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It took more than 40 minutes to drive back to the base from the competition venue. Zuo Zhengyi chatted with "Jue" all the way.

The content of the chat was a bit outrageous, and Zuo Zhengyi was so stimulated that when he got out of the car, he was in a trance, and almost stepped on the ground.Fang Zihang kindly helped him: "What's wrong with you?"

Zuo Zhengyi shook his head and said he was fine, just sleepy.

It's already eleven o'clock. According to the usual practice, they will do a short replay on the night of each game day, sum up the problems in the game that day, and conduct targeted training the next day.

But today is a special situation. Boss Xu "went to the countryside to give condolences" and came to the base. The resumption time was changed to tomorrow.

Zuo Zhengyi was happy to be at leisure. As soon as he entered the gate of the villa, he went up to the second floor in one breath, put the peripheral bag on the computer desk, and then went back to the bedroom on the third floor to take off his clothes and prepare to take a shower.

He put his phone on the bed, WeChat was still ringing, and messages from gay men kept coming.

Jue: "It is agreed that there is no prejudice against homosexuality?"

Jue: "Why didn't you call me back?"

Jue: "I just said that I like being ridden by my wife :), it's nothing too much, right?"

Jue: "Don't you straight men communicate your preferences in private?"

Jue: "End, do you hate me?"

Jue: "..."

Jue: "Forget it, hate it if you hate it."

Jue: "I should have understood that there is no one in this world who doesn't hate homosexuals. You all discriminate against me and treat me as a monster. You just say it politely:("

Jue: "Goodbye, End, I regret that I can no longer be friends with you."

Jue: "I don't blame you, although I'm very reluctant."

Jue: "Goodbye."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

His mother tongue is speechless.

The air conditioner was not on and it was a bit hot in the bedroom.

Zuo Zhengyi searched for the remote control of the air conditioner all over the room with his bare feet, but he couldn't find it.

He replied to the other party with one part in a trance, two parts irritable and seven parts patience out of kindness.

End: "I don't discriminate against homosexuals, don't make up your mind."

End: "I just returned to the base, got out of the car to pack up, and have no time to return to you."

Jue: "Really?"

Jue: "I knew you were not that kind of person [poor]."

Jue: "It's all my fault, I'm too sensitive and too fragile to even doubt you, won't you be angry? [Poor]"

End: "..."

End: "I didn't see that you are a sensitive and fragile person."

Jue: "Hey, who doesn't wear a little disguise when going out? Everyone doesn't like negative energy, so I have to be like them, try to be optimistic, learn to talk dirty, but those are just my protective colors:("

End: "Oh..."

Jue: "Actually, I'm very inferior :("

End: "No need, sexuality is just a part of being human, don't deny yourself because of it."

Jue: "You are so kind, End."

End: "[Hug.jpg]"

End: "I'm going to take a shower, bye."

Jue: "?"

Jue: "Are you really taking a bath or do you not want to talk to me anymore?"

Absolutely: "[Grievance.jpg]"

End: "... Really take a bath."

Zuo Zhengyi was speechless. He really didn't realize before that "Jue" was so sensitive and suspicious.

But it seems to be quite normal. Although the public has become more tolerant of the gay community in recent years, in the eyes of many people, they are still heterogeneous.

It's inevitable that people of different species will be excluded, including Zuo Zhengyi himself. Although he says "no prejudice", deep down he really wants to be wary of "absolute". It feels very bad...

Is this discrimination?

Zuo Zhengyi didn't expect that he would discriminate against others himself, which is not good.

The warm water in the bathroom sprinkled on the skin, Zuo Zhengyi yawned and had some self-reflection.

Soon, he finished rinsing and returned to the bed refreshed. When he lay down, he finally found the missing remote control of the air conditioner from under the blanket.

He adjusted the temperature to 27 degrees, and was about to close his eyes when someone knocked on the door.

"Zhengyi, are you asleep?" It turned out to be Zhou Jiankang's voice, "Do you want supper? They just ordered a barbecue, so you should eat some too."

"I'm not hungry, you eat."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't want to move.

Zhou Jiankang said, "I brought it up, and I have something to talk to you by the way."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi reluctantly put on his pajamas, got out of bed and opened the door.

As the team manager, Zhou Jiankang's status in WSND is below one person and above ten thousand, second only to boss Xu Zongping.

