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Qin Mingzhu still couldn't recognize the child based on the child in front of him, but the moment he saw Sheng's mother, he immediately realized who this child who looked only about three years old was.

They are Sheng, Ying and Qi.

The skin of Qin Mingzhu's hand holding the knife and fork was tense, even though Sheng Yingqi in front of him was only three years old, he still couldn't forget what Sheng Yingqi did and said when he became a ghost.

"Mingzhu?" A hand reached out from the opposite side and took his hand.

Qin Mingzhu subconsciously followed the voice and looked over, meeting a pair of worried eyes.He looked at Yan Jiayu, as if thousands of grievances came to his heart in an instant.

But he couldn't tell, if he told Yan Jiayu that he was reborn, and told Yan Jiayu what he had experienced, Yan Jiayu would suffer more than him.

Qin Mingzhu blinked twice quickly, and shook her head as if nothing happened.

Sheng's mother on the side didn't expect such an embarrassing incident. She apologized again and again, and was so flustered that she wiped the milk stains from Sheng Yingqi's mouth with her hands.

"Use this." Yan Jiayu handed over a clean napkin.

"Ah, okay, thank you." Mother Sheng quickly took it over, and she picked up Sheng Yingqi and walked to her place.When I saw my husband, I relaxed a little from my nervousness.

"Yingqi ran to the young master of the Qin family just now. I was afraid he would cause trouble, but he spat out his milk and made his clothes dirty." Mother Sheng said while helping Sheng Yingqi to clean his clothes complainingly, " Fortunately, people didn't care about it."

When she spoke, she didn't notice Sheng Yingqi's expression.

Sheng Yingqi clenched his two fleshy hands tightly, and he looked almost resentfully at the feeding bottle on the table and the napkin that Sheng's mother used to help him wipe his clothes.

This napkin was given by Yan Jiayu.

His mother also said thank you to Yan Jiayu.

Sheng Yingqi had never met Yan Jiayu in his last life, but he had always compared himself with Yan Jiayu.

In his opinion, Yan Jiayu is a short-lived ghost with poor fortune. Even if he is Yan's only son, he is lame. Even if he was with Qin Mingzhu once, he is someone Qin Mingzhu will never forget, but he has no life to enjoy this blessing and die early. up.

Although he lost to Yan Jiayu in family background, he didn't feel that he lost in other places.He is younger than Yan Jiayu and has a tough life. He has grown his family business by himself, and married someone who Yan Jiayu did not marry.

In addition, he is a reborn person who knows the future development, so when facing Yan Jiayu, he inevitably takes a contemptuous attitude.

Even if Yan Jiayu is in love with Qin Mingzhu now, he will die early. Of course, Sheng Yingqi is not going to let Yan Jiayu have the opportunity to be with Qin Mingzhu for so long in this life.

But now a feeding bottle ruined everything!

He lost face in front of Qin Mingzhu and Yan Jiayu!

Sheng Yingqi bit his 20 deciduous teeth tightly to control himself not to tremble with anger, and not to get angry at this time.

No one likes a child with a bad personality. The last time he hit Yan Jiayu's leg and was pushed away by Qin Mingzhu, he had already seen the dislike and rejection in Qin Mingzhu's eyes.

On the other side, Qin Mingzhu was distracted uncontrollably, and he glanced at Sheng Yingqi over there again and again.In his previous life, he did not remember that such a child appeared in front of him several times.

Sheng family...

Did the Sheng family also attend his 19th birthday party in their last life?

Qin Mingzhu's annual birthday party can be regarded as one of the largest in the city. He himself never pays attention to the guest list, and often does not remember the new faces at the party.

Is it the butterfly effect of his rebirth?

Or is there another possibility?

"It's the kid who appeared at the bow of the boat last night, do you know him?" Yan Jiayu's words interrupted Qin Mingzhu's thoughts suddenly.

Qin Mingzhu turned her face back and said with a slightly unnatural expression: "I don't know you." A second later, he said again, "Last night he got separated from his parents and was brought to my room by my mother, so he doesn't count as acquaintances. "

Yan Jiayu stared at Qin Mingzhu's expression for a few seconds, then hummed, "Then continue eating, there is a doctor on board, I'll let the doctor look at that child later, you don't have to worry about him."

Qin Mingzhu wanted to say something, but held back.

Sheng Yingqi is only three years old now, he can't make life difficult for a child.

