palm discarded beads

At dusk at sunset, orange-red clouds float gently like oil paintings, and the air is filled with the aroma of coffee, which comes from the coffee shop downstairs.Qin Mingzhu was wearing a snow-white nightgown, sitting on the window sill with her legs crossed, repeating what her mother said in her mind.

"Jiayu, he also knew about it, and he agreed..."

Is he the only one who cares about this relationship?

Yan Jiayu knew from his parents that he was going abroad, not only agreed, but also refused to tell him a word, obviously they have been together all this time.

"Pearl."

There was a sound behind him, accompanied by the sound of the stick hitting the ground.

Hey.

thump.

Qin Mingzhu didn't look back, there was a double-petaled geranium between his thin white fingers, the cherry pink made his hands feel like jade and snow, greasy.

"Why are you sitting here?" The shoulder was gently held by a hand, and he smelled the breath from Yan Jiayu's body, the faint smell of beard water and the faint scent of men's perfume.

Qin Mingzhu looked down at the flower in his hand, this one grew the best, but he picked it off unconsciously.After thinking for a moment or two, he turned his head to look at the young man next to him. The evening light painted Yan Jiayu's face with a layer of bread-like luster.

"Brother Jiayu." His name was Yan Jiayu, "My parents told me today to let me go abroad."

Yan Jiayu's eyelashes drooped slightly, "Which country are you going to?"

Qin Mingzhu shook his head, "I don't know yet, they asked me to choose from the school list, but I..." He paused, and looked at Yan Jiayu without blinking, "I don't want to go abroad, I want to stay with you Together."

"Mingzhu, in fact, your parents mentioned to me about your going abroad. I agree with your parents. Your major should go abroad for further study. You go for a year first, if I—" Yan Jiayu's expression There was a slight change, but he quickly returned to calm, "I'll take care of things here, and I'll go find you."

Qin Mingzhu noticed a few words, "if", "one year".

"Then we don't meet in the first year?" he pressed.

Yan Jiayu's hand on Qin Mingzhu's shoulder slid down.

Qin Mingzhu noticed that the other party wanted to hug her down, so he avoided it, firstly because he was angry now, and secondly because he was afraid of hurting Yan Jiayu's leg, "I'll just get down by myself."

He put his legs down, stepped on the tiles with his creamy white toes, and jumped off.

After standing still, he lowered his head and straightened his nightgown, and heard Yan Jiayu say by his ear.

"We can videoconference. Mingzhu, I'll see you as soon as I'm done with things. I'll try to be as fast as possible. Your first year of school just passed will be busy."

Can video chat replace face-to-face?

What couple has been separated for so long after being together?

Qin Mingzhu originally thought that Yan Jiayu's worst heart was seeing him only once in a few months, but what the other party said was that it was very likely that they would not see each other in the first year, so she relied on video and the screen to express her thoughts.

If he hadn't brought up the matter of going abroad today, I'm afraid Yan Jiayu wouldn't even have said anything about it.Yan Jiayu would hide it and deceive him like a fool.

Looking back carefully on this period of time, he thought that Yan Jiayu respected him and loved him, but now that he thinks about it, is there really a lover like Yan Jiayu?No matter what the situation is, you can calm down and withdraw.

Maybe this love is his own passion, Yan Jiayu may love him, but not much.In other words, Yan Jiayu has been leaving a way out from the beginning to the end, leaving a way out for him, and a way out for herself.

Once they really pierce that piece of window paper, the relationship can never be restored to the way it was before.

Qin Mingzhu couldn't help using his fingers, and when the petals were crushed by him, he realized something, raised his eyes and gave Yan Jiayu a look, and threw the flower to his chest.

Yan Jiayu wanted to retreat, so he insisted on not letting Yan Jiayu retreat.

It's not that Yan Jiayu likes to hide from him, so it doesn't matter if he does something without telling Yan Jiayu.

"Mingzhu." Qin Mingzhu's wrist was pulled, and then the whole hand was circled in the palm of his hand, "Give me a year, and I will definitely be with you often after one year. Don't be angry, I got two new operas ticket, shall we go see it tomorrow night?"

With his back to Yan Jiayu, listening to the soft voice, he slowly uttered a good word.

When Yan Jiayu woke up, Qin Mingzhu was lowering his head to study the tube in his hand. When he realized that he had woken up, his hands trembled for a moment, and he watched the sleepy eyes turn clear.

