palm discarded beads
Chapter 23
Qin Mingzhu met Yan Jiayu's parents in a foreign country.After the initial pleasantries, he left temporarily, leaving space for the family of three.
He was not sure that Uncle Yan and Auntie Ye could persuade Yan Jiayu, but when the door opened and he learned that Uncle Yan and Auntie Ye supported all of Yan Jiayu's decisions, no matter what Yan Jiayu's choice was, he still couldn't control himself Disappointment, even anger.
Aunt Ye's eyes were red, obviously she had cried, "Mingzhu, you've worked hard for me all this time, and you've been taking care of Jiayu. We really want to stay, but—" She looked sad and her words were dry, "Jiayu Don't want us here, so we'll take the earliest flight out tomorrow morning, let's have dinner together tonight."
Qin Mingzhu felt as if he had been soaked in water. After soaking for a long time, his skin became wrinkled, and the mud in the water blocked his mouth and nose.
"I want to accompany Brother Jiayu, and I won't go out to eat with my uncles and aunts." He heard himself say in a blunt tone.
Should the Yan family be blamed for not caring about Yan Jiayu?
In fact, he should have known it a long time ago. If he really cared about it, he wouldn't let Yan Jiayu live in their house for so many years, and only pick Yan Jiayu back every year during the Chinese New Year.
The tone they spoke to Yan Jiayu was not as affectionate as when they spoke to him.
Since you feel guilty, why don't you make up for your son?
Respect the choice, so just watch Yan Jiayu die?
Aunt Ye hesitated to speak, when Uncle Yan next to him raised his hand to hold his wife's shoulder, "Mingzhu, let's chat alone for a while."
"Uncle Yan, what do you want to say?"
Qin Mingzhu can't be calm at this moment, even if the person in front of him is Yan Jiayu's father, perhaps because the other person is Yan Jiayu's father, he can't do it.
He really wanted to ask the other party, did you give up your son so easily?
Do you really love your son?
Uncle Yan took out the cigarette case, "Do you mind?"
Qin Mingzhu shook her head.
Yan Jiayu's appearance is seven points like his father's. Even though Uncle Yan is over fifty, he is still elegant and elegant, and he stands out in the crowd.
He lowered his eyes to light the cigarette, but didn't smoke it, "Your Auntie Ye hasn't slept since you found out about Jiayu, and even went to see a psychiatrist before coming here. I'm not afraid of your jokes. When we were young, neither you nor Auntie Ye knew about it. How to be a good parent, when the child grows up, if he wants to be again, the child will not listen.
After the kidnapping case more than ten years ago, Jiayu refused to speak for a long time. Among the only few words she said, the first sentence was to ask me, 'Dad, can my leg be healed? '
I didn't want to lie to him at that time, I told him the truth.After he knew it, he didn't say anything, but later when he was recovering from treatment, he told me that he would rather die in the kidnapping case.He said this only once, but I remember it deeply, and I still remember it to this day.
Now Jiayu is an adult, although you, Auntie Ye and I are his parents, we can no longer interfere with his choice.Mingzhu, when my uncle begs you, please help him, let him live for you. "
After these conversations, Uncle Yan took Aunt Ye and left. Qin Mingzhu still didn't go to eat that dinner. He went back to the room and walked in front of Yan Jiayu.
Yan Jiayu can get out of bed and walk around today, but she is still very weak, and the back of her hand is bruised due to frequent injections.
When he saw Qin Mingzhu, he asked softly, "Are they gone?"
Qin Mingzhu nodded, hugged Yan Jiayu's waist, said nothing, just pressed his face against the other's neck.But just hugging for a while, the tears couldn't help falling down.
Realizing that he couldn't control his emotions, he let go of his hand, turned around and wanted to go out to calm down for a while, but his wrist was grabbed.
"Mingzhu." The person behind him stopped him.
Qin Mingzhu turned his back to Yan Jiayu, he needed a lot of effort to keep himself from breaking down in front of Yan Jiayu, but in fact, it was difficult for him to do so.
Just thinking about the result of not having surgery...
He couldn't live without Yan Jiayu.
He can want nothing, as long as Yan Jiayu is alive, he doesn't care about Yan Jiayu's disability, as long as that person is Yan Jiayu, he thinks that everything is fine.
Qin Mingzhu raised her head and let out a heavy breath through her reddened nose, "I really can't do it..." He slowly turned around, "I can't respect your choice, I just want you to live, brother Jiayu, I know your pain, but surviving is more important, right? When a person dies, there is nothing left, and are you willing to let me go? I am reluctant."
Yan Jiayu couldn't answer him because she was ill again.
This time Qin Mingzhu didn't listen to Yan Jiayu's words and went out. He watched the whole diagnosis and treatment process and saw Yan Jiayu's leg with sequelae.
The knee swelled violently, and the thin layer of white skin was swollen by the liquid, as if it could be seen flowing.The left and right calves are not the same thickness, and the calf of the affected limb has shown signs of atrophy.
After just one glance, Qin Mingzhu couldn't bear to look any further. He turned his face away, clenched his fingers tightly, and his face was flushed with patience.
But the next moment, he walked to the bedside and held Yan Jiayu's hand.
When Yan Jiayu saw Qin Mingzhu, she closed her eyes and said in a gentle voice, "Mingzhu, go out first."
"I'm not going out, I'll stay here with you." Qin Mingzhu glanced at the puncture needle that the doctor took out, her face turned pale, "We are partners and we will get married in the future. No matter what you go through, I will be with you forever ,I love you.
I still have a lot of things I want to tell you. In fact, the first time I saw you when I was a child, I felt that you were different from other people. Do you remember that fan?That was the first time I gave something to someone I met for the first time.When I was 19 years old, you confessed to me, but I didn't agree, because I thought I regarded you as an older brother at that time, but later I realized that it was not.
The sentence you heard in the coffee shop that day was said out of my brain out of jealousy. I never felt for a second that you were inferior to others and unworthy of liking.You are always the best in my heart, it has nothing to do with external conditions, it is because of your soul.
I know this sounds very literary, but really, it has nothing to do with the skin, I love you because of your inner, your soul is different from everyone else.Even if you lose a leg, you will always be the best and the best in my heart, and no one can replace you.
I heard others say that it is very difficult to meet someone who really wants to spend the rest of our life together in this life. Now that we have met and are together, don’t give up, okay?Brother Jiayu, I think I can see you every day. When we grow old, the two of us will become old men. We will live on our island and watch the sunset together. "
Qin Mingzhu's voice was very soft, with tears streaming down her face, "No one will treat me better than you, please don't leave me alone."
His family loves him and treats him well, but that's family affection, he can't fill the hole of love with family love, he loves Yan Jiayu, he needs Yan Jiayu.