After disembarking, Qin Mingzhu was admitted to the hospital for a set of physical examinations. At his insistence, Mrs. Su also underwent a set of physical examinations.

Su Yuan was exactly the same as in Qin Mingzhu's memory. After his grandmother and mother passed away one after another in the previous life, he sealed Su Yuan away.At this time, when I returned to Su Garden and saw my grandmother again, my mood was inevitably complicated.

"I'm back." Grandma stood at the door, smiling at Qin Mingzhu and the others, "The weather is hot, come inside, I made mung bean paste for you, it's good to drink now."

Qin Mingzhu looked at her grandmother who was still in good health, her heart felt hot, she walked over quickly, took the old man's arm, "Grandma, I want to drink three bowls!"

"Five bowls are enough." Grandmother patted the back of Qin Mingzhu's hand, then called Yan Jiayu, "Jiayu, you come too."

While drinking mung bean paste, my grandmother noticed the watch on Qin Mingzhu's hand. She even praised how beautiful it was, and then asked who gave it to her. After learning that it was Yan Jiayu, she said, "Jiayu has a good eye, and the watch she chose is also good-looking. "

The days are long in midsummer. Although it is already five o'clock, the sun is still very strong.

Qin Mingzhu stared at her grandmother's face reluctantly, and replied, "Brother Jiayu has always had a good eye."

Grandmother turned to look at Yan Jiayu, "By the way, Jiayu, your parents called me today and said they would come to see you in two days."

When Qin Mingzhu heard this, he couldn't help turning his gaze to Yan Jiayu.

When Yan Jiayu heard the news that her parents were coming, she was extremely calm, as if there was no disturbance in her heart.He put his fingers on the white porcelain bowl containing mung bean paste, let go, took a tissue to Qin Mingzhu, and said to his grandmother, "I know, they told me too."

Seeing the tissue handed over, Qin Mingzhu froze for a moment before realizing it.

It's been so long since we've been apart that he has forgotten some habits.

"Thank you." He took the tissue, lowered his head and wiped his lips vigorously.

This thank you attracted two eyes.

Grandma spoke first, "Strange thing, when did you and Jiayu become so polite?"

Yan Jiayu didn't speak, just looked at Qin Mingzhu.

Qin Mingzhu paused for throwing the tissue, then raised her head and said nonchalantly, "I'm 19 now, so I must be more polite than before."

"That's right, you've grown up, you'll wash the dishes later, your aunt Ming is not here today, so you come and do the washing, don't ask Jiayu to help you like before."

After finishing speaking, my grandmother got up and left. Although she was getting old, her love for Kunqu Opera remained undiminished. During this time, she held a Kunqu Opera party with a group of old sisters and got together every day.

After getting married in her previous life, Qin Mingzhu learned to do housework.Although there are part-time workers and a nanny at home, Sheng Yingqi likes his cooking, and Sheng Yingqi prefers that no one else is at home.

Washing the dishes is just a trivial matter for Qin Mingzhu now, and he has long been familiar with it.Yan Jiayu didn't even need to ask for help, she already quickly put the two bowls into the dishwasher, adjusted the mode, sealed the remaining iced bean paste, put it in the refrigerator, and remembered to replace the deodorant in the refrigerator.

When he finished, he turned around and met Yan Jiayu's gaze, and realized something was wrong.

Qin Mingzhu hooked her fingers unconsciously, and in the next second, she seemed to calmly throw the old deodorant into the trash can, but in fact he was very stiff now, and even wanted to bite his fingers.

He was afraid that Yan Jiayu would see that something was wrong with him, that his soul was not 19 years old.

A 19-year-old soul lives in a 47-year-old body, which is a terrifying thing.

Yan Jiayu loves 19-year-old Qin Mingzhu and 26-year-old Qin Mingzhu, but will she love 47-year-old Qin Mingzhu?

Qin Mingzhu knew that he shouldn't think wildly, but he couldn't control it.

After being reborn, on the one hand, I felt lucky, but on the other hand, I felt that my current life was stolen.He climbed back to heaven from hell, and couldn't help but fear that everything in heaven would turn into bubbles in a blink of an eye.

He stared nervously at Yan Jiayu, waiting for possible interrogation.

but no.

Yan Jiayu just said: "Okay?"

Qin Mingzhu hummed, and when she hummed, she also let out a breath from her chest.

"Are you going to Qingri Hall now?"

Qin Mingzhu thought for a while, then shook her head, "I'm a little tired, I want to go to sleep."

