deep desire

When the sun was shining on her bare shoulders, Lu Jing, who was sleeping on her stomach, woke up slowly.

Feng Si was sitting on the edge of the bed looking down at him, his fingers were gently scratching his back, like feathers were brushing, Lu Jing deeply felt an itch, and frowned: "What are you doing?"

"Get up when you wake up, let's go out." Feng Si reminded him.

Lu Jingshen went into the bathroom to wash up, Feng Si followed him and leaned against the door to wait for him, Lu Jingshen saw his slightly sluggish face in the mirror, lightly closed his eyes, and slowly regained consciousness.

"It's almost ten o'clock, and you are getting up later and later. Can you still adapt to the high-intensity work every day when you go back?"

Feng Si teased casually, but Lu Jing didn't want to talk to him, turned around to go out after washing up, and was grabbed by Feng Si's arm.

His figure was covered, casting a shadow in front of Lu Jingshen's eyes, and he held Lu Jingshen's lips.

Slowly grinding together, the tip of the tongue lightly brushed the gap between Lu Jing's deep lips and teeth, but it didn't go deep.

After a while, Lu Jingshen couldn't bear such irritating movements, pulled Feng Si's collar, entangled his lips and tongue, and took the initiative to deepen the kiss.

Lips pressed to lips, Feng Si laughed softly, just as Lu Jingshen was about to frowned, there was a sudden burst of commotion outside the window, the crowd's cheers, music, and the loud bang of the firecrackers kept coming into my ears.

Lu Jing was a little confused, so Feng Si pushed him to the window to take a look, there was a parade surrounded by floats passing by on the street ahead, the crowd cheered, swayed and danced all the way forward.

Before Lu Jingshen could see clearly, Feng Si urged him: "Go change clothes, let's go down and have a look."

A quarter of an hour later, they walked out of the hotel, and the parade had already passed, leaving behind waves of noise.

"They went to the central square, let's take a look there too." Feng Si suggested.

He took Lu Jing through the shortcut, and arrived at the city's largest central square in 10 minutes, where tens of thousands of people had already gathered.

The rainbow flag fluttered, and the men and women dressed in fancy clothes sang and danced heartily, immersing themselves in the joy of this moment.

Couples in pairs, all men and men, women and women, stick together to exchange passionate kisses without any scruples, venting the excessive enthusiasm in the body.

When Lu Jingshen realized it, he had already been led into them by Feng Si.

His nerves tensed reflexively, his breathing was difficult, and he wanted to leave.

Feng Si pulled him back, and Wen Sheng whispered in his ear: "Don't think too much, it's daytime, just treat it as a fun."

Lu Jingshen's complexion was ugly, and he almost squeezed out a voice through his teeth: "Why do you come here?"

Feng Si's eyes lingered slowly on his face, and Lu Jingshen's reaction was as expected, he raised his hand, and put his palm on Lu Jingshen's back, and the heat of the post comforted him: "Relax."

The sun was shining brightly above his head, but the eyes of the person in front of him were calm and deep. Lu Jingshen gradually regained his senses in a trance, took a deep breath, and asked again when he heard his own voice, "Why did you come here?"

"Alex, escaping is not the way," Feng Si reminded him, "No matter how much you dislike these people here, you can't deny that you, me, we are the same as them, we all like the same sex."

No, no!

Lu Jing wanted to refute deeply, as if someone was choking her throat, but she couldn't make a sound when she opened her mouth.

He doesn't like the same sex, he hates establishing intimate relationships and contacts with other people, only Feng Si, only him...

"Today is their gay carnival. I didn't go back last night. I specially brought you to see it."

Feng Si explained to him: "You don't have to think too much, no one here knows you, and they won't notice you, we'll leave after a while."

His tone was too gentle, very rare, even if Lu Jingshen felt uncomfortable, he couldn't say anything harsh.

Feng Si put his hands on his shoulders and made him turn around to look around. Lu Jing's deep breathing became heavier, and he forced himself to open his eyes wide.

Everyone is laughing, enjoying this moment heartily, they are sincere, no one is embarrassed because their sexuality is different, they dare to stand in the sun, and they don't care about the eyes of the world.

Lu Jingshen just didn't want to admit that it was Feng Si who forced him to face the reality time and time again. He hugged and kissed Feng Si and went to bed. Feng Si is a man, so he is also gay.

There is no difference with these people here.

Lu Jingshen's fingers trembled slightly, clenched unconsciously, struggling to resist.

The bell in the square rang, and the people in the carnival stopped one after another, embraced with their companions, and kissed wantonly amidst the endless ringing of the bell.

When Feng Si tilted his head and leaned over, Lu Jingshen couldn't make a gesture of rejection.

Like everyone else around them, they kissed a quiet and long kiss under the rainbow flag flying all over the sky.

The surrounding voices gradually faded away, and the flowing crowd became blurred shadows. In front of Lu Jingshen's eyes, only Feng Si's black eyes drooped when he focused on kissing him, which was too serious and pious.

His eyelashes trembled, and he slowly closed his eyes.

When the clamor became louder, Lu Jingshen vaguely sensed that someone was staring at them, stretched out his hand to push Feng Si, and turned his head to look.