Maybe it was Qin Mingzhu's seemingly endless tears, maybe it was Qin Mingzhu's words, or some other reason, Yan Jiayu finally agreed to the operation.
On the day of the operation, Qin Mingzhu stayed outside the operating room all the time. He couldn't even drink a sip of water. He only cared about the person lying on the operating table.
He is afraid that there will be mistakes, even if it is a little bit, it may cause big problems.
He had read the pre-operative consent form, and each item explained the risks of this operation. Although there were various risks in treating teeth, that person was Yan Jiayu.
So he had to be on tenterhooks.
After several hours of surgery, Qin Mingzhu finally saw Yan Jiayu's attending doctor come out.The other party told him that there was no problem with the operation, and now that Yan Jiayu has not yet woken up from the anesthesia, she can be pushed out to meet them when the anesthesia wakes up.
Hearing this passage, Qin Mingzhu let go of the heart he had been holding on for a while, but then he immediately thought of Yan Jiayu's lost leg.
"Doctor, when can the prosthetic be installed? And rehabilitation, do you need to start as soon as possible?"
"Look at the postoperative evaluation first, and see how the wound recovers before making any next steps. Don't worry, the best rehabilitation doctor will come over then."
After Qin Mingzhu heard the words and said thank you, he looked at the door of the operating room again, even though he couldn't see anything.Behind that door was Yan Jiayu who had lost her leg and hadn't woken up from the anesthesia.
At night, Yan Jiayu was finally pushed out of the operating room.The person is awake, but still sleepy.
Qin Mingzhu heard from the doctor that it is best not to let Yan Jiayu sleep for the next time, so as not to vomit and cause suffocation, so she has been sitting by the hospital bed, talking with Yan Jiayu, asking him how he feels, whether it hurts or not.
Yan Jiayu answered one by one, except that her voice was weak, her attitude and temper were the same as before.
After a while, he took the initiative to tell Qin Mingzhu.
"Mingzhu, you go out first, I want to see my own legs."
A section of the snow-white quilt was left empty.
Yan Jiayu stared there.
Qin Mingzhu's lips moved, but in the end she got up and left the ward without saying anything.
After a month in the hospital, they returned home.
Qin Mingzhu bought a house in the local area, and planned to wait for Yan Jiayu to adapt to the prosthesis before returning to China.He didn't tell his parents about Yan Jiayu's illness, only that he planned to stay abroad for a while.
I thought the surgery would be the biggest hurdle they had to go through, but in fact it was just the beginning.
Yan Jiayu's wounds did not heal well, and she was repeatedly infected, resulting in a persistent high fever. She called the doctor several times late at night for antipyretic injections.
Finally, the wound got better, but there were new problems.
Install prosthetics.
The prosthetics were custom-made, urgently completed in more than a month, and delivered to them.Qin Mingzhu wanted to help Yan Jiayu dress, but was rejected.
During this time, Yan Jiayu kept refusing Qin Mingzhu to see his wounds, and they even slept separately at night.For this reason, Qin Mingzhu had no choice but to hire a nurse at home. In fact, he wanted to take care of Yan Jiayu himself to show that he didn't care.
But Yan Jiayu cared, he would rather be watched by the nurse than Qin Mingzhu to help him.
Qin Mingzhu could only comfort herself, professional nurses must be better than him.But now Yan Jiayu is not willing to let him even wear a prosthetic limb.
"Brother Jiayu, can you let me help you?" Qin Mingzhu's tone was almost pleading, "We are a couple, why would you rather let them help you than me?"
Yan Jiayu now moves around in a wheelchair, his legs are covered with a thick blanket, and his face is still pale.Not only that, the brows and eyes became gloomy, and the whole person seemed to be a different person.
He used to look at people with indifferent eyes, but when he looked at Qin Mingzhu, he was gentle. Now, his eyes are like black ink, like a deep pool, like stagnant water, maybe even if he drops a stone, there will be no ripples, and no one knows him What are you thinking.
"Let Zhou Xiang help me." Zhou Xiang is the nurse they hired, and Yan Jiayu tried hard to draw her lower lip at Qin Mingzhu, "Didn't you finish the design draft? Go draw it now."
It wasn't his delusion, Qin Mingzhu felt that since the operation, Yan Jiayu was pushing her away, both physically and mentally.
Yan Jiayu would rather let the nurse sit with him than stay by her side.
Qin Mingzhu is a human being, a real person, and he also has his own emotions.Being rejected again and again by his beloved, he was sad and frustrated, but he didn't want to reveal it, because Yan Jiayu had already suffered enough.
He could only pack up his mood and said sensiblely: "Okay, then I'll come back later."
The studio is on the upper floor of the house, so that he can take care of Yan Jiayu without worrying about disturbing Yan Jiayu with his movements.
In fact, he was not in the mood to work at all, but he had to find something for himself, at least to create an atmosphere, and now they were no different from before.Life is still like this, and it will not change in the future.
Qin Mingzhu was absent-mindedly drawing the design draft. He really couldn't wait for the usual time to go back, so he went back early. But this time, he almost immediately turned into a tiger protecting its cubs.
"what are you doing?!"
Qin Mingzhu rushed over to push Zhou Xiang away, and went to help Yan Jiayu on the ground.Yan Jiayu's face was pale, and his head was full of sweat. When he saw Qin Mingzhu, he pushed Qin Mingzhu away.
Qin Mingzhu sat down on the ground, watching him call Zhou Xiang's name, "Zhou Xiang, blanket, give me the blanket!"
"Mr. Qin, I'm sorry, I just... called for a while, but I didn't expect Mr. Yan to fall down. I promise that this kind of thing will never happen next time."
The nurse in front of her kept apologizing, but Qin Mingzhu didn't know what to say for a while, and then whispered for a long time: "I should also say sorry to you, and shouldn't push you."
When he came in, he thought the nurse was abusing Yan Jiayu.Because it looked very similar from that angle, he didn't think about anything, he just wanted to protect Yan Jiayu.
Qin Mingzhu thought for a while, and then said, "Go home tonight, I don't need your help here for the time being."
After sending the nurse away, he looked at the door of Yan Jiayu's room again.
At this moment the door was closed.
Before being pushed away, he actually didn't notice Yan Jiayu's legs at all. Instead, because of the other party's words and actions, he inevitably looked down, but it was only a quick glance.
Yan Jiayu quickly covered her legs with a blanket.
He was supposed to be trying to put on a prosthetic, didn't ask anyone for help, and fell down.
This was the first time Qin Mingzhu saw Yan Jiayu like this, and it was also the first time he was treated so rudely by Yan Jiayu.
At that time, Yan Jiayu covered her legs with a blanket and looked back at him, her face seemed paler than before, "Mingzhu, you didn't get hurt, did you? I..."
"It's not hurt, it's okay." Qin Mingzhu said quickly.
