Kasamatsu's black silk

The touch of Kasamatsu-san KISS is unexpectedly soft.

Maybe it's not appropriate to use the word accident to describe it. Before that, I had no experience of kissing anyone, and I never imagined what it would be like to kiss Kasamatsu-san.Today it will develop like this, which is completely unexpected to me...

Yes, it was an accident.

I never thought that I would have such a bold behavior.

The lip-to-lip state lasted for a long time before I carefully raised my body and distanced myself slightly from Kasamatsu-san.He seemed to be still in the shock of being kissed by me, his eyes were wide open, and his mouth was slightly opened. Because we were separated, he got a chance to breathe. He took a breath, and immediately blushed. He covered his mouth and turned his head to the side.

Other than that, no other moves.

No matter how you look at it just now, it will be defined as a forced kiss, right?No matter how I think about it, I feel that I must be hated, and Kasamatsu-san will at least accuse me or forcefully push me away, but none of the above conjectures came true.

He still maintained the posture and expression just now, turned his head and didn't even look at me.

...It's really foul, Kasamatsu-san.

You are like this, but I don't know what to do.

"...No, refuse?"

Why not?Wouldn't it be annoying to be done by someone you don't like?Or is it because Kasamatsu-san is so nice that she didn't show any rejection?But such tenderness itself is a kind of violation... because it will make people unable to help thinking about the conclusion in the direction they expected.

For example, Kasamatsu-san doesn't hate me, nor does she hate me for doing this.

Suddenly, I felt a little hot in my nose. I sucked my nose subconsciously, feeling the heat on my face, and I could almost imagine that my cheeks must be as red as Kasamatsu-san.The nervousness made me swallow my saliva, I stared at Kasamatsu-san's flushed side face, and said again:

"Kasamatsu-san... I..."

tick-

Accompanied by a wonderful sound effect, something bright red fell on Kasamatsu's face. I was taken aback for a moment, and even forgot to say what was on my lips. Even Kasamatsu showed a frightened expression, and he let go. When the hand covering his face turned his head towards me, another drop of red liquid fell on his cheek.

"what……?"

"you……!?"

Seeing me, Kasamatsu-san's eyes were completely focused on my face... or the position under the nose. Before I had time to raise my hand to touch what was stuck there, he pointed his fingers with a look of hell on his face. shouted at me.

tick-

Another drop landed on the back of Kasamatsu-san's hand.

I finally realized what it was.

"Blood!?"

And, it looks like it's still my nosebleed.

……

…………

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ?

"You, you, you, don't move! Don't move!"

Kasamatsu-san, who had been pinned down by me up to now and couldn't move, suddenly broke free from my hand, turned over and sat up, and at the same time supported the back of my head with one hand and my chin with the other to make me look up.Forced to look up, I couldn't see what Kasamatsu-san was doing, I could only hear his slightly flustered voice echoing in my ears.

"Wait! I'll find you some cotton... that, that... I remember it seems to be..."

>>>Five minutes later.

"Okay, okay...the bleeding seems to have stopped..."

Kasamatsu and I sat side by side on the sofa in his house. On the low table in front of us was an open household medicine box. The medicines were turned out and spread out on the table, and some blood-stained paper towels were squeezed into balls and thrown away. on the side.

Kasamatsu-san wiped off the blood on my face with a soaked towel, then wiped his own face and hands, and then heaved a sigh of relief.

"It's really scary. In that situation, you suddenly have a nosebleed or something..."

...Well, I also really want to know why it became like that.

Forcibly suppressing the shame that was rolling in my heart, I tried my best to maintain my sanity so that I didn't let myself hit the low table, the wall or the floor with my head out of control.My nasal mucosa should still be quite strong, and I haven't had a nosebleed for so many years, even if I often have the urge to have a nosebleed recently, I haven't really flowed out once!

But it just so happens that it just happens to be...

Ahhhhhhhhhh!It's embarrassing to even think about it!

"Anyway... thank you Kasamatsu-san."

I covered my nose, trying to find something new to distract myself from.

But as soon as I saw Kasamatsu-san's face, I thought of what I did to push him to the floor just now, and of course my attention was uncontrollably focused on his lips... No, the nose seems to be hot again—the shyness welling up in my head The emotion made me cover my face and turn my head, but Kasamatsu-san raised my chin in the next second.