Sweeping his gaze, all he could see in front of his eyes were couples embracing each other in pairs, and what was wrong at that moment just now seemed to be his illusion.

"What are you looking at?" Feng Si asked him.

Lu Jing returned to her senses, and shook her head slightly: "It's nothing, maybe I was wrong."

Feng Si decided to look at him, and Lu Jing deeply licked his numb lips: "...Let's go now."

Feng Si smiled, and took his hand: "Then let's go."

Afterwards, they drove to Feng Ting's residence, returned the wallet, and took her out for lunch by the way.

It was still early, Feng Si drove the car to the mall first, bought a bunch of cosmetics and perfumes, and handed them to Feng Ting: "Christmas is only two months away, then you go home and deliver the presents for me .”

Feng Ting was dissatisfied and complained: "You can't go by yourself? Do you want me to do it for you?"

Having said that, she quickly accepted the things, Lu Jing in the passenger seat glanced back deeply, Feng Ting noticed his eyes, and explained to him with a smile: "My brother asked me to take these back as gifts, except My mother's, and my mother's sisters and goddaughters, who are also my brother's godmothers, godsisters and godsisters."

Lu Jingshen: "..."

He didn't know what to say.

Feng Si swung the steering wheel with one hand, and said nonchalantly, "Isn't it your godmother and godsister and godsister?"

"It's all the same," Feng Ting smiled and blinked deeply at Lu Jing, "Anyway, thanks to everyone, my brother understands women's hearts best, but it's a pity that he doesn't love women."

Lu Jing withdrew her gaze deeply, not intending to get involved in this topic.

Feng Si laughed and scolded his sister: "Shut up, you are the only one who talks too much."

Feng Ting casually asked him: "Brother, what were you doing last night? It took you a long time to answer the phone call, but you still didn't speak and hung up on me. I really thought I lost my wallet."

Lu Jing, who was in the passenger seat, turned his gaze out of the window, Feng Si glanced at him, seeing the uncomfortable expression on his face, he wished he could get out of the car and leave immediately.

"No reason," Feng Siman said, suppressing the smile in his voice, "What do you do when you ask, you shouldn't ask too much."

When they arrived at the place, Feng Si went to park the car, and Lu Jingshen and Feng Ting went to the restaurant first.

Feng Ting hooked Lu Jingshen's arm familiarly, and asked curiously: "Brother Shen, should my brother return that pen to you?"

Lu Jing nodded deeply, hesitating that if Feng Ting asked him again, he would have to think of an excuse to refuse.

Feng Ting said: "Then you keep it, don't give it away casually, although my brother looks like a hippie smiling face, in fact he is quite small-minded, don't make trouble because of me."

Lu Jingshen: "...No."

Feng Ting felt relieved: "That's good."

Lu Jing asked her deeply: "What special significance does that pen have for him?"

"I don't know," Feng Ting shook her head, "You have to ask my brother."

She glanced at Lu Jingshen's neck, paused, the red marks spread from the back of his neck to the collar of his clothes, the girl moved her eyes away, as if she understood something, she blushed slightly.

In the middle of the meal, Lu Jingshen went to the bathroom, and when Feng Si followed, he had just washed his hands and was about to leave.

Feng Si hid here to smoke, and pulled him back: "We'll go there together later."

Lu Jing couldn't stand him: "Why are you so addicted to smoking?"

Feng Si smoked slowly: "How did I see you standing here in a daze when I just came in? What are you thinking about?"

Stared at by his eyes, Lu Jingshen finally asked the question that he had been thinking about since yesterday: "Is that pen very special to you?"

"Why do you ask that suddenly?" Feng Si asked.

Lu Jingshen: "I'm just asking."

Feng Si squeezed the cigarette butt and slowly wiped it out on the ashtray: "Curious?"

Lu Jingshen nodded honestly.

"It's not special," Feng Si said nonchalantly, "I'm not used to using other people's things, and I don't want to take the maintenance pen every time I sign, so I bought one myself."

Lu Jing looked deeply into his eyes, clearly expressing disbelief.

Feng Si said: "Really, it's just a pen. It doesn't have so much special meaning. I don't give it to Tingting because she wants something good when she sees other people's. She needs to cure her problems. Moreover, although I am I don't mind giving it to you, but even if it's just a casual gift, it's still a gift, I don't care if you give it to someone else without saying hello? Alex, you hurt my heart so much."

Lu Jingshen was speechless immediately, after all, it was his fault.

"You don't have to think too much," Feng Si stretched out his hand, patted his buttocks, and continued before Lu Jing frowned deeply, "But if you want to give that pen some special meaning, you can do it."

Lu Jing didn't understand: "What?"

Feng Si's hand stopped, rubbed his buttocks, and said obscenely: "The ricochet is gone, do you want to try another pen? I see that you always touch the cap of that pen, why don't we try something new? "

Lu Jingshen couldn't keep up with his jumping thinking at all, but he didn't expect that this person would suddenly have the cheek to speak pornographically.

"Too thin."

After being frozen for a few seconds, Lu Jing threw out this sentence expressionlessly, turned around and left.

Feng Si laughed out loud, threw a cigarette and followed.