Yan Jiayu's expression didn't improve at all, he seemed to hold his breath, like a broken porcelain white jade bottle that was repaired with great efforts, not only the inside was devastated, but even the outside showed clues.
After checking that there was no wound on Qin Mingzhu's body, he went back to the room in a wheelchair and closed the door.
Qin Mingzhu knew what Yan Jiayu was thinking, Yan Jiayu didn't want him to see that crippled leg, but they were close lovers, Yan Jiayu should believe him.
Maybe he should show Yan Jiayu his determination.
Thinking of this, Qin Mingzhu knocked on Yan Jiayu's door.
"Brother Jiayu, may I come in?"
After a while, he heard the voice inside.
"Come in." Yan Jiayu's voice was very low.
When she opened the door, Yan Jiayu was leaning on the bed with a notebook beside her hand.
During this period of time, he was recuperating from illness, and Uncle Yan took care of the work affairs of the Yan Group again, but he didn't completely dismiss the work, or he was still paying attention to the previous work progress.
Qin Mingzhu wanted Yan Jiayu to take a good vacation to recuperate from his illness, but he was also afraid of hurting Yan Jiayu, and afraid that Yan Jiayu, who was completely idle, would think about other things and go into a dead end.
The two people who used to talk about everything, gradually became unable to mention many things after an operation, and dared not mention them.
Qin Mingzhu sat down by the bed, his eyes did not avoid Yan Jiayu's legs as usual, "Brother Jiayu, I asked Zhou Xiang to leave." Seeing Yan Jiayu's eyes changed slightly, he continued, "If you need to Help, it's just me. You haven't showered yet, shall we go now?"
"Pearl." Embarrassment flashed across Yan Jiayu's face, "I can wash it myself."
Qin Mingzhu knew that he usually didn't need Zhou Xiang's help in the bath, at most Zhou Xiang helped him with his clothes.
The bathroom in this room has been purposely remodeled for handicapped access.
"I know you can do it yourself, but I want to do it with you."
If it was the original, Qin Mingzhu would never be able to say such a thing, but now he has no choice.
He still wants to spend the rest of his life with Yan Jiayu.
I thought that time would relieve Yan Jiayu a little bit, but now the situation is getting more and more serious. In the days just after the operation, Yan Jiayu was not like this.
He felt that Yan Jiayu was getting further and further away from him.
Qin Mingzhu must convince the other party that he doesn't care, that he loves Yan Jiayu, even if Yan Jiayu's legs are amputated, he still loves him.
With this thought in mind, Qin Mingzhu pushed Yan Jiayu into the bathroom.
He also held a Yan Jiayu tie in his hand.
It turned out that when he was afraid, Yan Jiayu wrapped cloth around his eyes to relieve his tension, but now it's his turn.
Qin Mingzhu squatted down in front of Yan Jiayu's wheelchair, "I'm going to tie your eyes up now, you don't have to think about anything, just leave everything to me. Brother Jiayu, you know that I love you, and you love me too. If I am like this today, I believe your feelings for me will not change, so my feelings for you will not change now."
After saying that, he tied the black tie around Yan Jiayu's eyes, and took Yan Jiayu's hand that wanted to tear off the tie.
"Pearl, take it off."
Yan Jiayu said in a low voice.During this period of time, his complexion was pale and cold, just like the sculpture made by Qin Mingzhu.
He raised his head unaccustomed, and the straight bridge of his nose was caught off guard by water drops.
Qin Mingzhu turned on the shower head.
In barely a minute or two, both of them were drenched.
The wet tie clung to Yan Jiayu's pale face, and water dripped down her chin.
His hand resting on the armrest of the wheelchair was clenched quietly, from the fingertips to the back of the hand, the blue veins emerged like a dragon in a submerged river, and were submerged in the water again.
Cut off from vision, he can only feel Qin Mingzhu's existence through touch and hearing.
With inconvenient legs and feet, and this is the case now, Yan Jiayu almost inevitably reveals a sense of fragility, but he is also good at patience.He called Ming Zhu, and after Ming Zhu answered, he pressed his lips together hard, as if this could maintain his previous decency.
But what Qin Mingzhu wants is trust, he wants Yan Jiayu to believe in him, and Yan Jiayu doesn't have to force anything in front of him, just like he did in front of Yan Jiayu.
"I love you." He bent down and whispered into Yan Jiayu's wet ear.
Then, he took a close look at Yan Jiayu's legs.
The leg that had been amputated from the knee was only the thigh, and the wound had healed, but it would remain mutilated forever.
Qin Mingzhu held back tears, and lightly touched her with her hand, but Yan Jiayu reacted violently to this touch, and suddenly wanted to break away from Qin Mingzhu.
Qin Mingzhu hugged him quickly, and said distressedly: "Brother Jiayu, brother Jiayu! Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm your beloved pearl, you trust me..."
When he was 16 years old, his grandfather died. Because he couldn't accept this fact, he always woke up crying in the middle of the night.At that time, it was Yan Jiayu who accompanied him, hugged him, and comforted him tirelessly.
He gradually felt at ease in the hug late at night.
Now Yan Jiayu needs him.
He imitated what Yan Jiayu did in the past, gently biting the other's lips.
They kissed in the water like two fish, and their tears were drowned in the water.
Qin Mingzhu caressed Yan Jiayu's white and moist face, ran her fingertips across the tie, her high nose bridge, and her pale lips.
He gave himself to Yan Jiayu like a sacrifice.
The black hair was soaked in the water, and the snow-white and bright face showed the beauty of wild roses, with a layer of light floating coldly.The little bubbles that come out of the lips are like the little mermaid's pearls.
After changing clothes and coming out, Qin Mingzhu was a little worried whether Yan Jiayu would have a fever, so she ignored her sore waist and went to get the thermometer first.
Fortunately, no fever.
After taking his temperature, he climbed onto the bed without Yan Jiayu opening his mouth, and buried himself in Yan Jiayu's arms as if he hadn't had surgery.
Just one leg.
Incomplete, Yan Jiayu is still Yan Jiayu, the Yan Jiayu he loves.
He will not dislike him, he will only feel more distressed, wishing he could treat Yan Jiayu better.
Qin Mingzhu suddenly opened her mouth and bit Yan Jiayu's collar, then kissed along the skin of the collar.When he was about to kiss his lips, he stopped and looked at Yan Jiayu stubbornly.
Maybe after more than ten seconds, maybe a few minutes, he finally waited for his own kiss.
That night Qin Mingzhu had a long-lost sleep, and he even dreamed of Yan Jiayu.
Yan Jiayu in the dream came out from the shadows and started to live a normal life.They ate together, slept together, traveled, shared interesting stories, held a wedding in church, and all relatives and friends congratulated them.
