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WSND training games usually start in the afternoon, with review and personal free training in the morning, and an hour and a half for lunch and rest at noon.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't know how Scorpion's schedule was arranged. It wasn't ten o'clock when he sent a message to Ji Jue. Judging by the usual routine of e-sports players, Ji Jue probably didn't get up.

But unexpectedly, Ji Jue not only got up, but also replied very quickly.

Righting: "Is 12:30 okay? See you at the old place."

Where is the old place?Zuo Zhengyi was puzzled for a second.

WSND、End: "You don't mean under that wall?"

Righting: "Yeah, the old place where my brother and I had an affair [poor]."

WSND, End: "..."

Straight men do like to make this type of joke, because they have no scruples, so they can't hold back.This was the case with Zuo Zhengyi in the past, but now he is affected by "jue", his brain circuit is very crooked, and everyone thinks something is wrong.

Zuo Zhengyi put aside strange doubts that he shouldn't have, and continued to practice the sword.

The lunch break started at twelve o'clock, and there were still about 10 minutes before the appointed time. He went upstairs to get his clothes, packed them in a bag, and went out to find Ji Jue with them.

Today is a fine and sunny day. There are many sycamore trees planted in the park. Zuo Zhengyi walked along the shade of the trees and arrived at the place agreed with Ji Jue in just a few minutes.

The wall was still the same, but it didn't rain today, and the September sun was still scorching. Fortunately, there were bushes to cover it, so there was some shade nearby.

Zuo Zhengyi walked around behind the bushes and came under the wall.

Ji Jue came one step ahead and was waiting for him. His face seemed to be in a bad mood, but when he saw him, he immediately smiled and called "Brother".

Zuo Zhengyi handed over the clothes: "I've washed them, thank you."

Ji Jue didn't know what he was thinking, but asked, "Did you wash it yourself?"

Zuo Zhengyi said: "The washing machine washed it by hand."

"..."

Ji Jue laughed: "It doesn't matter if you don't wash it, it doesn't matter."

Zuo Zhengyi glanced at him, then his gaze fell to the jacket in Ji Jue's hand, and a question that had lasted for several days resurfaced in his mind.

——This coat is very expensive. Zuo Zhengyi only saw the brand logo after wearing it back, and then checked the price online. It costs five figures.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't care about these extraneous things, he was just a little curious, what did Ji Jue do during the four years of separation?Where did you get the money to buy such expensive clothes?He is only 19 years old.

Thinking about it this way, Zuo Zhengyi suddenly realized that not only did he not understand Ji Jue's personality, but he didn't even understand Ji Jue's reality.

Are they really good friends who grew up together?Even though there was a quarrel, it wouldn't be reduced to a situation where even strangers are inferior...

Zuo Zhengyi had mixed feelings, but of course it wasn't his fault.

It can only be blamed on Ji Jue for not telling him anything.

Zuo Zhengyi poked the bag of the clothes and couldn't help asking, "You bought it yourself?"

Ji Jue was taken aback for a moment and understood: "No, my mother bought it."

"Your mother?"

"It's a long story." Ji Jue leaned back and leaned against the wall, as if he didn't like to bring up this topic, "Two years after you left, my parents came back, and they made some money doing business in other places , I belatedly remembered that there was still a left-behind child at home.”

Ji Jue smiled sarcastically and said no more.

Zuo Zhengyi knew about his parents.

When they grew up together in Ji Guoyang's home, Zuo Zhengyi was an illegitimate child without parents, and Ji Jue was a child abandoned by his parents.

"Abandoned" might seem like a bit of a serious word to describe, but it's more or less the truth.

There are not many villains on Tanzhou Island, and it is a typical small-scale humane society.

When Ji Jue's parents were young, they owed a large amount of money to their relatives and neighbors, and they couldn't pay, so they had to go out of town to hide the debt.

The two of them don't know how to think, maybe they think that bringing a child is a burden, or maybe they don't want the child to go out with them, and they are not sure whether they can have enough food.In short, they left overnight and entrusted their youngest son who was babbling to his cousin Ji Guoyang.

When Ji Jue was young, he didn't know anything. When he was a little older, someone would say things like "Your parents don't want you anymore", "They ran away, and they can only pay you for the debt", "Father's debt is justified". Some of them deliberately vented on him, and some just teased him.

But no matter what kind of starting point, it is full of maliciousness and quite scary in the eyes of children.

At this time, Zuo Zhengyi would protect Ji Jue behind him, forgetting that he was just a little radish, and said aggressively: "You are not allowed to bully him! Come at me if you have the ability!"

In those years, Zuo Zhengyi and Ji Jue really depended on each other.

To be precise, it was Ji Jue who relied on Zuo Zhengyi to act as a fragile character who would die if he left Zuo Zhengyi.

Zuo Zhengyi was willing to be that protector, and was deeply moved by it.

until later—

later.

later.

This word is really scary. Whenever Zuo Zhengyi recalls this point, the sense of nostalgia and closeness Zuo Zhengyi had just had for Ji Jue is stuck abruptly.

He felt stuck in his throat, not knowing what to do.

