Filling airborne [entertainment]

At the end of the tour, Bian Nanyi said goodbye to his teammates as planned, and went back to school to prepare for the art and college entrance examinations.

Towards the end of the year, NebulaX continued its activities in the form of six missing one, while Bian Nanyi took his brothers’ blessings and bid farewell to school with tears—the gift is of course “full of love”, and each set is different The exercise books add up to almost fill the entire huge cardboard box.

Bian Nanyi: You asked me why I often have tears in my eyes, because I have a group of brothers who are always moved by TT.

Jiang Xuxi was not absent from this kind of "immoral activity". During the trip, he did not forget to order from the Internet and mail it directly to Bian Nanyi's home, so Bian Nanyi exhausted himself and moved the big box home. Greeting the mother's smile: "surprise?"

Bian Nanyi choked up: "...I will definitely remember this deep and sincere friendship!!"

The youngest was in retreat, and the group lost one of the loudest guys. At first, everyone was uncomfortable, including Zhou Yubai who seemed unresponsive.

Lin Xiangbei felt that Zhou Yubai was a little silent in the few days after the youngest left, so he sent him an expression pack of [白熊猫pat].

Zhou Yubai replied to him: "?"

Lin Xiangbei didn't say anything, but Zhou Yubai sent two messages in a row, trying to cover it up.

[Mr. Panda: I am very happy when Bian Nan is gone, no one is bothering me at last]

[Mr. Panda: I want to throw him out every time he talks, and now it’s realized in a disguised form, but it’s only half a year:)]

Lin Xiangbei: "..."

I can feel that Zhou Yubai is working hard to make the words look cold and ruthless, and I can also feel that Zhou Yubai is really stubborn.

This is probably because some people are soft all over their bodies. After a hundred years, they suddenly look at it, um, only the mouth is hard.

Lin Xiangbei didn't expose it, and replied with a "nodding" emoji.

After sending "good night" to Zhou Yubai, he turned on the computer and sent an email to the school.

The end of the semester is approaching after Thanksgiving at the school, and the next semester will start in January. In order to communicate the results before then, Lin Xiangbei contacted by email during the running schedule, trying to get the school to agree to resume classes in the form of an all-online class .

The process was smoother than expected. Lin Xiangbei is a student that the school is trying to retain. He will be able to officially continue his studies early next year, and the exam will be taken online.

The months towards the end of the year always go by so fast.

It wasn't until they were about to wrap their thick coats that the members realized that it was winter in the blink of an eye.

Since Lin Xiangbei joined the group, he has been going around continuously, and he has never said the word tired, so when he approached Shi Nan to ask for leave for a period of time, Shi Nan thought he was not feeling well.

After learning the reason why Lin Xiangbei was going to be absent from the schedule for a while, Shi Nan communicated with the company vigorously and negotiated, postponed some activities that Lin Xiangbei could not be absent from, and very kindly approved his leave, waiting for him to come back.

"It'll be fine." Shi Nan pressed Lin Xiangbei's shoulder hard and patted, without saying much.

On the morning when Lin Xiangbei asked for leave, he received a call from his family. Yu Niannian's parents finally made up their minds to agree to the operation.

The success rate of the operation is only 20.00%.

The time is set for a week later.

My aunt and uncle have been struggling and unable to make a decision. Before that, they had been procrastinating as much as possible because the success rate was too low.Even just imagining the possible results, I feel dizzy.

But if it drags on now, I'm afraid it won't last long.The doctor gave the final time limit today, and if he hesitated to miss this time, it would be too late even if he wanted to have an operation.

After Lin Xiangbei asked for leave, he caught the plane and left that day.

There was no delay for half a minute, and even the luggage was not confiscated.The members who got the news from Shinan did not bother him by sending messages. Zhou Yubai originally wanted to send him to the airport, but there was an announcement from the afternoon to the night and the morning, and NebulaX could not be short of another person.

Before Lin Xiangbei got off the car, Zhou Yubai shook Lin Xiangbei's hand firmly, and put a coffee candy in his palm.

His eyes were clear, and when he spoke in a deep voice, there was a reassuring sense of stability.

"Everything will be fine."

Lin Xiangbei's lips were pursed into a straight line, he wanted to smile but failed because of too tense nerves.

So he just nodded slightly and left in a hurry.

During the two hours on the plane, Lin Xiangbei looked calm, and his hand in his pocket clenched the coffee candy that Zhou Yubai gave him.

As the ward was transferred every year, Lin Xiangbei called to ask his aunt which floor the ward was on.

It's nine o'clock in the evening, and the aunt on the phone didn't seem to have expected Lin Xiangbei to come so quickly, so she reported her location a little helplessly, saying that she was sitting in the corridor now, and she could see it as soon as she came up.

The hospital was very quiet at night, the incandescent lamps were always on in the morning and evening, and the cool-colored light source contrasted with the patterned marble floor. Lin Xiangbei quickened his pace and slowed down when he turned the corner.

"aunt?"

The woman who was sitting in a trance turned her head when she heard the sound, smiled reluctantly and waved, the corners of her mouth tried to rise, but there were only frowns and no smiles.

I haven't seen her in less than a year, and my aunt looks a lot haggard.A strong woman who is in a hurry in the business field, stepped on high heels and smiled and pointed at the tip of Lin Xiangbei's nose, saying that the person who made braised pork ribs today is like a scarecrow whose mask has been removed, the creases at the corners of the eyes and the gully between the eyebrows are suddenly obvious up.The omnipotent, optimistic and strong person disappeared during the day, and in the dead of night, she could quietly disintegrate, her spirit collapsed into a mess, and she no longer concealed her pain for a short time.