The dream was so beautiful that when Qin Mingzhu woke up, he felt a little regretful, but when he opened his eyes and saw Yan Jiayu who was looking down at him, he felt that the reality was better.
"Brother Jiayu." Qin Mingzhu just woke up, her voice was still heavy with sleepiness.He closed his eyes again as before, rubbed his face in the other's arms for a while, and then opened them again, "Let me make breakfast this morning, and give my aunt a vacation. What do you want to eat? Chinese or Western style ?”
He talked briskly, as if nothing had happened in recent months.
Yan Jiayu stared at the face close at hand, and slowly said: "It's all fine." Then he added, "Do you need my help?"
"You can tie my apron for me." Qin Mingzhu smiled and kissed Yan Jiayu, then got up and got out of bed.
Since that night, everything seems to be going in the right direction.Although Yan Jiayu still disliked Qin Mingzhu looking at his legs, her reaction was not as violent as before.
Qin Mingzhu gave Yan Jiayu time to adapt, and one day a week, he would cover Yan Jiayu's eyes in the bathroom.Someday, he thought, he would be able to do without the tie.
Walking with a prosthetic is not an easy task, even if the prosthetic is tailor-made for Yan Jiayu.
Many times, Qin Mingzhu stood outside the window and looked at Yan Jiayu who was recovering inside, his heart was clenched. He was afraid that Yan Jiayu would fall, that Yan Jiayu would hurt, and that Yan Jiayu would give up.
Because he knew that no matter how much he loved Yan Jiayu, he couldn't truly empathize with her.
He couldn't bear all this for Yan Jiayu, he just watched from the side.
Fortunately, Yan Jiayu persevered.
In the blink of an eye, they spent a year abroad, Qin Mingzhu was paying New Year's greetings to her family, while planning to take Yan Jiayu out in the next few days.
During this period of time, Yan Jiayu has basically never been to other places except for her rehabilitation at home and going to the hospital for checkups.He felt that Yan Jiayu could already use the prosthetic limb well, and they should try to walk on the street.
Qin Mingzhu raised this matter cautiously, and said: "We can go out in the evening, there is a lake nearby, and the scenery is not bad."
He wasn't sure that Yan Jiayu would agree, so when he saw Yan Jiayu nodding, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, he had the urge to cry.
He seemed to have really waited for a miracle.
Qin Mingzhu had never been to this lake before, and she regretted it a little after she arrived, because the flow of people was not small.
"Brother Jiayu, should we change places?" He asked the man next to him softly.
Yan Jiayu's clothes today were matched by Qin Mingzhu, a turtleneck sweater, suit pants, and a camel coat.From the outside, no one could tell that he had a mutilated leg.
Hearing Qin Mingzhu's words, he shook his head, "No, it's fine here. There are bread sellers there, let's buy some to feed the birds."
"it is good."
After buying the bread, they found an open space, which soon attracted a flock of birds.
The evening sun hangs red, the sky is like stained glass in a kaleidoscope, the orange red of the lake spreads to the distance, and so do the ripples.Half of Qin Mingzhu's face was also colored by the dusk. He tried to feed the white bird not far away with the bread in his hand, and occasionally exchanged glances with Yan Jiayu next to him.
Yan Jiayu's eyes were calm, and when Qin Mingzhu looked over, the corners of her lips would slightly twitch.
When I was about to finish feeding the bread in my hand, an accident happened unexpectedly.
Some children saw a lot of birds here, so they jumped and ran over.Several children were scrambling to be the first, jostling and jostling, and when they got close, they were afraid of birds, screaming and hiding, and bumped into Yan Jiayu.
Not just one child, but several children hit together.
Qin Mingzhu panicked and tried to grab Yan Jiayu, but it was too late.
Maybe they didn't check it properly when they went out, or there was something wrong with the prosthetic limb, Yan Jiayu was knocked down and fell, and what's more serious, his prosthetic limb came loose and slipped from his trouser leg.
"what!"
The child's sharp cry sounded, attracting the attention of the surroundings.
Qin Mingzhu immediately blocked Yan Jiayu with her body, stuffed the artificial limb back into her trousers, and said to the people around her, "What are you looking at? What's so interesting?!"
But even so, the people around did not disperse too much, and even the gathered crowd attracted more people.
Someone asked Qin Mingzhu if he needed help. He gritted his teeth and sternly refused anyone who tried to help, because he knew that Yan Jiayu didn't need help from strangers now.
He took out his mobile phone to make a call, told the driver their current location, while hugging Yan Jiayu, he pressed Yan Jiayu's face into his arms.
Someone is taking pictures and videotaping.
By the time the driver arrived, several minutes had passed.
After returning to the car, Qin Mingzhu firmly held Yan Jiayu's hand, "Brother Jiayu, it's okay, I'll keep some people, and they will let those people delete the photos and videos."
It took Yan Jiayu a long time to reply to Qin Mingzhu's words, "I'm fine." His eyes were light and light, as if they were on Qin Mingzhu's body, but he didn't seem to, "Mingzhu, thank you for your hard work."
Qin Mingzhu faintly felt that something was wrong, and he immediately shook his head, "It's not hard, I didn't do anything. If I didn't propose it today, I wouldn't... Brother Jiayu, if you are angry, can you scold me? Don't hold it in your heart. "
"I'm not angry, I'm just—"
Yan Jiayu stopped talking, and after a few seconds, he lowered his eyes, and the crystal tears seemed to flash past under his eyelashes.He repeated what he said earlier, "Thanks for your hard work, Mingzhu."
The next day, Qin Mingzhu was asked to break up.
"Let's break up." He heard Yan Jiayu say this.
Qin Mingzhu was 26 years old that year.
Yan Jiayu is 29 years old.
26 years old, 21 years have passed since now.
The 47-year-old Qin Mingzhu can't remember the details of what happened that day. There were probably quarrels, tears, and anger.
But he didn't expect that it was the last time he had a conversation with Yan Jiayu.
Just thinking of this, Qin Mingzhu's heart ached again uncontrollably.
The pain made him suddenly open his eyes.
And when he opened his eyes, he heard a voice.
"Son, why did you fall asleep on the sofa? Today is your birthday, you should pack up, change your clothes and go out. There are many people waiting for you outside. Jiayu is also here today."
Qin Mingzhu looked at her mother who had passed away long ago in astonishment, and spoke in front of him.
Not only did he talk, but he also pulled over a three-year-old child next to him.
"I met a child who was separated from his parents outside. He couldn't tell what his parents' names were. There were so many people in a mess tonight, so I had to take him with me. But I still have a lot of things to do later. Your father has a lot of friends, and their wives are here too. I am going to entertain you. Mingzhu, you help me take him. Come on, kid, this is my son. You can call him Brother Mingzhu, and let him take you with him later. Find your parents."
Qin Mingzhu followed the words and looked at the child beside his mother's lap.