But the e-sports club is only a small part of Boss Xu's many assets, and it may not even be a "part", just a drop in the bucket.

So Boss Xu seldom came over, and Zhou Jiankang was in charge of all the usual big and small matters.

What about Zhou Jiankang's temper?It is violent to say it is violent, and it is good to say it is good.

At least it's good for Zuo Zhengyi.

This may be because when they met for the first time, 15-year-old Zuo Zhengyi cried for eight hours on the bullet train to Shanghai, which made Manager Zhou cry so much that he was full of fatherly love. The first impression was deeply ingrained and could not be reversed.

So later, no matter how others scolded Zuo Zhengyi as a "team bully", "bad temper", and "princess disease", he felt that Zuo Zhengyi was just a crying child, and it wasn't that bad.

But children have child problems, and if something goes wrong, they still have to beat them.

Zhou Jiankang put the barbecue supper he brought on the table, pulled out the chair and sat down, as if he wanted to have a long talk.

"What's wrong?" Zuo Zhengyi yawned profusely, "I'm so sleepy, can I talk about it tomorrow?"

Zhou Jiankang glanced at him: "Today you chose Xue Deng."

"..."

Dare to say this.Zuo Zhengyi didn't care at all: "I know that my Xue Deng is very strong, so there's no need to exaggerate."

"Young poor." Zhou Jiankang said, "You don't remember how you lost in Los Angeles on August 8rd? When you fell ill and was hospitalized, what promise did you make to me?"

Zuo Zhengyi's face suddenly fell down: "It's been replayed [-] times, can you stop mentioning it?"

"I don't want to mention it, but you can't get rid of your old problems. If you continue like this, you will suffer in the future."

Seeing that Zuo Zhengyi refused to eat, Zhou Jiankang picked up a meat skewer and started to eat it.There is no majesty if you train people while masturbating.Zuo Zhengyi sat on the edge of the bed with a long face, quite unhappy.

In fact, he did not agree with Zhou Jiankang's statement.

Zhou Jiankang and the previous WSND coaching staff collectively believed that their loss to SP in the global finals was due to a wrong lineup selection.

At that time, WSND and SP fought to the last round, and SP chose to play BAN.

The so-called release of BAN means not banning any heroes and giving WSND the opportunity to choose freely.

Because SP knew that Zuo Zhengyi was extremely confident, and whenever he had the chance, he would definitely choose Jialan.

But this is a double-edged sword. Choosing Garan means that WSND must ban heroes who can target Garan.

In other words, the BAN slots of WSND were not enough, and they were forced to release the priest of Shenyue.

Priest Shenyue is Cheng Sunian's natal hero. He has a strength that is not required by BAN, and is very dangerous.

Zuo Zhengyi is not afraid of taking risks, he must play Garan in the finals.

He said that his Garan would never lose.

But he lost.

Zhou Jiankang even felt that when he was sick for half a month, he might not be sick because of the runner-up, but because of Jia Lan.

Zuo Zhengyi has never had a girlfriend. Jia Lan, a two-dimensional character, is the woman he loves the most in his life.He loves her like he loves that keyboard, that "sword".

Garan is also his sword.

——It is inevitable that a genius will be a little mentally ill.

Before that, Zhou Jiankang and everyone in the coaching staff were extremely superstitious about Zuo Zhengyi's Jia Lan.

They also felt that he would not lose.

All WSND's eyes fell on Zuo Zhengyi, and it was all about trust.

So they listened to him and gave him whatever he wanted to play. The head coach was useless.

So after the loss, Boss Xu was not happy and fired the head coach, thinking that he was useless.Other coaches are "smart women can't cook without rice". Their coach holds the world's number one carry mid laner, but they can't "cook".

At that time, Zhou Jiankang was also very embarrassed, because he was also responsible.

Most of the previous coach's indulgence to Zuo Zhengyi came from his tacit approval.

But having said that, if you find a coach with a bad temper who can suppress Zuo Zhengyi—like Cheng Sunian of SP, who insists that no one should disobey him, will Zuo Zhengyi be able to bear it?

One mountain cannot tolerate two tigers.

Zhou Jiankang put on a serious face: "Zhengyi, no matter what Zheng Maoren is, he still has the ability to be a coach. Please keep it close and don't take him out of the picture."

