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Although standing in the living room of the suite, Qin Mingzhu's thoughts were all in the room.He stared at the closed door, the scene he had just seen and Yan Jiayu's words repeated in his mind.

What do you mean when you can't move your legs?

It has been several years since the operation, how could this happen?

"Mr. Qin."

Yan Jiayu's special assistant came out of the room, and he closed the door behind his back.Qin Mingzhu only had time to take a look through the crack of the door—he saw Yan Jiayu lying on the bed, and the group of medical staff who arrived late at night surrounding the bed.

It turned out that when he arrived during the day, he ran into the group of people carrying medical equipment, and they came here specially for Yan Jiayu's diagnosis and treatment.

Qin Mingzhu wanted to go in, but was stopped.

"Mr. Qin, Boss Yan doesn't want you in."

"Why? I'm his boyfriend. We're going to get engaged soon. Am I not even qualified to go in?"

The special assistant looked puzzled, "Mr. Yan said he didn't want you to see him like he is now."

Qin Mingzhu fell silent suddenly, he knew what Yan Jiayu was thinking, and was afraid that he would be distressed and anxious, but now that he was waiting at the door, it would only make him feel more uncomfortable.

He closed his eyes, suppressed the soreness in his eyes, and asked for a while, "Is it because the reason for going abroad this time is not because of work at all? Can you tell me what happened to Brother Jiayu's leg? How serious is it? "

He was afraid that the special assistant would still refuse to tell the truth, so he added, "Even if you want to hide it now, you can't hide it from me."

Qin Mingzhu doesn't understand medicine and medical vocabulary, but she understands cause and effect.

A few years ago, Yan Jiayu's operation was an extremely risky operation, which could even be called a gambling operation. At that time, the expert team who performed the operation gave a risk assessment and advised Yan Jiayu not to do it, but Yan Jiayu's attitude was firm.

From then on, it was just the postoperative rehabilitation, Yan Jiayu seemed to have escaped from the dead once.

And the gamble was ultimately lost.

At the beginning of this year, the sequelae of the operation were first revealed and gradually aggravated.

At the beginning, there was a paralysis of the operated limb from time to time ranging from a few seconds to a few minutes, and then it gradually extended to one or two hours, or even several hours.

In addition to this, abscesses began to appear in the knee, abnormal fever, pain, and rapid weight loss.

The reason why Qin Mingzhu ran into the group of medical staff in the hotel was because they took the fluid from Yan Jiayu's knee to ensure that he could face Qin Mingzhu normally.

But Yan Jiayu's condition was too serious, and within a few hours, it deteriorated again.

After listening to the special assistant's words, Qin Mingzhu collapsed, almost unable to stand still.

He bent his back uncontrollably, and his fingers needed to firmly support the wall next to him to keep himself from falling.

For more than half a year from the beginning of the year to the present, he didn't notice it at all, and even complained that Yan Jiayu didn't accompany him on his birthday...

"It can be cured, right?" Qin Mingzhu raised her head, her eye circles were red, her face was vulnerable, pleading, and even pleading, "Now that medical technology is so advanced, there must be a way to cure it."

The special assistant turned his face away, and couldn't bear to look into Qin Mingzhu's eyes, "Indeed, the experts have given a treatment plan."

Qin Mingzhu wanted to know the answer so nervously that she grabbed the special assistant's arm impolitely, her pupils dilated, "What plan?"

"Amputation."

He let go of his whitish hand a little bit.

——"I have you, and I have healthy legs. I am probably the luckiest person in the world."

——"God is so kind to me."

"Mr. Qin, I hope you can persuade Mr. Yan. Mr. Yan himself is unwilling to accept the treatment plan. The doctor said... that if the operation is not performed as soon as possible, his life may be in danger."

Qin Mingzhu sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Yan Jiayu who fell into a deep sleep due to the drug, and gently stroked her face with her fingers.

When I was young, I drew pictures and drew angels. The book said that angels have the most beautiful faces and the kindest hearts. No matter how much suffering they experience, they will love the world and the world from their hearts.

Qin Mingzhu couldn't imagine the appearance of an angel, and he couldn't finish his brush for a long time. At this moment, his gaze suddenly caught sight of Yan Jiayu who was quietly reading beside him.

At that time, Yan Jiayu was sitting in front of the window, her snow-white and gray face seemed to be as moist as silk, under the silk was fresh flesh and blood, and her disabled legs seemed to be nailed to a wheelchair.

Since she was 11 years old, Yan Jiayu has lived in other people's homes. She has no classmates, no physical education classes, and no ordinary life that her peers have.

Shu and Qin Mingzhu were his only companions during this period. Qin Mingzhu had his own life and couldn't come here often. The only thing left to accompany him was Shu.