The child showed a timid expression when he saw him.
"Brother Mingzhu."
Wife.
He was not sure that Uncle Yan and Auntie Ye could persuade Yan Jiayu, but when the door opened and he learned that Uncle Yan and Auntie Ye supported all of Yan Jiayu's decisions, no matter what Yan Jiayu's choice was, he still couldn't control himself Disappointment, even anger.
Aunt Ye's eyes were red, obviously she had cried, "Mingzhu, you've worked hard for me all this time, and you've been taking care of Jiayu. We really want to stay, but—" She looked sad and her words were dry, "Jiayu Don't want us here, so we'll take the earliest flight out tomorrow morning, let's have dinner together tonight."
Qin Mingzhu felt as if he had been soaked in water. After soaking for a long time, his skin became wrinkled, and the mud in the water blocked his mouth and nose.
"I want to accompany Brother Jiayu, and I won't go out to eat with my uncles and aunts." He heard himself say in a blunt tone.
Should the Yan family be blamed for not caring about Yan Jiayu?
In fact, he should have known it a long time ago. If he really cared about it, he wouldn't let Yan Jiayu live in their house for so many years, and only pick Yan Jiayu back every year during the Chinese New Year.
The tone they spoke to Yan Jiayu was not as affectionate as when they spoke to him.
Since you feel guilty, why don't you make up for your son?
Respect the choice, so just watch Yan Jiayu die?
Aunt Ye hesitated to speak, when Uncle Yan next to him raised his hand to hold his wife's shoulder, "Mingzhu, let's chat alone for a while."
"Uncle Yan, what do you want to say?"
Qin Mingzhu can't be calm at this moment, even if the person in front of him is Yan Jiayu's father, perhaps because the other person is Yan Jiayu's father, he can't do it.
He really wanted to ask the other party, did you give up your son so easily?
Do you really love your son?
Uncle Yan took out the cigarette case, "Do you mind?"
Qin Mingzhu shook her head.
Yan Jiayu's appearance is seven points like his father's. Even though Uncle Yan is over fifty, he is still elegant and elegant, and he stands out in the crowd.
He lowered his eyes to light the cigarette, but didn't smoke it, "Your Auntie Ye hasn't slept since you found out about Jiayu, and even went to see a psychiatrist before coming here. I'm not afraid of your jokes. When we were young, neither you nor Auntie Ye knew about it. How to be a good parent, when the child grows up, if he wants to be again, the child will not listen.
After the kidnapping case more than ten years ago, Jiayu refused to speak for a long time. Among the only few words she said, the first sentence was to ask me, 'Dad, can my leg be healed? '
I didn't want to lie to him at that time, I told him the truth.After he knew it, he didn't say anything, but later when he was recovering from treatment, he told me that he would rather die in the kidnapping case.He said this only once, but I remember it deeply, and I still remember it to this day.
Now Jiayu is an adult, although you, Auntie Ye and I are his parents, we can no longer interfere with his choice.Mingzhu, when my uncle begs you, please help him, let him live for you. "
After these conversations, Uncle Yan took Aunt Ye and left. Qin Mingzhu still didn't go to eat that dinner. He went back to the room and walked in front of Yan Jiayu.
Yan Jiayu can get out of bed and walk around today, but she is still very weak, and the back of her hand is bruised due to frequent injections.
When he saw Qin Mingzhu, he asked softly, "Are they gone?"
Qin Mingzhu nodded, hugged Yan Jiayu's waist, said nothing, just pressed his face against the other's neck.But just hugging for a while, the tears couldn't help falling down.
Realizing that he couldn't control his emotions, he let go of his hand, turned around and wanted to go out to calm down for a while, but his wrist was grabbed.
"Mingzhu." The person behind him stopped him.
Qin Mingzhu turned his back to Yan Jiayu, he needed a lot of effort to keep himself from breaking down in front of Yan Jiayu, but in fact, it was difficult for him to do so.
Just thinking about the result of not having surgery...
He couldn't live without Yan Jiayu.
He can want nothing, as long as Yan Jiayu is alive, he doesn't care about Yan Jiayu's disability, as long as that person is Yan Jiayu, he thinks that everything is fine.
Qin Mingzhu raised her head and let out a heavy breath through her reddened nose, "I really can't do it..." He slowly turned around, "I can't respect your choice, I just want you to live, brother Jiayu, I know your pain, but surviving is more important, right? When a person dies, there is nothing left, and are you willing to let me go? I am reluctant."
Yan Jiayu couldn't answer him because she was ill again.
This time Qin Mingzhu didn't listen to Yan Jiayu's words and went out. He watched the whole diagnosis and treatment process and saw Yan Jiayu's leg with sequelae.
The knee swelled violently, and the thin layer of white skin was swollen by the liquid, as if it could be seen flowing.The left and right calves are not the same thickness, and the calf of the affected limb has shown signs of atrophy.
After just one glance, Qin Mingzhu couldn't bear to look any further. He turned his face away, clenched his fingers tightly, and his face was flushed with patience.
But the next moment, he walked to the bedside and held Yan Jiayu's hand.
When Yan Jiayu saw Qin Mingzhu, she closed her eyes and said in a gentle voice, "Mingzhu, go out first."
"I'm not going out, I'll stay here with you." Qin Mingzhu glanced at the puncture needle that the doctor took out, her face turned pale, "We are partners and we will get married in the future. No matter what you go through, I will be with you forever ,I love you.
I still have a lot of things I want to tell you. In fact, the first time I saw you when I was a child, I felt that you were different from other people. Do you remember that fan?That was the first time I gave something to someone I met for the first time.When I was 19 years old, you confessed to me, but I didn't agree, because I thought I regarded you as an older brother at that time, but later I realized that it was not.
The sentence you heard in the coffee shop that day was said out of my brain out of jealousy. I never felt for a second that you were inferior to others and unworthy of liking.You are always the best in my heart, it has nothing to do with external conditions, it is because of your soul.
I know this sounds very literary, but really, it has nothing to do with the skin, I love you because of your inner, your soul is different from everyone else.Even if you lose a leg, you will always be the best and the best in my heart, and no one can replace you.
I heard others say that it is very difficult to meet someone who really wants to spend the rest of our life together in this life. Now that we have met and are together, don’t give up, okay?Brother Jiayu, I think I can see you every day. When we grow old, the two of us will become old men. We will live on our island and watch the sunset together. "
Qin Mingzhu's voice was very soft, with tears streaming down her face, "No one will treat me better than you, please don't leave me alone."
His family loves him and treats him well, but that's family affection, he can't fill the hole of love with family love, he loves Yan Jiayu, he needs Yan Jiayu.
Maybe it was Qin Mingzhu's seemingly endless tears, maybe it was Qin Mingzhu's words, or some other reason, Yan Jiayu finally agreed to the operation.
