deep desire

At five o'clock in the afternoon, the car drove on the road out of the manor.

Lu Jing fastened his seat belt deeply, then turned around and asked the people around him, "Where is this point going?"

"Go out for a walk." Feng Si said casually.

After they came back that day, they didn't go out for two or three days in a row. Half of the two-week vacation passed in a blink of an eye. It wasn't until today that Feng Si suddenly proposed to go out by car.

Just as Lu Jingshen was about to say that it was going to be dark, several new messages came in on his WeChat, all of which were telling him happy birthday.

Lu Jing was taken aback for a moment, and belatedly remembered that tomorrow is his birthday, and it is already early morning in China.

"Happy birthday."

Feng Si beside him also said with a smile, Lu Jingshen: "...you know?"

Feng Si: "I didn't know at first, but I asked your brother before."

Lu Jing didn't know what to say, Feng Si pursed his lips and said, "I was too gentleman back then, I never looked at your ID, and ended up asking someone about your birthday."

If he had noticed the color of the passport in his hand at the beginning, he would not have been deceived by him for so long.

Lu Jingshen: "You have nothing to do with the word gentleman."

After he finished speaking, he seemed to feel that he had made a bad joke, so he said "thank you" in embarrassment, and looked down at his phone.

Feng Si laughed for a while, well, this is actually true.

He said he was a gentleman, but he was overconfident and always thought that he was sure of Lu Jingshen. In fact, he was the one who was led away by Lu Jingshen from the beginning to the end.

Lu Jing turned his attention back to the phone screen, and almost all the people who wished him birthday blessings were his family members.

Lu Chixie asked him in WeChat if he enjoyed his time here, but Lu Jingshen didn't want to return, so he snapped his fingers when he quit, and sent a message: "Next time, don't tell others about me carelessly."

Lu Chixie quickly replied: "Brother, don't wrong me. I haven't told anyone else, but Captain Feng. If you really don't want him to know, he won't have the chance to ask me."

"Stop talking, I'm going to sleep, you and Captain Feng have fun over there, happy birthday."

Lu Jing pressed deeply and blacked out the phone screen.

Feng Si reached out his hand, took his cell phone away, turned it off and put it in his pocket: "Don't be too busy looking at your cell phone when you're by my side, just look at me."

Lu Jing didn't bother with him: "Where are you going now?"

Feng Si said: "The airport."

The airport he mentioned was a small private airport only half an hour's drive away from the winery.

There were three or four light utility aircraft parked on the tarmac, and a man with brown hair and blue eyes in a floral shirt and low-slung jeans was waiting for them.

Seeing Feng Si, the other party was full of smiles, and wanted to give him a face-to-face gift, but Feng Si refused: "How many times have I told you that I am from the East, so forget it."

"You are obviously an Englishman." The other party exposed him mercilessly, took the opportunity to touch his chest, and got his wish.

Lu Jing frowned deeply, and when Feng Si introduced them, she only nodded coldly.

This seemingly coquettish French man is actually a senior executive of a large multinational company here, Feng Si's former employer when he was working here, this small airport and the planes here are all his.

If we met on another occasion, Lu Jingshen might be interested in communicating with the other party, and maybe there is a possibility of cooperation in the business field in the future, but seeing this person's undisguised attitude towards Feng Si, he lost the slightest idea.

The other party also looked at him unceremoniously, smiled and teased Feng Si: "This is your sweetheart?"

Feng Si shook his fingers: "He will be angry when you say that, he is my current boss."

They spoke French, and Lu Jing could understand it deeply. The more he felt unhappy, he said in a deep voice, "Boyfriend."

Under the slightly surprised gaze of the French man, Lu Jing repeated with a cold face: "I am his boyfriend."

He also spoke French.

Feng Si laughed, this time it was a genuine and heartfelt laugh, his chest vibrated, as if he was very happy.

Lu Jing's deep brows did not loosen, she was still unhappy.

Feng Si hooked him with his long arm, and thanked the French man: "The plane will be returned to you in two hours, thank you."

The other party waved their hands regretfully, wishing them a good time, and left first.

Feng Si's gaze fell back to the people around him, and Lu Jing asked in deep displeasure, "It's getting dark soon, where are you going by plane?"

"Watch the sunset." Feng Si laughed.

Lu Jing put aside his hand and got on the plane first.

Feng Si followed, and when he closed the cabin door, he turned his head to Lu Jingshen: "Are you my boyfriend?"

Lu Jingshen: "Otherwise, he is willing to leave?"

Feng Si smiled again and threw the headset to him.

The plane left the end of the runway and took off into the evening.

The tumbling golden wheat waves receded gradually, and the flowing clouds gradually pushed away in front of the eyes, gaps leaked from the gaps in the clouds, and the rays of light paved the way all the way.

It was not too late, Feng Si controlled the plane and headed directly to the sea.

Lu Jing's deep gaze fell to the outside of the porthole, and in his bright and bright vision, there was the sky and the sea, blue waves and tidal waves, the plane passed by the sea surface, and the stormy waves beat up, almost right under their feet.

Xihui is receding bit by bit, like a watercolor painting ready to absorb the last beauty, and they are an accident that broke into it, adding more beauty to this thick ink and color.

"This kind of small plane flies low, which is suitable for enjoying the scenery."

Feng Si said slowly: "I wanted to take you to see it before, but I finally borrowed the plane."

Lu Jingshen: "Why do you want to watch it?".

Feng Si said helplessly: "Mr. Lu, at least you have a bit of a romantic cell. Watching the sunset and the sea up close on the plane, no one else would have a chance, so you just take it. It's my birthday present to you."

Lu Jing's deep eyes returned to the window, their plane was wandering between the clouds and the evening mist, and everything was within reach.