He noticed Qin Mingzhu's eyes and turned his face slightly. The daylight shone through the wooden diamond window and fell on the long eyelashes that looked like twigs, making the eyelashes seem golden.

There was a faint smile on that face.

"Pearl." He called him.

Qin Mingzhu's fingertips were trembling, and the tears she dared not shed in front of outsiders were now falling like rain.Tears rolled down his cheeks one after another, wetting the sheets.

He bit his lip so hard that it hurt so much that his teeth turned bloody, so he restrained himself from making a sound.

Why did this happen to Yan Jiayu?

Kidnapping, surgery, rehabilitation, every step is unbearable, it is heart-wrenching pain.

Why give hope and then take it away?Even crueler than before.

Amputation...

The leg that was injured in the kidnapping case and underwent surgery must now be amputated starting from the knee. Only in this way can he save his life.

"Pearl."

Qin Mingzhu was startled by a low call, and he wiped the tears off his face in a panic before looking at the person on the bed.

Yan Jiayu's expression was tired, and he blinked very slowly. When he saw Qin Mingzhu's face flushed from crying, he slowly raised his hand by his side, and gently wiped away a tear on Qin Mingzhu's chin.

"I'm sorry I scared you."

Qin Mingzhu shook her head wildly, her voice was completely choked up, "No, no, you don't have to apologize to me."

Yan Jiayu closed his eyes, then opened them slowly, the effect of the medicine made him sleepy.

The sky was gray and bright, and he saw a dark blue outside, with a free wind blowing.The wind has no legs, but it can come from the sea, pass through skyscrapers, and go to the plains.

"I'm sorry, Mingzhu, I'm hiding something from you again, don't be angry with me, okay?" After wiping away his tears, he groped to hold Qin Mingzhu's soft hand gently, "I thought this matter could be resolved easily. ,result……"

He paused for a few seconds, "The result is not very good."

Qin Mingzhu held Yan Jiayu's hand instead, as if he had the courage to do so, he was a coward and dared not say the next thing.

He knew that amputation would definitely be a devastating blow to Yan Jiayu, but he wanted Yan Jiayu to live.

"Brother Jiayu, we..." Qin Mingzhu choked up several times, "Let's have an operation. The doctor said that we can't waste any more time. They also said that now that technology is advanced, some prosthetic limbs are fitted with their own legs. It makes no difference."

He didn't dare to look into Yan Jiayu's eyes, but he could only force himself to look.Now he has to be stronger than Yan Jiayu, "We are operating abroad, and we don't let other people know about it, and I and my parents don't say anything about it. When you recover, we will get engaged, no, we will get married directly."

Those ink pearl eyes were a little bit dark, "Pearl..."

Qin Mingzhu interrupted Yan Jiayu, he understood Yan Jiayu's eyes, so he was sobbing and sobbing, he had no image at all, like a rambunctious child, "Just for me, can it be for me? Brother Jiayu, I Can't do without you, let's do the surgery, please."

He grabbed Yan Jiayu's hand and touched his face, "Look at me, brother Jiayu, I will definitely die without you."

Yan Jiayu never said a word, but as time passed, Qin Mingzhu's eyes showed almost crazy determination, and she said word by word: "If you leave, I won't live anymore, I will do what I say."

"Pearl!"

This was the first time Qin Mingzhu was called by Yan Jiayu's name harshly. He flinched instinctively, but quickly stabilized himself desperately, forcing himself to look back into Yan Jiayu's eyes.

How sad a person must be to show Yan Jiayu's eyes at this time.These are a pair of lifeless eyes, like empty mirrors.

"Come up and sleep with me for a while." He whispered tiredly.

Qin Mingzhu wiped his tears with the back of his hand, but couldn't finish, so he whimpered and said wait a minute, got up and went to the bathroom first.

He clearly agreed to be strong, he couldn't act like Yan Jiayu was more broken than Yan Jiayu, he wanted to help Yan Jiayu, he wanted Yan Jiayu to rely on him.

Qin Mingzhu buried his face in the cool pool, and the moment he opened his eyes, he seemed to see Yan Jiayu's eyes again, looking at his desperate eyes when he fell down.

Usually lying together, as long as they are not sleeping, the two of them seem to have endless words, even if they don't speak, they still hug each other.

This time they lay side by side, holding only their hands, and the room was silent.

The sky gradually turned from dark blue to the rose red of the oil painting, Yan Jia's dark eyes reflected the light, her face, which had hardly slept all night, was as pale as gray.

"My luck is still not very good, I lost the bet."

"I know you're doing it for my own good, but I don't really want to, Mingzhu, I don't want to."

"I don't want to lose my leg."