"Understood, I have a measure." Zuo Zhengyi fell on his back on the bed, lying in a "big" character, with a rather unhappy tone.

Zhou Jiankang said: "I didn't mean to disappoint you on today's big victory. But your biggest problem is that you are too superstitious about your own ability. Personal ability is one aspect, and lineup selection is also another aspect. If BP is not important, why is this game still playing? You need BAN or PICK? The objective factor is that it will affect the winning rate. If you win once with a weak hero by chance, it doesn’t mean you can win all the time, you know?”

"It's not a fluke." Zuo Zhengyi sat up slowly, "You don't understand how I won at all, and you don't know how to play a mage."

Zhou Jiankang: "..."

Zuo Zhengyi was fairly indifferent, and said: "And I lost to SP in Los Angeles, and it wasn't because of Jia Lan. You guys don't talk about her, it's really annoying."

Zhou Jiankang: "..."

"It's against you, you bastard!" Manager Zhou was furious, and picked up the barbecue skewers as if to hit Zuo Zhengyi.

Zuo Zhengyi hurriedly pushed him out: "Oh, you go, I know what's in my heart, bye bye bye, good night!!"

"Bang", the bedroom door slammed shut.

Zuo Zhengyi breathed a sigh of relief, and his drowsiness was disturbed again.

He opened the window to dissipate the smell of barbecue, and lay back on the bed almost a little depressed.

Frankly speaking, it's not that he doesn't care about "objective factors", but he really doesn't care that much.

He is a living person, not a human machine.

He plays games, not against AI.

He even believes in metaphysics more than data, which is of course wrong, Zuo Zhengyi can't explain it to others, he can't say that he is practicing the sword technique of "harmony of man and nature".

He just wanted that feeling.

"Feel", or rather, "feel".

"Ugh."

Zuo Zhengyi was so annoyed that he flung himself on the bed for a while, feeling his depression had nowhere to vent.

He opened WeChat and sent a message to the gay man.

End: "I can't sleep."

Jue: "Did you take a shower?"

End: "I-so-annoying-ah-"

Jue: "What happened?"

End: "Say, shouldn't I choose Snow Lantern tonight?"

Jue: "Why do you ask that? You won."

End: "They said I took risks."

Jue: "Oh, I see."

Jue: "They are cowards, they don't understand your courage."

End: "?"

End: "That's a good compliment, let me say a few more words."

Jue: "I'm just telling the truth. Adventure is the freedom of the strong, and willfulness is the charm of geniuses. I like you like this :)"

End: "Very good, I will make you the president of Zuo Zhengyi's support club."

Jue: "Don't listen to their nonsense, everyone who doesn't allow you to take risks, just wants to grind away your edges and corners, they are PUA you, you know?"

End: "Is the word PUA used in this way?"

Absolutely: "Yes."

End: "..."

End: "Okay."

End: "Forget it, let's not talk about this. I order you to change the subject to make me happy."

Absolutely: "Obey."

Jue: "Then let me tell you my secret love story. Actually, I kissed him, do you want to hear it?"

Zuo Zhengyi: "...I don't really think about it."

But he just finished reflecting half an hour ago, and he should overcome discrimination.

Zuo Zhengyi bit the bullet and replied.

End: "You speak."

Jue: "It happened a long time ago, so I won't go into details. Anyway, that day, I suddenly got a chance to mess around with him. I couldn't help it, so I stripped his clothes and separated his legs."

Jue: "He is very white, his thighs are very soft, I—"

End: "Stop!!"

End: "You are perverted."

End: "Don't tell me pornographic novels."

Jue: "You said what you want to hear :("

End: "I want to listen to the normal part, keep the abnormal part for yourself."

Jue: "But there is no normal part, I'm just a pervert :)"

The news flashed by, and WeChat showed "the other party has withdrawn".

Next second:

Jue: "Just kidding, don't take it seriously."

Jue: "Take a good rest, winning rate is important, but being yourself is also very important. Don't let me call myprincess myprincess, good night, I will always like you :)"

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi was stunned for a moment, it was difficult to distinguish whether the phrase "like" meant fan-like liking or other intentions, it should be the former.

Without thinking about it, he turned off the light and went to sleep.

But for some reason, in this chaotic night, without warning, he dreamed about some youthful things that were almost forgotten on Tanzhou Island.