Seeing that Lu Jing was fascinated, Feng Si slightly bent his lips.

"Do you want to try something exciting?"

Lu Jing asked subconsciously, "What's exciting?"

"Sit down." Feng Si reminded him, whistled, and manipulated the steering wheel to start climbing.

Lu Jing didn't understand why, the sea level under his feet gradually receded, and only the twilight was left in front of him.

Just as he was about to speak, a piercing stall alarm sounded in his ears. Feng Si stepped on the rudder forcefully, and Lu Jingshen felt the world spinning for a while. The fuselage fell to the right, and the nose began to dive downward in a spiral posture.

Lu Jing's heart jumped into his throat for a moment, and the discomfort of weightlessness made his adrenaline secrete wildly. From the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of the people around him controlling the steering wheel calmly and steadily, with a smile on their lips.

This is the stimulation Feng Si said, he did it on purpose.

Every time it turns down, the speed of the fall increases sharply, and the angle of the dive becomes larger. After three laps, the attitude of the plane has almost changed to a vertical dive.

Lu Jing's mind went blank, and the blood in his body was frozen. He wanted to scream, but he couldn't make a sound, and the frequency of his heart beating wildly was right next to his ears.

At the end of the fourth lap, Feng Si unhurriedly began to make recovery moves.

A few minutes later, the plane returned to level flight, the stall alarm disappeared, Lu Jingshen's brain finally restarted slowly, and he clenched his fists hard.

People around him asked him, "Is it fun?"

Lu Jing frowned deeply: "You think it's fun?"

"It's not bad," Feng Si said calmly, "This is a compulsory course for student pilots. I have done it hundreds of times, and I have to do it to the extent that my heartbeat won't speed up to be considered qualified, but it's really exciting for you. a bit."

"When doing extreme sports, the human body secretes not only adrenaline, but also dopamine, which will give people the illusion of falling in love. Alex, do you have it?"

Lu Jing thought for a while, and answered him: "You said it too, it's an illusion."

"You really don't understand romance at all," Feng Si sighed with a smile, "Okay, that's probably my illusion."

After a moment of silence, Lu Jing said deeply: "Do you think this illusion is a good thing? Isn't this more like an excuse to avoid responsibility afterwards?"

Feng Si looked at him sideways: "You mean yourself?"

Lu Jingshen fell silent again.

He knew what Feng Si was referring to, the one who ran away after sleeping was indeed him, and maybe it was indeed the derailment accident caused by dopamine, but at least, he had never deceived Feng Si in the name of love.

"Feel sorry."

Lu Jing hesitated to speak out.

Feng Si raised his eyebrows: "Are you apologizing to me?"

Lu Jingshen: "... If you have always cared about what happened back then, I apologize to you. It is my fault that you left without saying hello."

He didn't look at Feng Si when he spoke, his voice was very low, buried in the roar of the engine, it was difficult to discern the emotion in it.

"I don't need your apology," Feng Si said slowly, "Such an apology means nothing to me."

He reminded Lu Jingshen: "Look ahead."

Lu Jing raised her eyes deeply, the red sun in front of her had sunk below the skyline, leaving only the afterglow of a warm sunset glow.

As time goes by, the sky is getting darker, and the last ray of glow is gone, gradually rendering the sky into a cool blue.

The lights on the coast are lit up, and night has fallen.

On the return trip, Fengsi specially took the plane to the city they had visited a few days ago, and along the way, a large area of ​​mottled and shining orange light could be seen below, intertwined into a dazzling array of lights and a sea of ​​stars.

It was only then that Lu Jingshen remembered that today is also Halloween, and the city is holding a pumpkin lantern festival for Halloween.

"I know you don't like to join in the fun, so let's just take a look at it, it's quite interesting." Feng Si said.

Lu Jingshen: "If you want to join in the fun, you can go, you don't have to accommodate me."

Feng Si tilted his head and glanced at him again: "What's wrong with accommodating you, isn't it your birthday?"

Seeing Lu Jingshen's unnatural expression, Feng Si smiled: "Still thinking about the previous thing?"

Lu Jing raised her eyes deeply and met him with narrow eyes, she was a little speechless, Feng Si said: "I'm quite surprised, you actually apologized to me, well, I'll give you face, just accept it."

Lu Jing wanted to say something, but felt that nothing seemed right.

The plane flew back to the airport and moved back to the tarmac. It was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

The tower control confirmed that they had returned to the point, and cut off the communication impatiently. The whole airport was quiet, except for the approach lights on the runway that were still on, and the terminal building was pitch black.

The French man had reminded them earlier that the ground service and flight attendants at the airport would leave work on time at [-] o'clock, so please do what you want.

Feng Si took off the headset, and looked at Lu Jingshen beside him who was distracted.

"Are you satisfied with this birthday present?"

Lu Jing nodded deeply: "Thank you."

Feng Si: "You thanked me twice today, do you need to be so polite?"

He stretched out his hand, and slowly played with the zipper pull of Lu Jingshen's coat with his fingers, a dark light flickered in his eyes.

Lu Jing's deep eyes flickered, and he clearly heard the sound of his own heartbeat, Feng Si's hand slid down to his waist, pulling him towards her.

The posture changed, and Lu Jingshen was led to kneel and sit face to face on Feng Si's lap.

Feng Si leaned his back against the seat behind him, raised his head, with a smile in his eyes: "Any other birthday presents?"

Lu Jing deeply felt the heat of friction between limbs, and her throat rolled: "What?"

Eyes met, Feng Si dragged out his voice: "Me."

Lu Jingshen put his hands on his shoulders and looked at him intently.

The blank mind lost the ability to think, only dopamine was secreted crazily.

He didn't say anything more, turned his head, and kissed Feng Si's lips obediently.