farewell to Yu Niannian, made a game for her, and made an appointment with her for the next meeting.

Then tell her that you can see me on the screen in the future.

You see, I am really living a good life.

You will never be a burden in my life.

Lin Xiangbei bowed his head, and kissed Yu Niannian tenderly on the forehead.

Fortunately, you let me make this decision, so that I could meet the person I was destined for.

As you can hope, I have the best friend, the best teammate, the best lover.

I will never regret the choice I made at that time.

Thank you for being my family.

The next day, Yu Nian had surgery as scheduled.

Lin Xiangbei waited outside the operating room with his aunt and uncle, and did not leave for half a step.

The speed of time passing seems to be separated independently in this corner, it is unbearably long, and I want to pay all the price to make this moment slower, endless hope and endless fear coexist.

Fortunately, God seems to have heard everyone's devout prayers.

When the doctor came out, my aunt didn't even dare to get up and ask.

No amount of courage is so insignificant at the moment, her legs and feet are weak, and it takes all her strength to stand up, her lips move, and in the end she can't ask a word, and she is so ruthless with evasion and hope. The patient looked at the doctor with moving eyes, silently asking for a result.

"20.00% five success rate." The doctor took off his mask, unable to hide his fatigue, but his shoulders drooped relaxedly, instead of tensing up on the floor.

He breathed a sigh of relief and laughed.

"Don't worry, she can go home for the New Year."

My aunt reacted for a while, but couldn't say a word. She breathed for a long time, lowered her head excitedly, buried her face in her palms, and hid the surging tears in her palms.

My uncle hugged my aunt tightly, as if trying to squeeze her tightly into his flesh and blood, mist appeared on the glasses.

To them, this sentence is tantamount to a redemption.

They couldn't think for a while and didn't know what to do. Lin Xiangbei thanked the doctor, asked a series of questions that need attention after the operation, and finally bowed deeply to the doctor.

Only by actually witnessing how the doctor took a loved one back from death can one understand the unspeakable gratitude of this moment.

Yu Niannian was sent back to the ward, and he hadn't woken up so soon.

Aunt and uncle were guarding in the ward, and Lin Xiangbei left time for them, leaning against the wall tiredly to ease his emotions.

The tense nerves in the past few days suddenly relaxed, Lin Xiangbei's thinking was a little intermittent, as if all his energy had been emptied by the cold, thirst and hunger were like an invisible film separated by an invisible film, clear in consciousness, but excited Unable to respond, there is a kind of slowness in the air that cannot be thought about.

Mental exhaustion and extreme relaxation made him want to find a place to rest for a while, to do nothing but just sit quietly for a while.

He walked out of the hospital building all the way, walked slowly aimlessly, and found a bench in the backyard to sit down.

At the end of the year, the exhaled breath is white.

Putting his mind down, Lin Xiangbei sat on the slightly cold bench in winter, and he didn't feel cold.

He sat for a long time, until the delayed emotion seemed to come to life again, and the phone in his pocket vibrated.

Zhou Yubai knew that the operation was today and guessed it would be over, so he sent him a message.

His eyebrows softened, he smiled a little, and replied to his message.

[Polar Bear No. 1729: The operation went well]

Send this message first, Lin Xiangbei continued to type, and in the middle of typing, Zhou Yubai called.

Lin Xiangbei stared at the voice call interface for a long time in a daze, before he pressed the connect button.

"Hey?"

The background sound from Zhou Yubai's side was a bit noisy. He should have just finished work and was walking out, so he contacted Lin Xiangbei immediately.

"Why did it take so long to pick up? I almost thought that something was wrong with you, and wanted to skip work and go over there."

For Zhou Yubai, who is so dedicated and responsible, it sounds like he is really in a hurry to say such a thing.

Lin Xiangbei could even imagine him frowning and striding out.

It was inconvenient to speak these days, and Lin Xiangbei was not in the mood. Zhou Yubai knew the seriousness and gave him space to spend time with his family. He didn't talk much about the news, let alone the voice.

After only a week or so, Lin Xiangbei found himself in a trance when he heard Zhou Yubai's familiar voice again.

Lin Xiangbei didn't answer, but Zhou Yubai called him twice in a low and hasty voice.

"Lin Xiangbei, speak."

He sat in the yard unconsciously for an unknown amount of time, his breathing was a little short from the cold, and his voice sounded muffled.

He quietly looked up at the blue sky and smiled subconsciously.

Lin Xiangbei put the phone to his ear, and spoke softly but clearly.

"Zhou Yubai, I miss you."