"The bleeding stopped, don't bow your head! What if you bleed again later!?"

"Yes, sorry."

I raised my head desperately and dared not speak anymore.

Maybe because I was afraid that I would lower my head again, Kasamatsu-san kept holding my chin with his hand. I don’t know if I was overconscious. I always felt that Kasamatsu-san’s palm skin, which had become slightly rough because of playing basketball, was very close to my own skin. Comfortable.Although I was staring at the chandelier overhead, I didn't have the courage to look at Kasamatsu-san's current appearance, but I could tell with my toes that he should be sitting very close to me in this posture.

Once I think about it, I feel like I can smell Kasamatsu-san even with cotton stuffed in my nose.

And, he had an auditory hallucination that he could hear his heartbeat.

"That... Orange."

The voice was really super close, as if talking close to my ear, Kasamatsu-san's warm breath hit my ear, I couldn't help shivering slightly, my face was so hot that I could make an egg Burned.

I prayed from the bottom of my heart that he would not bring up the embarrassing incident just now, and responded with a trembling voice that I tried my best to restrain.

"What, what's the matter?"

"...About what happened just now."

"!"

Come, come!Sure enough, you still ask!

"You also know that I have female phobia, and I am usually nervous when talking to girls... Recently, being able to talk to you like an ordinary friend is something I never dared to think about. At that time, you said you liked me. To be honest, I Ever wondered if you were joking with me..."

Kasamatsu-san suddenly laughed, although I didn't quite understand what he was laughing at.

"But, it's really not a joke, because... If you are joking, you won't do that kind of thing."

"..."

"...A moment ago, you looked like you were about to cry."

Without a mirror in front of me, of course it was impossible for me to know what kind of expression I had at that time, but I could more or less imagine it.Pressing Kasamatsu-san to the floor, confessing to him over and over again, and lowering my head to kiss him, I was risking everything.

At that time, too much hot blood poured into my head, and now it probably came out together with the nosebleed. After calming down a little, I couldn't believe that I would do such a thing.

Memories alone make people feel that they cannot be seen directly.

However, if Kasamatsu-san can face up to my feelings for him, it will be worth it, right?

Although I don't know if the consequences are good or bad.

Kasamatsu-san's voice continued to whisper in my ear:

"You say I don't understand the situation... Maybe I don't understand a little bit, but so do you."

……me too?

"Tachibana, do you really not understand at all?"

The hand that restrained my jaw was released, and the hand that was playing basketball gently turned my face, and the face of Kasamatsu-san with a flushed face appeared in the turning field of vision, but it was different from just now, he saw There was something in my eyes that I couldn't understand.

"It's in my house now, just the two of us, with such a posture and distance...do you understand what's going on?"

I asked Kasamatsu-san a question before, but now he asked me a question instead.

Did I have too much nosebleed, so my brain ischemia and my thinking became dull?I don't understand the meaning of Kasamatsu-san's question at all. Although I don't understand, there are still things I can understand.

Kasamatsu-san's face was probably the same as mine just now, with a desperate expression.

only--

"Kasamatsu-san..."

"Don't talk yet."

"But……"

"……What's up?"

"...You have a nosebleed."

"..."

>>>

It was such a chaotic day that people couldn't look straight at it.

"Actually, it's just that you deal with each other's inexplicable nosebleeds and then clap your hands and go home."

"..."

The words and phrases of the friend sitting by the bed can be called excessive, but I can't refute a single word.I turned my head and watched her peel the orange for a long time, but stuffed the orange petals that had been carefully torn off the stem into her own mouth, and my eyes were suddenly blurred with grievance.

I sniffed and covered my face with the quilt.

"...Anyway, I'm worthless..."

"No, it's you two who are worthless."

"It's none of Kasamatsu's business."

"Should I repeat that? A duo that doesn't make any sense."

Endurance, intolerance!

I admit that I was very worthless that day!He obviously planned to comfort Mr. Kasamatsu when he was frustrated on the court, so as to increase his goodwill, but he lost control halfway and knocked him down, and he also had nosebleeds all over his face.I don't plan to appear in front of Kasamatsu-san anymore... I don't even have the face to appear in front of him!

Although Kasamatsu-san also had a nosebleed later, the reason is unknown, but it must be my fault!

So it's just me who is worthless, and it has nothing to do with Kasamatsu-san! !