Yan Jiayu soon realized that something was wrong, he glanced at his wrist, then set his gaze on Qin Mingzhu, "Let go of me, Mingzhu."

"I don't!" Qin Mingzhu couldn't help biting her little finger when she was nervous, "This thing was bought abroad, and it will only loosen when the time comes. If you want me to loosen it, I can't do it."

Yan Jiayu frowned slightly, and then relaxed, "Is it because of going abroad?"

Qin Mingzhu was silent, he felt that Yan Jiayu didn't respect him at all when going abroad, they were clearly lovers.

He bit his little finger again, took the thing prepared next to him, and stuffed it into Yan Jiayu's mouth roughly.

He didn't want to listen to Yan Jiayu's sophistry anymore, because he knew that if he listened to a few more words, he would believe it.

He doesn't believe it.

Seeing that her mouth was sealed, Yan Jiayu's expression was obviously a little more anxious than before, while Qin Mingzhu lightly grabbed the belt of her nightgown, struggled for a few minutes, and pulled it away with a little force with her fingers.

Qin Mingzhu got up from the bed with tears all over his face, he was sobbing, and almost fell to the ground after walking two steps.He heard movement behind him and looked back.

Yan Jiayu was still lying on the bed in the same position, dripping with sweat from her temples to her neck, the sweat wet her open collar, and her wrists were marked with red marks.That snow-white face was stained with lust and lust, and his complexion changed from a serious one to a kind of seductive and depraved intoxication.

He clenched his fingers tightly, and looked at Qin Mingzhu with complicated eyes, mixed with residual horror.

Qin Mingzhu took a step back, seemingly timid, yet aggrieved, and fixedly cast a final glance at Yan Jiayu, then turned and left.

When he was leaving, he seemed to hear a loud noise behind him, and he knew that it was Yan Jiayu struggling, and he couldn't turn his head.

Qin Mingzhu got on the flight abroad that day. He turned off his mobile phone, lay down on the first-class seat with a pale face, and tightly surrounded himself with a woolen blanket.

He never thought it would hurt that much, and when he took a shower in the morning, he even saw blood.But he has no regrets and has done everything.

Not only did he do it, he also left a mark on Yan Jiayu.When it hurt the most, he lowered his head and bit Yan Jiayu's shoulder hard.

In the future, it would be useless for Yan Jiayu to repent.

The country where Qin Mingzhu studied abroad is a country with polar day and polar night. It is far away from the country, and there is no direct flight, and the flight lasts more than ten hours.

Without telling his family, he changed his ticket and left the country ahead of schedule.

When it landed and turned on, the phone had already been bombed repeatedly, and text messages one after another were squeezed into the mailbox.

Among them was a text message from Yan Jiayu.

"Mingzhu, your current situation requires you to go to the hospital. If you don't want to go, please go to the pharmacy to buy the following medicines... I have already bought a flight to your place recently, waiting for me to come.

Miss you.

Jiayu"

This was probably the most outrageous thing Qin Mingzhu did in his life. When he thought about it later, he was glad that he was young and in good health at that time, and he could still fly by plane the next day.

But later, when Yan Jiayu arrived at the hotel near the airport, it was worth it.

When Yan Jiayu saw Qin Mingzhu, she hugged him into her arms without saying anything.After hugging for a few minutes, he took a deep breath, touched the little lover's face with his fingers, and said in a helpless tone: "You are really... next time you dare to mess around like this, I will definitely punish you."

Qin Mingzhu's answer was to stand on tiptoe a little bit, and coquettishly rubbed Yan Jiayu's face with her face.

But what Qin Mingzhu didn't expect was that Yan Jiayu only stayed with him for a month this time.

After Yan Jiayu returned to China, she became more and more busy, and she couldn't do the video chat every day as agreed.From once a day, to once every two or three days, and later, once every half a month, the time of each video is still very short.

He asked Yan Jiayu what she was busy with, and Yan Jiayu always said that she had too much work.

After living like this for more than half a year, Qin Mingzhu finally couldn't stand it anymore.

He asked for leave and ran back to the country without telling anyone, and went directly to Yan's branch, but he learned from the employees of Yan's branch that their boss Yan hadn't come to work half a year ago, and now the company's affairs are handled by Another vice president is in charge.