Zuo Zhengyi said "Oh", and asked following Ji Jue's words: "Your parents are living in Tanzhou Island now?"

Ji Jue shook his head: "No, they have settled in Shanghai and let me live here too."

"What about uncle?"

"He's doing well now. He met an aunt last year and planned to get married again. He quit drinking according to his advice."

"Is that so..."

Ji Guoyang was able to quit drinking, Zuo Zhengyi was very emotional.

But it was a good thing after all, and he was relieved to know that everything in his hometown was fine.

"Okay, then I'm going back to the base, and I haven't had lunch yet."

Zuo Zhengyi turned to leave, but Ji Jue held him back: "Wait."

"What else?"

"..."

Ji Jue remained silent, using his eyes instead of answering.He grabbed Zuo Zhengyi's wrist and held it for two seconds. His palm suddenly slid down and held Zuo Zhengyi's hand. Then he pulled him into his arms, turned around and pressed him against the wall.

"Brother." Ji Jue called out stickily, "I want to stay with you for a while."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi let him hold him, and his expression froze for two seconds.

The wall behind was scorching hot from the sun, and in front of him was Ji Jue's even hotter chest, and he was pressed into the arms of an adult man—a grown man, not a child, not a teenager, but a man now.

Zuo Zhengyi said stiffly: "Ji Jue."

His tone was serious, and Ji Jue responded: "Huh? What's wrong?"

Zuo Zhengyi asked, "Are you gay?"

"..."

Ji Jue seemed to be stunned for a moment, holding him for a long time without moving.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't move, and what "jue" said on WeChat, "kissed him", "he's very white", "thighs are very soft" floated in his mind...

The gay movie played vividly, and Zuo Zhengyi got goosebumps all over his body. Just when Ji Jue was hugging him, his right hand dropped, and he didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional. Putting on a posture of controlling him, and firmly fixing his whole body in his arms - the intimacy is abnormal.

Zuo Zhengyi finally woke up from his dullness, and asked again: "Are you gay?"

Ji Jue was surprised: "Brother, what are you talking about?"

"...Isn't it?"

"Of course not." Ji Jue seemed unable to understand his question.

Zuo Zhengyi thought for a while and said: "But you don't look normal. I suddenly realized that you have been so clingy to me since you were a child. Although it is not surprising that a little boy is clingy, but you are so old now, why are you still so clingy? I touch my hands... Are you a little homosexual?"

After hearing this, Ji Jue suddenly let go of him, his eyes were very wronged: "Does brother hate homosexuality or me? You don't want me to cling to you anymore, do you?"

"..."

"If it is, you can just say it straight. You don't need to find a gay excuse to push me away. I'm not gay. I don't like men."

Before Zuo Zhengyi could speak, Ji Jue glanced at him suddenly, and said in a low voice, "Isn't it weird for two men to be together? Brother, don't you find it disgusting?... I seem to be a little narrow-minded, sorry, I will I worked hard to overcome it, brother, don't hate me..."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

However, although.

Ok.

Zuo Zhengyi was a little relieved, but Ji Jue didn't change his mind, and hugged him again.

"Why do you suspect that I'm gay when I hug you?" Ji Jue said solemnly, "Isn't it normal for brothers to hug each other?...Brother, you seem to have lost weight."

His palm touched Zuo Zhengyi's back from top to bottom, and when it passed over his hip, it seemed to stay for two seconds, but before Zuo Zhengyi could react, he hurriedly moved away, and slid from the back of his hip to the root of his thigh.

Ji Jue rubbed Zuo Zhengyi's thigh openly, and frowned slightly: "You really lost weight, do you eat too little?"

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

If it wasn't for Ji Jue's serious expression without any ambiguity, Zuo Zhengyi would have suspected that he was being taken advantage of.

Who is to blame?

It's all "Jue's" fault, he is now too sensitive to gay-related topics, no matter how you look at it, he feels that Ji Jue is abnormal.

But—is Ji Jue abnormal, or is his brain circuit abnormal?

Zuo Zhengyi was confused.

He pushed Ji Jue: "I'm not thin, you are so annoying. I warn you, no matter you are gay or straight, you are not allowed to touch me again, understand?"

Ji Jue's eyes were a little hurt, but he didn't defend himself again.

Zuo Zhengyi beat him up a bit, and he felt a little embarrassed when he finished.Because Ji Jue really didn't do anything, it seems a bit unreasonable for him to blame people in real life because of the influence of a gay netizen.

Zuo Zhengyi was about to say something, to make amends, when Ji Jue suddenly cast a sneaky glance at him: "Brother..."

"Ok?"

"Could it be...you're gay, right?" Ji Jue suddenly realized, "So you don't like me touching you? Do you want to avoid suspicion?"

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

Good for you.

"I'm not!" Zuo Zhengyi immediately denied.

But Ji Jue said: "I take back what I just said. I don't discriminate against homosexuals. I'm just kidding. Even if I discriminate against others, I won't discriminate against you."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

Ji Jue lowered his head, sighed for some reason, seemed a little embarrassed: "Actually, I thought before that it would be great if we were gay, and neither of us would get married, just you and me, together for the rest of our lives, without any penetration from outsiders, that would be great. Too bad I'm not."