He hid in the window of his grandparents' room, which was the bed he slept in when he was a child. When he grew up, he couldn't sleep, so he moved to the next room.

He said he was sleeping, but he couldn't fall asleep for a while.

Qin Mingzhu lay on her side, her face pressed against the soft pillow, and she looked at the scene outside the window.The daylight weakened inch by inch, and the fingers resting on the window lattice gradually turned from magenta to normal skin color.

Obviously he got the chance to be with Yan Jiayu again, but his mood went back and forth, hesitating to the point that even he spurned himself.

Qin Mingzhu, when did you become so timid?

Why are you so timid?

Was it Yan Jiayu's death, the failed marriage, or her age...

When he was in the kitchen earlier, he suddenly realized the marks left on him by the years.Even if he returns to his 19-year-old body, some habits are hard for him to get rid of.

Time has invisibly turned him into another Qin Mingzhu, a Qin Mingzhu who must be very strange to Yan Jiayu now.

When I watched movies when I was young, I didn't understand why the protagonists were clearly in love, but they didn't end up together. I didn't understand the truth that things are right and people are wrong.

At that time, he felt that as long as they loved each other, they should be together.

It turned out that he was not only old physically, but mentally as well.

Suddenly the window was knocked five times.

Qin Mingzhu froze, then suddenly raised her head.

Outside the window, there is a tall and thin figure, so vague and indistinct.

He realized who it was.

Five strokes is the code between him and Yan Jiayu.

He sat up and slowly opened the window.

It was indeed the person he imagined outside, the sky was gloomy, the sound of cicadas and frogs could be heard from the pond, and the green tiles hooked the spring elm, covering up the shadows.Yan Jiayu was standing outside the window, he took out the hand behind his back, and a lamp suddenly appeared in front of Qin Mingzhu's eyes.

Lamps made of glass soda bottles.

The yellow light bulb is like the tail of a firefly, nestling quietly in the blue soda bottle.

When I was young, there was a power outage in the whole city, and Qin Mingzhu dragged Yan Jiayu to the bathroom.In the bathroom, Yan Jiayu was even asked to sing to him, to make sure that she was always with him at the door.

After he came out, he said to Yan Jiayu as if he had survived a catastrophe: "Brother Jiayu is lucky to have you with me, otherwise I would definitely die."

After thinking about it, she made amends for herself, not wanting Yan Jiayu to treat him as a coward, "But if there is a light, I dare to go to the bathroom alone, and I am absolutely not afraid of being alone."

Under the candlelight, Yan Jiayu's face looked peaceful and peaceful. He gently placed the lamp beside Qin Mingzhu's pillow, "Grandmother didn't call you. She said that the light in her room was broken and someone would come to fix it tomorrow. If You sleep here tonight, use this lamp. Grandma won't come back tonight, she's sleeping with Grandma Xiufen."

Qin Mingzhu blurted out: "Thank you."

Yan Jiayu didn't say anything when she heard the word "thank you", but only said that if Qin Mingzhu needed anything else, she could call him.

"okay."

Yan Jiayu stared at Qin Mingzhu's face for a while, "Then I'm leaving."

He turned and walked forward through the darkness.After walking about a dozen steps, as if feeling something in his heart, he suddenly turned around.The window holding the window was still open, and a figure could be vaguely seen leaning out of the window.

Just like seeing Qin Mingzhu who was tottering and almost fell from the tree that year, Yan Jiayu ran back as fast as she could, and then hugged Qin Mingzhu who was staring at him in a daze from the window.

The veranda is no more air-conditioned than the room, and it is so hot that you can sweat from your ears and neck just by hugging for a while.Qin Mingzhu didn't know why he was trembling at this moment, but Yan Jiayu didn't say anything, he just hugged him out, and at this moment he was also hugging him tightly, so close that his breath was almost entangled.

In the silence, Qin Mingzhu spoke first, "Brother Jiayu, I..."

After saying a few words, his throat felt astringent.

When he couldn't continue speaking, Yan Jiayu's voice was very clear in the half-light.

"After being kidnapped, I thought I wouldn't care about anything in my life. But when you were 16, you almost fell from a tree. I feel scared when I think about it now. I'm afraid you'll get hurt, I'm afraid you— —" He paused, "Leave me. I don't know why, but after looking at you for the past two days, I feel this way again. Mingzhu, there are actually some things I wanted to tell you yesterday."

"I love you."