On the day of the operation, Qin Mingzhu stayed outside the operating room all the time. He couldn't even drink a sip of water. He only cared about the person lying on the operating table.
He is afraid that there will be mistakes, even if it is a little bit, it may cause big problems.
He had read the pre-operative consent form, and each item explained the risks of this operation. Although there were various risks in treating teeth, that person was Yan Jiayu.
So he had to be on tenterhooks.
After several hours of surgery, Qin Mingzhu finally saw Yan Jiayu's attending doctor come out.The other party told him that there was no problem with the operation, and now that Yan Jiayu has not yet woken up from the anesthesia, she can be pushed out to meet them when the anesthesia wakes up.
Hearing this passage, Qin Mingzhu let go of the heart he had been holding on for a while, but then he immediately thought of Yan Jiayu's lost leg.
"Doctor, when can the prosthetic be installed? And rehabilitation, do you need to start as soon as possible?"
"Look at the postoperative evaluation first, and see how the wound recovers before making any next steps. Don't worry, the best rehabilitation doctor will come over then."
After Qin Mingzhu heard the words and said thank you, he looked at the door of the operating room again, even though he couldn't see anything.Behind that door was Yan Jiayu who had lost her leg and hadn't woken up from the anesthesia.
At night, Yan Jiayu was finally pushed out of the operating room.The person is awake, but still sleepy.
Qin Mingzhu heard from the doctor that it is best not to let Yan Jiayu sleep for the next time, so as not to vomit and cause suffocation, so she has been sitting by the hospital bed, talking with Yan Jiayu, asking him how he feels, whether it hurts or not.
Yan Jiayu answered one by one, except that her voice was weak, her attitude and temper were the same as before.
After a while, he took the initiative to tell Qin Mingzhu.
"Mingzhu, you go out first, I want to see my own legs."
A section of the snow-white quilt was left empty.
Yan Jiayu stared there.
Qin Mingzhu's lips moved, but in the end she got up and left the ward without saying anything.
After a month in the hospital, they returned home.
Qin Mingzhu bought a house in the local area, and planned to wait for Yan Jiayu to adapt to the prosthesis before returning to China.He didn't tell his parents about Yan Jiayu's illness, only that he planned to stay abroad for a while.
I thought the surgery would be the biggest hurdle they had to go through, but in fact it was just the beginning.
Yan Jiayu's wounds did not heal well, and she was repeatedly infected, resulting in a persistent high fever. She called the doctor several times late at night for antipyretic injections.
Finally, the wound got better, but there were new problems.
Install prosthetics.
The prosthetics were custom-made, urgently completed in more than a month, and delivered to them.Qin Mingzhu wanted to help Yan Jiayu dress, but was rejected.
During this time, Yan Jiayu kept refusing Qin Mingzhu to see his wounds, and they even slept separately at night.For this reason, Qin Mingzhu had no choice but to hire a nurse at home. In fact, he wanted to take care of Yan Jiayu himself to show that he didn't care.
But Yan Jiayu cared, he would rather be watched by the nurse than Qin Mingzhu to help him.
Qin Mingzhu could only comfort herself, professional nurses must be better than him.But now Yan Jiayu is not willing to let him even wear a prosthetic limb.
"Brother Jiayu, can you let me help you?" Qin Mingzhu's tone was almost pleading, "We are a couple, why would you rather let them help you than me?"
Yan Jiayu now moves around in a wheelchair, his legs are covered with a thick blanket, and his face is still pale.Not only that, the brows and eyes became gloomy, and the whole person seemed to be a different person.
He used to look at people with indifferent eyes, but when he looked at Qin Mingzhu, he was gentle. Now, his eyes are like black ink, like a deep pool, like stagnant water, maybe even if he drops a stone, there will be no ripples, and no one knows him What are you thinking.
"Let Zhou Xiang help me." Zhou Xiang is the nurse they hired, and Yan Jiayu tried hard to draw her lower lip at Qin Mingzhu, "Didn't you finish the design draft? Go draw it now."
It wasn't his delusion, Qin Mingzhu felt that since the operation, Yan Jiayu was pushing her away, both physically and mentally.
Yan Jiayu would rather let the nurse sit with him than stay by her side.
Qin Mingzhu is a human being, a real person, and he also has his own emotions.Being rejected again and again by his beloved, he was sad and frustrated, but he didn't want to reveal it, because Yan Jiayu had already suffered enough.
He could only pack up his mood and said sensiblely: "Okay, then I'll come back later."
The studio is on the upper floor of the house, so that he can take care of Yan Jiayu without worrying about disturbing Yan Jiayu with his movements.
In fact, he was not in the mood to work at all, but he had to find something for himself, at least to create an atmosphere, and now they were no different from before.Life is still like this, and it will not change in the future.
Qin Mingzhu was absent-mindedly drawing the design draft. He really couldn't wait for the usual time to go back, so he went back early. But this time, he almost immediately turned into a tiger protecting its cubs.
"what are you doing?!"
Qin Mingzhu rushed over to push Zhou Xiang away, and went to help Yan Jiayu on the ground.Yan Jiayu's face was pale, and his head was full of sweat. When he saw Qin Mingzhu, he pushed Qin Mingzhu away.
Qin Mingzhu sat down on the ground, watching him call Zhou Xiang's name, "Zhou Xiang, blanket, give me the blanket!"
"Mr. Qin, I'm sorry, I just... called for a while, but I didn't expect Mr. Yan to fall down. I promise that this kind of thing will never happen next time."
The nurse in front of her kept apologizing, but Qin Mingzhu didn't know what to say for a while, and then whispered for a long time: "I should also say sorry to you, and shouldn't push you."
When he came in, he thought the nurse was abusing Yan Jiayu.Because it looked very similar from that angle, he didn't think about anything, he just wanted to protect Yan Jiayu.
Qin Mingzhu thought for a while, and then said, "Go home tonight, I don't need your help here for the time being."
After sending the nurse away, he looked at the door of Yan Jiayu's room again.
At this moment the door was closed.
Before being pushed away, he actually didn't notice Yan Jiayu's legs at all. Instead, because of the other party's words and actions, he inevitably looked down, but it was only a quick glance.
Yan Jiayu quickly covered her legs with a blanket.
He was supposed to be trying to put on a prosthetic, didn't ask anyone for help, and fell down.
This was the first time Qin Mingzhu saw Yan Jiayu like this, and it was also the first time he was treated so rudely by Yan Jiayu.
At that time, Yan Jiayu covered her legs with a blanket and looked back at him, her face seemed paler than before, "Mingzhu, you didn't get hurt, did you? I..."
"It's not hurt, it's okay." Qin Mingzhu said quickly.
