Lonely as a shadow, gentle as sand

Gaara stood still in front of a door, with unknown emotions in his eyes.He reached out and tapped.

No one opened the door.

I sighed secretly in my heart, I should have come earlier and knocked again.

"It's late at night, what are you doing knocking on the door..." The murmur of a sleepy girl came from the door.

After waiting for about 5 minutes, the door was opened.

The short black-haired girl covered her lips with her hands and yawned.The night wind hit her neck, and she couldn't help shivering.She raised her eyes to look at the person at the door, and her brown star eyes moved.She looked at Gaara with a serious face, then at the restrained girl beside him, and smiled knowingly.

"Please come in. As for Gaara-sama, please go back first?" Her waxy voice was a bit slurred, obviously she was not awake.But Teng Anxi has a good impression of her for some reason.She took a step forward and felt someone pulling her hand.

She likes being with such people.

I love Luo Qing's face, but nodded slowly, and said: "How long?"

"I'll take her home."

Gaara turned around and walked a few steps. When she was about to close the door, she suddenly turned around and said, "Sora, thank you."

The girl called Sora bent her lips, but it was not obvious.She nodded cautiously and closed the door.Even at the last second when the door was closed, she found that Gaara's gaze was always on the girl beside her.

Kong led her to the room, sat on her bed, and muttered: "Wait." After a while, Teng Anxi had an extra cup of warm tea in his hand.

Teng Anxi was very curious about her, and was a little surprised in her heart. Gaara said that she might untie her depression. She thought she would be a woman, but she didn't expect to be her peers. Listening to the voice, she is no different from her How much, this made her heart soften, and the previous tension was dissipated by the hot tea smoke.

"You like him. You love him even more." A slightly ethereal voice reminded her, without any prelude, she just spoke suddenly.

Teng Anxi clearly felt his hands tremble.

The hot tea inside made some waves.

"No, I don't like him." Teng Anxi's voice was a little flustered.At this time, someone gently patted his shoulder.

"Although the blood in your body has been replaced and the toxins have been diluted a lot, if it weren't for your inner persistence, you would never let Gaara hold your hand, and you would never stand by his side. Your feelings for him are already strong enough to fight against the instructions of your brain."

Teng Anxi remained silent.

"What you are avoiding is not him, but what you have experienced before. If you don't talk about it, what you care most about is not your eyes. You don't want to face it."

Kong's slender fingers caressed Teng Anxi's eyes, and paused slightly.Kong's lips curled into a slight smile, and the orange light was printed on his hair.

"Why do you want to escape, why don't you dare to face it? In fact, you have discovered it a long time ago, but you don't want to be hurt anymore, you don't want to accept the truth, you would rather choose the current situation than open your heart. Just like a frightened snail Same, hide yourself in a shell."

The tea in her hand fell to the ground with a clang. "I'm sorry." She got up and wanted to pick it up, but she seemed very at a loss.

Teng Anxi's hand was held down, Kong said softly: "It's okay, what you should worry about now is not tea."

Teng Anxi paused her fingers, and listened to her slowly say: "Now the ninja world is in chaos, and there will be another big war soon. Master Kazekage is going to the front to lead the army. He didn't tell you all this because he was afraid of you. Worry. It is said that the enemies this time are Uchiha Madara and Akatsuki, very dangerous."

"When is he going?" There was some strange emotion in her voice.

"It's dawn today. Are you going?" Sora's eyes flashed a little light.

"I'm just asking."

"That's all I want to say. This is what Gaara wrote to you. I'll take you home."

"I...go back by myself, let me be alone for a while...is it dawn?"

"..." Kong remained silent, and the latter smiled charmingly, as if mocking himself.He took what was in her hand and turned around to leave.

The sky lightened slightly, and Sora's eyes darkened.

She leaned against the door and quietly watched the back of the girl leaving, and suddenly overlapped with the back of the boy in her mind, Gaara, when she left, it was the feeling of being alone for a lifetime.No, it shouldn't be like this!He and she should be happy together, shouldn't they?The hand holding the door slipped slowly, "Gaara, maybe I can't help you."

His eyes were wet.

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The night wind was still cool, and it hurt when it blew on his face.Her long black hair was disheveled in the wind, her eyes were closed tightly, and her face was pale under the moonlight.The bottom of my heart is also cold.It seemed that someone had poured a glass of cold water, or that someone had stabbed his heart with a knife.Even she herself feels that she is the most ruthless person in the world, why is this so?Why.

How to describe it?

Probably heartbroken.

She grabbed an envelope tightly with her hand, her body trembling uncontrollably.Already out of sorrow, is this the feeling of loving someone?Maybe she really needs a little cooling off.

Those who want to go in the direction of home, but unknowingly come here.The left hand is accurately supporting the thick rope, and the fingers are tightly held, but he is afraid that the weak rope will be broken in the next moment.After struggling for a while, she let go.Gently caress it up again, over and over again.

Here, they meet for the first time.

With their own retreat, with that kind of pure emotion, the swings swayed, and the smiles on the swings are still in front of my eyes.The sunset that day was very beautiful, that day was the happiest day for her, how I miss it.I miss it so much that I want to turn back time.

"who are you?"

"I……"

"Come and play on the swing with me, but you need to push me first."

"Oh."

"Wow~ It's so high, so high, a little higher——"

The eye sockets feel moist, but things are different, aren't they?She is no longer that simple.Maybe Gaara or Gaara.

The black sky gradually turned blue, and a little light appeared on the edge of the sky, getting brighter and brighter.It's dawn.

Teng Anxi squatted down and rubbed it carefully with her hands. The paint on the swing might have fallen off a long time ago.When did you first meet Gaara?It's not seeing him being rejected by the children, not seeing him being stared at with disgust, but seeing him sitting on the swing with his head down, swinging his legs, and then suddenly raised his head and said to the moon: "Why, I'm alone .”

The loneliness on his face was much stronger than hers.

She doesn't understand, is there anyone in this world who is worse than her?So, she began to pay attention to him, in order to find a reason.Find the reason, "I'm the most unlucky person", find the reason, "Why does he look sadder than me."

However, when she got to know him better, she would always squat down behind the wall with her back to him, covering her mouth and crying.How could there be such a person?At that time, she didn't know what it means to be strong, she just found it unbelievable, and felt that his heart was so strong that it was terrifying.Being squeezed out again and again, but still next time, still with eyes that want to get along with people.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but hammer on the wooden board of the swing.In the next second, I regretted it very much.

"Boom, pop!"

The rope is broken.

The swing is broken.

That's it, bad is bad.