Lonely as a shadow, gentle as sand

[I can't see your smile, how can I sleep, your voice is so close but I can't hug it. ]

[Even if you let it go, can you not confiscate my love, as if I finally understand. ]———Rainbow (Jay Chou)

"Xiao Xi, today is your birthday, the teacher brought you something." Yi was wearing a blue dress, very casual, looking at her with raised eyebrows as if offering a treasure.

Gaara sat blankly, his eyes fell on her and Yi.Yi was still standing awkwardly, while Temari and Kankuro sat beside Gaara.

Gaara snorted softly.

But even though I thought it was boring, I still came.

Why are you here?

do not know.

"Teacher, what is it?" As expected, he was still a child, and he was looking forward to the gift the most.

"Ahem, ahem, look carefully." Su Chenyi took it out of her arms like magic.

Through the round glass, with the swing of Yi, the small sequins inside are flying inside, and the stars are shining.Seven colors, curved things, so ethereal.Spin slowly in the very center...

"Teacher, what is this? I'm talking about the curved one, with seven colors." If you get closer, your face will be glued to it, and there is a smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Rainbow." This is right, this expression is like a 10-year-old child, no, no, Xi is 11 years old.It's not in vain that I have traveled so many roads.Although I thought so in my heart, I couldn't let myself laugh.He tilted his head slightly, coughed, and his face was stained with a suspicious red cloud.

"Rainbow?" He looked at Yi incomprehensibly, his eyes opened wide.

"A rainbow is an arc-shaped band of colored light in the sky that reflects sunlight and water vapor. That is to say, it is very likely to see a rainbow when the sun comes out after it rains." He bent down to look at her, gently Lovingly stroking her chestnut hair.

Although I told myself hundreds of times that I couldn't treat her well, there was no way.

Gaara watched his movements, and the appearance of that man appeared unconsciously in his mind.

[Yashamaru, you. ． ．hate me? ]

[People grow up in the process of hurting and hurting others, but people don't hate others easily. ]

[I feel as if I understand what pain is.Maybe I was injured too, and like everyone else, it always hurts. Although I didn't bleed, my heart always hurts. ]

……

[Actually, deep down in my heart, I have always hated you very much. ]

[Try hard to make myself like you, but I can't do it at all]

……

Recalling that damn memory, my heart will still be stuffy, stuffy.

"Teacher, when will I see the rainbow?" Looking through the glass and putting my hand on it, there is a feeling that the sky is so far away.Such a beautiful thing, can I really touch it? "

Uh... the chances of seeing it are not high because it is an arid area. "

"No, I just want to see it." If you don't want it, you can't see it.

"When Xiaoxi grows up, the teacher will take you to see it abroad." Yi promised.

"Well, take Gaara too." She looked at Gaara and smiled.Curved the corners of the eyes.

Everyone was silent.

"Ah, Xi. I have nothing to give you, so I made a cake." Temari laughed heartily, trying to ease the atmosphere of thinking, and everyone looked at the cake.

Very seductive.

"Teng An, I made a little puppet." Kankuro took it out of his arms in embarrassment.

so cute.

What about Gaara?She put her inquiring eyes on Gaara, but suddenly a spiritual barrier flashed, yes, why did Gaara give her a gift?She smiled awkwardly. ...

"Ah, everyone, let's start eating cake." Temari smoothed things over.

"Yes, yes." Kankuro got up and walked over.

"Me too." A low voice came into the ear curtains.This voice makes people sound like a breeze.The outermost layer of deliberate indifference has faded away, Teng Anxi seems to have seen Gaara's childhood.

Everything is quiet.

He stood up and walked towards her.Step by step approaching, she raised her eyes and looked at him.My heart fluttered.

He was 13, two years older than her and a head taller.

"hand."

According to his intention, she stretched out her hand, the palm of which was white and tender.

He put his left hand on the back of her hand, her palm facing up.He placed his right hand over her palm, his palm facing down.

The sand slowly spun between their palms. The feeling was a little itchy, but very comfortable.

The sand slowly condenses and slowly takes shape.

It turned out to be her appearance!

"Although it's worthless, this one is very strong, and it won't disappear unless I die." Finished the sentence.

Suddenly, she hugged him.Hold him tight.Gaara didn't push away, and made no other moves.Just like back then, simple simple hugs.Teng Anxi didn't notice the surprised looks from the people around him.Maybe even Gaara didn't know why, the automatic defense didn't appear.

"Thank you, thank you all." Tears welled up in his eyes.No one has ever done this to her.It feels good to exist.Finally, I don't feel so lonely anymore.

"Yo, Xi doesn't even hug me."

"..."