Yan Jiayu's expression didn't improve at all, he seemed to hold his breath, like a broken porcelain white jade bottle that was repaired with great efforts, not only the inside was devastated, but even the outside showed clues.
After checking that there was no wound on Qin Mingzhu's body, he went back to the room in a wheelchair and closed the door.
Qin Mingzhu knew what Yan Jiayu was thinking, Yan Jiayu didn't want him to see that crippled leg, but they were close lovers, Yan Jiayu should believe him.
Maybe he should show Yan Jiayu his determination.
Thinking of this, Qin Mingzhu knocked on Yan Jiayu's door.
"Brother Jiayu, may I come in?"
After a while, he heard the voice inside.
"Come in." Yan Jiayu's voice was very low.
When she opened the door, Yan Jiayu was leaning on the bed with a notebook beside her hand.
During this period of time, he was recuperating from illness, and Uncle Yan took care of the work affairs of the Yan Group again, but he didn't completely dismiss the work, or he was still paying attention to the previous work progress.
Qin Mingzhu wanted Yan Jiayu to take a good vacation to recuperate from his illness, but he was also afraid of hurting Yan Jiayu, and afraid that Yan Jiayu, who was completely idle, would think about other things and go into a dead end.
The two people who used to talk about everything, gradually became unable to mention many things after an operation, and dared not mention them.
Qin Mingzhu sat down by the bed, his eyes did not avoid Yan Jiayu's legs as usual, "Brother Jiayu, I asked Zhou Xiang to leave." Seeing Yan Jiayu's eyes changed slightly, he continued, "If you need to Help, it's just me. You haven't showered yet, shall we go now?"
"Pearl." Embarrassment flashed across Yan Jiayu's face, "I can wash it myself."
Qin Mingzhu knew that he usually didn't need Zhou Xiang's help in the bath, at most Zhou Xiang helped him with his clothes.
The bathroom in this room has been purposely remodeled for handicapped access.
"I know you can do it yourself, but I want to do it with you."
If it was the original, Qin Mingzhu would never be able to say such a thing, but now he has no choice.
He still wants to spend the rest of his life with Yan Jiayu.
I thought that time would relieve Yan Jiayu a little bit, but now the situation is getting more and more serious. In the days just after the operation, Yan Jiayu was not like this.
He felt that Yan Jiayu was getting further and further away from him.
Qin Mingzhu must convince the other party that he doesn't care, that he loves Yan Jiayu, even if Yan Jiayu's legs are amputated, he still loves him.
With this thought in mind, Qin Mingzhu pushed Yan Jiayu into the bathroom.
He also held a Yan Jiayu tie in his hand.
It turned out that when he was afraid, Yan Jiayu wrapped cloth around his eyes to relieve his tension, but now it's his turn.
Qin Mingzhu squatted down in front of Yan Jiayu's wheelchair, "I'm going to tie your eyes up now, you don't have to think about anything, just leave everything to me. Brother Jiayu, you know that I love you, and you love me too. If I am like this today, I believe your feelings for me will not change, so my feelings for you will not change now."
After saying that, he tied the black tie around Yan Jiayu's eyes, and took Yan Jiayu's hand that wanted to tear off the tie.
"Pearl, take it off."
Yan Jiayu said in a low voice.During this period of time, his complexion was pale and cold, just like the sculpture made by Qin Mingzhu.
He raised his head unaccustomed, and the straight bridge of his nose was caught off guard by water drops.
Qin Mingzhu turned on the shower head.
In barely a minute or two, both of them were drenched.
The wet tie clung to Yan Jiayu's pale face, and water dripped down her chin.
His hand resting on the armrest of the wheelchair was clenched quietly, from the fingertips to the back of the hand, the blue veins emerged like a dragon in a submerged river, and were submerged in the water again.
Cut off from vision, he can only feel Qin Mingzhu's existence through touch and hearing.
With inconvenient legs and feet, and this is the case now, Yan Jiayu almost inevitably reveals a sense of fragility, but he is also good at patience.He called Ming Zhu, and after Ming Zhu answered, he pressed his lips together hard, as if this could maintain his previous decency.
But what Qin Mingzhu wants is trust, he wants Yan Jiayu to believe in him, and Yan Jiayu doesn't have to force anything in front of him, just like he did in front of Yan Jiayu.
"I love you." He bent down and whispered into Yan Jiayu's wet ear.
Then, he took a close look at Yan Jiayu's legs.
The leg that had been amputated from the knee was only the thigh, and the wound had healed, but it would remain mutilated forever.
Qin Mingzhu held back tears, and lightly touched her with her hand, but Yan Jiayu reacted violently to this touch, and suddenly wanted to break away from Qin Mingzhu.
Qin Mingzhu hugged him quickly, and said distressedly: "Brother Jiayu, brother Jiayu! Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm your beloved pearl, you trust me..."
When he was 16 years old, his grandfather died. Because he couldn't accept this fact, he always woke up crying in the middle of the night.At that time, it was Yan Jiayu who accompanied him, hugged him, and comforted him tirelessly.
He gradually felt at ease in the hug late at night.
Now Yan Jiayu needs him.
He imitated what Yan Jiayu did in the past, gently biting the other's lips.
They kissed in the water like two fish, and their tears were drowned in the water.
Qin Mingzhu caressed Yan Jiayu's white and moist face, ran her fingertips across the tie, her high nose bridge, and her pale lips.
He gave himself to Yan Jiayu like a sacrifice.
The black hair was soaked in the water, and the snow-white and bright face showed the beauty of wild roses, with a layer of light floating coldly.The little bubbles that come out of the lips are like the little mermaid's pearls.
After changing clothes and coming out, Qin Mingzhu was a little worried whether Yan Jiayu would have a fever, so she ignored her sore waist and went to get the thermometer first.
Fortunately, no fever.
After taking his temperature, he climbed onto the bed without Yan Jiayu opening his mouth, and buried himself in Yan Jiayu's arms as if he hadn't had surgery.
Just one leg.
Incomplete, Yan Jiayu is still Yan Jiayu, the Yan Jiayu he loves.
He will not dislike him, he will only feel more distressed, wishing he could treat Yan Jiayu better.
Qin Mingzhu suddenly opened her mouth and bit Yan Jiayu's collar, then kissed along the skin of the collar.When he was about to kiss his lips, he stopped and looked at Yan Jiayu stubbornly.
Maybe after more than ten seconds, maybe a few minutes, he finally waited for his own kiss.
That night Qin Mingzhu had a long-lost sleep, and he even dreamed of Yan Jiayu.
Yan Jiayu in the dream came out from the shadows and started to live a normal life.They ate together, slept together, traveled, shared interesting stories, held a wedding in church, and all relatives and friends congratulated them.
The dream was so beautiful that when Qin Mingzhu woke up, he felt a little regretful, but when he opened his eyes and saw Yan Jiayu who was looking down at him, he felt that the reality was better.