"Me neither." Zuo Zhengyi said quickly, "Don't think about it."

"Oh……"

Ji Jue's eyes were sad, his face was sad, and he murmured: "Time flies, we have been separated for four years, brother. How many years are there in a lifetime? I really want to reconcile with you and return to the previous relationship. But I know I shouldn't make demands on you."

He smiled bitterly: "I'm afraid of causing pressure to you. But you have to know that I have really reformed myself. As long as you are willing to turn around, I will definitely be behind you."

After finishing speaking, he picked up his coat bag, stepped back and walked out: "See you next time, brother."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi watched Ji Jue leave with complicated emotions.

His doubts were not entirely dispelled, but he felt that those doubts were untenable.If I remember correctly, didn't Ji Jue have a puppy love before?At that time, he quarreled with Ji Guoyang because he was talking about his girlfriend.

never mind.Zuo Zhengyi sighed.

He returned the same way and walked towards the WSND base under the shadow of the plane tree.

The lunch break is not over yet, and I have lost my appetite for dinner.

When Zuo Zhengyi walked near the fountain, he found a shady place to sit down. He wanted to clean up his messy brain before going back to training, so he took out his phone and sent a WeChat message to "Jue".

End: "I'm so annoying, I-so-annoying-"

End: "Come out and coax me."

Jue: "What's wrong?"

End: "Oh, I don't know how to tell you."

Jue: "Don't worry, speak slowly."

End: "I have a good friend who I suspect is also gay."

Jue: "?"

End: "Really, he is too clingy to me, I feel a little abnormal."

End: "But he has always been so clingy to me since he was a child, and I didn't feel anything wrong before. Tell me, is it because I've been too suspicious recently?"

End: "It's all your fault, you're so annoying."

Absolutely: "Okay, my fault my fault :)"

Jue: "What kind of stickiness? Tell me."

End: "That's it."

Jue: "Which kind?"

Jue: "Do something to you?"

End: "It's sort of..."

End: "But he didn't really do anything, he probably didn't do it on purpose."

Absolutely: ":)"

End: "We grew up together, we are used to intimacy, physical contact is commonplace, I am not a girl, I am not sensitive to men, maybe he is not too sensitive."

Jue: "I understand, so that's why he touched you."

End: "..."

End: "Don't say that, it's weird."

Jue: "Then did he touch you?"

End: "...well, yes."

Jue: "Do you feel it?"

End: "?"

End: "How is it possible? I am a pure straight man."

End: "The only thing I feel is goosebumps all over my body. If it wasn't for him, I would have pushed that guy away and beat him up :("

Jue: "Why can he?"

End: "Didn't I say that? We grew up together and got used to it."

Jue: "This can't be done."

End: "?"

Jue: "Do you want to hear the truth?"

End: "Of course, you said."

Jue: "Judging from my many years of experience, he probably did it on purpose. How can a straight man be so clingy to the same sex? He is either catching you, or he is in the closet and doesn't know it."

End: "..."

End: "Really?"

End: "But he talked about a girlfriend."

Jue: "?"

Jue: "He didn't talk about it."

End: "?"

Jue: "I mean, have you seen him talk about it with your own eyes? Or did you hear it from others? If you just heard it, it's probably a rumor :)"

End: "That's true, I haven't seen it with my own eyes."

Jue: "Right, let's take a step back. Even if we talked about it, it still doesn't prove that he is [-]% straight. Many closets have had girlfriends before."

End: "Then what to do?"

Jue: "What do you want to do?"

End: "...If I knew, why would I ask you?"

Jue: "Okay, let me change the question. Do you hate him?"

End: "Good question."

End: "Actually, I broke up with him. The relationship between us can't be summed up by whether we like it or not."

Absolutely: "Your words still love him :)"

End: "?"

End: "I told you to coax me, not to piss me off."

Jue: "I'm sorry."

Jue: "If you want to suggest, I suggest you stay away from him, don't be taken advantage of again, men are very bad, myprincess:)"

End: "What time is it, are you still joking?"

Jue: "I'm not joking. Could it be that you want to give him a chance?"

End: "Of course not."

Jue: "I understand, you don't want to give him a chance, and you don't want to stay away from him completely."

End: "I didn't say that."

Jue: "But you think so in your heart."

End: "..."

End: "Okay, so what? He and I grew up together. Do you understand what a brotherhood depends on each other?"

Jue: "I understand, but I don't want brotherhood."

End: "?"

Jue: "He made a mistake."

Jue: "He doesn't want brotherhood, he wants to fuck you :)"

Jue: "Why don't you think about it? It's good to be gay."

End: "?"

Jue: "Being with him can not only preserve the brotherhood, but also make you happy. It's the best of both worlds, right?"

End: "..."

End: "It's your size."

Zuo Zhengyi's mind was in a mess, not only was he not coaxed well, but he became even more irritable.

In his heart, he dismissed "Jue" Zuo Zhengyi from his position as the president of the support club, and sent the other party a sentence of "You are out of favor", then put away his phone, returned to the base with a heartless expression, and continued training.