She was a little slow to react, she turned her head to look at Lin Xiangbei, her lips moved invisibly, as if she wanted to say something, to reassure her nephew who hadn't seen him for a while and came here in a hurry.

But she couldn't speak.

Until Lin Xiangbei walked up to her and squatted down halfway, saying, "I know everything, it's okay."

So she was like a tree whose root system had been dug up, and the leaves were still growing all over the tree, but the trunk was slightly pushed by someone, and it collapsed.

After enduring it for so long, she must be calm and rational in front of the doctor, and keep up her spirits at work. The family can no longer bring any mental pressure and burden to Yu Niannian. She has always pretended to be nonchalant, even when she notified Lin Xiangbei , and the tone is brisk.

Only Lin Xiangbei could hear the trembling that was easily overlooked in the ending.

He stretched out his hand quietly and hugged his aunt who was staring at him blankly.The hand around her didn't use much force, and the hand on her back slowly patted, as if to say, it's okay.

It's ok.

Just like when I was a child, my aunt always found him in various places, then knelt down to look at him, hugged him in a very warm embrace, rubbed his hair into a mess, and said, you little bastard, I will I made braised pork ribs, it was completely cold just to find you, and I had to reheat it.

My aunt didn't move.

She sat there in a daze, as if she didn't know anything, but her dry eye sockets could no longer hold the surging tears, and the tears were also reddened by the red blood streaks left by her long sleepless nights.

She endured it for too long, and Yu Niannian's father was suffering as well. The two of them had to take turns to watch Yu Niannian at night, and then cheer up and go to work the next day, so they could no longer complain to each other, and could no longer bear the slightest bit from each other. Painful, because it will make people unable to maintain the seemingly peaceful status quo, and the illusion may collapse at any time.

Even if it is a little more, it will not last.

She needs a place where she can relax, not a hospital, not a ward, not an empty home, not polite care from colleagues.

But at this moment, it seems that there is no need to hold on anymore.

She muttered to herself: "If this operation is successful... Then, then, I can live a good year."

"If she's gone..."

Lin Xiangbei listened quietly, and tightened his hands around her back, feeling big hot tears falling on his neck, as if they would never stop.

The collapse of an adult is only a moment.

I have to wait until the night is quiet and no one is looking around before I will show my pain.

Lin Xiangbei hugged her, the coffee candy clenched tightly in his hand was about to be embedded in the flesh, and he spoke in a hoarse voice.

"It's fine. I was told by someone that everything will be fine."

Aunt seemed to be listening, but she couldn't tell what he was talking about.

She just kept asking, and she didn't know who she was asking.

Why do people keep losing.

why?

Lin Xiangbei couldn't answer her.

The next day, when Lin Xiangbei learned that Yu Niannian woke up, he opened the door and walked into the ward, he couldn't help being stunned.

Auntie was sitting in the escort chair in high spirits, as if she wasn't the one who broke down and cried last night. Her makeup was exquisite and capable, and her eyes could only be vaguely swollen.She looks full of energy, and she is peeling apples with a smile, and her movements are swift and slow.

She squeezed her thin cheeks every year: "Take another week of suffering and raise my daughter, and I will be able to go home to celebrate the New Year with my parents this year."

Yu Niannian saw Lin Xiangbei's eyes brighten up: "Brother!"

If there were other people here, it would probably be impossible to describe how gentle Lin Xiangbei's smile was at this moment.

He nodded, took off his coat and hung it on the hanger: "Well. Did you miss me?"

Yu Niannian's lips are pale and her complexion is very bad, but she looks in good spirits. It can be seen that her aunt and uncle are very hard at weaving a carefree ivory tower for her.

Sometimes, there's nothing more heart-wrenching than a white lie.

The aunt handed Lin Xiangbei a piece of apple with a smile on her face: "Here, Ah Bei also eats one, it's so sweet."

Lin Xiangbei wanted to pick it up, but was slapped on the back of his hand by his aunt again: "I can see, you didn't wash your hands after you came in."

Yu Niannian giggled and made a face at Lin Xiangbei: "Brother, do you know how difficult it is for me?"

Aunt looked at Yu Niannian and hummed: "Okay, I knew you only liked your brother, not your mother."

Yu Niannian rubbed his aunt's face with the tip of his nose: "No way, I like my mother the most!"

At that moment, Lin Xiangbei saw his aunt's face distorted for a moment due to depression and restraint. He pressed Yu Niannian's head to prevent her from turning back, and he breathed hard to calm his breath, and laughed hard: "Little liar."

Lin Xiangbei turned and went into the bathroom.

He looked at himself in the mirror, and put his hand under the faucet for a long time before realizing that the switch hadn't been turned on.

Lin Xiangbei thought quietly that he originally wanted to make a wish on this year's birthday and exchange the rest of his life for Yu Niannian.

But the appearance of Zhou Yubai made him feel that life is really wonderful. Even he wants to live well for another ten years, 50 years, 100 years.

The finite desire to be fulfilled has become infinite. For the first time, he knows that he has so many things he wants to do, so much time, and he wants to spend it with another person.

So he changed his wish, very selfish, wanting to have a part of himself in the future happiness.

He closed his eyes and made a wish earnestly like never before, hoping that God would bless the operation a week later to be smooth and everyone would have a good ending.

I hope everyone he loves will be happy.