"Brother Jiayu." Qin Mingzhu just woke up, her voice was still heavy with sleepiness.He closed his eyes again as before, rubbed his face in the other's arms for a while, and then opened them again, "Let me make breakfast this morning, and give my aunt a vacation. What do you want to eat? Chinese or Western style ?”
He talked briskly, as if nothing had happened in recent months.
Yan Jiayu stared at the face close at hand, and slowly said: "It's all fine." Then he added, "Do you need my help?"
"You can tie my apron for me." Qin Mingzhu smiled and kissed Yan Jiayu, then got up and got out of bed.
Since that night, everything seems to be going in the right direction.Although Yan Jiayu still disliked Qin Mingzhu looking at his legs, her reaction was not as violent as before.
Qin Mingzhu gave Yan Jiayu time to adapt, and one day a week, he would cover Yan Jiayu's eyes in the bathroom.Someday, he thought, he would be able to do without the tie.
Walking with a prosthetic is not an easy task, even if the prosthetic is tailor-made for Yan Jiayu.
Many times, Qin Mingzhu stood outside the window and looked at Yan Jiayu who was recovering inside, his heart was clenched. He was afraid that Yan Jiayu would fall, that Yan Jiayu would hurt, and that Yan Jiayu would give up.
Because he knew that no matter how much he loved Yan Jiayu, he couldn't truly empathize with her.
He couldn't bear all this for Yan Jiayu, he just watched from the side.
Fortunately, Yan Jiayu persevered.
In the blink of an eye, they spent a year abroad, Qin Mingzhu was paying New Year's greetings to her family, while planning to take Yan Jiayu out in the next few days.
During this period of time, Yan Jiayu has basically never been to other places except for her rehabilitation at home and going to the hospital for checkups.He felt that Yan Jiayu could already use the prosthetic limb well, and they should try to walk on the street.
Qin Mingzhu raised this matter cautiously, and said: "We can go out in the evening, there is a lake nearby, and the scenery is not bad."
He wasn't sure that Yan Jiayu would agree, so when he saw Yan Jiayu nodding, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, he had the urge to cry.
He seemed to have really waited for a miracle.
Qin Mingzhu had never been to this lake before, and she regretted it a little after she arrived, because the flow of people was not small.
"Brother Jiayu, should we change places?" He asked the man next to him softly.
Yan Jiayu's clothes today were matched by Qin Mingzhu, a turtleneck sweater, suit pants, and a camel coat.From the outside, no one could tell that he had a mutilated leg.
Hearing Qin Mingzhu's words, he shook his head, "No, it's fine here. There are bread sellers there, let's buy some to feed the birds."
"it is good."
After buying the bread, they found an open space, which soon attracted a flock of birds.
The evening sun hangs red, the sky is like stained glass in a kaleidoscope, the orange red of the lake spreads to the distance, and so do the ripples.Half of Qin Mingzhu's face was also colored by the dusk. He tried to feed the white bird not far away with the bread in his hand, and occasionally exchanged glances with Yan Jiayu next to him.
Yan Jiayu's eyes were calm, and when Qin Mingzhu looked over, the corners of her lips would slightly twitch.
When I was about to finish feeding the bread in my hand, an accident happened unexpectedly.
Some children saw a lot of birds here, so they jumped and ran over.Several children were scrambling to be the first, jostling and jostling, and when they got close, they were afraid of birds, screaming and hiding, and bumped into Yan Jiayu.
Not just one child, but several children hit together.
Qin Mingzhu panicked and tried to grab Yan Jiayu, but it was too late.
Maybe they didn't check it properly when they went out, or there was something wrong with the prosthetic limb, Yan Jiayu was knocked down and fell, and what's more serious, his prosthetic limb came loose and slipped from his trouser leg.
"what!"
The child's sharp cry sounded, attracting the attention of the surroundings.
Qin Mingzhu immediately blocked Yan Jiayu with her body, stuffed the artificial limb back into her trousers, and said to the people around her, "What are you looking at? What's so interesting?!"
But even so, the people around did not disperse too much, and even the gathered crowd attracted more people.
Someone asked Qin Mingzhu if he needed help. He gritted his teeth and sternly refused anyone who tried to help, because he knew that Yan Jiayu didn't need help from strangers now.
He took out his mobile phone to make a call, told the driver their current location, while hugging Yan Jiayu, he pressed Yan Jiayu's face into his arms.
Someone is taking pictures and videotaping.
By the time the driver arrived, several minutes had passed.
After returning to the car, Qin Mingzhu firmly held Yan Jiayu's hand, "Brother Jiayu, it's okay, I'll keep some people, and they will let those people delete the photos and videos."
It took Yan Jiayu a long time to reply to Qin Mingzhu's words, "I'm fine." His eyes were light and light, as if they were on Qin Mingzhu's body, but he didn't seem to, "Mingzhu, thank you for your hard work."
Qin Mingzhu faintly felt that something was wrong, and he immediately shook his head, "It's not hard, I didn't do anything. If I didn't propose it today, I wouldn't... Brother Jiayu, if you are angry, can you scold me? Don't hold it in your heart. "
"I'm not angry, I'm just—"
Yan Jiayu stopped talking, and after a few seconds, he lowered his eyes, and the crystal tears seemed to flash past under his eyelashes.He repeated what he said earlier, "Thanks for your hard work, Mingzhu."
The next day, Qin Mingzhu was asked to break up.
"Let's break up." He heard Yan Jiayu say this.
Qin Mingzhu was 26 years old that year.
Yan Jiayu is 29 years old.
26 years old, 21 years have passed since now.
The 47-year-old Qin Mingzhu can't remember the details of what happened that day. There were probably quarrels, tears, and anger.
But he didn't expect that it was the last time he had a conversation with Yan Jiayu.
Just thinking of this, Qin Mingzhu's heart ached again uncontrollably.
The pain made him suddenly open his eyes.
And when he opened his eyes, he heard a voice.
"Son, why did you fall asleep on the sofa? Today is your birthday, you should pack up, change your clothes and go out. There are many people waiting for you outside. Jiayu is also here today."
Qin Mingzhu looked at her mother who had passed away long ago in astonishment, and spoke in front of him.
Not only did he talk, but he also pulled over a three-year-old child next to him.
"I met a child who was separated from his parents outside. He couldn't tell what his parents' names were. There were so many people in a mess tonight, so I had to take him with me. But I still have a lot of things to do later. Your father has a lot of friends, and their wives are here too. I am going to entertain you. Mingzhu, you help me take him. Come on, kid, this is my son. You can call him Brother Mingzhu, and let him take you with him later. Find your parents."
Qin Mingzhu followed the words and looked at the child beside his mother's lap.
The child showed a timid expression when he saw him.
"Brother Mingzhu."
Wife.
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