I finished the above remarks out of breath, only to get more contemptuous gazes from my friends.

"It's all because of his illness and fever... It's really worthless, lie back for me!"

"……Yes……"

Knowing that my friend had good intentions, and that I was indeed a little dizzy from being too excited, I obediently responded obediently and lay back under the quilt.

The chill from the rain that had invaded my lungs the day before made me cough for a while.

"You are really stupid." I heard my friend's voice say.

Not only a fool, but a fool who can add the four words hopeless as an attributive.

I waited for Kasamatsu-san to show up in the rain, and then I didn't change clothes in time to warm my body. As a result, I got a high fever and fell ill. Now, all I can think about is Kasamatsu-san.

I wonder what happened to him after that?

The nosebleed has successfully stopped, and there should be no more bleeding... It seems that there will be no adults at home, I don't know if I have a good dinner... When I finish my homework and prepare to rest in the evening, I think back to the evening, what will Kasamatsu-san do? miss me?

"Tell me, will I be hated?"

Now, I suddenly feel scared.

The virus is really scary. The fear I never felt when I decided to confess my love to Kasamatsu-san has now permeated every cell in my body.

The friend sighed.

I thought she would go on to scold me "Why are you so good" or tell me "Don't think too much, just close your eyes and sleep" to force me to stop thinking, but she just asked me something irrelevant If it matters.

"Speaking of which, where is your phone, Natsu?"

"Eh? Probably...on the table..."

"Really? Lend me to use it."

My friend stood up. Although I followed her figure and looked over, I don't know if the heat had risen, and my eyes became very blurred. I could barely see the outline of my friend clearly.The blurry vision combined with the constant mild dizziness made me feel even more sick, and I simply closed my eyes and stopped looking at what my friend was doing.

Anyway, I can probably guess what she asked me to borrow the phone for.

"Is there any new application activity for Kise?"

"Well, yes."

Look, this person is applying for something on the website that he registered before logging in with my mobile phone.

But speaking of it, I must have been careless in making friends... This person is obviously visiting a patient, but in the middle of chatting with the patient, his attention suddenly diverted to Kise Ryota, who has nothing to do with the topic... No, maybe I should complain about Huang Is Seto really popular?

"...It's obvious that Kasamatsu-san is more handsome when he plays basketball..."

"Natsu? Did you say something just now?"

"Nothing was said."

I once again covered my face with a quilt. In the dark and hot world, I could only hear my heartbeat, breathing, and the crisp sound of my friend pressing the phone button quickly. After a while, only two of the three sounds remained, and then It was the touch of a friend closing the phone and putting it back on the table.

"If you have nothing to do, you can continue to sleep, and I will leave first if I have something to do."

"Hey...won't you stay with me for a while?"

"Don't act like a baby, I will give you some compensation later."

What is the compensation... I complained in a low voice under the quilt, of course, it is impossible for the friends outside to hear.

Say goodbye, footsteps, open the door, close the door - when a series of sounds disappeared, I lifted the quilt on my face.

Of course I was the only one left in the room.

... Forget it, let's sleep.

Really unable to overcome the illness that was destroying my spirit and body, I closed my eyes in a daze.

Afterwards, I don’t know how long I slept. Because of physical discomfort, it was difficult to fall into a deep sleep. I was always lingering in the half-asleep and half-awake state, and I was woken up by a sudden sound of the doorbell.

I looked up at the clock, it was only noon, my father and mother who went to work could not come back halfway, and I didn’t order anything online, so it wouldn’t be a courier, and the remaining possibilities were probably only friends.

Reminiscent of what she said to me before leaving, she would give me some compensation, and I am even more sure that it is her option to return.

"I knew you were coming back so soon, so I gave you the key just now..."

I wrapped up the quilt and got out of bed. The ice patch on my forehead fell off because of my large movements, and I didn’t bother to bend over to pick it up. I walked like stepping on cotton, one foot was deep and the other was shallow. He walked to the door, unscrewed the lock and pushed the door open.

"Welcome back—"

My voice was completely stuck in my throat.

Probably the hot wind blowing in from outside the door woke me up a bit...or maybe it was the person standing at the door that woke me up completely.

Not friends.

For some reason, it was Yukio Kasamatsu, panting and sweating profusely, who appeared outside my house now, holding a thermos in his hand.

wait wait wait! ?what happened! ?